guys dont get me wrong i absolutely love my mum shes our everything and usually I avoid talking about her in anegative light here due to guilt of being unthankfull but its all coming out because its been building up for years and i’m at my limit of being the good respecting child and this is the only place where I can speak out. I’m sorry for being so negative, Eid Mubarak I hope you guys have a wonderful day today whether you’re celebrating or not
Hello~ I recently noticed that your MM Gokuraku Jodo video was removed from YouTube due to a copyright claim. I really loved that video (because it's amazing - all of your videos are amazing), and I was sad to see it gone. If it's not too much trouble, would you be able to reupload it to your Twitter please? :)
Hi! Sorry for the late reply >.< I was kinda sad too since it’s my favorite to make–and is still salty towards youtube since other videos with that song unpitched are still up ;; I can’t upload it on twitter since it has maximum video limit, so here’s the download link from my GDrive. But I will only make the link public for one week only. The download link will be closed on 2nd July 11AM (GMT+7). Sorry for limiting the download, I had issues with people re-uploading my videos even though I never allowed it.
And probably it’s obvious already, but please don’t re-upload anywhere, especially on instagram. I had the most trust issues with the re-poster there. ;;
also anyone seeing this please don’t reblog the ask, I would prefer only my follower seeing this, thank you.
nothing in my life has ever made me happier than to love and cherish 9 of the most loveliest boys in existence. as a group you have grown so much these past 5 years and nothing has made me more proud than seeing you push past the limits that people put on you and achieving things nobody else has yet to achieve. your hardwork, your perseverance, and your loyalty is evident time and time again and nobody can any longer doubt how hard you have all worked to become the successful and talented group you have dreamed of since predebut. happy happy 5 years exo and i truly hope to see you boys achieve all of your dreams that will last you a lifetime! (insp)
have you heard about/listened to 'the adventure zone'? it's a podcast. I think it's something you'd like, esp if you like lots of characters creating a found family and complex but awesome relationships between those characters. I'd also love to see your interpretation of the characters if you do get into it.
i actually just started listening to taz recently! i do like both of those things and i also hear it has canon girlfriends later on which im all about!! im not very far in (like.. halfway thru rockport limited? i think) and i havent really decided on designs for the boys yet, but heres number one regulator of my heart killian
I’m usually pretty closed off to sharing any thoughts or feelings but whatever, fuck it maybe I can make someone feel something, these are just thoughts and feelings of MY opinions that I pulled from my list of notes scribbled down in different moments.. I’ve always said it before I barely show 5% of who I really am on social media.. Thank you to everyone who supports me.. I couldn’t live my life like this without you.
Confidence is natural, arrogance is forced.
Never think your to smart that you can’t still be the student, wisest people die still learning and improving.
Focus on your own ideas and directions, don’t let others & your mentors tell you everything and influence everything because even the most helping hand has biased ideas and thoughts
Trust your past self on ideas and thoughts it’s the same person you got you to where you are in this moment
You have to believe yourself and convenice your self to feel powerful about what you say, hearing your own voice has a certain ring to it like no one else’s.
Use yourself for everything you are, you truly are amazing and unqiue be loud about it but be humble & do with love.
You are undefinable, You have no single label or group you belong to.. and your mind isn’t even slightly opened yet.
Being honest with yourself saves you in the long run always.
Never be insecure of your creativity.
Don’t live a life based only around how you look, Spending time on your mind and soul is everything..
Determining your self worth off your looks will leave you empty & with short burst of satisfaction.
Remember where you started from and where you are going, You use to dream of the things you have now.. even though this life style becomes casual never forget what got you to this exact moment.
Girls & Sex
My brain is built more like a female than a males, It’s giving me an emotional reach to deeply understand and open up to any feelings or thoughts of any human being. Being soft & loving is being strong.
If she doesn’t want it as much as or more then me I have no interest, sex is mental and eye contact can give you more then anything, giving love is more then expecting all the other persons attention and actions , unless it’s feeding the soul, passionate with a twisted mind it’s a waste of time.. treat every touch on her body like it’s art. 15 second feelings are nice but a feeling in your mind for hours after is even better.
Gorgeous girls and body’s are easy, gorgeous minds and souls are hard. A girl with a beautiful body doesn’t always make for a beautiful girl.
Remember there’s always far better things ahead then anything left behind.
