my heart skipped a beat during these bits

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Top 5 haikyuu characters that are not animated yet?

Aaaah yes! There are so many characters us manga readers have met that I can’t wait for all my anime viewers to meet and fall in love with!

1. The Miya Twins. I think that us, as a fandom, will never be over the Miya twins revelation. I feel like they are the most popular manga-only characters, especially after the incredible amount of content we are getting lately. I fell in love with Atsumu during the training camp arc, and now that Osamu is there too things are only getting better. Also, GIVE ATSUMU MAMORU MIYANO’S VOICE, I’M BEGGING YOU

2. Daishou Suguru. I can already feel how much the fandom will spit in half the moment our Daishou will show up. Personally, I adore this little snake. With him, we’ve finally got a character who was a perfect opponent, almost a villain, who showed no mercy, who targeted the weak, who was powerful both mentally and physically, who’s manipulative and not afraid of using dirty tactics during matches. He’s not a good boy, at all, we’ve all been mad at him sooner or later, but this only shows how well written he was. And don’t lie to me, we all got a little bit emotional seeing him again during the nationals :’)

3. Teradomari Motoki. Saw you there and I thought: Oh my God, look at that face. You look like my next mistake. Apparently, I have a thing for buffed and gel addicted wing spikers warning the number 4. He looks so much like Bokuto my heart skipped a beat every time he appeared in a panel. 

4. Hoshiumi Kourai. His style and physical appearance are very similar to the Little Giant, and the manga is already setting up a great rivalry with Hinata, which I’m very much looking forward to. Also, I can see lots of Bokuto’s personality in him and I’m sure that, if Bokuto never met Hinata, he would have chosen Hoshiumi as his own heir. 

5. Komori Motoya. MY GIANT LIBERO SON. He’s so pure and friendly despite his position as the best (and tallest) libero of the series. His is a shared fifth position with our favorite hypochondriac bean Sakusa, because all their interactions are nothing but pure gold. 



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Always and After

60. “If I didn’t know any better, i’d say you were trying to seduce me.”, requested by anon, and 87. “Hey, i was gonna eat that!”, requested by another anon.

Rating: t

Word count: i don’t know, short?

Pairing: take a guess

a/n: who’s down for some fluffy domestic kacchako?? so sorry it took me so long to do this, but i haven’t been really inspired lately. I ended up smashing two requests together and still came out so fucking short. Sorry again, guys ;-;


“If i didn’t know any better, i’d say you’re trying to seduce me.”, he said, leaning on the door frame and crossing his arms.

Ochako’s eyes darted to the entrance of the living room, where they met a pair of red ones that stared down at her fondly.

It took her a few seconds to process his words, before letting a giggle scape from her lips.

“Welcome home, ass-kisser.”, she replied, closing her book after marking the page she last read. “Care to explain how a pregnant woman covered in Hot Cheetos crumbles could be, in any way, appealing to you?”

Bakugou scoffed, walking to the couch as he loosened his tie, steps resounding on the wooden floor. Kneeling down in front of her, he looked at her tired brown eyes, running his hand through her messy autumn hair, sprawled on the pillow she laid her head on.

“We’re married, round-face.”, he stated, watching her pout at the nickname. He knew she secretly loved when he called her that. It brought back some especial memories from their high school years.

“And what that has to do with anything?”, she indagued, still laying lazily on the couch. Pregnancy was sure doing a number on her. “Being married doesn’t erase the fact that i’m swollen like a pig. Look at my ankles!”, she completed, wriggling her feet to prove her point.

“Well, it means you’re my fucking wife.”, replied Bakugou, his serious gaze catching her attention. His crimson eyes looked a bit tired too. “You’re the love of my life. You’ll always, always, be the most attractive woman in the world for me.”

She stared at him, the weight of his words making her heart skip a beat, and tears start prickling at her eyes. He had always been more soft when they were in private, keeping his usual rude and aggressive stance to their friends and his employees at the office. But he had been especially caring and protective during the last few months, ever since she told him about the new addition to their small family. She appreciated it. The pain and nausea and new sensations that came with carrying a child were slightly less unbearable with his support.

