my last post for the day;;

This is going to sound really unpopular but Miz is correct he did defend that IC title every week.. Naomi had to give the title up.. Dean last defended the title at the preshow at WM and that was days ago.. I’m a fan of Dean but he’s not a defending champion.. Let’s not forget he held the US title for over 400 days without defending it.. that’s creative fault but Miz is correct Dean is not a fighting champion

and before any Dean fans try come at me in my post I do blame creative

coming from a small company who barely had anything to becoming this big and successful. from having fansigns with 200 fans to having sold out concerts here in the us. from wearing fake brands to wearing real designed expensive clothing/accessories. from working their fucking asses off sacrificing part of their physical/mental health day and night to reach where they are now . it’s just so fucking amazing and impressive like they really did that it’s literally crazy. coming from a stan that watched them grow since debut like i can really see it, they really grew A LOT. i remember when the fandom was really that small and when i look at bts now and its just wow… i dont even know how to describe it myself imagine how they themselves are feeling right now. their hard work truly paid off im literally so so proud of them idk how to put it in any other words. 

I lost the post I read where it said something really interesting about Libras: that we think every interaction with someone is like our last and that’s the interaction that person will base their feelings towards us on. I think that’s why Libras try to be so polite and charming all the time – it’s because if we’re rude once or even not AS charming then that person will think negatively of us.

At least for me, when with people I don’t see every single day I usually am very polite and sweet. Even with my professors, family friends, and relatives I try to be as Libra™ as possible. One awkward or disappointing action between us, and I start worrying that they hate me and they’ll never think highly of me again.

It’s different with my immediate family who I see everyday. I’m a lot more of my mars and venus around them. I’m much more blunt, outspoken, and critical. And I think it’s because I see them so often I know they can’t judge me on that one interaction.

Strange… any thoughts?

I guess what surprises me so much about this “hiatus” and the venture into the brave new world of solo 1D is the jealousy???

I’ll make no bones about the fact that Louis and Harry are my faves, and so I will probably cheer the loudest for them, but all of them are still our boys, you know? You’re not required to like what they do or the answers they give or how they dress, but why treat one poorly for the sake of another?

Bitterness, jealousy, hatred, these things do not make you a better fan, and they definitely don’t make you a better person. I have no qualms with anyone supporting their fave, what I think is terrible are the people who do it at the expense of someone else.

I came back from my Kendo training, bloody right foot and right elbow crushed too many times against other people’s armour during tai-atari close encounters… I’m limping and I’m in a daze and the natural drugs in my body made me mistake the last lights of this day for the ones of the next dawn.

I feel full of energy though famished. So I get home and cook myself some tikka masala chicken and after that midnight meal, I sit at my desk, maybe to paint some space elves and I discover this:

So now this blog has only one goal : pour out cool minis, as fast as I possibly can (which will be slow), post my fluff like I’ve always done, and contribute to calling out abuse when necessary (while steering away from unnecessary discourse if possible). Let’s paint!

The Choice - A Gang Imagine

A/N: I combined a couple requests to make this one! Also, starting soon I will only post every other day on this account because I want to post writing on my Guns N’ Roses blog as well! If you’re a Guns N’ Roses fan, follow @appetiteforgnrimagines

Word Count: 292

Warnings: Sex mention, STD mention

Pairing: It’s up to you ;) 

I cringe at the sound of a slap that emits from the kitchen. Two-Bit, Dally, and Ponyboy have been fighting for the last half hour over who gets to take me out and, ultimately, be my boyfriend. I was flattered at first but soon realized that it could tear apart their friendship or make them all hate me.

“You wouldn’t ever take her out! You’re always in jail!” Ponyboy argues, sounding surprisingly confident talking back to Dallas Winston.

“You’d just want to read her stupid poems,” Dally scoffs. “And Two-Bit would make her do some weird Mickey Mouse roleplay in bed. Sorry, Two-Bit, but chicks won’t dig calling you Mickey and wearing mouse ears while you hit it from behind.”

