my life at speed

i’m so sad because there are so many amazing groups that are being slept on right now, y’all let me take u on a journey

  • ok you like groups that make u wanna go hard as fuck??? then listen to 24K
  • even their cute songs have a dope ass beat
  • speaking of damn good beats BIGFLO have a lot of um they get u so pumped and ready 2 go
  • boy groups that can go from cute to deadly in 0.003 seconds?? then high4 are the ones for you
  • groups that have hella dope dance moves, acrobatics and r just complete dorks then hop onto the SPEED train for a life of tears and joy
  • i know u want the weirdest kids that walk this planet that make damn catchy tunes
  • will also love you with everything they have because that’s what MYNAME do
  • OH! and you want to write fanfic about them? no need my lovely, they do it themselves
  • u want there to be instrument playing and beautiful vocals? give Royal Pirates a listen
  • some good head boppin tunes, great rapping and infectious ass dance moves then pls love Cross Gene
  • they also got them intimidating looking members that are actually the biggest fluffballs u know what i mean
  • groups that go hard but also wanna stab u in the feels? u deffo for N.Flying
  • absolute losers that just want to have fun? heck they danced with animated penguins 
  • that’s right u guessed it.. UNIQ
  • oh ok so u want more of a hip hop feel rather than a cute boy group??
  • or maybe not bc they are the dorkiest, shyest lil babies ever. love madtown
  • i don’t even know how to describe hotshot they actually leave me a lil bit speechless they r just so good u will deffo not regret this decision
  • also body rolls for days i tell ya
  • Snuper are those mad dorks that u will fall in love with in all of 2 seconds, good luck
  • did u hear face off by A6P?? just listen to it u will be jamming for weeks
  • and the concept was so good
  • pls come back babies i miss u
  • B.I.G just give off a vibe that make u love them, take these losers in as ur own they r ur children now also all their songs are SO catchy
  • not to mention the hit song hello that will always have a special place in my heart
  • r cute girl groups ur weakness?? because my dear u will love Laboum
  • what about a group that work with whatever sound they take? also got some hot vocals and some nice beats to get u up or just to chill and jam to whatever u feelin BIGSTAR got it
  • i also just wanted to include hot boy because it’s the song of the century ok
  • boys republic just put so much into making some good tunes and some damn amazing mv’s like that shit is just so nice to look at i cannot recommend them enough i’m !!!!!!!!
  • M Crown??? That’s all i should have to say really just go listen to them
  • cute but not so cute boy groups? u feel me? also some good dancers and can work them hips oh my god i got u covered with halo
  • speaking of dancing if u into that then check out romeo plus they’re just so fun sounding and such a feel good listen !!!!
  • ok so back to the girl groups, u want a bit more after the cuteness. my friends, sonamoo are waiting for you 
  • what about the biggest dorks on this planet?? no i’m serious
  • i mean sure there is some questionable styling choices but u won’t even care when you listen to topp dogg because DAMN
  • also throw back to when they got brazilian waxes because i feel the world needs this trust me ok
  • the sweetest group to walk this god damn earth (also the dork level is pretty high) but hella pushed aside by their company
  • but still make absolute bangers from cute to sexy u got it all
  • why r boyfriend still not loved???
  • and finally, the ones most of you will know
  • stop
  • ignoring
  • infinite
  • dammit

ok i think i’m done, pls add more because there’s so many good groups out there that i want to know about too 

Dear all forgotten “I love you"s
 Let me tuck you into bed for the last time 
Three words that used to have meanings 
Whispered before dawn, between twilights, 
behind sheets, above intertwined skin and breath 
I’ll tell you stories how you used to move my life 
From the void into speeding my heartbeat 
I never saw you again after he replaced you with so many “I’ll never leave you” “You’re the best thing that ever happen in my life” “But I’m busy” “You suffocate me” “I’m tired of this and you”
And finally “I’m sorry”
Let me tuck you into bed for the last time dear all of the broken promises in a bucketful of empty words 
One day I’ll wake you up when you’re ready 
Maybe in another language 
Maybe in another world 
But once I put you on a silver plate, 
please remember that I still worship your meaning beyond any other words
And I’ll spill you only for someone holy too

Carrie Fisher was a childhood icon of mine, as a young kid all I cared about in Star Wars was Princess Leia, she was the bravest, most awesome character in the whole series for me.

As an adult, she became a different kind of icon for me, her bravery and awesomeness took on a new tone, as someone who has struggled with mental illness and who has wanted more women to tell people to fuck off if they demand too much from them.

She was a survivor, she was supposed to pull through this, this hell year wasn’t supposed to take her from us.  But it did and we’re all the poorer for it, but I wouldn’t trade having been a fan of hers for anything, she was funny and brash and open about her problems and charming as hell.  She was one of the rare people to make it from “light of my childhood” to “light of my adult life”.

I’ll miss her so much.  God speed to whatever’s after this life and I hope she finds peace there.

Still life of my current desk situation.

Just trying to get back into digital painting. It’s been so long since I’ve used my personal computer, it’s developed a serious layer of dust! Man! Going to try to paint something everyday for a while now though!

Oh, and bonus points if you recognize the book in the background ;]

  • <p> <b>someone:</b> whatcha doin'?<p/><b>me, with five roleplays open, writing fanfiction and reblogging posts about my ships at the speed of light:</b> thinking...about...real life things....<p/></p>

A pig head and death threats were sent to the mosque prior to the mass shooting there that killed 5 Muslim people and left so many others injured. People just laughed it off and forgot about it. They were just praying, in their own place of worship, parents with their children…what in the world did we ever do to be treated as animals for a slaughter? This hatred towards Muslim people has been growing and growing at such an intensely frightening speed that I’m scared for my life when I walk at night. This idea that people think it’s okay to consider all Muslims as monsters, to generalize a population of over 1 billion people. Who let it get this far? Each one of you who waved away the fear Muslim people felt …who turned a blind eye to discrimination…who stood by and said nothing when the word Islam itself was turned into a synonym for violence and hatred by twisted media and ugly racist Islamophobes. This happened because the mentality of us against them was allowed to grow and Muslims were portrayed again and again as less than human until no one said anything against it and tit was accepted as the norm….this is why this is happening and I’m terrified. 

What’s worse is that these shooters will probably be excused with the old “he wasn’t in the right mind” and their ethnicity and religion will never be made to apologize for their crimes. Not like we’ve had to do.