my love i can not hide

Don’t wait for us - Sirius Black x Reader



Request : @underworldsheiress
I thought about one request but I think you have too much. But the idea was the reader and Sirius likes each other but try to hide this. So Sirius tries to get choose to her as Padfoots and one day she changes in front of the dog. (But I don’t know what Sirius do about it like he can change or he just remember the scene for the rest of his life). Lol this is strange, love your writing
Warnings: My English. Idk what else. Not that great?
Gif/image are not mine. Credits to their original owners. 
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Skinny Love
(n.)
~When two people love each other but are too shy to admit it, yet they show it anyway.
~a love that doesn’t have a chance because it’s not nourished.


You hadn’t even realized it. You couldn’t bring yourself to admit it. You couldn’t even say it to yourself. Because, if you put into words, it’s real. And you weren’t quite sure if you wanted it to be real. How would you act if it was? How many things would change?
No, admitting it was not a choice. So, you hid it, tucked it away, behind the walls you built in your heart. Yet, everything screamed differently. Every action revealed how much he meant to you. Only to those who paid attention, though. You were oblivious to his feelings, yet you were sure that someone like him could never look at you the way you wanted to be looked at. You were always observing him.
You weren’t that close with his group. Sometimes you would hold a small conversation with Remus. He was the friendlier one. Always kind and sweet. James with his obnoxious behavior would ask you about Lily. He may appear to be cocky but he was caring and gentle when it came to you and other students he didn’t hold grudges against. Even Peter had asked you about Mary. He was a shy but really sweet boy. He hadn’t asked you about someone. Not that it was necessary. He already had everyone. And it killed you. You knew that he didn’t do it on purpose even if that was what he wanted people to think about him.
You were sitting down with you back against the tree trunk, close to the edge of the Forbidden Forest. You were staring absentmindedly at the cloudy sky. You loved rainy days. They reminded you of his eyes. You loved the scent of the earth before, after and during the rain. It smelled a bit like smoke and dirt. Like him, in a way. You loved how the sky would go almost black and it would hold a million different shades of that color. Exactly like him.
It wasn’t that he didn’t pay attention to you. He did. He was flirting with you and he was a bit kinder towards you. He wasn’t suggestive or provocative. Because he didn’t want to sleep with you, you thought.
You slightly jumped when a bark was heard. A big black dog was there,  waiting. He had a puzzled look and it felt strange because it was just a dog and that look was too human…ish. “Well, hello to you too” you greeted him, avoiding the urge to facepalm. You were talking to a dog. Something about him… Felt so familiar and oddly enough, calming.
The dog didn’t hesitate. He made his way towards you, slowly but confidently. When he reached you, he placed his head on your lap. It made your heart skip a beat… Like someone else was there. Someone with gray eyes and a chaotic mind. You brushed the feeling off and started petting him. You felt him relaxing under your touch and it made you smile. Your mind wandered around the same old thoughts.
“I love the rain. It’s sincere. Unlike people, it can never lie” you whispered. The dog nodded his head. He freaking nodded his head like he could understand you. You continued to whisper random things to him. Like how much you liked the different shades of black. But not why.
You would never admit why.
Eventually, it started raining. You had to get back inside but you couldn’t muster to leave him alone, so you stayed. He hadn’t seemed to notice it was raining until you sneezed. His head snapped up to your face and gave you a disappointed look. How was it possible? He removed himself from your lap and touch and started barking at you like he wanted you to go inside immediately.
“Fine, fine!” you said while you got up. You wanted to take him inside as well but before you could even look at his direction, he was gone.