There’s a loud thud and I’m pretty sure that it’s Dally that I hear a groan come from. “How would you know what chicks dig? I’m pretty sure you haven’t done half the girls you claim to.” Two-Bit snaps.

“I’ve done plenty of girls, Mouse Boy.”

“Then you probably have STDs,” Ponyboy interjects.

Unable to sit and listen to this any longer, I stand up and walk into the kitchen. “All three of you, sit.” They all start arguing, of course. “I said sit! Or I’m leaving and none of you are going to go out with.”

That shuts them up nice and quick.

“I know I have to make a choice. Obviously, I don’t want to because two of you get hurt.” Taking a deep breath, I look down. “Two-Bit, you’re funny and kind. Dallas, you’re loyal and tough. Ponyboy, you’re smart and creative. I love you all, but I choose…”

fruk-de-lys  asked:

Hello ;) First of all I wanted to say that I love your blog ! Thanks to you , I can discover new theories about the recent chapters. And it helps me a lot to understand what's happening to be honest xD The last chapter is so confusing after all ! Anyway, I saw recently a post on your blog with a Sbeastian gifset. And my attention was caught by this sentence : "Yes, my lord. I devote my entire being to you. Until the day… that lies become truth.” (1)

And I couldn’t helpt bu think that there’s a link, a connection with the recent chapter because of Ciel’s last question as he wanted to be sure that Sebastian can’t lie to him. I couldn’t help but think that maybe Sebastian is iding something from Ciel concerning the day when the contract has been sealed… I agree that he said that because of Ciel’s lie about Snake’s friends… But I think he was hinting to something more than that … And if it’s the case, given the sentence… (2)

Well it doesn’t sound like a good thing for our Ciel :/ Because Sebastian clearly stated that he’ll serve him until lies become truths… And it seems like the truth about the first day of the contract will be revealed soon. There will be a lot of problems and shocking revelations if the 2CT is confirmed … But I wonder what will happen to the relationship between Ciel and Sebastian. After all, even if he can’t technically lie, he can certainly hide facts without any problem. (3)

( We could have seen it during one of the recent chapters too. Sebastian seemed to hide an important information about Elizabeth to Ciel … He was about to reveal it to him but he finally chose to keep it for him)…Anyway, i’m probably wrong and I’m probably extrapolating too much xD. But I would love to hear your opinion about it ;) Have a nice day ;) (4)

Hi. :) Thanks for your nice words. <3 I’m really glad that you like my blog. ^^

Ah yes, that sentence from Sebastian in the Murder arc… I’m pretty sure he’s referring to Ciel’s words earlier here:

And this definitely feels like it could be a hint for the 2CT. If this theory is true, our Ciel has built a new life for himself based on lies. And since he has stuck to the lie about his true identity it has nearly become truth (he has the title as Earl, everyone around him thinks he’s the real Ciel, even his personality may have been adapted to the real Ciel’s,…).

While Ciel is talking about a lie becoming truth in the sense that no one will be able to tell that it’s actually a lie anymore, Sebastian could have meant something else by his words…

I kinda have three different ideas for what Sebastian could have meant:

1) Maybe he means here that one day the real truth will come out and Ciel’s lies will be revealed. And that might be the day their contract ends. (Of course, the contract states that it will end once Ciel’s revenge is fulfilled but maybe the revelation of Ciel’s lies and the fulfillment of his revenge are connected.) And maybe in this case this is already foreshadowing that Ciel’s lies will be revealed soon…

2) Lies can never be truth, so maybe this is Sebastian’s way to say he’ll forever be in Ciel’s service? (Or at least as long as Ciel is alive.)

