my life is better because of you

//smooches everybody tbh.

amayakatana  asked:

DD worker again. Fuck coworkers story. One of my coworkers said I was slow doing my job, but I'm going my max speed at the moment. It got me upset because I've been called slow all my life (you'd think I'd be used to it by now, but guess it became more of a trigger). After that, while she was at the register, she wouldn't let me touch her drinks (as she rung them up) let alone make them. She's been angry that I explain myself as well. Idk what to do, and I want to be able to work on better terms

Please stay strong!

So i got a devastating text from a few friends saying that one of my friend(hardly talk to him) attempted to commit suicide. According to my friends he’s currently in ICU and in a coma.

I honestly dont know what may have caused for him to try and take his life but a message to you all…

No matter how bad things get…its NOT worth it!

Life has its ups and downs, we all go through a crisis in our lifetime and its normal because we are experiencing life to the fullest. Yeah, problems occur because something happened but there is help out there! And that problem is only TEMPORARY and you keep your chin up it will get better! Trust me!

Thank you for those of you taking the time to read this!

Everyone take care and have a good night/day!

Progress using my #BBG program! @bbg.evie She says “Today I got size 10 jeans and it’s insane to think that two years ago I was in 18-20!! 🙈 my life has turned around since I started @kayla_itsines bikini body guides. I am such a happy and confident person now because of that. 🏃🏽‍♀️I have never felt better 69 weeks into her guides and 43 kilograms down!! 🏋🏽‍♀️ I recommend her guides to anyone and everyone because that girl on the left was drinking/smoking a lot, eating crap and did not exercise. I am the complete opposite now and after for the first time running 15 kilometres last weekend I know anything is possible! You can do it too!! If you’re thinking of starting a life style change, do it please just don’t give up, work through the sore muscles and push yourself outside of your comfort zone!! 😊💕” www.kaylaitsines.com/app #bbgprogress

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i find the unstated rules of language interesting
like, when a parent emails you and uses your first name and their full name, they show they aren’t sure to trust you with their child yet - you’re young, inexperienced
or, when a parent uses first names for you and them, they illustrate comfort and connection
but when they use their full name and add their titles at the bottom - in an email typically sent from their place of work - they are trying to show you they are serious, they are not to be messed with, and you had better prove quickly that you are acting in the best interest of their child because they are worried and ready to defend
sometimes that comes across aggressively, but i try to notice the momma-bear in them is just another version of the momma-bears i have in my life.  And we all need someone ready to be the grizzly protecting us. 

The Anchor// Bastille

This is one of my all time favourite songs and seeing it live was probably one of the highlights of…my life hahaha

I want to give a little shoutout to @badbastillepilots because she is honestly one of the nicest, most lovely, funny people I’ve ever met and she has an amazing blog which you should all follow! Hope you feel better soon <3 ~ Mia

Phan according to my family

Ok…. this is going to be a sort of rant. So, I was talking with my dad and I made a joke about not having a soul and his response was “Who told you that? Those two dumb idiots that you watch on the internet?!”
This obviously made me extremely disappointed in my father. I told him “Why would you ever say that?” And he said “Because they’re emo, gay, and dumb.”
Now, I understand that people can have different opinions about different things but he doesn’t know how much I actually love Dan and Phil.
What he doesn’t know is that they helped me out of my sadness and have made me feel at times better than he has. Also, I used to have suicidal thoughts and I don’t anymore because they showed me that life was wonderful and worth living.
These are a few things that I think make Dan and Phil some of the most important people in my life.
Also, they used to be emo but not anymore and if they were, who the heck cares!! If they were to be gay, that’s not bad. They are allowed to be whoever they want to be and homosexuality is not a sin. This offended me most considering I’m currently having issues with my sexuality and trying to figure out who I am. Finally… THEY ARE NOT DUMB!! Philip Michael Lester went to one of the best universities in England and they have taught me so many great things about life and how to overcome its obstacles.