Since that day, you had practically adopted the dog. Somehow, he had found you inside Hogwarts- it was ridiculous, really. It seemed like he was more of a person that many people you knew. You would let him climb into your dorm some nights that was too cold outside. You simply couldn’t let him freeze. He would even sleep right beside you when you were sad or feeling down.
You had bought some treats but he was more of a human-candy dog. Even though you knew he shouldn’t eat human food, you couldn’t resist.
You were sitting on your bed, trying to study. You didn’t pay any attention to the dog and he was annoyed. He barked at you, desperately seeking your touch but you laughed it away.
Then Lily walked in. Great, now you could never get your homework done. She smiled to the dog. She knew about him. Actually, she knew more than you did.
“We are going to a party. Be ready in 15’” she simply announced. You pouted and gave her the puppy eyes.
“But I don’t want to” you said, hoping that she would leave you be.
“And I don’t care. Get ready” she demanded and got out.
“She is insane” you murmured to yourself but got up and made your way to the bathroom. You could swear, the dog was smirking. You did your best to be quick. After just ten minutes, you were walking back into the room, wrapped in a towel with your hair falling onto your shoulders and your back, dripping water.
‘What do I wear’, you thought, going through your clothes. When you found something that seemed decent enough, you turned to the dog.
“Turn around”. It was mad. Pure madness and you knew it. Asking a dog to turn around because you were changing clothes. But that didn’t stop you from repeating it about ten times before you give up. You turned, your back facing the dog and let your towel fall down. You were about to put on your underwear when you heard a groan. A human groan.
You froze.
You were naked and someone was in the room. And all of the sudden, you found yourself pinned down against a wall. Your eyes were wide open but you couldn’t see.
“Breathtaking” you heard. Your heart began to race and skipping beats at the same time. It couldn’t be. You focused your eyes on the face that was inches away from yours.
 "Sirius?“ you almost screamed. He was there. You were naked. Where was the d-
"Oh Merlin! ” you gasped in realization. He just kept looking at you like he wanted to devour you. He was the dog. He was the damn dog.
 You felt your legs give out. He wrapped his hands around your waist, supporting you.
 You locked eyes with him. For a second nobody breathed, everything stood still. And then you crashed your lips to his. It has been way too long since you had first imagined this. He kissed you back with hunger. You would have never guessed that he-
“Sirius, wait” you said breaking away from the kiss. He looked at you confused but at the same time, understanding.
“I am not- I don’t want the one night deal” you truthfully said even though you were naked and needy. You needed to sort this out.
“I have liked you for a year before you met me as Padfoot. Now, I think it’s more than just like” he whispered, his breath falling on your lips. You could barely answer 'good’ before you threw yourself at him.
 This time your hands moved faster, unbuttoning his shirt and roaming his torso. His hands traveled to places you had only dreamt of.
“You have no idea how long I wanted this” he husked.


 "We shouldn’t wait for them. I mean, listen… “Remus trailed off. Voices, very inappropriate voices, were audible.
 "They are loud” Lily commented with a smile.
“Yes, yes they are” Remus answered, trying to hide a smirk.
“So, Lily-flower, care to imitate them?” James said, wiggling his eyebrows. Remus facepalmed.  

anonymous asked:

Continuing with the Disney songs theme you got going on. I always thought "can you feel the love tonight" from the lion king was the perfect song for chap 125.

this part of the song always reminded me of touken like… since forever. 

Kaneki: So many things to tell her, but how to make her see? The truth about my past… impossible! She’d turn away from me.

Touka: He’s holding back, he’s hiding… but what I can’t decide. Why won’t he be the king I know he is, the king I see inside?

*screams*

I see a lot of Prompto spider-man

and as an obsessive Spiderman fan and Noctis fan, I am extremely disappointed that no one has thought of Black Cat!Noctis.

Like Black Cat is such a sly player and spidey always falls for her shit~

THE LOVE TRIANGLE THO!!! WITH DAREDEVI! IGNIS! THEN YOU CAN HAVE WOLVERINE GLADIO!!!!!