3) Sebastian always says that he doesn’t tell lies. But if lies become truth he could technically say them, right? So his words could mean something like he’s Ciel’s servant until he can lie again? And since their contract says that Sebastian cannot lie that will only be the case after the contract is completed. Or maybe the fulfillment of the contract will cause a ‘lie’ to become ‘truth’ (whatever that may be) or something like that?

Anyway, until now Sebastian isn’t allowed to tell lies but yes, he can hide the truth from Ciel which he has done several times before. So it’s possible that he hasn’t told Ciel something that may have happened on the day their contract was formed. And this may be connected to the 2CT and the possibility of the twin being ‘alive’. Maybe that’s what Ciel has realized at the end of the current chapter which caused his terrified reaction.

If the 2CT is true, I think Sebastian knows this, so I don’t think the revelation would change anything for their contract. But it will definitely change a lot for our Ciel and the people he has lied to all this time. And the life he has built and which is like a protective shield for him would crumble down.

Have a nice day, as well! :)

penance

ao3


“Those bruises on your neck,” Sam starts, a few days after Steve breaks them out of prison.

“It’s nothing,” says Steve, firm, final, a clear order: back off.

“That serum makes you heal faster than normal,” Sam continues anyway. “So to leave a lasting mark like that, I figure you’ve gotta be getting the same injury daily. Or nightly?” He looks at Steve significantly.

“Forget it,” says Steve in the same tone of finality.

“Hey man, I’m not judging,” says Sam. “As long as you’re staying safe, whatever gets you–”

“It’s not like that,” Steve interrupts, flushing slightly. “We’re not– Bucky has nightmares.”

Sam presses his lips together and gives a noncommittal hum leaning toward disapproval.

“He just doesn’t always wake up right away,” says Steve, a little defensively.

Keep reading

Peaceful

Word Count: 522

Pairing: Tony Stark x Reader

Warnings: FLUFF 

Requested: No

Author’s Note: Sorry for not posting! I had Prom, my mom’s birthday, and mother’s day two weeks ago. And this last week (end of the school year yayyy or well two more weeks) I had a bunch of test/projects to do. I didn’t have time to look at requests so I at least wanted to post something! Enjoy the dabble! Also I am working on Masked (it’s coming I promise!)

Masterlist


Originally posted by zarb

Waves softly crashed onto the beach as Tony ran his fingers through your hair. The two of you were swinging on a hammock watching the sun set into the horizon. He was grateful that you managed to convince him to take a vacation because he needed it more than ever.

“I told you we needed this,” You hummed in content snuggling into his chest.

“You were right,” Tony responded.

He watched you raised your head up slightly with a smirk on your face. “I’m sorry did you just say I was right? I never thought I see the day.”

“Aren’t you so funny.”

You giggled into his chest happily before letting out a small yawn. Raising an eyebrow, Tony returned to playing with your hair as you sighed with delight. He knew too well how much you loved people playing with your hair. It was almost a weakness in some cases - unless you were too stubborn to give in.

“You know,” Tony began before hearing soft snores coming from you. “Never mind then,” He chuckled quietly not wanting to wake you up.  

Putting one foot in the sand, he began rocking the hammock in hopes that you would stay asleep. You needed the sleep anyway, you two just got off of a two-week long mission and the two of you definitely didn’t get the rest you needed. It was only second to last day of the mission when you suggested that both of you should take some time off and he couldn’t agree more.

Tony doesn’t remember the last time he actually had a proper vacation but he definitely knew it’s been a long time. The two of you just got here and already he felt calm. For the first time in forever, he felt an inner peace he lost all those years ago and that was thanks to you. You helped him build himself back up again and make peace with his demons. He barely had panic attacks anymore and he honestly felt like a much happier person.

Keeping the hammock rocking, he kissed the top of your head as you mindlessly buried your head in the crook of his neck. Smirking as you mumbled to yourself before snoring once more, he kissed your forehead. Waiting a few moments until he knew you were fully asleep, Tony grabbed a small box out of his pocket. Flipping the box open, he stared at the ring he had gotten months ago in secret.

