my heart will sing

anonymous asked:

Aaa ;;3;; Is it okay to draw a fan art of your fanfics?? If you don't mind of course ;w;They are so good i read them like bedtime stories haha!!

YES!!!! OF COURSE!!!!! LIKE AGSGDGSHAJA I WOULD BE SUPER DUPER HAPPY IF YOU WOULD TO BE HONEST!!!

Just tag me so I can see it and I’ll save it in my folder of special fanarts that give me reasons to live :’)

why am I so afraid to sing and make music? I am so afraid to let loose and record messy scratches and stay up all night trying to mix my messes and overcome hurdles in Logic. I have a 9-5 with weekends off there is no excuse I haven’t recorded an EP by now. My mind is full of stories and I know I could make them songs but I’m terrified.

I don’t know where to begin. I’m so blinded by my current shortcomings that I am afraid to start from nothing and slowly get better. I am afraid of sounding like a fool and messing up and recording takes hundreds of times where everyone in this house can hear my mistakes.

But I know it’s in me. I feel it. My heart aches with songs I want to sing and my voice suffers from not using it to the fullest extent of my ability even if there are techniques I still need to perfect and even if I don’t sound like some studio singer.

I am afraid of not being as good as so-and-so, afraid of the work I will put into projects that might get heard by only 10 people. And it sounds ridiculous and maybe pretentious, but I sometimes wonder if I did step out, if the right person heard it, if there were somehow an audience…I’m afraid of fame. I’m afraid I’ll never be heard, yet afraid of being discovered.

Writing and singing, I know, are the things that bring me the most joy, the things I find my fire and passion ignited by; what gives me life and makes me happy if even for a fleeting moment. I find more satisfaction in singing and writing long-winded tales than I will ever find in saving a bunch of money or driving a new car.

So what am I doing with my life?

What’s stopping me?

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Daishou scribbles cause he was there for, like, half a panel and I got excite

Evermore is the most gorgeous song that rips your heart out and makes you feel all the FEELS!!

- Josh Groban’s version is absolutely wonderful 

- I literally can’t comprehend how he stole an angels voice and made it even better 

- You can really appreciate the depth and strength of his voice like damn 

- I get Phantom of the Opera vibes and can totally see the song in both 

- Thank you my enchanting siren 

BUT HEAR DAN STEVENS VERSION WITNESS OUR BEAST SING 

- This one literally makes me clench my heart in pain 

- At the end of the song I’m on the verge of tears 

- You can truly feel how much she has affected him and he can never let her go inside his heart 

- But he does because he is selfless as fuck and wants her happiness before anyone’s 

- It just has so much emotion especially the last lyrics like I’m bawling just writing this 

- Forever in love with you my Beauty 

- READ THESE DAMN LYRICS AND LISTEN TO THE SONG SO YOU CAN FEEL YOUR HEART BREAK!  

I was the one who had it all
I was the master of my fate
I never needed anybody in my life
I learned the truth too late


I’ll never shake away the pain
I close my eyes but she’s still there
I let her steal into my melancholy heart
It’s more than I can bear


Now I know she’ll never leave me
Even as she runs away
She will still torment me, calm me, hurt me
Move me, come what may


Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I’ll fool myself she’ll walk right in
And be with me for evermore


I rage against the trials of love
I curse the fading of the light
Though she’s already flown so far beyond my reach
She’s never out of sight


Now I know she’ll never leave me
Even as she fades from view
She will still inpire me, be a part of
Everything I do


Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I’ll fool myself she’ll walk right in

And as the long, long nights begin
I’ll think of all that might have been
Waiting here for evermore!

Originally posted by partofyourtaleasoldastime

Originally posted by poissonxquad

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“[Ray] would stay up til like 6 am, just working on this arrangement, over and over, and he wrote this whole string arrangement.” - Gerard Way, about #singitforjapan