Okay but Felicia is all about what she wants and revange for her daddy (in older comics). I think player Noctis as black cat would be fun~

me being the strong bitch I am warrants me to feel like I need to hide every emotion that can possibly make me look vulnerable. It makes me uncomfortable to talk about how depressed I am because there’s always a “who’s got it worse” vibe with the people I’ve attempted to reach out to. I’m not a sweet person, I don’t love easy, I don’t open up to anyone, I can hardly even type out all the shit going on in my head. So when I do, it takes so much out of me. My question is, who checks on their “Strong” friends? I mean, really. We as humans have a hard time admitting when we are being selfish. Sit back and think of alll the times you’ve vented to someone and expected them to just listen because that’s who they are. The strong one you can come to when you’re having a bad day. The ones who message you when you tweet about having a bad day. Do you ever check on them? Do you care when they tweet they aren’t feeling well? A number of times I’ve been there for everyone else, listened to their problems willingly, dealt with ther unnecessary attitudes… Because I care. Yet no one can do the same for me. The audacity for people to expect all this emotional labor from me when they’re having a crisis but when have they ever shown a piece of interest in my life? I can’t name one person who knows what the fuck I’m going through or even just who I am, because no one has cared to ask. I don’t feel like I have anyone. The importance to check on an openly admitted self-destructive sexual assault victims state of mind doesn’t seem to be a concern for anyone. I’ve hit a breaking point where I’m tired of being the “strong” friend. I have problems too. So when do people actually start to reach out? Why does someone have to commit suicide for others to finally pay attention?  What would you consider a cry for help?

cmds-oc-chaos  asked:

I know that you said that these pics are great for venting, and I'm glad you are having fun with them. However I'm just getting so disturbed by these pictures that I almost do not want to open my tumblr anymore. You're a great artist and I love all the detail that you put into your linearts, sketches, & even these creepy pics, but it's a sore blindside for me. I know this is your blog, I just wanted to respectfully break silence and say my piece. I cant keep following if this is all you'll post.

http://atowncalledbedlam.tumblr.com/post/163344476636/im-calling-it-a-night

I made a post about this as you can see here. Simply hide the tag “the many faces of twilight sparkle” and you won’t have to see them.

I really respect you contacting me to say this, as it does concern me, but I will have to make a statement about this: I make my art for me, not for approval.

If I went insane and started drawing nothing but dog turds I’d still expect my followers to make own minds up about following me. I am a vehement believer of the fact you have the freedom of choice, I do not wish to thrust my art onto people who don’t wish to see it (which is at the core of this Derpibooru debate, and also why I tagged these images with something that can be blocked) but I refuse to tailor my art to the tastes of its audience, until such a time as I am contractually obligated to do so (that is, if I were to be hired to make content.)

I hope that doesn’t come across as too standoffish, but this post is both for you and all my followers. These are issues that matter to both artists and their followers, and a little communication is often all it takes to find an amicable compromise.

Thanks again for letting me know your thoughts.

anonymous asked:

I can't help but feel that Alt 2D's version of The Fall would be a lot different. It wouldn't be as lonely and existential sounding. That's just me though, what do you think? :D

You’re right to some extent. Alt. 2D is very philosophical though and often questions the purpose of life. He’s very lonely and maybe depressed? He just hides everything behind a bad boy front and he just needs some love oh my god

What if Leon returns to Izmir and secretly follows Hilal? And then one day she finds a small note in matbaa:
“Today I followed you along the path you walked on. I smelled the roses you smelled. Those roses are helpless in the wake of your allure. Does the sun not shy away when it sees you? Doesn’t the moon hide between the clouds? I saw you once, I can not recover, I’m hopeless. The darkness that has befallen over my heart from the sight of your red lips. My fate is destined to burn up and be born again over and over again just like the anka bird.”

anonymous asked:

check out @andeanavian they're still claiming winged people evolved lmao

You know what I love? I love when people are fukcing cowards and reply to my posts by copy pasting them over and replying in a way that actually allows me to kick their goddamn asses. So you know what I’ll do? I’ll fucking reblog this like an actual adult. 

wicked8heart  asked:

4, 9, 20, 34, 35, 46, 49

4: How tall are you?
5′7 c:

9: Favorite Show?
If we’re not counting like, anime or stuff like that. Probably Rick and Morty.