At first, he didn’t know when he was going to pop the question, a part of him worried you would say no. After a long mission of close calls, he knew, that he needed to ask you when he had the chance. But he wasn’t going to ask you now, you looked so peaceful in your slumber that he didn’t want to disturb you. So instead, Tony put the ring back in his pocket and listened to your steady breathing. Now all he could do was hope that when you both returned from your little getaway, that you would have that ring sitting on your finger.

And you eventually did.


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Brain dump - long post, scroll by if needed.

So today I called out. Mental health day. My brain is in fried mode. Thoughts are racing and the depression is making itself a come back right now. Thankfully over the years I’ve learned to deal with this without physically harming myself anymore. Though it’s funny because even at 31 I still feel that pull when things get too much in my head. To the point where I can see and feel all the ways I’ve done it.

Last night I couldn’t sleep. My eyes kept flinging back open like a cartoon character. I was restless and moody. I wanted to talk to people, I wanted to be alone. I wanted to scream and cry and rage, but the emotions for those were not within my reach.

Those messages that guy sent didn’t even make me feel anything. I can feel mood shifts too easily and I pulled myself away from feelings over a week ago. He poured it on thick and pursued hard and kept telling me I was perfect for him and blah blah. Then after knowing me again for over a month, realized wow she’s human, and began changing, I felt it and turned everything off before I could really fall. You pined for me and fantasized for 10 years. Obviously reality is going to be different, keep hoping for your manic pixie dream girl, because as you said you want a “showcase girl”. And that ain’t ever gonna be me.

I think I’m gonna go back to bed for a bit, then buy myself a bath bomb and do some retail therapy. And this afternoon maybe take a bath, drink a glass of wine, exfoliate, moisturize, deep condition my hair, do a face mask and maybe spend some time making something delicious. And just sit and actually savor the whole experience.

So Here's the Thing: Enough Is Enough.

I had a whole post drafted up to address everything that’s happened since last night. I’ve spent all day trying to get myself calm enough to finish it so I didn’t step outta my character and really say some foul shit.

But you know what?

She’s not even worth any more of my time or thoughts. She’s had her 20 hours of my attention. Not a second more will be spent on it. She did more damage to herself and to others than I could have done. And that in itself is justice enough.

Thank you to everyone who has sent us sweet and encouraging messages throughout the day. Thank you to each of you for helping us spread awareness about this issue. Thank you for all of you standing by us and supporting us. Thank you for being here for us and providing some of the greatest clapbacks we’ve had the pleasure of seeing. Y'all had me rolling when I felt like crying and gasping for air from laughter when I felt like breaking down from pain and anger.

But most importantly, thank you to the other admins (and honorary admin Syn) and Kia ( @pocinamedia ) for being such a solidified source of love, taking my mind off things, gassing me up when I was venting, and just being the amazing people y'all are. Genuinely, I love each and every one of you. 💚💚

So with all that being said: Y'all the shit and I fucks heavy with you. ✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽

–Lily😘

“It’s too soo” stop

Too soon compared to what? All the other couples who have survived; alien gun shots, disappearing alien sisters, traumatic valentine’s day mishaps, dads who have joined the dark side, and sadistic near death kidnappings and only grown more solid for everything they’ve gone through? It’s a tv show.

Or maybe I just feel this way because realistic if the last thing I want television to be.

For fucks sake, Alex said please.

anonymous asked:

what do you mean Newsies Live?! i didn't know this was happening!

Last September they filmed Newsies with the OBC and then it was in movie theaters for about 4 days in February. Tonight at midnight, they’re releasing it to the public to purchase. Look back in my blog and you’ll find a few posts with links if you’re interested :D

Hi guys, 

I’m sorry I’ve not been posting much or indeed writing much over the last few days.