Ochako slowly lifted herself to a sitting position, her hand resting over her five-month belly, looking at his red eyes so intensely it reminded him of the day he proposed to her, eleven years before. They have changed so much, been through so much, but somehow, he still managed to make her legs tremble and her heart beat faster, like when they were teenagers making plans on the school rooftop.

“You… you mean it?”, her voice was a bit unsteady, like she was holding back a sob. And she was, indeed. “Will you love me like this even when i’m all old and sick? E-Even when my hair starts falling, a-and i get wrinkles on my skin, and—"

He rolled his eyes, sitting beside her on the couch. His calloused hands went up to her face, caressing her rosy cheeks and wiping off the tears that trailed down them. She closed her eyes, leaning into his touch.

“Ochako.”, he started, the soft tone of his voice making her lift her gaze at him. “I’ve loved you for sixteen years. And i’ll keep loving you like this for decades and decades, even when i’m too fucking old to see your face or hear your voice. Until we’re both dust under the ground. Got it?”

She just stared at him, not able to stop the tears that kept coming, dampening his hands. Her smile was blinding as she nodded slowly, letting her husband wrap his arms around her, returning his embrace with her own shaky hands.

“I love you so much. So much.” she whispered in his ear, clinging harder at his shirt. It was amazing how even after sixteen years, Bakugou still manage to fall in love with the same woman every single day. He wasn’t as problematic now as when they were kids, but he was still as rude, stubborn and explosive as the boy she met at high school. Uraraka Ochako and the child she carried, his child, were a miracle he would never be grateful enough for having in his life.

They stood there for a few minutes, wrapped around each other, hearing each other’s breathing and heartfelt whispers. Eventually, they broke apart, and he dried the few last tears that trailed down her face, pinching her nose and getting a giggle out of her.

“And no more snacks for you.”, he said, getting the bag of Cheetos out of her reach, as she groaned loudly.

“Give it back, i just ate a few of them!”, but he ignored her whining, getting up from the couch and covering her with the blankets.

He threw the package on the garbage can, hearing Ochako’s dramatic gasps. “HOW DAR—”

“Shut up, round-face, i’m making you some real fucking dinner.”, he said, already putting on an apron and returning to his usual grumpy self.

She sighed, sitting back on the couch, and thinking about how being pregnant wasn’t actually that bad. Until the pain on her stomach came back, and she returned to her blanket cocoon, promising to herself they would stop on the first kid.

They had three more beautiful children, and Bakugou never stopped loving her like that. Not even for a second.


wildly grateful and totally in awe of this past weekend.

i left on thursday morning at 4:30a  to drive three hours to the north country of minnesota for five days for my oldest brother’s wedding at a private, lakeside, cabin resort. tall, vibrant trees in a range of yellows + greens + reds + oranges, and a calm lake. i caught up with genuinely good people i hadn’t seen in years… what a gift it is that my brother and his now-wife have been so intentional with the people they’ve surrounded themselves with over the years that we can get all get together and just enjoy each other’s company. 

footballs were tossed around, kegs were tapped, whiskey was poured, lights were hung, my best friend arrived in a whirlwind of love by flinging the bathroom door open as soon as she got to the cabin and right after i had gotten out of the shower (seriously - i had just wrapped myself in a towel five seconds prior to her coming in and tackle-hugging me, haha), flags were ironed to be displayed, everyone stayed up until 3:30a laughing and talking multiple nights in a row, flowers were arranged, coffee was chugged, heels were worn while necessary + then promptly removed, we gathered around bonfires, my heart skipped a beat during a slow dance as if i was back in high school, i went two days without shoes, old friends were greeted with tears and laughter, cigars were smoked, and i was given the ability to witness (more than i ever have) exactly how fiercely loyal and loving my brother and my sister-in-law are to each other and to their family and friends.

still processing all of the beauty, goodness, and love… and crying a bit each time i do. 

You?! - Part 3 (Rafe Adler)

Part 1
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Finally here!!

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Enjoy! :)

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Guilt curtains my brain and fogs every thought that comes to me. Every second, I end up thinking about Sullivan… How that thud… How lifeless he must have fallen; his body limp on the ground with his blood spreading like a pool.

Tears form in my eyes from the thought of him and I wipe them away as I look at the Shoreline men guarding the confessional room, closing the door and locking me in. I curse myself for the stupid thought that I could calm down Rafe, just because I believed that he was a changed man.