20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
Unfortunately with my living circumstances, I don’t have a choice other than the bathroom since my room is the living room xD Where I used to live, i would hide away in the closet. But I can’t do that here. 

34: Last person you talked to?
I physically talked to my roommate like twenty minutes ago when she left for work. Then I messaged @gladihoes​ like, five minutes ago so yeah. 

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
She’s a best friend of mine. Definitely helped change me as a person for the better. Good relationship.

46: Last sport you played?
What’s a sport

49: Last time you hung out with anyone?
Last night. We had a bonfire at the house and I got drunk. 

Positivity about the signs

My gemini sun is taking over and so I’m feeling filled with positive things to say!!

Aries: These individuals are so fiery and fun to be around. They’re the friends that’ll volunteer you to do something you would have never done otherwise but have fun doing anyway. They give off these lovely energetic vibes and are some of the most outgoing people you’ll ever meet. Even if they are shy, they still show their amazing lively personalities in one way or another.

Taurus: These people are so down-to-earth and are actually secretly so caring and sweet it’s fantastic. Their the person you want to go out to a movie with and yes they actually will share their popcorn, stop with the stereotyping guys. Their also so level headed they’re just the right people to talk to when you need advice.

Gemini: These guys are so much fun to be around omg they’re always so humorous and playful it’s just great. They’re the best people to hang out with when you need a good distraction from life. They give off such optimistic vibes it’s just great. Even if they’re a shy Gemini you can just tell by their laugh that they are full of fun. And they always have the best topics to chat about! They’re great at keeping awkward silence away. 

Cancer: These people are so sweet and pure omg I love them. I swear they’re even cute when they’re pissed. Sure they can be a bit emotional but that just means you’ll never have to worry about them hiding something from you. They’re some of the most kind people I have ever meet and honestly I really hope my next girlfriend is a Cancer!

Leo: You are so kind and generous and yes you are a bit prideful but that isn’t necessarily a bad thing! It’s lovely to have people around who like themselves, it brings positive vibes. I always find that there is something magnetic about a Leo’s personality which makes everyone just love them which I am super jealous of, you guys are so lucky!

Virgo: Ahhh you guys are so kind and organized I LOVE YOU. I love that while you can be super kind and caring you also can be real and serious and just get to the damn point it’s awesome of you. You’re also such hard workers and I can really appreciate that! 

Libra: I love how kind you guys are and omg may I just say that you are all so pretty! You make such fun, nice, and funny friends. You may not be my favorite sign but I can still find plenty of things I love about you guys. Like you give off such great vibes <333

Scorpio: You guys are so hot and yet so cool and that is awesome. I love your sarcastic sense of humor and your powerful presence. Sure you intimidate me a bit but hey I still think you guys are wicked cool. You’re always like that badass friend that people are always just aspire to be!

Sagittarius: YOU ARE SO MUCH FUN TO BE AROUND OMG. I love adventuring you you guys you are so exciting and yet so chill and omfg I just love how accepting you are of everything. Idk why but I just love your good vibes and your explorative attitude and how you take initiative.

Capricorn: I absolutely love the energy you put towards your work. I mean I absolutely aspire to be like you in that aspect! Sure you can be a bit serious at times but I’ve seen that you can still be really nice! You’re also just so much more level headed than the rest of us plebeian non-Capricorns that like honestly I bow down to you.

Aquarius: Ahh I love how unique you guys are! You groove to your own beat and that is just fantastic, I really wish I could be more like that! You’re also so smart like that is so great. I also always have so much fun when i with you guys like I really appreciate your presence.

Pisces: Oh my you sweet little thing I know you’re really sensitive but you’re so kind and empathetic it’s just so lovable. You’re so caring and your smiles are always just the most heartwarming things. Ah I may not get along with some of you due to your sensitivity but I still really love this sign and your cheerful, calm, caring vibe.