So Dad…. you better respect Dan and Phil!!!

Feel free to share your opinion on this topic with me. It would be greatly appreciated if you did 😊😊

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(PREFACE: If you’re tagged, you don’t have to do it! It’s perfectly fine!! :3)

Tagged by both @commander-caribou and @zenxenophilia (tysm!!)

Rules: Tag 10 followers you want to know better

Name:  Leon.

Nickname: My real life friends call me either ‘Crags’ - because my face looks like a mountain - or ‘Worm’ - for reasons I don’t care to explain, I did get this one anon calling me Sparky, though! That’s a really nice name tbh.

Gender: Male

Sign: Sagittarius.

Height: 6′1″

Age: illegal

Sexual Orientation: Rainbow

Hogwarts House:  Ravenclaw

Favorite Color: Neon purple or hot pink… blease don’t judge me…

Time Right Now: 7:00

Average Hours of Sleep: Four

Lucky Number: 22

Last Google Search: “salvage rescue bots” because I love my son a lot.

Favorite Fictional Characters:  HNHGNGH Okay, whittling it down to a few; Garrus Vakarian, The Scavengers, Sera from Dragon Age, Lord Skull, Papyrus, Star Butterfly, Ana from Overwatch, Gregg Lee and Waspinator.

Blankets I Sleep with: On a general night, I sleep with one. But lately, the weather has been pretty down so I use two instead.

Favorite Bands/Artists: Okay, I’m going to try reaaaallly hard to limit this but I can’t guarantee anything: Clean Bandit, Daft Punk, Flume, Frank Ocean, Glass Animals, Gorillaz, HOME, Kaytranada, Kendrick Lamar, King Gizzard and The Lizard Wizard, Lorde, Japanese Wallpaper, Jess Glynne, San Cisco, Shura, Tash Sultana and Tkay Maidza.

Dream Trips: I really want to go back home to New Zealand… I want to see family again, you know? Plus, everything’s beautiful there. Other than that, I really want to visit New York, London and Calabria.

When did you make this Blog: I made it September when moving from my old account @nebulaeon but I only started to use it in February.

Follower Count: 188, somehow?

When did your Blog Reach it’s Peak: not gonna lie, it likely already has lmao

Why did you choose your URL: I got into the TF fandom and as a result, I wanted to change it for sake of i m m e r s i o n. All the canon URLs were naturally taken, so I settled with this one. (Although I was tempted with URLs like “shockwaves-tiddies” and “yiffsteeljaw” hmu if you want either)

I tag: @red-automaton-viii @chakramancerrr @terracottakitkatbar @smstransformers @amagurith @steamink @whatanerd88 @lesbian-nautica @carsassians  @thatonepinkdress900 @shockwaveprime and anyone else that wants to do it!!

casual reminder that i don’t hate men for the sake of it - i hate men because of my own sexual assault and trauma. it’s not fun for me. you may feel like you’re being generalised and it’s some form a sexism against you but i never asked for a grown ass man to take advantage of me. my life would be better if he hadn’t. i’m sorry that “good men” have to take responsibility for what “bad men” do but i don’t think that’s my problem

anonymous asked:

So I have a friend I fell in love with her and I've been hiding my feelings for her for almost 10 months I'm scared to tell her my feelings cause I don't wanna risk our friendship and so I'm here to ask for an advice and should I tell her or not???