God damn it!

Victor was like a father to me. He took care of me when I had no one and I was lucky enough that him and Nate found me in the slumps of Guatemala. Victor Sullivan saved me and I didn’t give anything back to show my gratitude.

Now he’s gone and I can’t do anything but feel pity and guilt over myself.

After an hour of crying, I decide to distract myself by pacing around the room and think of anything else but this situation that I put myself in.

Another explosion rumbles the Cathedral from the Shoreline men exploding rooms to find the next clue of this Avery treasure hunt. A light thudding sound catches my attention and I look to my left to see a cross has fallen from its place on the wall. I walk towards it and pick up the cross, but what intrigued me was how it was placed: between two other crosses. I tilt my head as I study this, looking back in my memory about a Bible story I’ve heard that involves these three crosses, but come up with nothing.

Giving up, I place the cross back to its place and as I do so, a click then a whir of machinery roars behind the wall and then a loud bang at the other end of the room.

My heart pounds as I stare into the darkness of the passage, but I shake my head and realize that it’s a chance of escape. But where would I even end up and where would I even go if I did manage to get out?

I guess I’ll find out. I’d rather be anywhere else than in this room.

I look at the closed door, seeing no sign of urgency from Rafe’s men and I take this chance to leave before the secret passage closes. The wall starts to slide and I make a run for it, my fingers being nearly squeezed as the door bangs closed. Taking breaths, I turn on the flashlight of my phone and a tunnel of darkness appears in front of me. My footsteps echo as I walk and it’s given me a good few minutes before I reach the end, where I enter a big cave with a table in the middle and a scale placed on top with a cross on one side.

Great. A puzzle to work my way out of. As I walk towards it, I see the other side to be filled with old coins.

Just before I take one coin, a whir of machinery catches my attention and I hide behind the table for caution. As I look up to see, it’s Nate and Sam, both studying the room as they enter with their mouths wide open.

I raise up from my place and they yell my name as they see me. The tip of my mouth raises to a smile as Nate runs and twirls me around in a big, brotherly hug while Sam and I share a friendly nod to each other.

“Holy shit, we thought we lost you!” Nate says, chuckling as he puts me down.

“H-How’d you even get here?” Sam asks and I laugh lightly at how stupid it might sound.

“Rafe locked me in a confessional room and a cross fell from the wall, so I placed it back and a secret passage opened up that lead me here.”

Sam and Nate look at each other before we share a lighthearted laugh.

“Treasure hunter extraordinaire.” Sam comments.

It didn’t take long until we go back to business, looking at the scale with a still silence in the room. Sam is about to take the cross, but I swat his hand off. “It might be a trap.” I tell him and Nathan steps in.

“She’s right. It’s the only valuable thing we see in this cave.”

Sam looks around the cave, nodding his head. “Right… Greed…”

Nate studies the scale and table. “It’s probably another test.” He says, looking between the cross and the coins.

I look at the walls for possible signs to stop a trap from being triggered, walking farther from the brothers as they continue on the decision of taking a coin.

As I am about to take a torch, it lights up immediately and I look back to see that Sam has taken the coin. My heart skips a beat, hoping that a trap hasn’t been triggered but a light shines from the ceiling, projecting a shape of an island onto the floor, proving me wrong.

I smile as I walk towards Nate who laughs like a little kid during Christmas, but Sam is looking around with a straight face. “It’s Madagascar,” he says with and still voice and no show of excitement. “And that’s King’s Bay.” He points to the star at the edge of the island.

“You’re not the least bit excited about this?” I cross my arms as I study him.

“He’s screwing with us.” He places the coin in his pocket, looking at me with a hard look in his eyes. “This was supposed to be it, so where’s the God damn treasure, huh? I mean, King’s Bay, that’s great, but what’s next? North Pole? Outer space?”

He’s starting to sound like Rafe and I roll my eyes at his little drama moment. “And what do you expect, huh? A cave filled with treasure? Because treasure hunting is that easy? With years of experience, Sam, treasure hunting is never easy!”

Sam scoffs as he rolls his eyes as well. “I’ve got three months or else my head will be chopped off by Alcazar! So, I have the right to be pissed about this! And don’t talk to me about experience!” He points a finger at me and I haven’t realized how unbelievably close we are until Nate cuts me off.

