JSP. (A/N:Keep in mind this is Dean’s Point Of View. And This is an AU.)
“King Kwon’s, handsome and talented son, Kwon Hyuk is looking for a lovely madam to marry”
I can’t even believe this! The news made it around the kingdom faster than it takes the servants of the castle to get from place to place. Even my best friend, Jiho knew of my “search” for the perfect woman or madam to marry me, and he’s a whole kingdom away from me. I’m going to be honest. I don’t want marriage. I don’t ever want to marry someone! But as everyone says “As the King’s son you need to marry someone soon. You never know when your parents are going to step down! You need a woman by your side who will take the place as your queen and the love of your life.” But I usually ignore that shit. It’s wasn’t important back then. They started telling me stuff like this when I was only thirteen. I was a kid then. I don’t need a queen! Nor do I need a love! I can run this kingdom by myself.
They act as if I can’t do anything by myself. I don’t even need these servants who only serve me. I’m an independent man! I don’t need a woman by myself. Single forever. There’s no problem with that. Now we had to deal with the young women of the kingdom outside of the castle.
“I LOVE YOU, PRINCE HYUK!”
“MARRY ME, PRINCE HYUK!”
“SHE’S SO OVERRATED! MARRY ME, PRINCE HYUK!”
Trust me, I love the women of the kingdom. But sometimes they are a little over the top or in other words, too much. You could hear their screaming from inside of the walls.
“Prince Hyuk. Your parents would like to see you.” Eunha’s soft voice called out.
Eunha is one of the kingdom’s most trusted severants. She does a lot. Made her way up from the bottom. She was very well respected by a few high powers and royals of this kingdom and a few other kingdoms. “Got it.” I replied back walking out of the room. I walked into the throne room to see my mother and father sitting on their thrones. My father had that mean mug on his face that he had everyday, all day. It was just his face. The crown sitting up, straight on his head. The multi colored jewels shine brighter than they ever have. I wonder how long it took to do that.
It scares me. That’s gonna be on my head one day. I don’t even know if I can be king, period. My father was named one of the best things of Korea while their are many kingdoms around. Around ten, to be exact. Now my mother was a different story. My mother was a princess from a kingdom far far from ours. That kingdom disappeared a little while ago. No one knew what happened. It just vanished in thin air. Nothing was left of it. No rooms. Barely any backstories of the kingdom. I asked my mother about it and she barely knew. But she was never home. The older she got, the less she was home.
Her and my father’s love story is just boring and overplayed. Love at first sight. Everyone woman’s fantasy, right? I just dismiss it and go about my day. My mother is the fanciest one in the whole kingdom. Everything has to be gold or she doesn’t want it. At one point she ordered a woman dead because her dress was as beautiful as gold. But I went against her order and let the woman leave the kingdom in one piece. I’m the nicest person in the whole family.
My mother was looking just as she did everyday. Grade A. Above everyone else. She hated young women because she was jealous of their body and beauty. She often vents to some of the kitchen servants about how she was young and beautiful once. She was the main one who wanted me to get married fast!
“I want a beautiful daughter in law since I couldn’t have a daughter. Make me proud, Hyuk. Don’t choose the wrong woman. You’ll bring shame to us all.”
Looks were everything to her. They weren’t so much to me. But I can’t say anything. That’s my mother.
“Good morning, son. Did you see all those beautiful women-”
“Mom, I’m not in the mood to discuss women right now. Is there another reason you both wanted to see me?” I interrupted.
“Of course there is. The castle will be holding a ball where you will meet princesses from all over Korea.” Dad answered.
“Can we hold off on this whole marriage situation? I’m not that old yet. Can I get married in a couple of years?” I asked.
“No! You’re 25 years old now, Hyuk! You need a woman in your life!” Mom shouted in my direction. Here we go again. Arguing about what I need and what I don’t need in my life. I sighed and looked at Dad, who was looking around he room trying to avoid Mom’s eyes. He knew when she opened her mouth, there was no way in getting her to stop it now.
As she kept screaming at me, I zoned out. I thought of what it would be liked to get out of her. “Mom! I’m gonna go to Jiho’s kingdom. See you soon.” I rushed out of the throne room. “KWON HYUK! GET BACK HERE!”
