my love life in one song

the sad songs are still the sad songs. your smile is still the image in my head when i fall asleep. i still cry when i think of what you did. it’s been a year. the ghost of your faults still follow me around. it has been one year. one year and you’re still the center of my storm.
—  - rlm.
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because sometimes life is like a movie… just not the one you thought.

includes movie parallels, those gorgeous s4 scenes, and how even bech næsheim came into isak valtersen’s life when he needed it most. tell me this song wasn’t written by isak for even?

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i know this may seem like a very simple message to give, and it is, but it’s also one of the hardest ones to understand.

 i’m in a very good place in my life and i’m definitely better than i was 3 years ago, but this is still something i have to remind myself every day, and when i find it hard to believe, sometimes i look for things that i know that can cheer me up, like playing with my dog, hugging my mom, listening a song i used to love but forgot and watching funny videos, between those there are Thomas Sander’s videos, who are always so fun and positive. today i watched his “reasons to smile today” and honestly i felt my mood improved dramatically, so i thought maybe if you’re in a bad place mentally right now, or know someone who is in one, you could watch some of his videos if you don’t know them. and remember this message. 

also, this is the quote i found:

“There is too much good happening and I firmly believe you will contribute to that good. You’re allowed to feel sadness. You’re allowed to feel fear. Many people are going through things I could never even possibly understand. And I hope to be there to try to understand as best as I can, and I hope the we will all do that. But the important thing to keep in mind is… You’re also allowed to feel happiness. You all deserve happiness.” - Thomas Sanders. ( @thatsthat24 )

Soundtrack (Song 3 of 5)

Word Count: 6285 (That justifies the delay, yes?)

Summary: You prepare to move out even as Steve does his very best to convince you to stay

Warnings: Language, marriage problems, some serious angst like honestly I am so sorry, BUT ALSO SOME LIFE-SAVING FLUFF 

A/N: Finally finished! A very intense and heartfelt thank you to @aubzylynn the love and light of my life for helping me through all of the anxiety and writer’s block. The song of this section is “Love in the Dark” by Adele. This one is tough, but I promise the next part will be much lighter. Stick with me, guys. I’ll get you that HAPPY ENDING IF IT’S THE LAST THING I DO!

Song 1    Song 2

Originally posted by imultifandomstuff

Your mind was a jumbled mess. There was so much to do, so much to take care of, and though you knew how vitally important it was to get every step of this process of separation exactly right, you couldn’t focus. But it wasn’t the endless scraps of paper denoting all of the things you needed to pack, not the glaring debt you now owed to Tony for procuring and purchasing a beautiful three bedroom apartment for you, Maggie, and James when you had him – a debt he assured you did not exist – that preoccupied your thoughts. Nor was it the precarious pile of boxes, the few pieces of furniture Steve insisted you take, the fact that the movers were supposed to be here soon and God you weren’t ready to leave. Even the wind and rain lashing against the windows and that scratchiness at the back of your throat that signaled you were getting sick again did not once draw your attention.

It was worse than that. So, so much worse.

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I was tag by the angel @softforeveryone, thank you so much Sol, I didn’t do a tag since so long ?! And this one is so sweet ♥ ! Love you so much ♥


Rules: With each letter of any of your bias’s real (or stage) name, put a song starting with that letter that either reminds you of them or how you feel about them.

It’s was hard to choose between Minho and Yoongi but since I’m so emotive about Yoongi producing for Suran I’ll do this with him ♥ (lowkey feeling guilty because I didn’t choose Minho ;;)

Married to the Music - SHINee
I’ll Stand By You -  The Pretenders
Not Today - BTS

You’re Beautiful - James Blunt
Only Human - K
On Top of the World - Imagine Dragons
Now - B.A.P
Give it to me - Agust D
I Love You - Mate


I tag (only if you want to of course ♥) : @kae-popx, @we-pray-for-our-sorrows-to-end, @this-is-entertainment, @bubkwan, @jbumholic, @idontknowibangtagon, @ogatalata, @oh-park-chanyeol, @prettyprettykino (if you don’t like being tag tell me please~), @keunakool, @xminghaou, @cnbluenevergiveup, @crescentlavmoon, @shinwhoohoo 

I just love Berena so much it hurts.

Sometimes it comes and goes, I can go a few days without really thinking about them, but they are always around in my head, on the wallpaper of my laptop and phone. And the songs are there - you know, the ones you only listen when you read Berena fics? And there are some days where EVERYTHING is about them, and some fanfics are just perfection and you sit there just LOVING Berena. 

What is it about them that just seem to eat you alive, take such a big part of your life? I can still remember the first time I heard about them, and the feeling is always as intense. 