I have a confession... I don’t belong here.

I’m not usually one to to say how she feels, let alone write down how she feels, but recent events have made it hard to hide where I’m at, so I thought I’d take a page from my good friend’s book and lay it all out here. To see if it helps.

Over the last few months really exciting things have been happening. Some things you know about, some you don’t. Suffice it to say life is good. And I’m terrified. I am utterly a fish out of water. I am lost and confused. And no one knows it. My life used to be small. I was a sun flower in a small garden. I thrived on what water I had and was fine. Fine. ish. I wanted more. I pretended that I knew more than I did so that I wouldn’t seem like such and outsider to my peers. Fake it till you make it, right? I knocked down doors that were locked and found opportunities that were hidden away form me. I was succeeding at the unimaginable. And then I pushed. And I pushed. And I pushed. Until I found myself weeping from a broken back because I had been pushing at brick walls that wouldn’t budge. I’d pushed too hard. And I became so terrified that I would be discovered as a fraud that I became selfish and insensitive. All to conceal a devastating fact. I don’t belong here.

I grew up on a small farm. We as kids worked the farm to help out. My mother moved us around where she could find work when my father lost his eyesight. we struggled always but we survived. This isn’t meant to be a pity party. My folks are strong as fuck. My point is, none of this is supposed to happen to girls like me. I was just a girl who loved to make people laugh, who loved the theatre and was terrified of being invisible. But recent events have put me in a position where lack of anonymity is making my screw ups more prevalent to some. And its an awful feeling. I try really hard to appear to be a person that is supposed to live in this kind of situation I’m in, because I love it here. But the secret is, I have no idea what I’m doing. So I fuck up. And I perhaps come across as self-absorbed and opportunistic as a sad attempt to look mightier than the small town girl that I really am. This is my way of keeping people far enough away that they wont see the cracks in my armour.

Here’s my other big secret. I love a lot. Like A LOT. I cant help it. My attraction to good humans can not be harboured and I am not ashamed. You look at my phone and I generally have 7 text threads going on any given day. I want to know everything about you at all times. I want you to share your deepest passions and griefs with me. I wanna know you inside and out! Here’s the thing, I don’t like to let people love me. Fucked up right? I want to love you but I don’t want you to need me. Cause I’ll disappoint you and you’ll go away and then it’ll all be for nothing. If I’m really scared of your love i’ll be unemotional, or distant, or if you’re really lucky- I might even be mean. 

Anyway this is my point: This exact life I’m living right now is a combination of my greatest dream and my most terrifying nightmare. I am not invisible and I can’t escape the love and the loving needs of others. I’m living a life that many including myself have only dreamed of. And I’m terrified that I’m just going to screw it all up.

So I’m writing this to let you know I’m going to work really really hard and do my absolute best to not fuck this up. Any of it. This is the steepest learning curve I’ve ever had in my life and I can no longer hide the fact that I feel in over my head. But stick with me, K? I’ll figure it all out really soon. 

Thank you for everything that you’ve given me and the patience you continue to give me. I’m sorry if it seems like I’ve taken your love for granted. It’s actually just the opposite. I just didn’t want you to know ;)


💛This is a season of immense growth, which forces us to really look within. We are evolving all the time, whether we realize it or not. I love this spread for journaling purposes. It really breaks down various aspects of your character and sheds some light on what we think about, how we are feeling, and what we need to do to move forward and improve. The best part- you can do this spread every few months to track your progress. 💛

This tarot layout requires a quiet space and a lot of energy! As you can see, it’s a little complex.
You can shuffle your deck and lay down the cards all at once, or you can focus on each section individually until it’s all out. Completely up to you and what feels right! (Sometimes I will dedicate one deck to love, another to personal growth, and a third to career!)

