15 Million Bosses Day 4
Day 4 (3/23): how has the channel impacted your life?! (you can get as personal as you wish)
The channel had Impacted my life in so many amazing ways it’s honestly hard to explain. The channel saved my life, jack saved my life, the community saved my life and I couldn’t be more grateful.
It was one night 2 years ago when I decided I was going to commit suicide, I wrote a note to my mom and little sister, I swallowed almost an entire bottle of Tylenol and went to bed….I woke up the next morning feeling worse than ever before, great I had failed my attempt to kill myself. All well I’ll try agin next month, so I did…but this time I decided to jump off the bridge, so there I was sitting on the edge of the bridge getting ready to end everything all my pain and suffering would be over.
My phone went off, it was a notification from YouTube, “Jacksepticeye just uploaded a video.” I decided to watch it, one last video to make me smile, to give me peace. But I was what Seán had said at the end of that video that saved my life, made me get down off the edge of that bridge and walk back home.
He said “what you’re going through is temporary, suicide is permanent. It’s a permanent solution to a temporary problem that can be fixed.” And that’s what saved my life.
I know my story isn’t the best but it’s the truth, So thank you Seán for saving my life, giving me a reason to smile and get out of bed in the morning.
And thank you to the JSE community for saving my life as well.