my love for him has just resurfaced

When Bucky pines

When Bucky pines, he pines hard.

One moment he’s growling at Steve for dragging him out of bed, the next he’s looking at Tony like he hung the moon, as the sleepy genius stumble into the kitchen.

Noticing Bucky’s presence, Tony slumps against the wall and drawls out a flirty, “Hey there Bucky babe.”

That one sentence shouldn’t make Bucky blush and feel like the happiest guy in the world, but it does, and he can almost hear Steve laughing at how pathetically hung over he is, with Tony.

Tony peers up at Bucky with his lids half open and a lazy smile on his face. His hair flopping messily and wow - Bucky knows Tony always look good in tank tops and suits but the grey hoodie that Tony wore to sleep definitely takes the top of the list right now.

Fighting down the urge to squeal like an excited school girl, Bucky flashes his biggest smile and offers a cup of steaming, nasty, disgusting, bitter black coffee to Tony.

Tony’s eyes light up and he blink owlishly as he surges forward to grab the cup.

The lazy moan and the bright smile that Bucky received in return is enough to make him cry in joy for a few days.

-

When Bucky pines, he pines really hard.

One moment he’s the Winter Soldier - oooo scary, menacing, a mindless killer machine - then Tony is in the picture, squealing happily and latching onto Steve tightly.

“Yee ha!! Suck my dick, stupid hydra soldiers!”

Bucky murmurs a “I’m trying” incredulously while trying to fight down the jealousy boiling in him.

Before he can turn away from the scene to hide away in his room to mope about in sorrow, Tony jumps off Steve and starts running towards Bucky.

“Bucky-boo!” Then Bucky is tumbling down, with Tony on top of him, as he hits the floor with an ‘oomph’.

“Bucky! Stupid hydra can suck that! Aren’t you happy? This is the fourth time this month we kicked Hydra’s ass! What were they thinking? We are The Avengers! The Avengers with capital letters T and A and bold and italicised and underlined with a trademark. And we have you! The Winter Soldier! You were so cool just now!”

Bucky doesn’t know whether to smile at how adorable Tony is or cry at how torturous this is when Tony is right there where he wants him to be, but not really.

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When Bucky pines, it’s a maddening experience for his friends, especially his best friend.

“Was it just me or did Tony smile at all of you too?”

“Steve, Tony said to not touch the toaster, he said he will fix it. Stop fiddling around with it.”

“Natashaaaaaa, that should be me holding his hand. That should be me … This so sad.”

“Clint! How’s the new arrows? Working great? Of course! Tony’s a genius.”

“Hey guys, Tony fell asleep in the workshop. Should I carry him up to bed? Would that be too intimate? Or should I stay and wait for him to wake up? Would that be weird? What should I do?”

“Bruce, what is Tony working on? Does he need any help carrying heavy stuff?”

“Steve, I repeat, Tony kissed me on my cheek and said 'Break a leg, Bucky-babe.’ He kissed my cheek, he kissed me.”

“Oh my god, he’s so cute.”

“Oh my god, he’s so smart.”

“Oh my god, he’s so good-looking.”

“Oh my god, he’s so hot.”

“Oh my god, he’s such an angel.”

“I think I love him.”

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When Bucky pines, he tortures himself.

He does so by following every blog and website that posts updates about Tony Stark.

Then he binge watches every interview that Tony has been in.

Then he would try to contain his anger when some of the interviewers get too invasive and make Tony feel uncomfortable.

After he resurface from the world that is just TonyTonyTony, he would reflect on his life.

“He’s credited over two dozen assassinations in the last 50 years.” They say.

“So he’s a ghost story.” They say.

And here he is, in his bedroom gushing at how beautiful Tony Stark is to JARVIS.

“JARVISSSSS.”

“Sergeant Barnes?”

“His eyes are so pretty. I can get lost in them.”

“Sure they are, Sergeant.”

“JARVIS.”

There was a pause, and Bucky swears there’s a hint of amusement in JARVIS’ voice when he replies, “Yes, Sergeant?”

“What is Tony doing right now?”

“Sir is currently working on the the upgrades for the quinjets, Sergeant.”

Bucky sighs dreamily.

-

When Bucky pines, his brain loses the ability to think and decides to profess his undying love only when he finds himself waking up with a sleeping Tony in his arms.

Tony’s curled up on his lap, hands wrapped around Bucky’s waist, small puffs of breath tickling Bucky’s neck.

The predicament hits too close to home and Bucky legitimately wants to remain in his position forever, to have Tony in his lap, safe and relaxed.

Tony mumbles something unintelligible and he freaking nuzzles the juncture between Bucky’s shoulder and neck.

Apparently, that’s the exact moment Bucky’s brain chooses to realise the intensity of his feelings for the genius sleeping in his arms, so without preamble, he blurts out. Loud.

“Oh my god, Tony, I think I love you.”

Tony jerks a little in his embrace, the arms wrapped around Bucky’s waist snake up to wrap around Bucky’s neck tightly.

“Hmm what?”

