my life is ruined because of these dumb idiots

do you ever just have to pause a dan and phil video and take a deep breath and hold your head in your hands because the immense feeling of love for them is just too overwhelming and it just hits you like a shitload of bricks in the heart and your gut is panging horribly and IT ACTUALLY HURTS and your throat clenches and your vision blurs and you just want to sob because they mean everything to you and you just realise how much you love them and its not necessarily the shipping but just the fact that they ARE SO FUCKING LUCKY TO HAVE EACH OTHER like damn I want a friendship like that when I’m older because I want a best friend who is the brightest star in my world and brings a 100 watt smile to my face whenever I look at them and that’s literally dan and phil because come on even if phan isn’t real you cannot deny that dan and phil love each other very very much and are very very dependent on each other and idk I’m really unstable because of this and I think I might have an aneurism if I don’t sort out my feels soon

Remus and Sirius sharing Remus’ bed in the dorms most nights

Sirius hogging the blanket and Remus getting exasperated but not really mad because he looks so cute all wrapped in the blanket like that.

Remus waking up slowly because he is not at all a morning person and he makes these annoyed groaning noises like do I have to go to class and Sirius is already awake and laying on his back and he’s just kind of smiling at the canopy w his arm tucked behind his head. On mornings when Remus really won’t get up he’ll kiss his neck soothingly because Remus is all about neck kisses

Remus and Sirius cuddling while they listen to Peter and James messing around in the bathroom, sharing little kisses and generally not wanting to leave the warmth of the bed.

James yelling at them not to miss breakfast again as he leaves the dorms, Peter telling them he’ll save them something if they don’t make it in time.

Sirius leaping out of bed as soon as the door closes and pulling Remus into the bathroom and they shower together and Remus is just so not in the mood to be awake and Sirius shampoos his hair for him and Remus is like “I want to die” but Sirius kisses him and hands him the soap

Sirius taking way too frickin long w his hair, standing in front of the mirror w no shirt on while he straightens it w his wand, Remus sitting on the closed toilet lid while they just chat and Remus getting impatient and saying something vaguely misogynistic in the spirit of the time like “I don’t think mcgonagall will accept the excuse that my girlfriend was taking too long doing her hair” and Sirius feigning offense but Remus can’t get too mad because Sirius’ chest is really pretty, I mean look at it, he can’t stay angry

Sirius and Remus smoothly sliding into Transfiguration just as class starts and there’s a plate of toast waiting on the table they always share, Sirius saying thank you through a full mouth, Remus smiling fondly at his dumb idiot nerd of a boyfriend

These two idiots are ruining my life