my lovely beautiful talented sister and me

anonymous asked:

i'm new to tumblr! could give me 10 tumblrs i should follow for bucky fics?

@bovaria - mafia queen of the bucky fic world. to be specific, she’s my soup dumpling powerhouse queen.
what you can start with: “By Royal Decree” series, “Called Out” series, “Winter’s Spring”

@buckyywiththegoodhair - actual ray of sunshine, partner in literal crime, sass master. god rest this old bitch’s soul and her talent.
what you can start with: “Catch Me” series, “A Lesson in Love” series, “Voicemail”

@brighterlights - my sister/sœur in fluff is ridiculously talented, and we should all binge read her masterlist
what you can start with: “For Your Convenience” series, “#DateMeBuckyBarnes series, “Unspoken Friends”

@pleasecallmecaptain - pure writing goals. i want to write like her, end of story.
what you can start with: “With You”, “Those Magic Changes”, “Beauty and the Beast”

@abovethesmokestacks - queen of angst. she can squeeze tears and heartbreak out of the most heartless of people
what you can start with: “Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This” series, “With Love”, “Oh How We’ve Grown” series

@sebbytrash - an actual legend and icon. if she was able to sell her writing talent in bottles and containers, i’d drain my savings to buy it.
what you can start with: “Postcards” series, Five Sweaters to Make Me Want You”, “желание” series

@marvel-ash - talent talent talent in all departments of writing and art
what you can start with: “Surrender” series, “In An Instant” series, “Changed” series

@beccaanne814-blog - literally the sweetest human on this planet.
what you can start with: “27 Dresses” series, “The Best Part of My Day”, “I Don’t Think I’m His Type”

@howlingbarnes - i binge read her masterlist in less than 2 hours and i wanted more immediately.
what you can start with: “Once Upon a Dream” series, “Lektionen in der Liebe”, “Let’s Play Tennis”

 @redgillan - again, another masterlist i binge read. it was like water being presented to me in a desert.
what you can start with: “Honeysuckle”, “A Cold Hearted Monster”, “Find Out”

there are many other talented writers whom i’m a fan of out here on tumblr. have fun exploring, and welcome to tumblaaah!


So, in honour of 2k followers, i decided to make a list of blogs that i’ll follow until my last dying breath.

you were my first friend on here and will be my inspiration until i die. i remember our first conversations about parties and how you managed to make me laugh uncontrollably. in a short amount of time, i considered you a close friend, someone who was always there for me to support me and tell me what i needed to hear rather than what i wanted. i’ll forever love you for that. you are crazy talented and such a beautiful girl, with probably the most amazing finger guns. i love you so bad, my precious!!

lau, my egg. i love you unconditionally. you’re quite possibly the most gorgeous being i’ve ever known, not to mention the sweetest. you inspire me everyday to continue writing and push through any negativity in my life. you were one of the first tumblrs i ever followed and you will always, always, always be one of my closest friends. your writing is flawless, and you’re so talented. you should never let hate get to you, because you are so much better than you think!!

my hay babe. you are my favourite person in the world. you’re like my angel on my shoulder, but also my devil. you have helped me through so much and i could never ever thank you enough for that. you’re like a sister to me and i’d be so lost without you and your suggestive smirks. our friendship is so precious to me and so unique. i love you with all of my heart, you gorgeous foot… with your poppin’ lipgloss. you’re talented af and i’ll be reading your shit till i’m 90. love you boo!!

vi!! you’ve had my heart since the very beginning, with our spontaneous plans of visiting one another and climbing on your roof, watching the stars and talking till we fell asleep. you’ve been with me since the very beginning and i love you unconditionally!!

kenz!! i love you and everything you write. you are such a gift to this world and i want you to know that. you are an absolute angel and so so gorgeous. you’re extremely talented and you never fail to make me smile! i love you so much!

steff, you are the writing queen. you practically own this fucking fandom with your filthy sins and posts in general. you have some serious talent that i absolutely adore. you were one of the first i ever followed and your writing, much like lau’s, inspired me to write too. you are such an inspiration to everyone here and just such a beautiful soul. thank you so much, and i love you!

b!! my twin!! you are quite literally my other half. i love you with everything i have. you’re the most easiest person to ever get along with (providing they understand your humour lmao) you’re my hoe, my bitch, my asshole and my sister. tHANKS FOR BEIN SO COOL AND STUFF, i love you <3

and finally, my love, nia. you were literally the second or third blog i ever followed. you and the other scruffy hoes made me want to write, so thank you for that. i will always love your imagines and your blog, you talented fuck. not to mention you’re gorgeous too so you’re just currently winning at life. i followed you at the beginning and i’ll follow you till the end. i love you !! 