Bucky stays trapped in the realisation, that he loves Tony - no no, he’s in love with Tony.

“Oh my god, I love Tony.” He gasps in disbelief.

Tony freezes, but Bucky continues.

“Oh my god, no. I don’t love Tony.”

Bucky misses the genius’ flinch.

“Shit, I don’t love him. I’m in love with him.”

Tony stares up at Bucky with wide eyes.

“I’m in love with Tony Stark.” The super soldier drawls out dreamily.

Tony huffs, “Yeah, and Tony Stark is right here, James Barnes.”

And it’s Bucky’s turn to freeze.

“Oh shit, hi Tony. What are you doing in my arms - oh, I did not pull you to myself so that I can cuddle with you - shit, you heard what I said previously, didn’t you, I said I’m in love with you - I hope you heard that because I don’t think I have the courage to say that again, you would have - ”

“Bucky, please shut the fuck up.”

“Okay.”

“Steve told me that you love me a few weeks ago.”

Bucky curses. “That piece of patriotic shit, I’m gonna - ”

“Natasha told me that you’re in love with me.”

“Stupid Spider with - ”

“Bruce told me that you were jealous of him when I spend too much time sciencing with him.”

“Goddamn Bruce, I had better - ”

“Clint told me that you would legitimately shove your arm in a blender so that you can spend more time with me in the workshop.”

“Well, I can’t say that’s not true - ”

“But I didn’t believe them.”

Bucky stares at Tony.

“I thought my feelings were one-sided so I didn’t believe them.”

“Your feelings?” Bucky splutters.

Tony smiles shyly and glances up at Bucky through his lashes, Bucky finds himself giddy with hope and adoration.

“Until you, told me that you are in love with me too.”

“Too?”

“Too.”

“Oh my god.”

Bucky flips them over, so that he’s hovering over Tony.

Their first kiss is sweet and innocent, and full of happiness.

The second is longer and sweeter and they are both grinning.

The third is no longer sweet, but full of longing and finality.

-

When Bucky pines, he pines hard, and he loves hard too.

Imagine: Living at the Elsa's freakshow after being a teenage runaway.