in my opinion i say you should just go for it

i know this is so cliche but life is about taking risk and putting yourself out there im sure everything will go fine 

its better to just let it out then keeping those feelings bottled up because they will hurt you in the end more than they are right now 

just let her know if she really is a friend she would understand where your coming from (:

so good luck love 

The Three Different Types of Tumblr Blog Descriptions
  1. “This is my tumblr where I post things that I see and like. I mostly reblog posts but sometimes I make them. I blog about my interests, which are food, cute animals, text posts that have 100,000+ notes, [fandom], and pretty much anything else random haha. If I see a post that I like I will reblog it lol. If I see a post I do not like I will not reblog it. I don’t reblog posts I don’t see because I can’t reblog them since I didn’t see them so how would I reblog them. I blog about my interests. Here on tumblr, I blog about my interests. I use my blog as a blog (for blogging purposes). Sometimes my interests are random. Sorry not sorry but you will see a lot of [fandom]. [Fandom] is my LIFE okay I JUST HAVE SO MANY FEELS ABOUT IT”
  2. “[name] / [age] / [location] / [pronouns] / [sexuality] / [star sign] / links for mobile”
  3. “my name is tony and once I swallowed a bug”

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

this looks really bad but i trIED WH O OPS

 i wanted to animate thomas  really badly because like,, aghhghg 

HERE COMES SUMMER WITH AN EMOTION FILLED TEXT WHOOP 

hes a great person and all the times he’s said nice things about my art, its made me continue to draw, and since i started watching him everything in my life got so much better?? like wow aaagh ,,, recently he’s been saying suCH NICE THINGS about my art and it makes me so happy and makes me cry tbh because like,, he’s always there for everyone its so sWEET I CANT


so like,, thanks for lighting up my life, thomas 

everything you’ve done has helped me through so many dark times 

Because of you I joined a groupchat about you and it inspired me to make an actual Twitter account instead of a side one, and ever since all the people in the community have made me feel so welcome aaaaa


i’m gonna end this here because im ranting whoops,,, anyways i hope u like it ,, aa aa a @thatsthat24

Love Square Songs

Ladrien)

Romantic Marichat)

Platonic Marichat (Talking about their crushes, of course)

Adrienette)

Personal Ladynoir)

Just a thought that wouldn’t leave me at 4:00 in the morning.

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I have like twelve inappropriate jokes that I’m not gonna say. - Chris Evans

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dylan ‘frosted tips’ strome  →  for @megeggsalad ♡

I always thought that I didn’t deserve you, that I didn’t deserve anything that could be pure and good. Lately I’ve realized that maybe it’s the other way around. Maybe I do deserve you, because having you in my life is giving me a chance to change for the better.
—  animedawn 
Happy 17 Million Subs, Markiplier!

Happy 17 Million Subs, Markiplier!

@markiplier

Sorry for the late post. I wanted to post it when we hit 17 mil, but you know I’m shy about my art and also I slaved over this for two days please be gentle

This was a pretty fun one to work on. My health is the same as always, so straight lines are absolutely still not a thing I can do, but I’ve been trying to embrace the messier aesthetic and I’m really quite pleased with how these turned out. 

I know it still leaves a lot to be desired, but comparing it to similar things I have done in the past, like the 7 Million Sub art (which also has a dog) or the unholy mess that was the 8 Million Sub art (which I’m trying to give myself a pass on since I was at the hospital that day, but c’mon guys, that was bad) I am definitely improving. 

If you’ve followed me for a while, you’ll notice that my art and myself dropped right off the face of the planet for a year, almost two. I had no confidence in myself or in my work, and I let that take me away from what I love to do. It was Mark who brought me back into it. As I mentioned in this post, a lot of things changed for me after I watched the video where Mark talks about how he is excited for failure, because it helps him to grow. Directly after that, simply because one of my roommates put it in the queue on the Chromecast, I watched Mark’s Draw My Life. Although our circumstances are very different, I saw myself in him. I saw myself in the lost person who switched college majors all the time and didn’t know what he wanted. As weird as it sounds, that gave me some hope, which is something I desperately needed. If he can pull himself out, why can’t I?

So here’s the truth: I am in school for advertising, but what I really want is to be a writer. It’s my dream, and my passion is art. I quit both for a very long time, because I couldn’t accept the fact that my illnesses are chronic. I couldn’t accept that I will never “get better”, and that made me stop trying, because why live a broken life, anyway? But just because I’m fractured doesn’t mean I have no value. My brain thinks some terribly sad things, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t write beautiful ones. My hands may be unable to draw straight lines, but that doesn’t mean they can’t draw pretty ones. 