@wolfiehunters @ridin-roscoe @likethismccall @honeystilinski @honestly-lahey @ahbeeguhlyah @void-obriens @ninja-stiles @zachs-dempseys @mischiefstydia @fandomslash @fabulouslodge @dylan-trash-tbh @minhosmeanhoe @celestial-writing @sassy-stilinski @cynicallystiles @onceuponagladerhead @stilinskisunderwear  @mf-despair-queen @just-jordie-things @maya-writing @psychoraeken @whatthehellisastilinski @nothisisstiles @tylerssposeys @fillthevoid-stilinski @holystilinski @scottstiles @bonniebird @godessallison @golddaggers @ohmartin @wydobrien @sabrinas-wolves @deaconhills @coachfinstck @officialmccall @rhaeken @stephobrien25 @twsmuts @lovelydob 

Just gonna rant about my feelings

Holy shit man I am just so in love. I love my kids, my amazing fiance, and just about everything right now.

My first child is just the sweetest and purest creature to ever walk this earth. She literally just loves everything and does whatever she can think of to help anything and everything. She hides spider so we don’t kill them and reads to her newborn sister and cooks and cleans when we let her and just….fuck man she’s so damn great all the time. 

My newborn is so cute too! Her little voice is so sweet and her facial expressions crack me up constantly. 10/10 can stare at her quietly for hours. 

Rogue is the best dad. He always does his best to help me (and anyone he can help tbh) no matter how small or stupid the thing might be. I have never met anyone as supportive and loving as he is. He beautiful and talented and just all around perfect. I’m so lucky to have him and I will never EVER let a day go by without reminding him how much I appreciate everything he is.

@tehrogue I love you honey. Thank you for being you~

Hi this is @honeyheonie previously @wonholypeach​ or Jaz as most of you know me. Its already time for my second follow forever. I had my first 2 months ago with 500 followers and now I am back with 1000+. THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH! I love you all, even if we don’t talk just know that I see you and I appreciate you. I have met so many nice people and some who I am so thankful to call true friends. Everyone has shown me such immense love and supported my fics and moodboards and I just thank you all from the bottom of my heart for making my Tumblr experience so blessed. So onto before I bore you all. Tagging my wonderful mutuals who I hope to never lose. You all are super special too me!! And a huge thank you to @ckyun for the beautiful graphic she made for me. Im still blown away and I don’t know how to repay you. Please if you aren’t already following her go and do it now and check out her amazing gifs and graphics 💜 

Honorable mentions and mutuals/friends who I always talk with are Bolded!

#’s: @1leeminhyuk (My sister would be first lol. Ilhsm💜)

A’s: @ameehhhhh, @aka-minhyukuu​ (Take me too the moon😂 Forgive me Natalie💜)

B’s: @babywoon (Stan Beauty! Stan Sherry!💜), @bryony-raylene (She understands the pain Jooheon and Wonho bring me💜)

C’s: @ckyun (An honest to goodness angel. ILHSM💜), @ch-hyngwn (Idk if you all are aware but Janie is the shit💜), @cngkyns (My precious little bean💜), @chubby-burrito, @chiqkihyun

D’s: @daisydokyung​ (One of my youngins. I love her💜), @daehdream, @datingmx (Kai is bae. Get too know Kai now💜), @dorkyun

E’s: @evaxsy (Check out the amount of art and talent on this blog💜), @eternally-nocturnally

F’s: @flawlesskihyun (This smol makes me so happy💜)

G’s: @girlinawardrobe (A.K.A my soulmate. I love her too the moon💜)

H’s: @hyungnu (1/3 of my bestie trio. I Don’t know what I would do without her💜), @honeybeerapper, @himu-kwon (My precious smol bean!💜), @hotseok, @hidingintheshadowx, @honeyvevo  

I’s: @im-all-in-for-you, @ikonic-monbebe, @igot17jams, @in-wonhos-dreams (Massive love for my Lulu bug💜)

J’s: @jackseung (Look all you should know is this is boo💜), @joreneee (Another of my youngins.Treat her right!💜), @jikoo-k (this is my lub. You can’t have her!💜), @jooheonster (My daughter, and a damn good writer!💜)

K’s: @kimyumbin (The other 1/3 of my bestie trio. I love this girl more than I can say!💜), @ksuu (Another of my beautiful daughters💜), @kihqun, @kaimikachan, @kittyminhyuk, @kihyunsbb