What is it fans call themselves? Berenatrash ?

tagged by @reila-ravkong thank you ^^

Rules: Answer the questions using only songs from one artist.

since you did vixx i’ll just use bolbbalgan4 ( because why not lol )

What’s your gender: X Song
Describe yourself: Hard to Love
How do you feel: Grumpy
If you could go anywhere?: Galaxy
Favourite mode of transport: Dream
Your best Friend: Chocolate
If your life was a movie: Freesia
Relationship status: You(=I)
Your fear: Fight Day

and i’ll tag @2hakyeon @chasang @vixxeroni @jaehwans-thighs  @himchan and @taekwooniverse ( you don’t have to if you don’t want to ;; )

Tagged by @the-broken-paper-girl <3

Age: 23… I am an old woman

Birthplace: Englaaaaand

Current time: 21:01

Drink you last had: Water, I am just too hardcore for this world

Easiest person to talk to: Becki, Ruby, Kita

Favourite song: Just kind of listening to all of Ruelle’s songs on repeat at the minute

Grossest Memory: If I say it’ll bring back terrible memories for Becki and I just can’t do that to her

Horror yes or horror no: No… NO… VERY NO

Jealous of people: I try really hard not to have jealousy in my life because it’s toxic as fuck

Killed someone: Of course not… Hums the serial killers theme tune with @canisconstellation

Love at first sight: I think it’s lust at first sight personally

Middle name: Jayne

Number of siblings: One :)

One wish: Timeturners were real and available for me to use so that I can read more and nap more

Person you last called: Kita

Question you’re always asked: “Can you eat eggs?” “Do you eat fish?” “Why are you vegetarian?”

Reason to smile: @introvert-club

Song you last sang: Uhh, it was a Blue October song, I can’t remember which

Time you woke up: 05:45 nnnnngggggghhhhhhh

Underwear colour: Black

Worst Habit: Picking skin/arms/back I’m sexy/anxious and I know it….

X-rays: Just teeth

Favourite food: Chilllllllli con carne

Zodiac: Taurus

Tagging @ravenclawslittleplush @cats-tea-and-poetry @thedannywholived

abc tag game!

tagged by @bionctes​! thanks for the tag lily <3

A. Age: 17!
B. Biggest fear: failing in life & disappointing ppl
C. Current time: monday, 3:30 pm!
D. Drink you last had: chocolate milk xD
E. Everyday starts with: waking up dead sleepy :/
F. Favourite song: atm its ‘sick of losing soulmates’ by dodie
G. Ghosts, are they real?: nope lol
H. Hometown: india!
I. In love with: daniel howell asdfghj
J. Jealous of: ppl who have their life together (why do i sound so petty sry xD)
K. Kill(ed) someone: yes!!1!
L. Last time I cried: yesterday
M. Middle name: dont have one!
N. Number of siblings: 1
O. One wish: for everyone to be nice & happy
P. Person you last called/texted: one of my friends
Q. Question you’re always asked: ‘what?’ lol
R. Reason to smile: dan & phil hehe
S. Song last sang: ‘not today’ by bts
T. Time you woke up: 4:45 am
U. Underwear colour: HAHAHHA pink!
V. Vacation destination: atm ireland
W. Worst habit: procrastination agh
X. X-rays you’ve had: 3?
Y. Your favourite food: oooo some indian & mexican food lols
Z. Zodiac sign: libra :)

tagging: @clevergirlstudying@nerdyign@equaticns@learnism@hogwartsstudiess​ & anyone else who wants to :))

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.
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My heart is pierced by Cupid;

I disdain all glittering gold.

There is nothing can console me

But my jolly sailor bold.
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I’m trying to fight my art block and I received some lovely suggestions I’m going to draw.

Mer!Hanzo and Pirate!McCree was one of these.
@rebeza and @finchworks are my inspirations and I look up to their designs and AUs ‘cause wow.

Have you ever seen a prettier Hanzo?

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Harry Styles: Singer Opens Up About Famous Flings, Honest New LP
One Direction's Harry Styles goes deep on love, family and his heartfelt new solo debut in our revealing feature.

January 2016. There’s a bench at the top of Primrose Hill, in London, that looks out over the skyline of the city. If you’d passed by it one winter night, you might have seen him sitting there. A lanky guy in a wool hat, overcoat and jogging pants, hands thrust deep into his pockets. Harry Styles had a lot on his mind. He had spent five years as the buoyant fan favorite in One Direction; now, an uncertain future stretched out in front of him. The band had announced an indefinite hiatus. The white noise of adulation was gone, replaced by the hushed sound of the city below.