Being sweet & loving to girls will never not be cool, but regardless of gender actions get reactions.
Energy is EVERYTHING.
Never worry about a good looking guy stealing your girl you better worry about that guy who emotionally gets your girl more & makes your girl laugh more 😉.
Getting under a girls skin with just my eyes and words as a connection makes it taste so much better (literally) than relying on physical looks or surface substance to entertain my mind.
I think few people are really built for relationships, I think technology will save us all.
It doesn’t matter how it looks and feels to anyone else it’s how it looks and feels to us.
Don’t let chasing pussy control your life or distract your big plan.
Being physically beautiful is nice but let it be nothing more then the gates to the soul.
i’ve got more personalities then the people i’ve met all together in my entire life combined, I don’t expect people to understand me, more likely expect them to judge me then to ever care to think past clueless first thoughts.
Take everyone with a grain of salt and a open mind, people don’t come with directions.
Peoples opinion of you is their truth, it’s not necessarily your truth or could be even close with to right at all.
The way you talk about the people you hate is a transparency of your own self esteem.
Don’t worry about trusting people, just don’t trust their emotions. Most people can’t understand them self how could they truly trust and understand you, & that’s fine.
Study psychology and history it will give you understanding and every answer you need, the world evolves but human emotions never will, people really aren’t that complex at base.
Don’t fight back into negativity and childishness insecurity, it only makes things worst.
If you want to hurt someone do it mentally, actions are short lived.
If you constantly blame other people for your problems take a look in your own soul.
make peace with your past so it doesn’t ruin your future
Standing up for someone who can’t stand up for them self is the coolest thing you can ever do.
To truly love someone is accepting someone for every thing they come as.
World & thoughts
Language is a forum of communication not always a measure of intelligence, At times I’ve had deeper conversations with just my eyes and touch then I have with words. You could be the most understanding person on the verbal side, but without a emotional understanding you may never be able to communicate with some people.
You don’t need to be any skin tone or ethnicity to practice and enjoy any cultural feelings, every human on this planet bleeds the same blood chances are you ain’t that special.
your not meant to be accepted or fit in, if you were you’d probably not of left that old life.
You can’t blame any one person or culture for anything, this planet is more diverse then you could ever process, Don’t get mad at a person for believing or acting a certain way even if it seems wrong or foolish in your eyes.
Being a good person won’t always benefit you, but there’s some emotional satisfaction in helping others.
You can’t fight science wether you like it or not, it holds the answers to all your fears and to all your questions, It’s a depressing beautiful thing.
Just because the Mass of people believe something is right or wrong doesn’t mean it’s either right or wrong, Most people go off emotions not logic, 1st world go figure.
I feel most alive in moments I don’t feel human. It’s all I really care to live for at times, these split seconds that my mind gives me these chemicals is all I crave at times.
ART HAS NO MASTER OR CRITIC JUST DIFFERENT OPINIONS.
I stand by no perfection and i’m a complete psychopath, I’ve been told i’m crazy outta my mind but attest it keeps me from going insane.. Anything said above can change in the moment & a mind with rules & barriers is limited, a wise & witty mind is what I work towards 😉 I'f any words can make you feel or relate it was worth me sharing! If I annoy and get under your skin for being..well just who I am.. I hope it hurts 👁
Not a diet. Diet implies temporary, and what we need to do is form a set of new, sustainable habits for the rest of our life.
A lot of you probably have a daydream of taking a black, billowy trash bag and planning a SWAT-style assault on your fridge and cupboards and then setting fire to the dumpster you hurl it into. Naturally, you’ll dash over to the grocery store and purchase a ton of strange-looking foods you don’t regularly eat, or never eat! Then you’ll slap on a pair of shiny new shoes and go run a 5K. This works for–some people. Honestly, few people.
The reality for many people; however, is they get off their foray after a few weeks. Why is that?
Think about it. How long did it take you to really get into the groove of your current habits? Months? Years? If you’re trying to simultaneously kiss soda and chip’s ass good-bye, change every bite of food you eat, and start a fitness routine. Guess what? Stress, stress, stress! Your stomach was used to those portion sizes (whether too large or too small) and some of your favorite snacks, your brain is literally addicted to it. A lot of people will reach nuclear meltdown levels trying to transition to a healthy lifestyle this way.