I ran to the stables and saw one of the servants brushing one of the horses hair. Luckily I knew his name. “Seokjin! My horse? Is she here?” I asked. He stopped and bowed before me. “Yes! She’s in the last stable. I just brushed her. Are you leaving the castle?”
“Yes. I need to leave for a bit. Thanks. Keep up the good work.” I commented rushing to the last stable. “Thank you, Prince Hyuk.” Once I opened the gate, I saw her. “Good afternoon, girl. How was your night?” I asked as if she could understand me. She just nodded her head. “Saddle or no saddle? One or two?” I questioned smiling. I lead her out of the stable and out into the open. Seokjin handed me my saddle and I strapped it down to her. Seokjin set up everything else being very gentle with her. No wonder she likes him. And he’s the man that feeds her everyday, so that’s probably why.
I climbed on top of her and got comfortable. “It’s been awhile, girl. You ready?” I patted her neck two times before kicking her slightly to make her move. I waved bye to Seokjin and made my way through the forest.
And of course, I’m not going to Jiho’s. I just need some rest air. You know, away from the people and away from the women. I should probably find something to cover up with so no one notices me and reports they saw me in the forest. I’ll be killed if anyone found that out. Well not killed. I’m the future of this damn kingdom. They can’t afford to kill me. I’m the only son of the King and Queen. I’m the only child of the King and Queen, for that matter.
I went toward a nearby merchant shop and bought a dark green hood to cover my clothing and my head just enough so no one could see my face. I continued my journey through the forest. It was nice, peaceful, quiet. Nothing like the castle. I feel at peace here. No one rushing me into marriage. No one telling me of appointments I didn’t make, but someone else made for me. No one begging to do something for me. I just needed to be alone. And it did feel good.
I took a deep breath and looked up at the trees. I saw a couple of birds and lizards. I heard female’s voice and the strings of an instrument that sounded familiar, but I couldn’t name it. I dismounted and realized, she was singing. Her voice was very soft and soothing. I had to see who it was. I walked toward the beautiful sound. Suddenly it got quieter and the strings of the instrument stop. I saw a sudden flash of movement and I felt my body being tossed to the ground. I groaned as my back struck the back. It fucking hurt. Before I could say something there was a sword tip on my chin. I tensed up and looked up. It’s a girl!
“Who are you? And why are-” She froze and her eyes were widened than I have ever seen someone’s eyes be.
She removed her sword and helped me up. She got on her knees. “Prince Hyuk! My apologies. I thought you were a thug. I have dishonored you. Please spare my life.”
“No! Don’t get the wrong idea. I can’t kill you. It was weird just following a voice in the forest. It’s my fault. But it was pretty cool how you flipped me before I saw your face. You’re strong.” I explained helping her to her feet.
A smile appeared on her beautiful face. It made my heart skip a beat. “You know who I am. Can I please know your name?”
“It’s Y/N. Y/N L/N.” the beautiful woman answered.
This is the series Kai spoiled for you guys. I hope you enjoyed this. If you want this to be a series, I can make that happen. Only if you guys want it though. Sorry for any mistakes. Thank you for reading. Admin June
Being a revolutionary must get really tiring somedays. …Sabo… Hack is so done with you, you need to listen to the report before Koala can send it!
Had lots of fun with this guys, and it took me way longer than I wanted but I’m kinda happy with the result, Hack doesn’t get the love he deserves and that bothers me a lot, he seems to be really close to Koala and Sabo (Koala said Hack and her had to deal with the consequences of Sabo’s selfishness) and most of the time he is out of the picture just for the sake of shipping, which is something I personally don’t like, besides Koala has TONS of things to offer as a character and I can’t believe people mostly focus on making her Sabo’s girlfriend =n=.
Staring at my ceiling in my bedroom, today is the day and
that is the only thing I can think of right now. Why did I agree to this now, I
feel all nervous. Saturday has come around so fast for me, I am more than
shocked that I actually woke up early on a weekend, I had to set my alarm
actually “oh god” placing my hands over my face, what am I doing and why am I
doing this. What excuse can I make, shall I tell him I am ill “what am I even
talking about” we are practically friends now, well kind of. Reaching over to
my side table and grabbing my phone, letting out a yawn “shit” that is the
time, I don’t even know what to wear because he won’t tell me. Reading my
notifications, he replied to my text from last night, I fell asleep by the time
he actually replied.