The fame visited upon Harry Styles in his years with One D was a special kind of mania. With a self-effacing smile, a hint of darkness and the hair invariably described as “tousled,” he became a canvas onto which millions of fans pitched their hopes and dreams. Hell, when he pulled over to the side of the 101 freeway in L.A. and discreetly threw up, the spot became a fan shrine. It’s said the puke was even sold on eBay like pieces of the Berlin Wall. Paul McCartney has interviewed him. Then there was the unauthorized fan-fiction series featuring a punky, sexed-up version of “Harry Styles.” A billion readers followed his virtual exploits. (“Didn’t read it,” comments the nonfiction Styles, “but I hope he gets more than me.”)

But at the height of One D–mania, Styles took a step back. For many, 2016 was a year of lost musical heroes and a toxic new world order. For Styles, it was a search for a new identity that began on that bench overlooking London. What would a solo Harry Styles sound like? A plan came into focus. A song cycle about women and relationships. Ten songs. More of a rock sound. A bold single-color cover to match the working title: Pink. (He quotes the Clash’s Paul Simonon: “Pink is the only true rock & roll colour.”) Many of the details would change over the coming year – including the title, which would end up as Harry Styles – but one word stuck in his head.

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heathers songs summed up in one lyric
  • beautiful: i look at all these kids ive known all my life and i ask myself: what happened???
  • candy store: shUT U P HE ATHER
  • fight for me: well woah you can punch real good
  • freeze your brain: theres a 7-11 right there
  • big fun: dang dang diggity-dang-a-dang
  • dead girl walking: i decided i must ride you till i b r e a k you
  • me inside of me: jeSUS YOURE MAKING ME SOUND LIKE AIR SUPPLY
  • blue: oh no oh no no no
  • our love is god: i worship you :)))))
  • my dead gay son: i lOVE MY DEAD GAY SON
  • seventeen: yeah we're damaged
  • shine a light: who wants to share what's in their heart :))?? no volunteers?? fine ill start-
  • lifeboat: well who made her captain,,
  • shine a light reprise: die alone die alone die alone die alone-
  • kindergarten boyfriend: so ill build a dream that i can live in and this time im never waking up
  • yo girl: now you're truly a HEATHER
  • meant to be yours: vER ON ICA OPE N THE O PEN THE DOOR PLE AS S E
  • dead girl walking reprise: yeah well he's wrong about a lot of things
  • i am damaged: say hi to god
  • seventeen reprise: if no one loves me now then someday someone will
I didn’t want to exhaust our fan base. If you’re shortsighted, you can think, ‘Let’s just keep touring,’ but we all thought too much of the group than to let that happen. You realize you’re exhausted and you don’t want to drain people’s belief in you. I love the band, and would never rule out anything in the future. The band changed my life, gave me everything. I wanted to step up. There were songs I wanted to write and record, and not just have it be 'Here’s a demo I wrote.’ Every decision I’ve made since I was 16 was made in a democracy. I felt like it was time to make a decision about the future  …  and maybe I shouldn’t rely on others.

mate, do u ever think about how Iconic River Song was??

  • trashed her husbands ride so bad that the universe exploded
  • lurked around at her parent’s wedding for The Lolz
  • faked being surprised at shit for 100 years??
  • basically threatened 2 let the universe die if the doctor didn’t marry her??
  • one time she and the doctor had a fight that was so bad he went and lived with some otters for a month
  • shoots everything (including hats) and it turns the doctor on
  • poisoned a dude so she could sell him the antidote 
  • probably had sex with cleopatra???
  • went back in time and became her mum’s best friend so she could kill her future husband in the future
  • asked some sontarans if they were on a hens night 
  • jumped offed things such as a building and also the empty vacum of space so the doctor would catch her
  • hung out with her parents and husband and did really crazy shit before they knew who she was
  • made constant jokes about how much sex her and her husband have while she doin said crazy shit 
  • also when they finally knew who she was, she didn’t let up on the inuendos at all
  • hair that expanded like the universe 
  • even tho she constantly breaks out of prison, she always goes back 2 be polite 2 the guards 
  • became an archaeologist to stalk her man and get paid 4 it
  • had sex with the doctor for 24 years straight lmao A Legend 
I just wish I could make an “I love you”
sound as cool as one of those alternative-rock bands
or a “love of my life” as honest as the Front Bottoms,
I wish my confessions
would feel as deep as those
of that poetry slammer with the broken voice
in the backyard of the art house in my city
and the tone of me poems
as parenthitically as an Arctic Monkeys song.
—  // the process of creating art
j.d.m.