my monitor is different so my colors might be off and i worry this looks like balls

Meant To Be (John x Reader)

Well I started writing something cute & fluffy but the Say Something came on on Pandora and well… this happened

The italicized parts are like flashback kinda things, just to clear up any confusion :)

Hope you guys like it!!

Warnings: sadness, angst, death, mentions of being high, I think that’s it? Let my know if there’s anything else

Words: 2106


Time seemed to slow down so much it almost stopped.

John was at work late that night, the night he got the call.

Maybe if I had finished filing those reports when Washington asked me to, I would’ve been there, he thought to himself.

At 10:57 p.m., John Laurens’ life changed for the worst.

“No, no, where is she? God damnit, where is Y/N L/N?” he yelled, sprinting through the doors of the ER.

“Sir, you need to calm down, there are other patients-” a nurse lamely attempted to calm him, but it did next to nothing.

“Where is she? Where?” he slammed his hands down on the counter, knocking over a cup of pens. John was never one to get violent, but when it came to you, he would fight a thousand battles just to keep you safe. He paced relentlessly back and forth, back and forth, across the bland tile that made up the hospital floor. A nurse finally came over to let him know what was going on, and John practically lept out of his seat eager to hear that she was okay.

Because she had to be okay, right? They were so young and in love. They were meant to be.

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