Just like it took you time to form your current habits, it’s going to take some time to form your new habits. I truly do empathize with the feelings of wanting everything to be different right now, but realistically we can only handle a certain amount of stressors and change at one time.
Start With Nutrition Habits: While I really would recommend finding a few cheeky ways to get more active, you’ve probably heard some variant of “can’t outrun your fork,” or “it’s 80% nutrition.” Well, it really is true. Being more active is absolutely crucial to improving overall health in the “endgame,” but we’re still playing the “tutorial” and the dietary aspects of our lifestyle change are the bulk of the impact. It goes beyond that, though. I’ve written more about it here, but being a beginner can be genuinely hard at times! It takes a lot of time and effort to get oneself to a point where they can physically and mentally handle what entails “regular, moderate exercise.” One part of making that transition easier will be better nutrition and hydration.
Start With an Easy Target: I always tell people if they drink a lot of soda, juice, or sweetened tea/coffee to start here. Sugar provides us pretty much no nutrition and removing the pulp from fruit makes juice not that great for us, either. Drinking more water is not negotiable and replacing these beverages with water will do a surprising amount of good for how you feel–all by itself. I recognize how hard this one can be to kick, but sweetened beverages really do load many people’s lifestyles with a lot of bad juju.
If you don’t have a beverage problem, maybe you do have a condiment/dressing problem and can reduce the quantities and find alternatives. Maybe you party-hardy a little too much and need to cut down on alcohol. While I said “easy target,” no one said it would be that easy, but you probably have an idea where most of these so called “empty” nutrients are coming from.
Transition Bad Habits a Few at a Time: The opening of this probably already made it clear, but Rome wasn’t built in a day. You probably have an idea of what some of your most problematic habits are, so choose one; maybe two, and see how you adjust over a week or two before considering the next step.
Small Swaps: Start switching out various items in your pantries, fridges, and lunchboxes with simple alternatives. Change white breads, rices, and pastas to brown. Take the bag of chips from your lunch and turn it into a few servings of seasonal fruit and vegetables. Pick out a leaner cut of meat and use a little less dairy, if you eat them. Little changes can have massive results.
Learn Moderation: Remember that whole sustainable part at the very beginning? Our lifestyles do need to reflect our real lives. Well, my real life has a love of chocolates, pastries, and candies. So, it’s not realistic for me to say “no chocolate, pastries, or candies.” Food molarity can be a pretty toxic outlook on eating and life in general. Instead of labeling foods as “bad,” just learn and respect the limits. There are times where you have to say, “enough, is enough,” but living in a constant state of “no” is not realistic or mentally healthy for most people. It’s OK to love indulgent food. Think about how long your life is going to be. So, now think about how dinky an occasional treat will be in retrospect.
Depending on Your Struggles, Consider Therapy: As we know, many aspects of unhealthy eating habits are actually unhealthy mental habits. Depending on the severity and exact nature of those problems, never be embarrassed to seek professional help. I struggled with stress eating and even binge eating for most of my adolescence, and finally getting help for my anxiety disorder played a pretty crucial role in improving both my physical and mental health. If it’s not a possibility at this time, consider journaling.
Walk Before Your Run: Literally and figuratively. I’m going to recommend this previous post I recently wrote again, but when you’ve gotten a few habits cracked and feel like you’re ready to start amping up your activity, start with low impact and low equipment exercises. If it has been years, or if you’ve never exercised, it takes some easing into it. I recommend walking to all beginners because we already know how to do it, have what we need to do it, and probably won’t hurt ourselves.
So, there you have it. Tackle small challenges and get your body acclimated to them before you consider some of the overarching and holistic goals you have for your lifestyle. That said, we’re all different. If you still want to try and do that 180-flip, I can’t stop you and some people are successful that way. No two people or personality types have the exact same problems or strategy for overcoming them. However, if you’ve gotten frustrated and thrown in the towel a time or two, consider the scope of change and how to realistically implement it over a period of time. We didn’t form our old habits overnight.
I’m kinda only into this holiday for the chocolate so I don’t have anything cute for you today, here’s another dead thing instead! This is a gold foil print from my show at Gallery Nucleus, beautifully printed here in Minneapolis by Studio on Fire. It’s very very shiny and also has a slight emboss that’s lovely in person. Signed & numbered limited edition of 175, available at gallerynucleus.com
For anyone that’s been feeling down lately and for my followers who’s support has encouraged me to actually make this video, here’s something that can hopefully bring some laughs to your day!