L’s: @lostinmonstax (My sun kissed princess💜), @laviette (I love you Romi Bear💜)

M’s: @monstax-monbebex, @monstax-things,@minpuphyuk (My precious little pup💜), @moonxgi (The love of my life! My Baby Girl💜), @madtwn, @minhyuksmelody (Such a sweetheart💜), @monstax-trash-valora, @milk-hooney (My other Lulu love💜)

O’s: @osakishinya

S’s: @supersaiyum (It’s my super Sam💜), @spicyramyeonmonbebe (I MISS YOU💜), @seoulscapes (Precious Em Em💜)

T’s: @tomatoholmes (My Ana Bean! Ily💜), @thedodoslastmelon, @thequirkyone (Hobi’s wife and my boo and a goddess💜)

U’s: @untimelyy

W’s: @wonholes (My other half. I love her to bits💜), @wonhos-monbaby, @wonhontology, @wonhosthiccthighs, @wonhopes

Again thank you all for making my tumblr experience so special. If I missed anyone, I’m sorry!

fucshias  asked:

who do u love. tell me abt these people I want to know them

black hair. speaks both german and french. hates math. my mother. bad 80’s dancing. architect. my confidant. my best friend. loves home renovation shows. symmetry freak. took a 10 year break from her career to raise me. designs cupboards for a living. dyes her hair. goes to pilates. worries about ageing. will buy me anything i ask for. let me drop out of school. cats eyes. likes bradley cooper. perfectionist. listens to led zeppelin and acdc and u2. the only person in the world i truly trust.

short. athletic. crooked nose. loves math. my father. loves science. doesn’t understand me. hellishly stubborn. got in a biking accident that knocked both his front teeth out. i cried for a week. travels a lot. rational. sends me links to articles that i don’t read. listens to cat stevens and abba and norah jones. sensitive. loves his kids.

misogynistic. antagonising. my brother. the funniest person i know. tall. gorgeous. plays three sports. could pass all his exams with his eyes shut. can read people like a book but does not give two fucks about them. taught me how to skip. doesn’t eat his vegetables. i mistake him for my father sometimes and it scares me. good with kids. makes fun of me. comes into my bedroom at 3am to talk about his feelings. screamed when his pink debit card came in the mail. doesn’t read. stubborn. good hair. loves me.

annoyingly smart. hard worker. worries almost as much as i do. my brother. short, but getting taller every day. the baby of the family. prodigal son. doesn’t understand me. charming and kind. hates tall buildings. still has nightmares. could be anything he wanted to be when he grows up. great with kids. insensitive. hilarious. doesn’t know his own strength. i would do anything for him.

short. long blonde hair. cornflower blue eyes. freckles. my best friend. no-one ever gets her goddamn name right. loves her cat. funny. needs to trust herself. great sense of fashion. looks good in everything. looks like she just walked out of a german fairytale. once danced with me to classical music in a packed cinema before the lights went down. deserves so much. the most beautiful girl i will ever know. is moving away this month. i don’t know how i’ll live without her. i don’t think i can live without her.

tall. really tall. freckles. eyes that switch between green and blue. my best friend. booming, infectious laugh. smiles like a thousand-watt lightbulb. hates her name. photographer. artsy. innocent. the only regret i ever have is not being friends with her sooner. lovely. is so goddamn lovely i can’t stand it. trusts me. looks good in scarves. likes greek mythology. i have not been to her house in the six years i have known her. loves remus lupin. can quote the hunger games bad lip reading video back to front. so many inside jokes. beautiful.

short. freckles. bright blue eyes. dark brown hair. my best friend. english accent that doesn’t shake. beautiful. an oddity. loves her dog. has never had a proper birthday party. good at makeup. unfathomably polite. accommodating. loves raw chocolate. giggles a lot. gets into laughing fits. watches the walking dead. would die for karl grimes. listens to angry screamo music. i will never understand why.

short. loves henry cheng. bilingual. james potter hair. glasses. so smart. funny. thinks the best of people. dedicated. needs to get more than 5 hours sleep. loves her little sister. arty. doesn’t shut up about the foxhole court. understands me. loves remus lupin almost as much as i love sirius black. doesn’t cut her fingernails because she plays guitar. the biggest heart of anyone i know.

tanned. poised gait. long limbs. smile that lights up a room. cute laugh. so gorgeous it squeezes my heart. listens to me. knows that i am capable of hating people and loves me anyway. you would never guess that she is hurting. positive. smart. is loved so much it could fill a room. elegant hands. the most beautiful voice.