I had always wanted more for myself, than the place I was living in. After my mom had died my dad been overly protective to say the least. The night he decided to get drunk, and hit me when I tried to go on a date with a boy, was enough. I packed everything, and got on a bus. Trying to myself elsewhere, where he would never find me. I decided to go to Florida, it was much different than New Orleans, aside from the “Do you have a Southern accent?!” Questions I constantly received, I grew to like it, but living on the streets, hitch hiking, and fearing for my life began to set in, after being mugged behind a café, everything I owned, except a locket, that I kept my mother’s picture in, were gone. I called my dad with my last .5 I had, to find that line was disconnected. I just sat down on the curb and cried. “Oh, love! Why is that you cry so much?” I heard a voice with a German accent speak to me softly. She sat down, and put her arm on me, patting my head softly. “Ooooh, you are so beautiful! Don’t cry!” She said looking at my face. “You are bleeding and have a black eye! Did someone hurt you?” She asked taking out a cloth to wipe my face. I nodded “They took everything! I have nothing. I ran away from my abusive dad, in New Orleans. Now, I have nothing.” “Oh, love, that is so sad. I started with nothing too, come on, I have a place for you!” She stood up, reaching out to me. She was an older woman, dressed very elegantly, in a fur coat, and a beautiful red dress. She had diamond earrings, and a her hair dyed a lovely shade of blonde, she smiled at me reassuringly, taking a drag from her cigarette. I hesitated a bit, before I put my hand in hers, as she led me to her car. Which was brand new. We drove out a bit and then we approached a place full of tents, I looked as the people, who were… far from normal gathered around to get a look at me. “These are my freaks, and this is my freak show, welcome home, these people are the best people you will ever meet,” She said with a smile. As we approached she smiled at everyone, as a small girl approached us. “Ooooh hello my special one!” She picked her up, looking at me. “I am so sorry! I do not even know your name!” “It’s… Sofie.” I responded looking at the ground. “Pleasure to meet you, Miss Sofie,” The small girl spoke in a high pitched voice, that reminded me when people inhaled Helium. I looked around at the others, one in particular catching my eye in the background, who was working in a car. He was handsome… He wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead, and I thought why was here. Everyone else noticed too, and began to laugh. “That’s Jimmy Darling, and I bet he would love to meet you. I can introduce you? Would you like that?” Whispered Elsa. My face grew red with embarrassment. “N-n-no.” I stammered looking away. “It’s okay, we saw you staring at him! If you wanna meet him, love, just ask. Eve, will you show her to the empty tent just over there?” She asked an unsually tall woman. She smiled at me, as I looked up at her. She wore high waisted pants which flattered her figure, and motioned me back. As we walked passed Jimmy, he looked up, then took a second look, hitting his head on the hood if the car. “Shit!” He yelled as he rubbed his head. He turned around, grabbing a rag, and wiping his grease covered gloves off. “Don’t work too hard, Jimmy!” Teased Eve. Jimmy smirked at looked at me, “Who is this?” He asked taking his time to look me over “This is Sofie, she is going to be staying with us, now.” He smiled “Sofie,” He said softly, he winked at me, and smiled “ Nice to meet you, Sofie, I’m Jimmy Darling,” He said. I blushed and looked down. He laughed and Eve motioned me to walk with her to the tent. “He likes you,” She said in my ear. “He’s watching us walk away, turn and wave at him. Do it!” She said, I turned to see he was definitely looking over at me still. I waved at him, and he smiled waving back. “Yes!” She said as we got to the tent. She opened it, and showed me everything. “You even have a bed, let me grab some bedding for you. But this will be where you stay!” A few hours had gone by, as I sat in my tent, reading a book Eve had gotten me. “Knock knock!” I heard Jimmy say as he entered my tent, his hair done like Elvis Presley’s, a curl on his forehead, a leather jacket, jeans with the legs rolled up, and some boots. He must be one of the greaser boys, my daddy told me to never talk to, which made my heart burn with desire to know him. He looked around, biting his bottom lip, then looked at me, raising his eyebrows. “I wanted to ask, if you wanted to come out with me?” He asked me, I stood up, “Yes, I do!” I said, hoping I didn’t sound too eager, sitting down in embarrassment. He giggled, “Oh don’t be embarrassed, meet me up front in 10, gorgeous,” He said as he lit a cigarette, walking out of the tent. My heart was pounding hard, “He thinks I’m gorgeous,” I said. I had never been told I am gorgeous by a boy before. I put on the clothes Elsa had given me, high waisted skirt, heels, and a polka dotted halter top. Tying a red ribbon in my hair. I walked out to meet him, he smiled at me. “You have legs for days, Sophie,” He said with a smile. We walked to the truck he was just working on, “Let’s go to the cliff, it has a nice view of the city,” He said with a smile. “Okay,” I said with a smile. We drove up there, and he would point stuff out to me and tell me interesting things. As we made it to the cliff, I looked out at all the lights “Wow,” I said softly, looking out at all the city. I had never seen anything like this before. He lit a cigarette and offered me on too. I accepted, lighting it as well, and placing it between my lips. “So, where is that accent from, you have a Southern draw to you,” He said with an interested smile. “New Orleans,” I said “Not too far away I suppose, just trying to get away from there,” I said looking down. “Well, running away from your problems don’t always solve them. I know from experience,” He said “But, I am not gunna lie, kind of glad you did, so that I could get to hang out with you,” He said with a smile making me blush. Car lights flooded the truck, as another car pulled up. They looked at us, and laughed. One the guys a blonde guy, who looked like a jock, with a girl in the front, another guy in the back with a girl. “God damn it, just ignore these assholes. He said rolling his eyes, clentching his steering wheel. "Hey, lobster boy! What girl did you have to kidnap to get to sit in your car with you!” He yelled laughing. “Lobster boy?” I asked. He didn’t say anything, but he huffed. “Ignore them,” he said with a smile trying to act unphased. “Come on, Lobster Boy! Let the poor girl go, a pretty blonde