Wear what you want, I told you this already…
Why is he being like this, if I am overdressed that will get
me so angry. Why do I even care, it’s not even a date, forget it.
If I am overdressed it will ruin my day and I will go home
early and wake that ass up boy!
I need to actually call my mom, my weekend is to catch up on
sleep, family and cleaning but this is changing my day up. I am feeling so
nervous but a little intrigued, if my dad found out about this he would not be
happy. I am his only little girl even though I have a little brother, but I am
the most important one out of them all. Placing my phone on my chest as I
stretched out my body, let me get out of bed and do something with myself. My
phone vibrating against my chest, lifting my phone up and seeing Chris calling.
Answering the call “morning” god, why do I always sound awful in the morning
“hey, are you ready?” he asked, rubbing my face “uhhh no, you going to tell me
then? I have a feeling it’s something like a movie? Just say yes or no” god,
Chris does actually sound so good when he has just woken up, never noticed this
at all “maybe, could be yes or maybe no. We could be going to a beach, you just
never know” he is so annoying “I cancel anyways” I am done with him now “stop
being all moody and shit, tell me where you live so I can pick you up? I will
say it is a movie, now stop asking me” I knew he would back down “meet me
outside The Avenue, Hollywood. Just park where the car park is, I will walk to
you” pushing my bed covers off my body “you live in the apartment there? Y’all
got money huh” he said, rolling my eyes “not me, my brother and Lo be up to no
good. I don’t ask questions, I am just a broke nurse living with my brother.
That will soon change, I hope. I am thinking of moving out and living with
Bailey” swinging my legs off my bed, sitting on the edge “I have a feeling who
she lives with, just stay where you are” he is funny “sure, anyways you’re
cutting into my getting dressed time. Goodbye!” I will disconnect the call
before he has a little outburst regarding it “see you soon ma” disconnecting
“Oh my god! What do I wear!” I shouted out, why is my life
so difficult. What do I wear, oh god I need Bailey to help me. Every time I go
anywhere I am like this, I groaned out rubbing my head “oh no” I just rubbed my
face and I have my foundation on, I hate myself. I need to gather myself
together, I need to remember this is just me meeting my friend, I mean he is
just a regular guy. Then again he is Chris Brown, but what do I wear. No matter
what, we are just friends but that does not justify me looking terrible. This prep
talk is not working out, god help me. Getting up off of my bed, let me try
again to search for an outfit. I can do this, I can choose an outfit that will
be perfect. I swear I have some cute outfits here, I know I do.
Waiting for the facetime to connect with Bailey “you know
what I am thinking right now?” Bailey said staring at me with her hair wrap on
“why I am awake this early?” Bailey nodded “like I am so tired, I am trying to
sleep and you keep calling me. But I love you so proceed to show me what you
are wearing. First tell where you are going? Your makeup is bomb, you got your
bundles in?” she know damn well I got my good weave in, this only happens on
occasions “guess” I simply said, standing in front of my mirror and flipping
the camera “I am not sure but tell me how I look” I am waiting for Bailey to
say something stupid “bring the camera down, I want to see the feet” slowly
bringing my camera down the mirror “legs for days! Ok, I think you are going to
get some LA dick? Clearly” flipping the camera over back on my face mean
mugging her “what!? Ok, on a real. You are dressed for LA, it’s warm out there,
it’s bomb, I like it. Are you getting some dick then?” she said, shaking my
head “just meeting a friend, I will tell you soon. I am behind, gotta go”
blowing air kisses before disconnecting the call.
So Chris is outside, he has been outside for the last half
hour, he came early. Not on me, I said wait because I was still deciding on the
outfit. Wiggling my toes in my tan strappy stilettos, my cut off denim jeans
that just cover my ass, but I feel my legs are out too much, this is too much
for me. Pulling down my oversized sweatshirt a little more, I have a shirt
under this because you never know but I don’t do bras. Placing my dark maroon MAC
lipstick in my clutch, let me go now. Walking to my side table and
disconnecting my charger from my phone, seeing the various missed calls from Chris
makes me feel like I am a bad person for making him wait.