(The 1-3 on the bottom is for either oracle cards, or if you want to continue to use tarot cards for the overall energies)

✨Please only use this spread for personal readings, as it was not created for your monetary gain✨


1. My true character
2. What’s in my heart
3. What’s in my mind
4. My perspective on love
5. My perspective on money
6. My perspective on spirituality
7. My perspective on myself
8. Where I’m at in my romantic life
9. Feelings I hide
10. What I need to improve on
11. Where I stand with my family/friends
12. What I need to express
13. What I need to improve on
14. Where I’m at on my career path
15. What I am missing
16. How I can move forward
17. A side of myself I don’t acknowledge
18. What I need to improve on
19. Advice

Oracle Cards (Optional)

1. Love
2. Personal Growth
3. Career

✨You can win this reading for free! It ends on July 31st! ✨ https://twofacedtarot.tumblr.com/post/162627416786/twofacedtarot-hello-darlings-im-feeling

Aries: “I can’t love when I can’t even love myself. Things I would rather be, thoughts at the back of my head. But I’m addicted to hurting. And I got these lungs.. And I spend too many late nights, just thinking a hole in the earth. (Drugs, Eden)

Taurus: “Change comes for you, even when you’re hiding out. So take hold of me, and hang on ‘till the hurt is gone.” (The Hurt Is Gone, Yellowcard)

Gemini: “I’ll use you as a warning sign, that if you talk enough sense then you’ll lose your mind. And I found love where it wasn’t supposed to be, right in front of me. Talk some sense to me.” (I Found, Amber Run)

Cancer: “There she was like a starry night. Like a Ferris wheel, full of blue green eyes. And a heart of steel, always on her own. Almost never real.” (Even If She Falls, Blink-182)

Leo: They say ‘It’s time to grow up and stop with these foolish games.’ But I say they’re wrong. She says: ‘Go, go, go! I don’t want to take it slow! There’s plenty of time for us to finally get it right. Why don’t we crash and burn tonight?‘” (Go Go Go, Sleeping With Sirens)

Virgo: “I’d give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be and I don’t want to go home right now.” (Iris, Goo Goo Dolls)

Libra: “People help the people. And if you’re homesick, give me your hand and I’ll hold it.” (People Help The People, Birdy)

Scorpio: “You want the heart, or to be saved. But even good guys still get paid. So watch my back, and keep the blade. I think it got you laid. So fake your death, or it’s your blame. And leave the lights on when you stay, take of your clothes. And dream that fame. Come on and feel that shame.” (Fake Your Death, My Chemical Romance)

Sagittarius: “I’m young and I am free. But I get tired and I get weak. I get lost and I can’t sleep. But suddenly, suddenly, I am small and the world is big. All around me is fast moving, surrounded by so many things. Suddenly, suddenly. How does it feel, to be, different than me? (How Does It Feel, Avril Lavigne)

Capricorn: “It’s funny I got all this money but my heart’s still broke. So many times I said “Imma change.” Just to turn around and do the same, same shit that’s been putting you in pain. Won’t say I’m affected by the fame, but even my mama knows I’ve changed.” (Sinner, Phora)

Aquarius: “Slow down, this night’s a perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue. Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I’m here with you? I said the world could be burning down. Dark blue, dark blue, have you ever been alone in a crowded room? Well I’m here with you. I said the world could be burning 'till there’s nothing but dark blue. Just dark blue.” (Dark Blue, Jack’s Mannequin)

Pisces: “Do you believe in hallucinations?
Silly dreams or Imagination? Don’t go away 'cause I feel you this time. Don’t go away 'cause I need you here this time (Hallucinations, Angels & Airwaves)

—  Lyrics I associate the signs with.

Eiffel has accidentally called Minkowski mom more than once. He thinks everyone forgot about it, but it became a running joke. When talking to Minkowski, Lovelace likes to refer to Eiffel as ‘your kid’ or 'the boy’. 