like that, wouldn’t want to sit with you, freak!” He yelled. Jimmy then became angry, his face turning red. “Stay here,” he said opening the door, and walking up to the guys car, his arms out stretched. “What the fuck is your problem!?” Jimmy yelled as the guy got out the car, as did the other guy in the back seat. The guy kissed at me. “Come hang out with us sweet heart!” He said, punching Jimmy in the face, causing him to fall down. I got out of the car and ran over to him. “Are you okay?” I asked him, ignoring the guys around him. “Jimmy’s fine! Just not being honest about being a freak! That’s how he got you here.” He said pulling Jimmy up by his shirt, grabbing his hands and pulling off his gloves, to reveal lobster claw like hands. Jimmy closed his eyes in frustration and put his face in his hands, turning away from me as they let him go. They both laughed at him as they walked back to the car and whistled to me, trying to get me in their car. “Come on, let’s go dancing !” He said with a wink. “No,” I said as I grabbed his hand “ I am fine right here,” I said as I flipped them off. “How disgusting, let’s get out of here,” he said as he piled out the dirt and took off. He dropped my hand from his and got back into the truck not saying anything. He started his truck “Why are we leaving?” I asked in confusion. “I’m sure you don’t wanna hang out with me, anymore.” He said showing me his hands, the overwhelming confidence he had in the beginning, was now diminished. I reached over, and kissed his cheek. He gave me a confused look “So what? They’re just hands. They make you unique! Why would you wanna be normal, that’s boring. Keep those gloves off. This is you!” I said with a sweet smile, grabbing his hand again. And that’s when he reached over, and kissed me on the lips. I was shocked, but kissed him back, though I only had just met him, it just… Felt right. I couldn’t explain it any other way if I could. He pulled away from me, and smiled. “No one has ever said something so sweet my whole life,” He said, holding my hand back, his confidence and charisma resurfacing. “Especially someone this beautiful,” He kissed me again, then a third time. Winking at me as he started his truck to go back to the camp site. As the weeks passed of us hanging out every day, I could feel myself already falling in love with him, he would wake up every morning, and give me a flower. Bragging to his friends about how I didn’t care about his hands, and I was normal. Jimmy had spent his whole life, faking his deformities, that made him special to get girls. All of which would leave him, once they went all the way freaked out by his hands. Which would hurt him immensely. How anyone could be that shallow was beyond me. “So, we have a full house tonight! Elsa wants to know if you feel you are ready to help with the lights.” I nodded, shoving a piece of corn bread into my mouth, washing it down with water. He laughed at me and sat down right beside me, kissing me on the forehead. “Yes, I can help,” I said looking up at his handsome face with a smile, my heart swelling with love and admiration. He kissed me, holding my face there for a long time before parting. “It’ll be great!” He said with excitment, he’d been wanting me to help out for a while now. I dressed up real nice; seeing it empty with only 2 people there. “Jimmy said a full house?” I said in confusion. “They are our full love,” said Paul “Some snobs is all,” He rolled his eyes and walked back stage. “This way!” I heard Jimmy as he walked me towards the back to get to where I’m help with lights. “Wait!” We both heard, the guy that was sitting down stood up and looked at me. “She isn’t a freak, I paid for freaks!” He said in a snobbish tone. “Calm down, she works the lights. He looked me over "Hmmm well, she’s very pretty,” He said with a smile, my name is Dandy Mott, that is my mother, what is your name?“ He said raising his brows. I looked at Jimmy then looked back "Sophie,” I said quietly “Hmmm, well, Sophie, I will see you after the show,” he said back down and waived at me. “He’s weird,” I said in Jimmy’s ear. “He’s supposed to be the normal one here,” Jimmy said with a laugh, still holding my hand as he brought me to the lights showing me how they worked. Elsa did her performance, and the whole show last about 30 minutes. After everything was done, I went off looking for Jimmy, that’s when Dandy grabbed my arm and waived down Elsa. “Excuse me!” He said as he motioned her over. “I really like this one, she is beautiful, and I want her. How much would it cost for me to take her.” My eyes widened. “BUY ME!?” I yelled and tried to get his hand off me, he jerked me. “You shouldn’t talk when the man is talking, girl,” his mother said with a condescending tone and smile. “Let me go! Elsa!” I yelled. “She is not an object, therefore she is not for sale, let her arm go,” “we will give you a million dollars,” his mother said with a smile “Just to take her home with us, my son needs a wife.” “Whoa! Let go of her arm, buddy.” Jimmy said coming up from behind us, and pulling his off me. “She isn’t for sale, so I suggest you fuck off.” Jimmy said, wrapping a protective arm around me. “Oh, does she belong to you? I am sure that she would much prefer to sleep in a mansion; with man who has a fortune than a deformed freak, in a tent.” He said with a snicker, “2 million dollars for Sophie,” His mother said with a smirk. “I told you, people. She is not for sale, be gone with you,” “Yeah, you fucking weirdo, she isn’t for sale; you can’t have her. If you try to take her, I will punch you right out, buddy, rich or not you still bleed.” He said putting me more behind him. “Whatever, if she wants to stay with the freaks she can, I can do better than that, mother.” Dandy spoke rolling his eyes. “Kind of disgusting she wants to get in bed with the Lobster Boy than you anyways, darling!” Spoke his mom, looking me down with a disgusted expression. “Your children might have a deformity,” Jimmy kept me behind him until they walked away. “I would have messed him up, don’t worry, I got you, Sophie. When you have me, I’ll always protect you, doll,” he said as he kissed me. “Ahh, love. So sweet, I can tell she loves you, just by the look in her eyes,” Said Elsa was admiration “She won’t say it for a while though,” Elsa said with a wink. “I would never have sold you, love. Especially for Jimmy’s sake.” Jimmy laughed and touched my cheek. “I think I would like calling you my girl, if you’d want to go with me,” said as he kissed me again, this time longer. “I would love to be your girl, Jimmy Darling,” I responded. He smiled wide at me and sighed with relief, kissing another time before we walked out to Jimmy’s trailer.