tall. so talented but she doesn’t know it. gorgeous. lively. makes me smile when no-one else can. my happy place. understands people implicitly and it annoys me. makes me feel so light and unburdened. cannot go more than a week without talking to her. lion hair. will not let the ham thing go. would die for donna tartt and jo march. watches a lot of period dramas. has made me 10 times happier since the day i met her. i will never deserve her. i will never stop trying to deserve her.

gorgeous. cheeky grin. beautiful lips. nice hair. would die for buffy summers. bi as fuck. funny. makes me feel so supported and understood. loves me. so much. is sick and i never want her to be sick again because god she does not deserve to be sick and if i could reach inside her heart and take away all the black stuff i could but i can’t and it hurts me every single day and i will never ask but i will never stop trying. giggly. idiosyncratic. i will love her every day for the rest of my life and it will still not be enough.

                                       HOLY SHIT THERE ARE A LOT OF YOU !!!

so, this is my 1,000th post, and i’m currently sitting at 337 followers, which i’m sure doesn’t sound like a lot when you compare the amount that a lot of people have, but i’ve only had padmé since january second of this year. that’s not even two full months, and somehow, still, over three hundred people have decided that my padmé is the kind of content they want to see. i’m still not sure why, but since i’ve hit such an amazing number and this is my 1,000th post, i wanted to do something nice for everyone and gush about how much i love you all. so without further ado, here’s my follow forever !!!

                                              THE DELEGATION OF THE 2,000

@aftcrshocks​ / @icaryian​ / @imhiscarer​ : to the shock of absolutely no one, i’m gonna take this moment to yell about my favorite person on this earth, kells. kells is probably my most staunch supporter on this website and in life, and it’s really……awe-inspiring ?? it’s amazing to me, the kind of love that kells has to give to her friends, and the unbelievably selfless ways she continues to show it day in and day out. my entire aesthetic on this blog was crafted by her, and she’s always willing to do anything at the drop of a hat, which is just !!! so much !!! we don’t deserve kells. i don’t deserve kells. she’s so talented and she’s so supportive and kind and i’d take a bullet for that woman. 

@jedibetrayer / @warcompass : in addition to being the best smad egg husband a senator could ask for, chloe is about 85% of the reason that this blog even exists, and i’ll always be forever grateful to her for that. her enthusiasm for star wars and for her muse is off the charts 100% of the time which is just A+ in my eyes. her writing is beautiful, her talent is off the fucking charts, and i just. straight up. adore that girl. 

@kybercore : sen is one of my newer friends and i’m so grateful that padmé brought me this lady because honestly ??? idk how i lived without sen in my life before now ??? sen’s writing is so amazing and her characterization is so on point and she’s always making me question my life choices every time she brings up a plot idea, but in the best way possible. i love her a lot ok.

@demandpeace : haley is just….my salt sister. like a soul sister, only closer, because we get salty about the treatment of our fave ladies and it’s EXCELLENT. i love haley even when she’s using her perfect writing to stab me in the back with padtine feels and i love her for giving me the powerful sassy space nobility girlfriends that i deserve. 

@masterofcraft / @triggrhappy : lillie was one of my first new friends on padmé and i’ll always be so glad and grateful for that. she’s been such a happy influence on my life since entering it, and has given me so many obidala feels it’s unreal. idk how i got to be so blessed but i’m so moved and grateful and never gonna stop being emo about it.

@coughbot​ / @crdered​ : MY SON. zach is my son whom i birthed and raised from infancy and is genuinely one of the sweetest and most talented souls i have ever ??? in my life ??? met ??? they write with the kind of elegance and cohesiveness that writers twice their age struggle with and i’m like. constantly amazed. also so fucking kind like call out post for zach for being TOO PURE.

@sempermemoriia​ / @penitenciia​ / @harlemforged​ : tj is pretty much my favorite of all time ??? tj is, first of all, unfairly fucking talented, and second of all, so thoughtful and observant and it’s kind of the best thing ever ??? i never have to worry that tj hasn’t read my rules or my headcanons because not only does he read all of them but also he incorporates them in everything he writes with me and honestly i love that man more than sharks love blood.

@rosecrime​ / @trustfunded​ / @redeemself​ : maddie aka my other best friend i’m so !!!! i love that girl !! i would die for her !! i’m so blessed to have so many talented friends in my life and i’m sure y’all are tired of hearing that word but EVERYONE !! IS SO TALENTED !! I’M SHOOK !! maddie is such a fucking powerhouse with her replies it leaves me shook all the time, and her characters are always so multi faceted and amazing. no one makes an oc like maddie, like you could throw an fc at her and she’d come up with a well rounded character in under an hour, i’m sure of it.

