If anyone knows what this is?
When I’m lonely I talk to imaginary people. There’s a whole story going on around me, I have multiple stories I use when I feel like it. There’s a story in the Star Trek universe, where I’m an engineer, that’s the most imahinery and unreal one. When I’m bored at school, I turn there and live an interesting life.
And sometimes I go a day or two without my stories, sometimes I meet my friends just before sleep. But when I’m really alone and lonely, that’s when the true story continues. It’s set in my life, it’s all reality except for the peolle I talk to.
I go running and my crush goes with me. We talk, we laugh together and I’m loved, he likes me. We talk about life, school, future, physicss. And we are so happy.
When I’m very lonely and alone, we’re together very often, all the time. But sometimes I feel like having a breakfast with a few men I know. And sometimes there are people who comment my life. Like in a TV show. They say what I’m doing and they like me and admire me.
And I can’t really influence it. They just pop up next to me. I know they’re not real, but just for a while, they are.
Does that happen to you too? What is it? I’m kinda confused…