my life in sound

anonymous asked:

aww I'm one of the people who think blushing is so cute. i bet you're adorable when you blush! i know it's always so cute in fanfics

It’s really one of those things that seems cute in fics (even I’m guilty for liking it in otp settings) but the reality is hell for the people who do it. There’s nothing more embarrassing than feeling your face start to do that tell-tale flush and seeing someone make that stupid smile and you can literally see the words before they say them. “Oh my god, you’re blushing so hard!” And then you want to die lol. 

sappy post time! i don’t have a header because i can’t make gifs and even if i could i wouldn’t know what to title it. 

anyways! today is the day a year ago that i officially started dds2 and was introduced to frank castle. sounds cheesy but i can honestly say my life changed when frank walked down that hall in the hospital. i KNEW i was going to like this character and i hadn’t even seen his face. within a few hours i quickly fell in love with frank and now a year later i consider him my favorite fictional character ever. 

not too long after my love for frank happened, my love for jon started and still hasn’t faded. he means more to me than i could ever express. he’s without a doubt my favorite actor. i could go on but i’ll spare you (you follow my blog you know i get about jon)

i just never thought this would happen. remember when i used to hate shane? and i mean HATE. i never thought i would grow to LOVE that character. and i really do love him. i really do. i deeply regret my blind hatred. but it’s more than just shane. jon has played some amazing characters and been in some great movies. he’s a joy to watch. (shout out to joe teague my sweet boy)

but i said all that to say, this brings me to yall. all the amazing people i’ve met because we needed to yell about frank. 

special shout out to these lovelies: @kteague, @padmeahmidalas, @jameshcwlett, @quicksiluers, @straysd0ntsleep, @lorigrimes, @allmyfuckingobsessions, @thekastlediaries, @laura–howlett, @lawofaverages, @terrifiesthem, @lawofavgs 

shout out to frank for bringing us together ;)

there are so many more of you who are my mutuals who i didn’t mention (i love all of you!! like you don’t even know!) yall have become some of my closest friends. and even those of you who aren’t my mutuals, i’m still so grateful you’ve had a presence in my life (forgive me i’m just really terrible at following ppl back). and for those of you who i don’t know!  i’ve gotten dozens of anons over the last year. heacanons and sweet messages and support. yall are fantastic. some of yall i may not have even spoken to, but i’m glad you all decided to follow my little blog. i’m so so grateful for all of you. 

i’ve been through quite a journey! from frank to jon to all these wonderful characters he’s played. bless yall for sticking with me to watch my love for jon grow and my constant crying and rambling about him. yall rock. 

thank you for all the love. here’s to another year of frank castle yall!

oh ms believer (3d audio)
twenty one pilots
oh ms believer (3d audio)

oh ms believer (3D audio) // twenty one pilots

to listen properly:

-put on headphones

-close your eyes


what is 3D audio?

3D audio effects are a group of sound effects that manipulate the sound produced by stereo speakers, surround-sound speakers, speaker-arrays, or headphones. this frequently involves the virtual placement of sound sources anywhere in three-dimensional space, including behind, above or below the listener.

listen to the original (x)


3 minutes of the most beautiful sound on earth

things that fuck me up:

-soccer calum
-curly haired calum
-buzz cut calum
-stage calum
-snapback calum
-beanie calum
-trucker hat calum
-calums solo is story of another us
-calums solo in jbh
-when calum sings “kissin at the stop signs darlin!!!!!!!!!!” in lwh
-calums teeth
-calums arms
-calums legs
-calum in gym shorts
-calum smiling
-calums veins
-calums jaw
-calums note change in beside you when they perform it live
-calums harmony in out of my limit
-calums high note in voodoo doll
-calums motherfucking verse in vapor
-calum in vans
-calum in that drop dead shirt
-calum breathing
-calum sWEAting
-calum swearing
-calum smirking
-calum w dogs
-calum w cats


I think that it is very important if you know what you want, understand where you are heading towards, and try your best to get it. It is only when we use our hearts to do it, and fall in love with what we are doing, then can we really get real determination.

🌟old movies renamed🌟
  • <b> rear window: the boy who cried murder<p/><b>an american in paris:</b> i guess we should add some singing to all of these dance numbers<p/><b>the philadelphia story:</b> i want you back, i want you back🎵<p/><b>how to steal a million:</b> gullibility and sarcasm fall in love and steal a dinky statue<p/><b>cabaret:</b> drag and scandalous dances in WWII<p/><b>the sound of music:</b> where a kid can be a kid (and fucking sing like a normal child)<p/><b>bringing up baby:</b> can we keep him? please?<p/><b>seven brides for seven brothers:</b> abduction cause its romantic<p/><b>singing in the rain:</b> good morning🍊🎵there are 16 oranges in every tropicana pure premiu-<p/><b>it's a wonderful life:</b> a cute old man fixes jimmy stewart's many problems<p/><b>the shop around the corner:</b> we're better staying pen pals than actually dating<p/><b>breakfast at tiffany's:</b> she's lowkey a psycho but it's all about love and cats anyway<p/><b>roman holiday:</b> tomboy princess takes a day off and then has to face reality again<p/><b>star!:</b> gertie get your shit together<p/><b>my fair lady:</b> men are snobs and the english have a social system based on speech<p/><b>sabrina:</b> you got hurt and couldn't go on dates with me so i dated your brother instead<p/><b>thoroughly modern millie:</b> everyone is extra and there are white people who play asian people and horrible sex trafficking but it's okay because carol channing<p/><b>west side story:</b> why the fuck do you love him after he literally murdered your brother oh well he died so who cares anyway<p/><b>harvey:</b> polite and innocent man is a bit loopy so everyone tries to lock him up<p/><b>gone with the wind:</b> you don't love me?!?! but you gotta, i guess i'll marry all of the south to make you jealous<p/><b>casablanca:</b> paris and kids being looked at<p/><b>the african queen:</b> oh we almost died but we didn't so let's kiss and build a torpedo from scratch<p/><b>on golden pond:</b> where everyone won best actor/actress and 74 year old katharine hepburn did her own fucking stunts<p/><b>annie get your gun:</b> frank butler is a fucking selfish wienie<p/><b>lawrence of arabia:</b> nice, noble man goes crazy over the course of 4 hours<p/><b>the wizard of oz:</b> everything magical and good in the world is a hoax, kids<p/><b>cinderella:</b> cinderelly, cinderelly, we're woodland creatures providing comical pastime<p/><b>snow white:</b> practice makes perfect, disney, because this movie was on drugs<p/><b>sleeping beauty:</b> let's take a story about rape and make it for kids but then add unrealistic body types<p/><b>gold finger:</b> look it's the german villain from chitty chitty bang bang in a bond movie<p/><b>chitty chitty bang bang:</b> this movie was also on drugs but it's still great<p/><b>funny face:</b> audrey and fred in france<p/><b>🌟i love all these movies so much so don't get your panties in a wad it's a joke:</b> <p/></p>

anonymous asked:

Are you nonbinary?

yes I am genderfluid, been since forever but I really didn’t know genderfluidity was a thing until like 2011, so it took me a long long time to understand what the actual heck was going on

(also I’m pan if anyone cares)