I woke my brother up earlier, I went into his bedroom
because I wanted his chain. I am borrowing his gold chain for today, here he
goes with his morning blunts “can hear you walking a mile off” Nathan said,
looking over at the balcony door open. Nathan stood with a blunt in hand “woah!
Wait, where are you going? It’s barely turned one” I knew he was about to do
this “going out, what I tell you about questioning me?” pointing at him “I
swear the LA life is getting to you, where are you going?” he walked towards me
“to the movies, just out. Goodbye and tell Lo to stop calling me, I ain’t
speaking to his bitch ass” turning on my heels “what is wrong with you both
now?” my brother half shouted “ask him, but I’m out and clean the mess up” I
ain’t here to be cleaning today “bring my chain back!” opening the door
“whatever” banging the door shut behind me.
I have never had this problem before, she had me sat in this
Lamborghini in this LA heat. Looking down at my Rolex in annoyance, it’s about
to be forty five minutes since being out here, she ain’t picking my calls up either.
She got me out here sweating too, Rylee ain’t shit already. Fixing my snapback
on backwards, let me sit back in my car before I get noticed. Pushing myself
off of the side of my car, pulling the car door up and climbing back inside. It
has become so hot in this car, I want to be topless now. Pulling my car door
down, patting down my jeans and looking at my new Js. I done shaved too, I was
going to keep the stubble but I didn’t, this is an all clean look with my black
tee on. I did have a bomber jacket on but I got hot, blowing out air looking
up. Seeing a female walking towards the car, squinting my eyes looking closely.
Is that Rylee, if I look at her face maybe I will know. My eyes slowly dragged
itself up her body and then my eyes fell on her face “wow” I said aloud, she
walked around my car to get in. She looks so good, I feel all nervous now.
Clearing my throat, shifting in my seat as the passenger
door opened. I can’t stop staring at the legs, it gets even better now she is
here. Biting on my bottom lip, she leaned in picking my bomber jacket up “oh,
my bad” I didn’t even get that for her, she stuck her butt in first “ooooohhhhh”
I said, staring at her butt, she swung her legs in “ok these cars are not easy
to get into” she said, I don’t even care “it’s perfect” I said, she placed my
bomber jacket on my lap and closed the door “did you hear what I said?” I am
trying to take this in, she needs to stop talking. Where has this girl come
from, wow. She can dress, even when she is not dressed she is beautiful “you’re
so beautiful” I had to say it “stop it” she placed her clutch on her lap “yeah,
I mean sorry. It’s not that bad to get into, I am used to it now. Can I place
my bomber jacket on the floor next to your legs?” I asked before I did it “oh
yeah you can” gathering my bomber jacket with my one hand, reaching to the
passenger side and placing the bomber on the floor of the car. My arm just
lightly grazing her calf, her golden legs are so soft. I am so turned on, I
want her. She is mine.
“I want to say sorry, I kept you out here for so long. I am
shocked you waited, I kept you waiting” holding my hand up “don’t say it, I
just want to be normal as possible. I am going to try my best, just be you and
I will be me. Things like that happen, I knew you was going to say, I kept
Chris Brown waiting. But let’s pretend I am just a regular nigga” Rylee smiled
at me a little “I just want to say you look beautiful, you have dressed great.
These are the only words I can say because I don’t want to say what my mind is
saying” Rylee giggled “how about we don’t, can we drive though? The leather
seats are burning my ass and my thighs, I am melting here” I busted out
laughing “how you think I felt? Now you know how I feel” turning my car engine
on “are you going to tell me how handsome I am? If you saw me yesterday, I
looked like a werewolf” slowly driving off “it’s very cute” my eyes bulged out looking
at her “cute?” I spat, she needs to stop doing that cute giggle “joking, you
look nice. Very handsome” I grinned “aww stop it, I am getting all red now” my
voice all high pitched “you copying me on what I said last time, so rude” she
clocked on, I am glad.
I hope those niggas keep my home clean, I done told them “I
have never been in a car like this, it’s fast” my lip curled up “I don’t even
want to know why you are smiling like that, it’s small though. Small and fast”
my smile disappeared after that, I was going to say something sly but she beat
me to it “you have nice legs, you got me all speechless. I know I shouldn’t
really say that, I mean who does that on a first date” the car fell silent “I
mean friend date, I mean you know just a get to know each other date” I suck at
this, look at me. Hearing a slight snort, my head turned to her “ew where did
that come from. Sorry” she put her hand up “you’re funny, you seem so out of
your depth here. Ignore that noise, I was supposed to laugh but clearly I make
an idiot out of myself” shaking my head smiling “I think we both are stupid,
let’s just be cool” I am saying this but it’s me, I am so awkward why am I
doing this to myself.