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anonymous asked:

What's your favourite Sterek fics? :)

Oh Boy, sit tight, this is gonna be long.

1. Like A Baby Duck

“Sorry,” Derek blurts, eyes wide with worry, as he steadies him.

Stiles smiles and shrugs, “‘s okay.”

Derek smiles back and crosses his arms, “Okay, you have to be the prince and I’ll be the knight that has to rescue you, okay?”

Stiles nods, “Okay.”

“Go to sleep in the treehouse and when I kiss you, you have to wake up,” Derek instructs.

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P.N. I died from the fluff

2. I don’t like the way she’s looking at you (I’m starting to think you want her too)

“It has to look like you and Derek haven’t fucked on every flat surface of this house this week alone so that Tessa sees Derek as a strong, totally available alpha that she can possibly make several babies with one day.”

Or the one where Stiles and Derek pretend they aren’t completely in love with each other for the sake of a possible pack alliance.

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P.N. This is probably one of my favourite fics ever. I’m so weak for everything established relationship, but especially the being in a relationship and pretending not to be.

3. Now as Ever (All That Is and Has Been)

Stiles can’t remember what happened to rearrange the time-space continuum, or how he ended up being pulled into the past. All he knows is that he’s there now, in 2003 Beacon Hills, with a teenage werewolf and a possibly-crazy veterinarian as his only allies.

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P.N. This fic, is so beautiful, and has a bittersweet happy ending. I love this fic.

4. Love in an Elevator

Stiles is angry with Derek, and he’d be happy to never have to talk about why. However, they’re also stuck in an elevator for the next half hour.

And Stiles is really bad about staying quiet.

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P.N. as I said already, I’m weak for anything Established relationship, and this has a fight and the making up.. I love the making up part a lot :’D

5. I’m too scared of what you think

Derek knows that Stiles doesn’t like to wait.

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P.N. I find myself going back to this fic every time I need something fluffly and cute, this fic is perfect for that.

6. What Big Eyes You Have

An AU ‘verse in which Stiles is born blind and is Derek’s mate. The rest of the world is just going to have to adjust accordingly because if you think that’s going to stop the boy who runs with wolves, you are horrendously mistaken.

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P.N. BEAUTIFUL. and as much painful.

7. Not Your Disney Romance

After a long-forgotten agreement of an arranged marriage between Derek and the daughter of another pack’s alpha resurfaces, Stiles takes it upon himself to become the most amazing fake fiancé that a clueless, desperate alpha werewolf could wish for.

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P.N. Stiles suffers from a lot of past injuries, it’s so bittersweet and real. I love it.

8. Raised by Wolves

In which Stiles is raised by his best friend’s family after his parents die. They just happen to be werewolves. NBD. But the Hales treat him well. Especially Derek, but that’s probably because Stiles proposed when they were four and they never really broke off the engagement.

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P.N. My love for this has no limits.

9. everything will be alright if you keep me next to you

The story of how it took a while for Derek and Stiles to finally get together but how they got there anyway accompanied by Taylor Swift lyrics to set the mood.

P.N. Listen,Rita is the best in fluff, this is just one of her pearls, I would suggest you read every single one of her works.  (X)

10. Lean On Me 

Stiles hasn’t seen Derek in a couple of days, so he goes on a search for him. He finds him curled up in bed at the loft

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P.N. This fic is really important to me and @hoechlbutt is another amazing writer, every single one of his works are worth checking out u.u (X)

11. Professor D. Hale

A series of outsider POVs on Professor Hale and his significant other (with some guest appearances from the pack)

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P.N. The cuteness *happy sigh* so beautiful.

12. A Guy Like You Should Wear a Warning

latiatisha asked: “this is some fifteen hour flight to goddamn australia and there is a very cute flight attendant on this plane AU makes me think of “Toxic” by Britney Spears and i just cant stop laughing”

With the azure blue of the uniform, the way Stiles leans against the wall and that ridiculous cap on his messy brown hair, Derek’s mind starts combining last night with Britney Spears’ music video. Derek bites on the insides of his cheeks and close his eyes in an attempt to stop a giggle from bursting free. It doesn’t work. Closing his eyes has only helped to conjure up images of Stiles in a red wig, and when he opens them again the elderly lady next to him has an alarmed look on her face.

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P.N. Another established relationship, *heart eyes* so cute.

13. Smoothing Out The Corners

Stiles can’t straighten out the damn duvet cover. He needs it straight and smooth so it can help him sleep better so he doesn’t wake up Derek. Stupid, perfect, Derek. Derek who never loses his patience, Derek who still loves him despite his annoyingness, Derek who…is studying him.

“You’re thinking too loud. What’s going on in there?”

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P.N. Perfect.

14. Five Times Detective Stilinski and Fire Captain Hale Had Sex In Public, and One Time They Did It In A Bed

“Did you say–” Stiles starts.

“What?” Derek growls.

“We’re not a couple!” they both retort in unison.

“We’re not together,” Stiles insists.

Lydia coughs pointedly. “An incident report filed by 87th Precinct Captain Erica Reyes. March twenty-fifth, eight p.m. Came back to the precinct to grab my coat, only to hear Stilinski banging his new boyfriend in the holding cell.”

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P.N. Carrie is amazing as always, all her works are wonderful, this is just one of the many(X)

15. Happy Derek Day

Stiles decides to dedicate a day to Derek.

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P.N. aka Emma being perfect as always with these two, and being dedicated as Stiles in giving Derek all the nice things. all her works are perfect too (X)

16. My Drinks Are Ever At Your Service

Based somewhat on this tumblr post:

Guys.

My dudes.

You have no idea

how satisfying it is

to be the only girl at a table with five dudes

who are all hitting on the waitress

and you’re the one who gets her number

(but in reverse, of course.)