“You two are acting like you’re an old married couple.” He has a smirk on his face and I back away from Sam as we both clear our throats. My cheeks start to burn as I avoid eye-contact from him. “Anyway, listen… Avery wrote ‘For those who prove worthy, paradise awaits.’” He looks at us as if we were supposed to know, but I’m as dumbfounded as Sam who scratches his head. “He was recruiting!” Nate chuckles.

“Recruiting for what?” Sam and I ask in unison.

“Recruiting for—”

A sudden explosion interrupts Nate and send me falling backwards, scraping my arm onto the tiled floor. Sam helps me up as I dust myself off. Looking ahead, I see Nadine with two Shoreline men aiming their guns at us. She walks towards us with an evil grin on her face.

God, I hate this bitch.

“You two are very, very noisy.” She takes out a two-way radio and talks to Rafe, telling him that she’s found them.

Seizing the moment, I reach for my gun in my holster, but feeling nothing as I remember that I left it on the plane while changing into the clothes Rafe got for me. A plan slowly forms in my head and I share it with the brothers while Nadine still has her back turned. We finish in time as she ends her talk with Rafe, turning around to us and ordering to place our guns on the floor; we oblige.

“King’s Bay.” Nadine says, pointing at the star.

“Yeah, but, uh… Where in King’s Bay?” Sam points towards the cross. “You’ll need that cross over there to figure it out. But there’s only three people that can tell you how to use it.”

Nadine turns around to her men and I bite my lower lip in hopes that the plan will work. She orders the men to take the cross and we take a step back towards the ledge where the light of the map ends. As the Shoreline man takes the cross, it triggers the trap that I was hoping for and the floor breaks apart and falls deep into the ground.

We make a run towards the exit while bullets whistle past us. My heart pounds along with my footsteps and as we reach outside, we take cover behind a wall, protecting ourselves from more of the Shoreliners.

“Okay, what now?” Sam whispers to me and I look around only to be reminded that Victor always had our get-away-vehicle. The thought of him makes my heart ache in my chest.

“Did one of you at least bring some type of transportation?” I ask them as I look up from the wall we’re covering from.

“Yeah, we have Sully.” Nate says and I stare at him blankly.

“I… I thought he was shot…”

Nate opens his mouth, but is interrupted by a grenade being thrown in front of us. “Shit!” I curse and we immediately raise up and run towards another wall for cover. It explodes nearby and my ears ring for a few seconds until I hear the sound of gunshots clear as day.

“The plane is right over there. We jump and then we swim.” Nate says, pointing towards the end of the cliff showing a vast spread of ocean. I nod, still processing the fact that… Victor is not dead…

We make a run towards the edge, lucky enough that the Shoreliners have no aim.

Seeing Victor’s worn-down plane floating on the ocean, makes me stop in the midst of jumping, excited to see Victor. A smile forms on my face, reaching from one ear to the other. Holy shit, he’s alive!

Sam takes a hold of my hand, taking me from my thoughts. “We have to jump!” He yells over the sound of bullets shooting past us.

I nod my head and we jump onto the ocean, shivering as I feel the ice, cold water; not making it any easier to swim. My legs start to feel numb and I can barely float—coughing as water enters my throat. God, I wish I had taken more swimming lessons.

Soon enough my arms grow tired, but it’s only a second until I’ve finally reached the plane, taking Victor’s hand with urgency and I pull him into a hug, burying my face in the old man’s shoulder.

His chest rumbles from his gruff chuckle. “Hey, kid, we’re, uh… We’re kinda in a hurry.” He says, patting my back.

“I don’t care. It’s so fucking great to see you, old man!”

Part 4

anonymous asked:

Draco's heart skipping a beat when Harry is almost hit by dragon's fire during the first task of the Triwizard Tournament. Draco going a bit pale in the face when everyone is on the shore already but Harry is still underwater but "it's nothing, Goyle, mind your own business". Draco's fingers instinctively clutching his "Potter stinks" badge because he overheard McGonagall saying "Potter and Diggory shoud've finished the maze already, Albus,i'm worried". Draco violently refusing to think about it


Enticing - Chapter 1: Want Me

Disclaimer: This is for mature audiences only! All gifs/photos are not mine!