Walking into ArcLight Hollywood movie theatre, I am
obviously walking behind Rylee. She has honestly the most perfect legs, I want Rylee
to wrap her legs around my body. She must have the sweetest pussy, I can
imagine. Licking my bottom lip, my own thoughts taking me to a place I
shouldn’t be right now “woah” holding onto Rylee as I walked into the back of
her, letting her go “my bad, sorry” I think we are both bad at this “you want
to be lowkey but you out here banging into me, you ok?” feeling my cheeks go
slightly red “yeah yeah, just looking at the scene. This place is great” Rylee
squinted her eyes at me “you’re walking ahead of me now ok?” she got me, I
ruined this for myself now “ok, side by side then. What movie you want to
watch?” walking at the side of Rylee “surprise me, I’m open to a lot” she said,
raising my eyebrow “really?” looking at her with a smirk “filth” she simply
said to me, she always clocks me.
I am shocked she actually wants to see Avengers with me, she
let me pick anyways so who cares “Chris” Rylee held my wrist “huh, yeah?”
stopping in my tracks “I want to pay for the things, I am not having you pay
for everything. It’s only drinks and popcorn” pulling a face at her “no, I will
pay. I want to pay, it’s nothing Rylee” she tilted her head “please don’t do
this, you said normal so let me buy the food” sighing out not really wanting to
do this “you can only pay for the drinks and popcorn, after this then no more
paying out. Deal? I want to pay for you” Rylee got her pinkie finger out
“pinkie promise” how different is she, holding her pinkie finger with mine
“you’re on a budget though, no large with me” her beautiful hazel eyes, I am
melting “I want it large only” I said in a mumble “I guess I will let you off
just this time” I am still holding on to her pinkie finger, let me stop.
I really thought that the screen would be quiet, it’s early
and who would come early but I was wrong, really wrong. Luckily the row we are
on nobody is sitting here at the moment, the lights dimmed down slowly “who is
that?” pointing at Rylee’ lock screen, she pressed her home button again “my
youngest brother, Kyrie. I miss him” Rylee placed her phone in her bag and then
sat back in the chair, she crossed her right leg over her left “he looks like
trouble” he really does “he is, he drives me up the wall when I am home” she
must have a big family “can we get through?” some guy said, turning my head
seeing this young white guy. His face changed seeing who I am “sure” moving my
legs in, I guess it is just my luck that there is a group of them. I want to
move now, rolling my eyes as they walked by “damn” the black guy lost his
balance and was about to fall but placed his hand on Rylee’ knee, pushing the
guys hand away “watch it!” I stood up “sorry, I didn’t mean it” the fuck he
doing touching “you should have fell! Why you touching her for!?” I spat “Chris
it’s ok, he didn’t do it on purpose” the group of guys just stared at me “sit
down please” Rylee said, I want to punch his face. Sitting in down in a huff
“it’s fine, don’t get worked up over it. He was sorry” Rylee is saying that but
it don’t make it right “take your snapback off, we are inside” Rylee reached
over and pulled it off my head, I am just going to stay quiet until I cool off.
I have been so quiet, I only asked where she would like to
go to eat. Looking down at the menu “you been really quiet with me” Rylee
spoke, looking up from the menu “it’s not you, I just got annoyed. Sorry, I
don’t want to scare you away either. I just feel like I messed it up” placing
the menu down “don’t feel like that, I understand why. I did get annoyed but then
you ended up saying something. Nothing is ruined, only if you are going to be
grumpy then yeah. The guy was staring at me that is why he fell” I knew he was
“asshole, he touched you though. Ok I am over it, let’s move on” I need to not
think about it “what burger you want? Remember I am paying so you can go all
out” Rylee stuck her tongue out “ayeee!!” this girl is so perfect.