                                                THE LOYALIST COMMITTEE 

@tachiisms​ / @ofalderaan​ : liesl is hands down one of the kindest, if not The Kindest, person i have ever met on this godforsaken hellsite. i am like 100% sure she has done nothing wrong in her life, ever, and i am, frankly, in awe of her skill at writing and of the amount of positivity and love she graces my dash with on a daily basis. also her siri is so good i’m fucking Shook at all times.

@rebelsacrifice​ / @ofeffulgence​ : lyssa is so incredibly lovely it deadass amazes me all the time like what a machine with her replies ?? how do you do so many replies so fast ?? how are they all phenomenal ?? teach me ?? her characterization is always spot on and her replies are always so good and honestly I Die.

@rcbelborn​ / @eireniic​ : val pretty much constantly has me screaming, if i’m being entirely honest. i have never, in my entire life, looked at another writer on tumblr as ‘goals’ as much as i look at val as my life goal. her writing is so phenomenal and poetic and beautiful while still being coherent and concise and i stalk….everything….and it’s all amazing……i can’t believe this….

@scarificed​ / @warbones​ : i’m pretty convinced miriam is actually satan at this point and i’ve sold my soul to the devil or something but honestly if that means i get to read all of her stuff about oak and also padmé gets to kiss his face i’ll take it ?? i care so much about miriam’s oc’s and i can’t wait to read more of them tbh.

                                                   THE GALACTIC SENATE 

@17000 - @afewmistakes - @aldcraanian - @allianceintel - @arebelnow - @arepure - @artcfwar - @bellassan - @betrayedjedi - @bloodthirstygod - @bluethreepilot - @boogcyman - @bredhope - @brehaa - @bridgrs - @brookesmxrt - @captaxn - @captcassiansandors - @catholiccrowned - @coldbattle - @cosmichymns - @cosmosbeing - @cuyanir - @dathomirborn - @diretales - @disguis - @dualknown - @efridcct - @empireworthy - @ersoteric - @fauxquccn - @fcrcepilot - @forcerebel - @fulcrumm - @galaxyslasthope - @godcoded - @halfworldborn - @heavcnsgrief - @helluvapilot - @hiddensteel - @hopeandrhetoric - @hotshotflyboy - @iinquiisitor - @illecebras - @ingenuitys - @inkwrittcn - @inusitus - @ironfistedwill - @itspersonalforus - @iviaw - @jaigsight - @jaigvision - @jcrso - @jedhaguardian - @jedimessianic - @jediheart - @jediswcrd - @kalofhouseel - @kaminosfinest - @khagaan - @khuravhi - @killedstars - @knightcrusader - @kybersung - @lasanguarded - @lastorgana - @legacyappetite - @lothrat - @menaceborn - @moonjeweled - @moranument - @mossofash - @ncrfherder - @nctapawn - @neverthedark - @obscvrc - @ofashandruin - @ofcloudcities - @oferiadu - @ofironandbeauty - @ofmillennium - @ofsoprano - @oftogrutas - @oftwileks - @ofvaliancy - @orscn - @ostardust - @paxjinn - @princessofwar - @rcguecne - @rebeliintel - @rebelraiised - @rebelvoiced - @republicdied - @roguecapt - @scruffysmuggler - @secretusreginam - @senthope - @shadcwpreacher - @sergeantstardust - @simplehunt - @sithshadow - @smugglerson - @snipisms - @sonnenkonigin - @soulscatter - @sovietperil - @spunstories - @starchillcd - @starrises - @stillsolo - @txrkin - @tyranusss - @underoosed - @unsith - @weaponexpert - @weiirdwitch - @withoutpeer - @ziinariya ( and my other blogs, @freedomscost , @poisonedtwin , and @wanderiingstars )

siriusly-unbothered-leo  asked:

Jess omgggggg. If you or TT are able to open my ask in the sea of all your others I just wanted to say Twelve was absolutely amazing. And the Black sisters,ugh perfect. I haven't been on that often but coming back to see Twelve and everything else just makes me so happy. Honestly missed this and the others are the reasons why. You are so beautiful and talented and just I honestly love you and what you do.

(( OOC: This ask was a really good way to start the morning, thank you. ))

disney’s descendants sentence meme

feel free to adjust the pronouns and things to fit your muse!