I hope everyone likes it~ <3 and do follow me! It really helps motivate me to do more videos similar to this since it my first time hahahaha! And thank you for those who already did!!! Lots and lots of love!
The audio is from John Mulaney’s The Salt and Pepper Diner :DDD
I spent a while on this and its unfortunate that i have to cut it til 5 minutes due to tumblr’s limited timing for its videos!!! So if anyone wants to watch the whole thing, the links here at: https://vimeo.com/193890286
Rylee is my eight year old sister with bilateral closed-lipped Schizencephaly which causes her cerebral palsy. When she was born, the doctors told us she wouldn’t do anything. She would never make any connections to anything, laugh, roll over, or even smile. She has a limited vocabulary of worlds like momma, good, okay, here you go, cute, cut it out, shut up, kayley, no, yeah, in here, hold on, love you, hold up, rudolph, etc.. She can’t walk yet, either. Therefore, she can’t have hobbies such as softball or anything like that. She made this connection to music though. What we love most about this connection is that it allows her to be like other eight year old girls. She loves all kinds of music, but especially One Direction, Zayn, Taylor Swift, and Luke Bryan. She’s had this connection since she was 4 or 5 and it’s always been One Direction and Taylor Swift. Recently she had a SPNL surgery done in Texas on her hamstrings, shoulder, and her gastrocs. After the surgery, she was in a lot of pain. Nothing could calm her down, and it was hard listening to her cry from pain, I thought maybe if I play I Don’t Wanna Live Forever, it will calm her down. It did, eventually she was asleep. Four weeks later, we were driving down the road (having noticed that she’ll play this song on repeat for hours) it came on the radio, and she became so overwhelmed she started crying. I thought it was cute, so I pulled out my phone and videoed it. Zayn has noticed her, and we’re extremely grateful and excited. She loves zayn so much so could we get her to the Ellen show? #GetRyleeToEllen
check out my sister’s BuzzFeed articles for more on rylee:
Allura pilots the Black Lion and gets annoyed when she finds out Black is hiding something from her. It's even worse when she finds out about Shiro. After some arguing with her, the Lion lets her see it. It's over an hour later when the others come looking for her. She's red faced and flustered. Black was hiding treasured memories of Shiro gushing about 'this most beautiful princess' to her.
i’m not crying i just have an OTP in my eye. please, for your consideration, think of shiro confiding to Black:
i just don’t know why she’d sacrifice herself for me. i mean, i’m just… and she’s-!
do you think she knows how i feel?
she has so much strength, but… it’s nice to know she feels she can be vulnerable about me. because she can, y’know? i want to help her in any way that i can.
god, black, i’m really screwed, aren’t i?
i mean, i fell in love with a princess who is strictly off limits for so many reasons and…
To the anon that requested this: I sincerely apologize about how ridiculously long this is;;; it’s like rly long i’m so sry but once you get me started on Astro as BFs, I could go on for hours, okay? like they’d be the best boyfriends EVER don’t fight me on this <3 T~T
literally the softest boyfriend in the world
always wants to make sure you’re happy and comfortable
if you’re not though
he becomes like this unstoppable pillar of emotional and physical reassurance and support <3
he’ll always snuggle you until you feel better
or until you’re ready to talk about whatever’s bothering you
loves to bear-hug you from behind
and just totally wrap you up in his arms
SUCH a good listener
loves showing off for you but gets embarrassed about it easily
buys you little presents all the time
just lil things
like “i saw this and thought of you” type of gifts
“There is a world where whenever someone fantasizes about you, you can physically feel it, but you have no idea who is thinking it about you.”
Stiles knows it’s wrong, but he’s been Fantasizing about Derek and he can’t bring himself to stop. Derek doesn’t know who’s taken an interest in him, but he’s enjoying it way more than he probably should.
It’s not that the idea of Stiles talking about him doesn’t make his stomach wrap itself in knots, it’s that it does just that. It makes him unbelievably uncomfortable and he doesn’t quite know why. He’s twenty seven years old, he pays taxes, he takes his mother out for lunch on Sundays; he is a grown up. But he’s getting weird butterflies when he glances over his shoulder to look at Stiles and a heat in his chest that feels something like what he supposes want must feel like.