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P.N. I love this person’s writing, it’s witty and funny and I just adore it. here is all their works (X)

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how the heck did I just found thisss ? no english sub unfortunately (if you do know one which has then pleaseee tell me :D)

BUT my korean has improved sooo freakin much (read:so-so) that I think after Just Right talk (YJ being the main somehow) the MC was asking something like which member has the best fanbase/fanclub that you would love to have

7:30 Bambam started out with JB Mark and Jackson? but ultimately he chose Jackson my jackbam feels are resurfacing lol at Jackson who doesn’t understand a thing when BB chose him but I think other members only understand it by then too

12:40 And if you wanted to drown yourselves in markjin feels you are in the right place. Trust me these two will drive you crazyyy

14:45 JB’s time - and guess freakin what flip hair HE CHOSE YOUNGJAE . the Youngjae who doesn’t even have large fanclub compared to other members admitting this as a YJ stan okay well honestly I get that because others had been chosen so he sort of have to choose YJ but I refuse to think that way because of what happens after he chose YJ the pure happiness and that hug ughhh

16:45 and Jackson being the kind and understanding how fans felt actually chose Bambam after hearing the fans’ shouts throw hearts jackbam feels did a comeback

17:30 AND NOW THE HIGHLIGHT OF THEM ALL I was actually nervous that he might choose Yugyeom considering no one had chose him and if he choose JB then Yugyeom will be left alone but love beats them all . my baby chose JB cries a river although unfortunate-freakinly I only get half of the reason on why he chose JB I seriously need this video with subs juseyo and the hand kiss can I just die 

19:35 And yeayyy for my sunshine because magnae chose Youngjae lol Jinyoung for that flirtatious pose

( Thank you so much for this wonderful ask, anon. I had a tough time deciding on how I should write it and.. well, I hope I don’t disappoint? This isn’t a full-blown story, more like a collection of different times when Miyuki thinks of Eijun..  Apologies in advance!)


i. i’ll never get used to you (you still get my heart racing)

In the silence of the early morning, when the murmurs of rising animals begin to fill the air as dawn breaks, Kazuya can only sigh in contentment. There’s an arm thrown over him, hot and heavy, trapping him to a stationary position, and there are legs tangled with his, too. He burrows his own feet deeper into the mess of duvet and sock-clad feet. It’s still too early to wake up.

He shifts to his side and faces the person beside him. Sawamura Eijun slumbers, eyelashes fluttering with every little quiet snore he takes, innocent to the gaze that currently devours him. Kazuya’s eyes traces the pattern of barely-there freckles, the uneven dryness of his forehead, the faint laugh lines forming on his cheek. He looks down and spies the red-and-white sweater that Eijun has stolen from him and is seized by sudden affection towards the man.

Snuggling closer, he leans towards his partner and lies his head on the other’s neck, breathing in the natural scent that Kazuya’s mind has somehow classified as home. What a cheesy thing to do, and how un-Kazuya-like, but it’s there in his mind and he can’t ever un-know it. So he breathes, and he sighs.

Eijun’s warmth lulls him back to sleep.

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analysis encircling reina “Can’t Get My Life Together” kousaka and the reina/taki situation that might have its train wreck happen in this very next episode
(will edit in a read more later bc mobile)

We all know that Reina is fated to a bad end with him, obviously, not just because of the massive age difference but also his deceased wife and his indifference towards love because of it. Even with all these, granted one of the factors Reina isn’t aware of yet, her admiration and, yes, /crush,/ has been painfully resurfacing. Main reasons why she’s still clinging to her fantasy is 1) pressure of social status, 2) tactic to shy away from her feelings for Kumiko when they get intense. which ties into 3) every Taki/Reina moment has always followed an important Kumiko/Reina interaction.

You can’t deny, this was a CUTE scene. (not because taki/reina as a ship, but rather, Reina’s reactions.) Rarely do we see this very naive side of Reina, one that a long-time admiration (remember, she’s known Taki since she was little) has instilled in her, obviously. It differs greatly from the kind of chemistry that’s been concocted with Kumiko—why this is can be traced back to own father being away overseas(?) so often, so busy all the time, I feel like Reina projected that security she was supposed to feel, /in Taki./

That’s when she made the mistake of taking that, “oh i care about him, it must be love because //I’m so fucking emotionally detached// that ANY emotion that I feel this strongly MUST be love”
and then it grew on her all through middle school.

The question is, with the tension inbetween her and Kumiko, how could she still want to cling to the false hope that she could live a life with Taki?
This is where her ambitions, the whole Becoming Special™ thing comes into play. She’s convinced herself, subconsciously, because she would never consciously do this, he is the easy way to becoming “special.” He’s a band director, she’s a musician. If her dreams needed a train, Kumiko is the 5-dollar ticket, and Taki is the free coupon.

Unfortunately, she’s chasing that coupon around and around in the wind.

Now that I’ve established the first part of my analysis, I want to elaborate on Kumiko’s reaction that only strengthens it. We can obviously see after Reina became a lovestruck puppy for a few seconds, she was concerned. This was partly because Kumiko knows about Taki’s wife, but also, Reina has held hands with Kumiko before, and never reacted so /surprised/ and almost /honored./
How healthy is a relationship in which Reina places Taki on a throne? Where you’re not comfortable receiving affection because this person is perfection personified to you?