  • “how is it possible that you’re going to be crowned king next month? you’re just a baby!”
  • “they’re children! they’re innocent!”
  • “i feel so useless, misunderstood.”
  • “i’m just trying to teach you the thing that really counts, how to be mean.”
  • “you just find yourself a prince with a big castle, a mother-in-law wing and lots and lots of mirrors!”
  • “well, so much for my first impression.”
  • “i totally do not blame you for your mother trying to kill my parents and stuff.”
  • “it’s magic, it doesn’t have to look scary.”
  • “look at you, look at me. i don’t know who to be.”
  • “just pick the one that doesn’t sound like any fun.”
  • “no offense, _____, you’re just too trusting.”
  • “i’d rather be pretty. you’ve got great hair!”
  • “is everyone back home as pretty as you?”
  • “boyfriends are overrated.”
  • “where i come from it’s ‘get ready to die, sucker!’”
  • “didn’t your mom ever make you chocolate chip cookies, like when you’re feeling sad? and they’re fresh from the oven with a big glass of milk and she just makes you laugh and puts everything into perspective?”
  • “_____, have you always had those little golden flecks in your eyes?”
  • “did i mention that i’m in love with you?”
  • “i guess i am kinda talented.”
  • “i’ve never had a sister.”
  • “i look…not hideous.”
  • “for the first time i understand the difference between pretty and beautiful.”
  • “and, right now, i can look into your eyes and i can tell you’re not evil.”
  • “you can’t swim? you live on an island!”
  • “______, i told you that i loved you. what about you? do you love me?”
  • “i don’t know what love feels like.”
  • “what do you think villains teach their kids? kindness? fair play?”
  • “would you wear my ring?”
  • “that you spelled me? yeah, i knew.”
  • “you keep listening to your heart.”
  • “you are good.”
  • “stealing things doesn’t make you happy.”
  • “you do not have to play dumb to get a guy. you are so smart!”
  • “falling in love is weak and ridiculous!”
  • “next time, i rescue you, okay?”
  • “you are beautiful inside and out.”

🌺Beyond grateful 4 the love and talent of my beautiful sister, our incredible fans who never fail to amaze me with their love and support, + our record company & my incredible forever muse/girlfriend X
Lis and I write, create, manage everything ourselves. Everything we give is all of our blood, sweat & tears.
Thank you to every1 who is grabbing TOH🌺 🌺 ✞ THE ONLY HIGH ✞

“Please don’t jump”

AU Your soulmate can summon you only once in their life. Most soulmates get summon when their other half is on the edge of death, scared or completely hopeless. It’s mostly when your heart is 100% in need of love only a soulmate can give you. Tia is in Utah, USA. While her soulmate is in Australia.

(I thought about this staring at my black butterflies. it's my first actual story post. loved to hear some feed back. epppppp enjoy!!!)


I got this beautiful idea from the talented-


I was creeping on the AU Tag and ran into this masterpiece so check their work!


July 8th 2017

Today is hectic for two reasons

  1. Its my older sister 21st birthday
  2. The party at my parents place

“Mom? Mom! 

Excuse me. 

Have you seen my mom? 

Sorry aunty! 

Hey put that down! Go play downstairs with your sister”

Kids never listen. shesh

“Shes in the kitchen sweetheart” My Aunty Ronia smiled and pulled me into a hug

“Thanks Aunty! Oh Uncle Nick is looking for you He’s outback!”

I weaved in and out of my amazing, but huge family. Making my way to the kitchen. 

Today we celebrate! It’s my eldest sister 21st birthday. Something my family takes seriously. Whats a Sweet Sixteen? Never heard of it here. I’m actually uncertain why my family loves this age but they NEVER disappoint. 

I spotted my mom by the kitchen sink holding a glass bowl of strawberries.

Oh thank god

“Tia. Go and put these out-”

I stared at my mother as she talked but nothing was coming from her lips. like i pressed mute. I stared at the ceiling light feeling a misty ocean breeze pushing me back. Like i was changing channels between my home and…a bridge? The lights flicking to a bright full moon. A wave of emotion flooded my veins. Making me panic and ice cold

“Mom?…I don’t feel so….” I began. I held my arms up as if I was bracing myself from the dark wind. My lungs filled with cold air

Ice cold…so cold

I stared at her, the glass bowl shattering on the floor as she lunged forward

“Somebody catch her!”


Right when a pair of hands caught my back I was engulfed in utter darkness. Completely overriding the warmth of my home to a dimly lit bridge. I blinked staring down at my bare feet. My dress mimicking the howling wind.

Where am i? what is thi-

My body became numb when I realized I was standing on the ledge of the bridge facing the waters. As if I was about to jump into the steep, icy waves and drown in the darkness.

Also cause I wasn’t alone.