Notes: I’m planning on making Enticing a long fanfic and all BTS members will be included~! I am aiming to make a cohesive story with character development and what not. So expect lots of story line and not just the nasty nasty~ There will be swearing and stuff (I can’t tell if that’s obvious or not, given mature audiences only) This is my first smut so be gentle. Be gentle~ ;) Shhh

     A drop of sweat ran down the side of his face after he asked me if I would be his girlfriend. My friends and I laughed as a cool autumn breeze passed by. The background was filled with the sound of rustling leaves and our laughter. He looked down at the ground.

“So is that a no?” Namjoon said shyly.

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Supercat Week - Day 6 - Truth Serum / Trapped Together

It was another of those charity get togethers. A lot of people with a lot of money, chatting, eating, drinking, dancing. Usually Kara enjoyed getting out of the office and standing at Cat’s side - or behind her, slightly to her right, depending on Cat’s mood - but tonight Cat was at the other side of the room, while Kara entertained the board of some minor company.

Small talk, laughing at the jokes of the important people, smile and nod, Kara knew how to do this, but her attention was split tonight. Her super hearing didn’t help keeping her mind on the table she sat at.

“Here’s your next Martini, dry, two olives.”

“Thank you, Maxwell. If I didn’t know better, I’d say you are trying to get me drunk.”

“And what if I am?”

Kara’s hands clenched into fists on her thighs, staring down onto the half finished salad in front of her. It wasn’t her business if her boss wanted to hook up with Maxwell Lord. Still, Kara couldn’t stop the way her stomach tightened unpleasantly when she saw Maxwell invade Cat’s personal space.

“Then I’d say you’re even more desperate to get me into your bed, than last time.” Cat finished her drink before popping an olive into her mouth. “Desperation isn’t very attractive.”

Kara suppressed a smile and tried to concentrate on the conversation around her. It worked for almost ten minutes, before she heard Cat gasp, and a glass shatter on the floor.

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First encounters

Last night I had this really odd dream. I was at this soccer tournament and one of the team’s coaches told me to find Jungkook to fill in for one of the players but I failed to recognize him and then when I was watching one of the games, Suho appeared telling the crowd to do something silly when the camera was on them. eventually it landed on me and I simply did nothing but staring straight ahead and then I woke up. Now I want to know how it would’ve continued…  - ANON

The girl at the screen looked pretty confused. Move! Move! Smile! You thought as you mentally slapped yourself, trying to react to that awkward situation. The camera was on you, everyone was looking at you, he was looking at you. Why did the camera stop on you?  You couldn’t know, but you felt Suho was staring at you waiting for a reaction. The game continued, your favorite team was winning, the scored again but you couldn’t move, you couldn’t stop staring at him. Eventually the camera passed to another person, who was actually funny, but he continued looking at you, probably missing the game just like you did.
“Can you believe it? He looked at you the whole game! Oh you are so lucky!” Your friend told you as you two walked to the exit. She was more excited than you, you would be if it wasn’t for the shock you were in. He was an idol, and not just any idol. Suho was that boy you love no matter what, that boy you sometimes forget is an idol.
“He wasn’t okay? I bet it was the girl behind me… or in front of me”
“They were guys”
“Maybe he likes boys!” You weren’t sure why you were tying to deny it, but it was obvious. It just didn’t feel real.

“Hello there!” You heard a boy’s voice behind you. As you turned, totally knowing it was going to be him, you heart skipped a beat never ready for seeing your idol form so close. “Sorry if this sounds a little bit rude but… I saw you back there during the game, and honestly I couldn’t take my eyes away from you”
You immediately blushed, not knowing what to do or where to hide. He knew it was an awkward situation but he continued looking at you, a little intimidating to be honest. “I.. I just…hi” Before saying anything else, he smiled and handed you his phone.
“Please, I can’t leave this place without your number. Let me at least take you out on a date, to repay you from that embarrassing camera moment back there. I’m Suho.. and you may be…?”

A/N: I usually don’t write from other people’s dream because I don’t want to disappoint them by ruining their dream but I thought ‘why not giving it a shot?’ so here it is! I hope you like it anon, admin A~

You see each other after the break-up

I hope you’ll like this one, it’s quite long, took me a while to write it ! (I put some nice gifs, I tried to find some which matched with the story ! :) Enjoy !)