Kumirei is a comfortable relationship. Instead of reducing Reina’s motives to almost jumping through hoops to get appraisal, Kumiko nurtures Reina’s confidence.
(do you know where we’ve seen Reina’s flustered, fwooshy hair - look before? https://youtu.be/OHFkRE6OFBw?t=15m40s )

We’ve been building up to the point where Reina will find out about Taki’s wife–whether it will involve the argument with Kumiko about it, no matter which route is taken, it’s going to be a reinforcer not just in the Kumirei pairing, but in Reina’s character in itself.

anonymous asked:

I'm asking you this because I truly enjoy your responses! xD Ahem, -holds out microphone to you- in your opinion, what do you think would it take for Promptis to get their happily ever after? There's the fact that Prom is a civilian (and I know in Royalty that's usually a no, no), and then there's Luna. During the stages of Versus, I had a headcanon that the freckled baby was actually a prince of Niflheim, do you think if this were true, it would help? >0> <3

KIND ANON IM SO SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY- HONESTLY I FELT LIKE I HAD TO DO SOME BIT MORE OF READING UP ON STUFF BEFORE I ANSWER YOUR QUESTION, BUT FIRST OF ALL, BASICALLY:

I strongly believe in the already explained theory by @twistedthroughtime​ that PROMPTO IS PROBABLY THE TRAITOR because of the reasons he has thoroughly mentioned about the the fact that Prompto’s probability of being a Nifflheim person, and facial structure similarities to the robed guy. Now I 100% am confident and do agree on Prompto being the traitor, but for him being the actual robed guy I’m not sure YET, BUT it’s very likely that they’re at least related. And also because of some other small things like;

Don’t you guys realize, that, whenever Noctis is with Prompto, Prompto ALWAYS does something to mess up their journey *cough* SABOTAGE? fuck up their plan to get back the crystal? like, wrecking the car, and REMEMBER THAT DUSCAEN DELICACY PROMPTO SIDE-QUEST? If you wanna chalk it up as ‘ohhh he’s just clumsy like that’ come on, Think about it :

Was it really neccessary for Prompto to be suddenly hella selective in picking the most pefect mushroom ever to give for Ignis? was it neccessary to ask noct to go out with him alone and search and search for mushrooms in the safe bushes only to end up SUDDENLY SAYING ‘OH , LETS SEARCH AT THAT SPOT OVER THERE’ NEAR THE WATERS WHEN ITS SO OBVIOUS A FUCKING MONSTROUS CATOBLEPAS WAS ROAMING AROUND RIGHT THERE. SMOOTH CRIMINAL, PROMPTO.

AND THEN HE ALSO HAD TO JUST FUCKING GET INTO ACTION AND ACT LIKE HIS FOOT IS STUCK IN THERE. AND PUT NOCTIS, THE NAIVe NOCTIS EVEN CLOSER TO THE MONSTER AND TO DEATH. IT WAS JUST THE TWO OF THEM OUT THERE, AND PROMPTO INSISTED TO GO NEAR THE WATERS WITH AN EXCUSE OF FINDING THE PERFECT MUSHROOMS, FOR WAT EXACTLY? FOR MUSHROOMS? PFFT PLEASE…

HE WANTS TO KILL NOCTIS, THE PRINCE OF LUCIS ALRIGHT.

Going back to the beginning in the tent, when the team says, “If only somebody hadn’t wrecked the car” and then prompto’s like, “I would hate to be that guy… oh come on, you know I didn’t mean to do it” and THEN IGNIS WAS LIKE “YES, SABOTAGE IS WAY BEYOND YOU” DONT U GUYS THINK THAT LINE, THAT SCRIPTED LINE BY SQUARE ENIX SOUNDS WAAY TOO DEFENSIVE? like, its trying to tell us ‘yeah, here goes, introducing this guy who stunted their journey, prompto, but please don’t think bad of him yet, just look at him he’s just a soft-hearted klutz, thERE’S NO WAY HE’D SABOTAGE’ . Square Enix you shady mofo, u made iggy say that pmsl.

ALSO, REMEMBER THAT PROMPTO LIKES TO TAKE SELFIES AND PICTURES OF THEIR JOURNEY? of course in the wikia description, it says that he wants to take pictures of their friends and journey, but listen. WHAT IF HE DESPERATELY LIKES TO TAKE SO MUCH PICTURES BECAUSE HE WANTS TO REPORT TO THE HEADQUARTERS OF THE PROGRESS OF HIS SPY WORK - TO KEEP THE ENEMIES UP TO DATE?.