I took in the figure standing shoulder to shoulder with me. He hasn’t noticed me standing besides him for he was facing away from me. He stood a foot taller than me, I felt a faint breath of smoke float my way.

He is smoking…? Why is he alone? Oh no…He looks so sad

His figured was dressed in dark clothes that made him seem fit and active. His dark jacket clung to his torso as he had one hand holding the lamp post and the other allowing him to take drags from his cig. He stared at the waters beneath us. If it wasn’t for the situation I would’ve pulled us both back but I felt frozen as I stared.

He is so…beautiful…my soulmate

He stared longer at the waves…leaning forwards. I felt my emotions snap back and I stumbled forward gripping his jacket with both hands. My hands pinning him to the lamp post. 

His eyes were alarmed at my sudden movements as he took in my presence. His pained expression soften. I moved my hands upwards cupping his face. tracing his jawline. His eyes closed abit moving himself closer to me his warm hand gripping my wrists.

“Calum! Don’t!”

My eyes moved past his head to three boys running towards us. All looking frantic than confused taking me in.

Calum…how gorgeous 

I returned my gaze back to Calum, his brown eyes completely melting into mine.

“Please don’t jump Calum. I need you. Please”

I leaned forward quick brushing his lips with mine. I dug my fingers into his jacket pushing him away from the edge making him fall backwards onto the floor. His shocked expression stared at me as I tipped over the edge falling towards the waters. He lunged forward grabbing my wrist, keeping me from falling. He screamed


I stared up at him unable to to hide the crack in my voice

“Just find me Calum”

His expression turned from scared to frantic as my vision flickered from dark to light. I smiled at him as his friends pulled him away from the bridge.


I gasped feeling the familiar faces of my family surrounding me. My sister hovering over my mom with a paper fanning me. The warmth completely taking me back in. The wooden floor beneath me making me realize I was laying on my dads lap. I stared at the kitchen light.

“His name is Calum”


Alright guys. Did you like it? Was it good? aha just tell me! If you want I can write it in his POV!!! I’d fucking LOVE THAT. Let me know :)


gaaaaah oml, ok so you already KNOW you’re going to get a long ass post about how much I LOVE YOU. You’re my very best friend and i cherish you so much. We have talked everyday since we became pals on tumblr and i literally can’t thank you enough for all the kind things you’ve said and all the times you’ve helped me when I feel depressed or anxious. You are talented, beautiful, and i know our loving friendship confuses the shit out of ppl in the phandom nd think we’re dating which makes me laugh cause it just shows how close we are :’) i could go on and on and on about how much i love u but this shall sum it up for now :) thank you for being you, i can’t wait to meetup and hug you, and you’re the little sister i never had <3 ilysm, thank you for coming into my life.

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Atlas Shrugged written by me, illustration by my sister. 

I wonder how many millions died

In an effort to allow me to exist.

How many are going to live –

Due to my existence?

I don’t know, Atlas

I don’t know.

But I want you to know

That you’re not alone

You’re holding up the earth brilliantly, my love.

You’re holding up my existence phenomenally.

But I really think it’s time

That you saw the stars


They became even more beautiful

In the millennia that you held them away

Once they started dying






Drop the earth, Atlas

We will blame gravity, I promise you.

Watch the stars with me tonight

As we see the universe collapse

And blame gravity for it –

The stars are dying, Atlas

You don’t want to miss them before they leave

Eternally, their light searching for something to land on

Where pandemonium alone reigns.

Kiss me tonight, Atlas.

In the minute that the earth falls,

I promise the kiss will make you wonder

Why you didn’t do it for a millennia.

And if someone asks us why we did so

We will blame gravity,

Or the death of stars –

Because Atlas –

Who doesn’t want a kiss when the stars are dying?

A true and raw form of suffering is being hundreds of miles away from your best friend.Two years is a long fucking time to go without ever looking into her eyes and seeing that hint of hazel I love. Or having the warm feeling of my head on her chest as she wraps her arms around me for the first time. Or seeing the look on her face when she realizes how short I am in person. We aren’t romantically involved, but I love her to death. I may have a biased opinion, but she is so eloquent and beautiful. She’s cocky, but humble. She’s wise and mature, yet childish at times. I often find myself in awe of her musical talents.She’s the older sister I’ve always wanted. She’s there like no one else ever has been. Through all of the good, and all of the bad. She knows how to make me laugh when it feels like laughter is galaxies away.