“I’ll have a frappuccino please” you said to the boy who was standing behind the Starbucks counter. “Alright, your name ?”. “Y/N”. He nodded. “Y/N ?!” a voice said near you. You turned around to face…Harry ! You guys had broken up a month ago. It was a common decision, you both thought that your relationship wasn’t going anywhere and that the feelings were not the same that at the beginning. You had both got bored so decided it was the best thing to do. But when you saw him in front of you after a whole month missing him, your heart literally skipped a beat. “Oh my God, hi !” you said, hugging him tight. He had the brightest smile on his face, really happy to see you as well. He ordered his beverage and you decided to go on a walk as none of you were busy. It was a bit awkward at first but Harry finally started the conversation. “I’m really happy to see you Y/N.” He said honestly. “Me too ! It’s been a while” You answered, taking a sip of you coffee before asking him : ”So..what'up ?”. He told you what he and the guys had been up to during the last few weeks and you ended up sitting on a bench in a random park you had found on your way. “What about you ?” He finally asked. “Oh..nothing interesting really.. You know, work, work and work..” You said half lying, skipping telling him about the fact that you had missed him a lot and that he was in your mind all the time. A weird silence set in between you two. It lasted what seemed to be like forever to you when Harry broke it eventually. “I miss you Y/N” he admitted, embarrassed. You looked at him, wide-eyed and shocked. He didn’t let you the time to say anything and continued. “You can’t realize how much I hate myself for having let you go. I’m so stupid, I…I couldn’t even see how lucky I was to have you in my life, and to be a part of yours. Our break up made me realize the strong feelings I had for you..They were just a bit faded and being away from you revived them. I love you and I don’t want to spend another month like this, it was just horrible and…yeah..”he finally stopped, taking a breath. You were speechless and didn’t really know what to answer. You finally did what you thought was the best thing to do: you leaned in and crashed your lips with his. It took him a few seconds to realize what was going on, but when he did, he cupped your face between his hands and kiss you back.


Your phone rang. Again. You didn’t even need to look at the screen to know who was calling you. As you hadn’t answered to the ten last calls, you decided to pick up the phone this one time. “Liam I told you to stop calling me ! What the fuck is happening to you ?!” You shout angrily. “Y/N…I..I’m not feeling very well..” he answered. “Of course you’re not you idiot ! Do you know how many times you called me ? 56 fucking times Liam ! This is called harassment !” You keep screaming without letting him a chance to talk. “No..I mean, I feel sick. I think I did something stupid..” He said, sounding really weird. You calmed down a bit, starting to get worried. “What have you done Liam ?”. “Well I…I drank and..I-I took some pills and there was something written on the box, you know about alcohol and..” He kept trying to explain the situation. He sounded so confused and completely lost.. You didn’t really know what to do, but the one thing you were sure about was that you couldn’t let him down. “Liam, Liam”, you said, cutting him short “Liam calm down, is there anybody near you ?”. It takes him a few seconds to answer. “No. I’m in my flat. I’m alone.” He said eventually. “Well, don’t move, stay where you are, ok ? Somebody will come to see you.” You answered. “Who ? You ?”. You didn’t reply. To be honest, you didn’t even know the answer to his question. “Listen to me Liam, I don’t know who’s gonna come, but someone will. Do not move, I’ll call you back”. “Ok..”. You hang up, starting to panic. You called Harry, but he didn’t answer. You tried Niall a few times, but he didn’t pick up either. Louis told you he was in Manchester with Eleanor, and Zayn’s phone was off. You tried Perrie but she told you that she was with her band, not with him. You sighed heavily. What were you going to do ?

After a short moment, you got up from your couch, grabbed your phone and your coat, put on a random pair of shoes and ran outside. You jumped in your car and drove to Liam’s place. Half an hour had passed since the last time your had talked to Liam and you were afraid of what you were going to find opening his front door. You knocked but of course, nobody answered. Thank God it was open ! You came in to find him laying on the floor, unconscious and looking really pale. “Oh my God Liam !”. You called an ambulance which drove the both of you to the hospital. Because of the mix he had taken, Liam had had to have his stomach pumped. While the doctors where taking care of him, you called every boy a second time, letting messages in their voice mails if they didn’t answer. You were exhausted. It was 2 in the morning and you had been waiting for one hour now. When you realized you were supposed to be at work in 6 hours, you took your head in your hands.