Pointing at Rylee’ plate “what is that? It looks nice and
hold up, are you taking pictures for Instagram?” Rylee quickly stopped taking a
picture “come on, let me follow you. Let me see your pictures at least?” Rylee
sighed out “but people will speculate, do you want that? You know what, I will
send you a picture if that makes you feel better” reaching over and taking a
cheesy fry “wow, rude. You got yours!” placing the fries in my mouth “but they
not cheesy, I should have got them. My bad” wiping my hand against my jeans
“how you feeling about today? Is everything good with how it is?” I asked “yeah
of course, it’s sweet. It’s been calm for the most part” least she is ok with
everything “I enjoy your company” I openly admitted “same Chris, we seem to be
stupid. Well keep doing on stupid things. I may not seem it but I am dying
inside” she hides it well.
Chris’ car is amazing, I have honestly never had such an experience
in a car like this. Reaching down at the side of me, picking up Chris’ bomber
jacket “this smells so nice” he switched his car engine off “you can keep it if
you like” he is crazy “I can only imagine how expensive this is, do not think
so” placing his jacket in his lap “are you sure?” pulling his car door up “more
than sure, I already feel like I am doing too much and punching above my weight”
I really hate getting out of this car though, hearing a wolf whistle as I got
out “sorry” he said again, he has been doing this so many times “whatever”
closing the door, turning around and seeing Chris’ home “this is a beautiful
home Chris, wow” and so many cars “welcome to my home” this is a nice place.
This house is so silent, I am surprised it is because every
time he calls me there is always boys in the background “let me show you around”
Chris threw his jacket to the side “would you like to see my home?” Chris
turned around “yeah sure” he stopped walking and walked towards me “let me put
your clutch away? I’ll put it there” he placed his hand on my clutch “thank you”
I said as he took it from me “it’s cool, come. I am excited to show a female my
home, in a normal way instead of other things” he looks real excited, it is so
cute. Watching him fiddle with the baby gate “I hate this shit” he spat and
then it finally unlocked “ok, we all good to go. Come” he jogged up the steps
ahead of me, slowly making my way up.
Chris turned around lifting his arms up “this is my bedroom”
he spat, I am very impressed “this is a very nice bedroom Christopher, I am
shocked. It’s clean, did you clean it prior? I bet you did” stepping inside “kind
of, I just picked up my things. But I rarely sleep in this thing, come. See my
walk in closet, I have more clothes downstairs but this is where I keep my
jewellery” he waved me over, Chris is literally giving me a tour. He seems to
be so happy do this, I find it cute because it’s like he has never done this
before. My eyes widened looking around the closet “wow, this is like a jewellery
store. I love that chain, Black Pyramid one” touching the chain “thank you, I
can get you one” moving my hand back “no, I don’t think so. I love your things”
watching him open the cabinet and pick the chain off “try it on” I was about to
say no but he placed it over my head already “it’s heavy, Jesus. How do you
deal?” he cheesed at me “suits you, maybe one day” lifting my hair up “take it
from me before I take it home” turning around “I got you, we are destined you
know” he said randomly “how?” furrowing my eyebrows “tattoos, the stars”
smiling wide at his cuteness.
Walking behind Chris to go back downstairs “what is this
room?” pointing at the door half open, it’s all pink. He stopped walking and
turned back around “my daughter’ room, nobody sees this room unless they family.
I’ll show you” he pushed the door open walking inside “she got everything princess
themed, her toys are out. I need to clean that, her bed also. But yeah, this
her room and play room. I got her a walk in closet but she don’t have many
clothes in there” he pointed “why?” I questioned “I barely see her but that is
about to change, went to court and getting more rights for her. It’s different
being a father” he leaned down picking up a doll “it is, you’re a good father
from what I see” Chris looked up at me smiling “thank you” this is such a
different Chris Brown.