ALSO LOOK AT THIS TRANSLATED QUOTE FROM THE DIRECTOR OF FINAL FANTASY XV :  “Prompto uses his smartphone to take pictures, as he wants to save pictures of his journey, and you’ll also get to upload those pictures on social media networks. It’s not just a system that was thrown in, as it will later connect to their actions and story.
Read more at (x)”

okay, so that means that feature wasn’t just thrown in so the players can upload pictures to the social media , right? it’s also gonna be key to the story, so MAYBE IT’S GONNA BE THE PROOF THAT CONFIRMS THAT PROMPTO HAS BEEN SENDING PICTURES OF THEM TO SHADY BASTARDS FROM ANOTHER KINGDOM. right? lol

ALSO just, Prompto’s character in general would be an interesting plot-twist to the game because it’ll make the players go ; OHHH FUCK YOU!!! I TRUSTED YOU!! THAT GUY??? IVE BEEN FOOLED BY THAT GUY??? THAT DORK?? . If you guys watch naruto, prompto might be kinda like TOBI (the comic-relief seemingly-irrelevant character which turns out to be the super villain).

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OKAY NOW BACK TO UR QUESTION lol (sorry for ranting)

“ what do you think would it take for Promptis to get their happily ever after?” 

Well… considering the theory above of them being friends but secretly enemies,  in the end, i must say it’d probably gonna have to go down Mr. & Mrs. Smith, assassins-trying-to-kill-each-other-but-are-in-love style. XD

which IS HOT BECAUSE…

PROMPTO USES LONG-RANGE ATTACKS WITH HIS GUNS, RIGHT? AND NOCTIS, WHICH IS PLAYED BY US, USUALLY HAS TO CHARGE CLOSER TO ATTACK ENEMIES, RIGHT? SOOOO

IMAGINE THIS; 

Near the end of Final Fantasy XV, we finally get the revelation of Prompto, our beloved longtime school friend, being a spy to the nifflheim and is actually trying to keep the team as far from the goal as possible. Noctis is in shock. He’s at first in denial, and he gets so mad because everything about Prompto the love of his life feels like a lie. 

AND THEN THEY HAVE TO FIGHT.

AND NOCTIS GETS ANGRY. 

(OOOHHHHHH– A FIGHT WITH PROMPTO!! kekeke) NOCTIS IS GOING TO HAVE TO CHARGE AND CHARGE AT HIM, TELEPORT AND GET CLOSER AND CLOSER TO PROMPTO TO BREAK HIS FUCKING SKULL.

AND PROMPTO HAS TO KEEP BACKING AWAY, STEP BACK, AND STEP FURTHER BACK, TRYING TO ESCAPE HIM, BECAUSE HE’S A GUN WIELDER. HE DOESN’T DO CLOSE-RANGE ATTACKS LIKE THE PRINCE, NOCTIS IS GOING TO RUIN HIM THAT WAY. PROMPTO HAS TO KEEP A DISTANCE.

SO NOCTIS WILL BACK PROMPTO INTO A CORNER . AND MAKE PROMPTO PAY. TO FORCE HIM INTO BEGGING FOR FORGIVENESS. DO IT AND HE MIGHT JUST MELT AND KINDLY OFFER MERCY. HOW COULD HE BETRAY HIM LIKE THIS, NOCTIS DONT WANT TO HURT PROMPTO, BUT PROMPTO’S HURT HIM SO DEEP, AND EVEN NOW HE’S CHALLENGING THE PRINCE WITH THAT FUCKING SMIRK. INSTEAD OF APOLOGIZING. SO NOCTIS GOES DARK.

PROMPTO’S KNEES WILL TREMBLE. HE’S STUCK. AND NOCTIS’ USUALLY CALM BLUE EYES HAS TURNED RED, AND HE UNDENIABLY THIRSTS TO KILL HIM. THEY BOTH FINALLY SEE EACH OTHER IN THEIR TRUE NATURE. AND PROMPTO’S TERRIFIED.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

(oookay now I know this is gonna get wayy too OOC and it’s just my Promptis shipping soul typing lol) BUT OF COURSE, THEIR DEEP BOND, AND OVERLAPPING FEELINGS TOWARDS EACH OTHER, THEIR YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, ADVENTURE, AND SHARED DREAMS… AND LOVE…. RESURFACES AND PASSES RIGHT BEFORE THEIR EYES.

NO THEY CANT KILL EACH OTHER.

THEY LOVE EACH OTHER TOO MUCH.

SO THEY KISS… AND RIP EACH OTHER’S CLOTHES OFF AND THEN THEY HAVE ROUGH HATE SEX WITH THEIR WEAPONS STILL IN THEIR HANDS. RIGHT THERE AND THEN. 

AND THEN THEY ELOPE AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. 

THE END.

*inserts Calvin Harri’s Song as the scene blacks out and the ending credits roll*

“…and we could be together babe… as long as skies are blue…
…you act so innocent now… but you lied so soon…
…when I met you in the summer…”

P.S. : please let that happen…. gdi Square Enix, you’ve already made girl on girl happen with Life Is Strange’s Chloe and Max, WHEN IS THE BOY ON BOY GONNA HAPPEN FROM U GUYS?? WHERE IS THE YAOI?

WHERE IS THE YAOI.


WHERE IS IT.