A nurse finally came in the waiting room to give you some news. “He’s gonna be alright. It’s all thanks to you, you reacted really fast ! If you had waited another hour, it would have been much worse.” She explained. “Can I see him?” You asked. She nodded and guided you to his room. He was asleep. You gently shook his shoulder to wake him up. “Liam, Li wake up.”. He slowly opened his eyes and looked at you. “Hey..” he murmurs in a raspy voice. “How do you feel ?”. “Not really good…”. “Seriously Liam, what came to your mind ? I’ve never seen you that pathetic. You have to understand that we are over. We broke up. I know it’s hard for you, it’s hard for me too but you knew that it was going to happen..” You said soflty, trying to be as nice as possible. “I know but I just..I just love you so much Y/N…And it’s hard to know that you left because of my fans..Without them, I’m nothing, but without you, it’s just so hard to keep going…”. Tears started to stream down his cheeks. You took his hand, gently stroking it. “I know babe, but just put yourself in my shoes for a second. How would you feel with hundred, well thousands of girls insulting you H24 ? I was afraid of going out, of walking in the streets…It was going way too far, I couldn’t handle it anymore..”. “But you still love me ?…” He asked. “Yes..But we’re not getting back together. We can stay friends though. I don’t want to stop seeing you..”. “Me neither..”. You both agreed on the friend thing, even though that’s not what you guys really wanted. But after all, it was better than nothing…


You and Louis had split up two months ago after you had discovered he was cheating on you. He hadn’t seemed to realize how bad it was and had accused you of being a drama queen. You guys didn’t remain on good terms AT ALL. You hated him and were looking forward to never seeing him again. Unfortunately, it happened. It was a night and your friends had forced you to go with them at the Funky Buddha. They loved it and despite the thousands of clubs in London, that’s where they wanted to go. It took you some time to really enjoy the night but once you finally started to dance, nobody could stop you ! Some guys tried to flirt with you but you weren’t in the mood for that. Actually, you were absolutely not ready to date someone after only two months. Yours and Louis’ relationship had lasted two years and you needed time to fully recover from the heartbreak.

It was around 3 in the morning when you decided to stop dancing and you went to the bar to get some drink. On your way, you bumped into someone. When you saw who the person was, you didn’t really know how to react. “Y/N ?! Is it you ?”. “Hi Liam” you answered, smiling shyly. You had to admit you were happy to see him again. Liam was adorable, you loved him. He took you in his arms and gave you a quick hug. “How are you ? You look stunning tonight !” He said cheerfully. “Thanks. I’m fine, what about you ?” You asked. “I’m great !”. You’re with Andy ?”. “No, actually, I’m with the boys. We’re celebrating Harry’s birthday ! Please, come to say hi to them ! They’ll be so happy to see you !” He exclaimed, taking your hand to lead you to the VIP room. You let go of his hand and stood still. “I don’t think it’s a good idea Liam..”. “Why ?” He asked with a disappointed look on his face. “I don’t want to see Louis.”. “Oh don’t worry, he’s out smoking. He’ll probably smoke two or three cigarettes before coming back and won’t be back before ten good minutes !”. “Really ? Well, that changes everything ! Let’s go !”. Liam smiled and you both went upstairs where Niall, Zayn, Perrie, Harry and Sophia were sat. When they saw you, they all got up and took you in their arms. It felt so good to see them ! After two years, all those people had become your friends as well after all. “Y/N ! What are you doing here ?” Harry asked. “Well, having some fun with my friends !” You answered. “Oh, by the way, happy birthday !”. “Thanks !” He smiled. “So how old are you now ? 15 ?” You joked. Everybody but Harry laughed when you suddenly heard a well too familiar voice. You felt your heart tighten in your chest and your whole body got tense. “Well well well, look who’s here !” Louis said. He had recognized you from behind. Of course he did, you had been dating for two years. He knew you very well. You turned around to face him and that’s when you saw her, the tall, thin blonde slut hung onto Louis’ arm. How could Louis find her pretty? She wasn’t his type of girl at all. In fact, she was the complete opposite of you. You were a small brunette, you had some nice curves that Louis used to love. He was so different. He looked more pretentious, arrogant and haughty than ever. It wasn’t about ‘sass’ anymore, he was being serious. “Who’s she ?” the blonde girl asked him. “That’s my…” he started but you didn’t let him finish. “I’m his ex-girlfriend you little bitch ! In case you didn’t remember, he cheated on me with you. Is it already too far away for your stupid brain ?” You spat. An offended look appeared on her face. Louis frowned and pushed you a little. “Don’t you dare talk to her like that you tramp !” he shouted back. Zayn interposed himself between the two of you, seeing that you were going to come to blows as you were beside yourselves. All you wanted to do was go for the jugular. The both of you were watching the other one straight in the eye, not letting go. Niall finally took you by the arm to take you away from Louis, Liam and Harry followed you as Zayn stayed with him. Once you were out of Louis’ view, you broke down in tears. “I hate him…He’s not the Louis I knew. He’s so different !” You said. “We know right. Since he’s dating that stupid girl, he’s not the same” Niall stated sadly. “It was so much better when you were still together.” Liam added. Harry simply nodded and you answered “Yeah, well I’m sorry to say that, but it’s never going to happen again…”