So thanks for helping me learn that, Mark. I know you’ll never see this, of course. I’m not delusional. But I’d much rather have a thank-you unheard than a thank-you unsaid, y’know?

So thank you. 

Because of you, I’m trying again.

~*~

As always, you can find these pieces of art on my Redbubble here. (x) (x) (x)

If you made it this far, thank you for reading my ramble. I know it’s irrelevant to you guys, but it helps knowing that I might not just be shouting into the void.

Dating Zach Dempsey would include...

Originally posted by void-obriens

Zach Dempsey x Reader

Requested: 

A/N: I thought It’s a really cool Idea to make a headcanon and then an example and I hope it’s okay for you… Enjoy!xx

MASTERLIST

You wanna request something?


  • Never ever ignore is messages after everything that happened

(Baby Boo)
Hey you wanna hang out at the diner? eating some fries and letting time pass by? (read 6:54 pm)

(Baby Boo)
I’m starting to get worried (send 7:03 pm)

(Baby Boo)
nvm what you doing, I’m coming over now (send 7:16 pm)

  • Height difference

“Is it normal that you are so small?”, Zach said while he used you as an armrest.

  • Zach’s late night texts because he cannot sleep

(Baby Boo)
Hey you up? (read 3:23 am)

(Me)
It’s 3 am, of course not. (read 3:24 am)

(Baby Boo)
LOL (send 3:24 am)

  • His parents dislike you because you are friends with Clay Jensen

“Why are you so sure that they hate you?”, Zach groaned as he heard you complain about his parents and unlocked the front door of his house. you rolled my eyes in annoyance and whispered loud enough:“Are you kidding me? The death glare that they are always giving me when they see me?”

  • Random presents during the day

“Are these roses for me?”, you smiled when your eyes caught the red roses on the backseat of his car.

  • You found out that he’s on the tapes

“You are an asshole, Dempsey.”, Tears started to rush down my cheeks, the school hallway was suddenly silent. “You don’t understand.”, he raspy voice filled my ears, just letting more tears escaping my eyes.

  • Being his winter dance date

Slow music played while everybody was quiet; enjoying the moment. His hands carefully curved your waist while your hands stroked his small hair on his neck. Your lips were locked with each others touch. This night was perfect.

  • Wearing his Letterman Jacket because it’s life

“Am I ever going to get my jacket back?”-”Never.”

  • “You look better with you Make-Up.”

Zach groaned annoyed when he saw that you were about to put foundation on your face, you just giggled and continued doing your Make-Up.

  • Trying to cheer you up whenever you are down

“Always when I was small I loved playing with spoons, and I always did something like that-”, Zach quickly grabbed a spoon from the kitchen sink and rubbed it clean, while letting his breath touch the cold metal. He laid the spoon on his nose carefully but failed awfully when the spoon fell instantly off his nose, but at least you laughed.

  • Him teaching you how to play basketball

“Damn you are too small for basketball..”, he laughed when the ball bounced away from you. “Ha-Ha!, you laugh sarcastic as you grabbed the ball away from him and tried to throw the ball in the basket and succeed.

  • Jamming together out to music in his car while a long drive

“Just stop your crying It’ll be alright.”, you both screamed your lungs out while Harry Styles’ voice filled the car with chills.

  • Cheering for his team they have a basketball match

Even though you never understand the sense in basketball, you knew when you have to cheer.

  • Playing video games at his house

“And- I won again!”,  you cheered as the last HP of Zach’s character lost it, he groaned annoyed and runs his hands through his messy hair; begging for revenge.

  • I love you’s

“I love you so so so so so so much.”, he mumbled against your ear and kissed it softly, letting a small smile crossing your lips; You loved it to hear those little “love you’s” and every time you heard them you instantly melted away.