All of that is what I try to remember on nights like this; When I feel like I’m suffocating from all the thoughts going through my brain. All the thoughts about how great everything is, but she’s missing. She’s physically missing and that’s one of the biggest flaws in my life. I’ve had to watch my older sister grow up from a distance. There’s other forms of suffering, but this is one of the throat-clenching, heart-aching, and tears-streaming type of suffering. But I’ll endure it. Because one day we’ll meet, and I’ll be able to feel her arms around me, like I’ve always wanted. 

N.E.L.A. (Never Ever Lovve Again)
N.E.L.A. (Never Ever Lovve Again)

In 2011, I caught feelings for my bestfriend and asked her to be my girlfriend.. (Just like in the movies)

By the date of our one year anniversary in 2012, I realized I was madly and foolishly in lovve.. (Just like in the movies)

After that, we broke up and got back together so many times like it was nothing, and it wasn’t healthy for neither one of us love-stricken 18 year olds..

First week of 2013, we got into a childish slug-match on twitter in which we called each other out on all the mistakes we had made in our relationship, as the whole of fort bend and Alief jeered at our public collapse. We began to drift away from the lovve I got used to in the previous two years and for the first time the idea of us breaking up and staying away from each other surfaced. I couldn’t imagine moving on without her so I did everything in my power to sell her the idea that we were perfect for each other.. I let her take advantage of me that year because I thought it would all be worth it in the end.. I was catastrophically incorrect tho, the more I went out of my way to make her smile, the more she neglected and abused my care.. This tore me apart inside, but I just could not give up, not after two years of commitment.. 

We tried the “just be friends” strategy but that proved ineffective time after time, because of how close and intimate or relationship actually was..Honestly, I never stopped seeing her as my bestfriend, however, I could not put myself through the pain of being let down anymore.. (Just like in the movies)

In 2014, I transferred schools as I set out to truly move forward and “Leave that girl alone” as my close friends urged me to do.. Unfortunately, she was still the number I dialed on numerous nights that I felt alone, and didn’t want to be bothered by thotties.. We would always talk about anything and everything, or nothing at all, as I recall many times just saying hello and falling asleep on the phone.. I really don’t know if I needed her more than she needed me or if it was the other way around but slowly and steadily we communicated less and less until it came to a complete halt..

It was always hard seeing her in public with other dudes, which happened way too often.. It was hard seeing a tweet of hers that entailed her dying need of a man to cuddle with, retweeted onto my TL late at night.. I slowly grew disgusted by the woman that I once was willing to give my life for.. In the summer of 2014 I wrote this song called Never Ever Lovve Again.. I had no intentions of ever recording or letting anyone hear this record, I just wanted to let it all out in the most effective and healthiest way I knew how.. (just like the movies lol)

Here it is tho, NELA..  Im only able to write all this and let the world even hear it because I finally moved on from the toxic disease of feelings I had for her.. 

This is not a diss song & this is not a lovve song.. THIS song and all the others that my little sister and I wrote for this project was the cure to my madness, and I thank God for blessing me with the talent to release my joy, as well as my frustration, in a beautiful way.. 

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Alphabet Tag

tagged by: @lemonandbread heeeyyyy

A) Age: 14
B) Biggest fear: INSECTS! sleep paralysis (deym scary shit bruh), and being left behind
C) Current time: 10:02
D) Drink you last had: Mineral water
E) Everyday starts with: me trying to get out of bed
F) Favorite song: idk um “Soldatino” I guess
G) Ghost: idk
H) Hometown: somewhere
I) In love with: flowers and my fictional crushes like Nico di Angelo, Viktor Nikiforov, etc.
J) Jealous of: Beautiful and talented girls ;w; AND PEOPLE WHO CAN DRAW FACES AND FACIAL EXPRESSIONS SO WELL
K) Killed someone: nah
L) Last time you cried: I forgot lol last month?
M) Middle name: rhymes with doe
N) Number of siblings: 1 older sister and 1 older brother :3
O) One wish: Can i have my own magic power where I get to open portals to different fandoms anytime and interact with the characters?
P) Person you last talked to: My sister
Q) Question you are always asked: idk i don’t have a good social life ;w;
R) Reason to smile: to have a good day. and to at least show that I enjoy moments with my friends
S) Song you last sung: Blessings
T) Time you woke up:  3:20 something
U) Underwear color: orange and pink ;) xD
V) Verse of a song you like:
‘Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops,
What if Your healing comes through tears,
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You’re near,
What if trials of this life, are Your mercies in disguise.
W) Worst habit:  Procrastinating
X) X rays you’ve had:  uhm my teeth?
Y) Your favorite food:  POTATOES! TOMATOES! Ice cream, chocolate, chicken soup, oranges, cupcakes, baringon
Z) Zodiac:  Scorpio