“Are you sure that you just want water?” Chris jumped over
his couch with a bottle in hand “more than sure, all that walking in these
heels has made me thirsty” taking the bottle from him “take the heels off” he
pointed as he sat down “once they off I will not put them back on, thank you
though and thank you for today. It was nice, it was nice to have some fun and
not go to the club to have fun. Thank you” I honestly loved today, it was relaxing
“my pleasure, thank you for being a good date” he sat back on the couch “you
know what I mean” he has said date so many times today, opening the bottle of
The silence is so thick in this room, I don’t know what it
is but I am feeling it from him. He is staring so hard at me too, I feel
nervous now “I want to know more about you Rylee. Tell me about yourself” shuffling
myself back on the couch “what would you like to know?” he needs to be more
specific “I’ll ask questions and you answer?” he said, nodding my head “sure”
this will be an interview “I know you’re from New Jersey, how many siblings do
you have? What made you come here and why are you single?” I knew that would
come up “I have three brothers, two older and one younger. My eldest brother
Blake is my half-brother but he practically grew up with us, he is coming out
of prison soon, well any day now. I came here because I wanted a change, USC
medical centre is awesome. I was shocked I got accepted” Chris’ eyes widened “prison?
What for?” I shrugged “only god knows what they get up too, you probably know
more than me. Something about Inglewood, I don’t know” Chris let out an oh “how
come you single? Any guy would want you” laughing a little “they think I am
stuck up Chris, I rarely date” waving my hand “I guess you not had any good
relationships?” shaking my head “not really, I realised the hard way when I
found out I am just a girl they all just want to fuck but not take home to
mommy, you know stuff like that. I am not bitter but I am just not with the
shits” this is why I won’t get deep with Chris, or even let anything sexual
Chris cleared his throat “you’re so nice though, you have
such a kind nature” he said, I cooed out “but they are the ones that are
usually losing, I was a total bitch in school but then I just grew up. I wanted
to help others, I am doing this because of that. My mom is the same she helps
others all the time, she used to be a midwife” I wish I accepted that glass of
wine now “that is sweet, you remind me of my mom. She is sweet as hell, but
then they see me, they are like how did you give birth to that. You are just
like her though” my smile grew “I will take that as a compliment but is it my
turn now?” I want to ask things “yeah sure, ask away” Chris leaned forward on
the couch “tell me more about Christopher Brown, the one from Texas” his eyes
widened laughing “oh wow, that guy from there. So it was just me and my
cousins, that’s it. I was always like this, outspoken, hyper. Just always doing
something, I never sleep and also when I have a plan I always need it to
happen. I have never been in love, I have never witnessed it either erm, and.
Also I have never had a real relationship but I don’t think it was ever true, meaning
it was just was for convenience. They needed a come up and I would help that” that
is horrible “have you ever been in love?” shaking my head “well, I really liked
this guy. But I was young and stupid” I shrugged “oh yeah I wanted to ask, what
is your favourite all time Chris Brown song?” letting out a laugh.
I paused thinking “my all-time favourite I would say, it has
to be Take You Down” Chris gasped “you a freak, I see! I got you, I will sing that
to you onetime” I giggled out “I knew it was a trap, I should have said With
You now. But I have to say Take You Down, it is like my most played song” I
love the song and now I want to listen to it “freak!” Chris said again “what
did you assume about me though? Has it changed now?” rubbing my hands together “player,
get girls when he wants too. Party, Pussy and weed. But I see this and it has
changed, I mean this side of you is nice. I can see not many people see this
side to you” Chris nodded his head “I don’t think people deserve too, I am
going to be real with you Rylee. I want more” swallowing hard “can we just like
to know each other more, things can’t happen overnight” I don’t know why he
wants me “I got you but don’t be blowing me off for Daniel” I sighed out “he is
just friend” reassuring Chris.
Walking behind Chris outside “this is my graffiti I do
outside” he pointed out, looking at the wall full of weird creatures. Tilting
my head to the side “why do you draw monsters all the time? Looking at this, it
seems really dark or am I just looking at it all wrong? Inside the home there
was paintings but it was light hearted” Chris stuffed his hands in his jean
pockets “because that is how everyone sees me” he blurted out, my eyebrows
knitted together “everyone? Not everyone sees that, surely. So this is how you
express yourself?” I pointed, he nodded “so you do feel that” I mumbled, I
paused staring “you’re not a monster Chris, you show what you want people to
see. I can admit that first hand, I thought you was an asshole and maybe still
is. I don’t know but you’re nice to me” I feel sad that he feels that way about
himself “thank you, I have never done this before. The girls that I have here
don’t really get me like this, they be fucking with the homies too. I just be
out here doing this, I like having people around but yeah, as you can see. This
is new to me” I believe him now, I believe everything he is telling me.