  • Lovelace: Where’s your son got to?
  • Minkowski: Will you please stop calling him that? He’s not my freaking child. I’m only three years older.
  • Lovelace: Well, technically. But has Eiffel ever actually behaved like a 33 year-old?
  • Hera: No, never.
  • Minkowski: Just because he’s a child doesn’t mean he has to be my child though. Why aren’t you or Hera part of this messed-up family metaphor?
  • Lovelace: Okay then, I’ll be… the cool mysterious aunt. What about you Hera?
  • Hera: I can be Eiffel’s genius big sister.
  • Lovelace: Sure, that works.
i am the useless lesbian

So the party has picked up this weird-ass orb of some kind. It had driven a dragon insane and was giving people in the area weird dreams. At the beginning of this session, we each had a one-on-one with the DM while we had a dream. In my character’s dream, she wakes up in the room where we camped for the night, and sees her girlfriend.

Me: Do I know I’m dreaming? [perception check says yes]

Me: Is this a lucid dream? Can I manipulate it? [no, but my attempts reveal it to be like the dreams the orb has been giving people]

Image of girlfriend: I need you to help me unlock my full potential. Will you help me?

Me, without giving it a single thought: Of course. I love you.

Image: …that was easier than I expected it to be.

Me: [goes on a two-minute emotional rant about bravado and hiding my feelings, in which I acknowledge that this is only an image and not actually my girlfriend]

Image: You’re usually so cunning! I’m glad you agreed to help me, though.

Me, OOC: wait…SHIT!

DM: I HONESTLY THOUGHT THAT OUT OF THE WHOLE PARTY, YOU WERE GOING TO BE THE ONE WHO SAW THROUGH THIS, AND YOU FELL FOR THAT SHIT HOOK, LINE, AND SINKER!

Friends, I hecked up. Lowkey-possessed-by-a-sentient-evil-orb-level hecked up, specifically. (In my defense, my DM really should have known better than to expect me to be resistant to lesbians.) (My favorite part is how I literally had to be called a dumbass in character before I realized what I’d done.)

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And I know I can’t even think right now
And advice is something I can live without

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Uh a quick, cute Hide?¿ @_@ ~

(uff, I REALLY wanna know where you are… and if you will surprise all of us…)

Kiwi, Though.

A/N: this is a bit of an extension of the birthday bows/valentine woes world, but certainly functions as a stand alone piece.  thank you for the request*, nonny 😘

this is a very, very smutty, dirty piece about anal so if that’s not your thing, turn back now. there’s a lot of movement in this, so please offer me a bit of suspension of disbelief and just know that harry and his missus did everything they needed to in order to be clean and safe in this encounter.

*requests are currently closed


He didn’t mean it. Really, he didn’t. Well, he did, but he didn’t. And he certainly didn’t mean it anymore. Not now. Not now that you were hanging it over his head and torturing him with it.

It had been just another nightly FaceTime before bed from miles and miles apart; well bedtime for you, the night had only just started in Jamaica. And it was just typical banter to hide the sour feeling due to return once you hung up. And it was just a sly comment to rile you up, get you excited to join him in Jamaica in a few days.

“Yeh not gonna be able to keep yeh hands off me, love.” And that would have been enough, but Harry often struggled when it came to shutting his big, stupid mouth. “Not even if yeh wanted.”

Your eyes went wide in surprise, mouth ajar with incredulity. “Excuse me?” you scoffed. “I can keep my hands to myself much better than you can, H.”

“Right.” A cocky smirk crossed his lips. “Always got yeh hands all over me, kitten, ’specially when we’re reunited. S’never enough with you. Keep me up all night–satisfy your every need–but then yeh right back on me in the mornin’. Insatiable, you are.”

“If I’m insatiable, what’s that make you?!” Sure, he was right; you liked a few sleepless nights upon reunion, enjoyed testing the limits of your bodies, but it’s not like he protested. It’s not like he didn’t want to explore your body, relearn your inner workings mind, body and soul and try a few new things, too.

“Sex slave. At your every beck and call, kitten.” He was pleased with himself, grinning ear-to-ear as he teased you.

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