Unfortunately, last week my sweet old dog started to take a turn for the worse and these last few days has been spent caring for her and making sure she gets all of her favourite treats one last time. 

Tomorrow, the vet is coming to help her take her final journey and I’m a little bit heartbroken at the idea of losing her.
There’s no easy way to say goodbye, and you always want them to pass peacefully in their sleep, so you don’t ever have to make that decision.  

When the vet came last week, we had one last ditch attempt to improve her quality of life, knowing it was a long shot. 
It didn’t pay off and now there’s only one thing left to do. 

Although it’s never easy, she had enjoyed her twelve years. She has been utterly joyful, sweet, good natured and a wonderful companion. 
We could not have wanted a better dog in our lives. 

There will be no replacement for her, once she has gone. All the bits we’ve got are going to a friend for her dog- nothing much, just some toys and a little left over food. I had been adopting a dog for a while, but stopped when we ended up actually adopting a stray cat but I think that once my lovely dog has gone, I’ll look for a new dog friend to help. 

So yeah, that’s why I’ve not been writing- I’m a little too sad to concentrate on it right now but I’ll be back soon. 

-MisterSpock

anonymous asked:

whatever happens, i feel the fandom will write a lot more fic during this hiatus than we did last year <3

I don’t think it’s a spoiler to say THAT THERE WILL BE SO MUCH BEAUTIFUL FANFICTION TRUST ME

A few of my friends and I may start a blog called thebellarkebook after the finale airs to post a small ficlet every day of hiatus. It’ll make sense later. @youovercomeit

I’m low key proud of how much I’ve grown this past year. I take pictures of my whole face, not just half, and I’ve started actually smiling in photos I’ve taken in the past couple months. I put my hair up, I have days where I don’t wear makeup, and I buy whatever clothes I feel happy in. I don’t cover my mouth as much when I laugh, I take pictures in my glasses a lot of the time. I stick up for myself when people harass me or my friends, and I post covers or writing way more often without doubting myself as much as I used to. I’m happy for me, and all the progress I’ve made since I was a broken shell of a human last year. I’m still not 100% and I have bad days. I have anxiety attacks and days when I can’t get out of bed and paranoia, but I’m alive. I’m so much more than I was last year because in spite of my pain, I’ve started opening up more and allowing myself to live. And I’m pretty damn proud of myself.

Maybe a few of you have noticed, that I haven’t post any Renner stuff during the last days/weeks.

Well, the truth is, I’m not a fan of him anymore. I can’t exactly tell you why. Because I don’t know it. I can’t explain. And it confuses me, because it happend so fast.

I see all the new pictures and interviews from Cannes and  I realise I’m not interested at all. I don’t care.

I was a fan for over 10 years. I own all his movies, I’ve read/seen tons of interviews, I’ve saved tons of photos. He was an important part of my life. He was my muse, my inspiration, a role model. And yes, I was a little in love with him.

But now, everything is over. On one hand I feel empty, I feel sad. But on the other hand, I feel lucky and free.

But I also feel sorry, because I know, I dissapoint all the people who are following me for the Renner stuff. I really appriciate all your love and support and I hope you stay with me. I won’t stop posting Hawkeye/Clint stuff, that’s for sure. Because I love Hawkeye/Clint. And I will rebblog my old Renner stuff from time to time, I guess.

Thank you for reading.

I wish you all a wonderful day/week.

-Eve-

When you’ve spent the last four days in paradise with no cell service… HEAVEN!!!

I didn’t miss anything did I? 😂😂😂😂

Would like to thank my girls for sending me all the tweets, posts, videos and messages… you literally crashed my phone when I turned it back on! Looking forward to scrolling through all the goodies!

Was tagged earlier by @war-against-my-weight for a selfie. Have been trying to post for awhile but Tumblr keeps eating them.
Talk about some shine off that skull.
Hope everyone’s Monday was good. Last day of the long weekend back to work tomorrow. I got too much sun this weekend.
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