my melancholy

People don’t understand when I say I love all the BTS members, the idea of being ot7 biased is incomprehensible. I dont think the concept is easy to explain because kpop and boy bands in general are formed and centralized around the idea that you have to have a favorite member (the ignorant concept of ‘ideal types’ again)

but with bangtan its not like that, I feel genuine platonic love for each member and I have met alot of people who do too. Same goes for the ships, I like the 'no common ship’ theory of bts. The fact that you can create a full compilation of otp moments with any combination of names is a good proof of the love they feel for each and every member. So tbh, what’s more important than that?

Evermore (male pronouns)

I was the one who had it all
I was the master of my fate
I never needed anybody in my life
I learned the truth too late

I’ll never shake away the pain
I close my eyes, but he’s still there
I let him steal into my melancholy heart
It’s more than I can bear

Now I know he’ll never leave me
Even as he runs away
He will still torment me, calm me, hurt me
Move me, come what may
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I’ll fool myself, he’ll walk right in
And be with me forevermore

I rage against the trials of love
I curse the fading of the light
Though he’s already flown so far beyond my reach
He’s never out of sight

Now I know he’ll never leave me
Even as he fades from view
He will still inspire me
Be a part of everything I do
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I’ll fool myself, he’ll walk right in
And as the long, long nights begin
I’ll think of all that might have been
Waiting here forevermore

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This is supposed to be Truth or Dare drawing, but then it turned out to be a meme then Ships.

Drew in streams.

Paperjam © @7goodangel

Fresh, Error and Geno © @loverofpiggies

Ink! Sans © @comyet

Bitty Fell!sans © @fucken-crybaby

Cross!Sans © @jakei95

Dream!sans © @jokublog

Reaper! Sans © @renrink

Goth © @nekophy

Pallete © @angexci

MelGanz, Ganz, Gzpap and Alpha © @golzy

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meanwhile:

the wheel of self-indulgence continues to spin merrily along…
Off The Rails -the epic saga of Bokuto, Akaashi, Oikawa and Iwaizumi all falling in terrible weird love with each other- continues!

read from the start \\ < previous comic

  • What she says: I'm fine.
  • What she means: I was the one who had it all. I was the master of my fate. I never needed anybody in my life. I learned the truth too late. I'll never shake away the pain.
  • I close my eyes but she's still there. I let her steal into my melancholy heart. It's more than I can bear. Now I know she'll never leave me. Even as she runs away. She will still torment me, calm me, hurt me. Move me, come what may.
  • Wasting in my lonely tower. Waiting by an open door. I'll fool myself she'll walk right in. And be with me for evermore.