Even though the break up had been quite difficult to live for the both of you, you had remained very good friends. Niall was a very nice guy and he had never done anything wrong or even hurt you once. He was such a cutie but after a few months of dating, you guys had realize that you were not made for each other in that kind of way. He was a great kisser and a beast in bed, you couldn’t complain about that but the feelings you had for each other were not strong enough, that was as simple as that. It had been a few months since you had split up and you missed old times. But not in the way everybody would thought. You missed being with him all the time because Niall was one of your best friends and that living H24 with your best friend was great. When you were together, you were always laughing, having fun, doing silly things, etc. Now, you were dating a guy with who you were really in love but it wasn’t the same. Living with Niall was more like having a room-mate. Of course you loved your boyfriend but you had to admit he wasn’t as funny as Niall. Well, in a way, it was hard to be crazier than Niall !

Tonight, you were going on a double date with your bf, Niall and his new gf. You were excited to meet her because you knew he would never date a boring person ! When you entered the restaurant when you were supposed to meet, they were already there. After a few hugs and some introductions, you all sat and ordered. Her name was Kate, she was 20 and she looked really pretty. She was a bit shy at the beginning but relaxed a bit after a few minutes when she saw that you were all chilled out and cracking some jokes. “So Kate, how has been Niall so far ?” You asked with a mischievous smile. “Well, pretty good. He’s a real gentleman, I can’t deny that. And he’s a good cook too !” She answered. “Yeah, and what about the farts ? Did you get used to it ?”. Niall’s face went all red and he sent you a death glare. You burst out laughing when you saw his face. “Oh c'mon Ni’, everybody’s knows that you fart ALL THE TIME !” You said. “Well, actually, I didn’t know..” Kate adds. There was an awkward silence. You felt a bit stupid knowing that he must have been really working on it for her not to notice. “Oopsie…”. “ What about I tell your boyfriend how many times per day you used to burp ?” Niall finally said, looking for revenge. “Well, I think he could answer that question actually..” You laughed as you bf told Niall : “I’d say around 15.” Niall looked quite upset. “You miserably failed at making me look disgusting Horan. Stop trying, I’ll always win at this game !”. “Oh yeah ? What about the time you had that terrible stomach flu and you were throwing up and you had diarrh…”You jumped on him to cover his mouth with your hands before he could finish. “OK YOU WON !” You shouted. “You won but please, keep that for you.” You pleaded. When you removed your hands, he smiled at you proudly. “I prefer that.” he said, joking. 

Except that little embarrassing moment (for the both of you), you had an amazing night and promised to each other that you will do it again really soon !


You sighed for the umpteenth time. He was late. AGAIN. “Mummy, why is daddy not here yet ?” your 6-year-old girl asked. “Because daddy’s always late sweetheart.” you answered. She sighed too and eventually sat next to you on Zayn’s house front steps. He had told you to be here at 2pm but it was 2:33 and he was still not here. You were really annoyed because it wasn’t the first time. Actually, it happened ALL THE TIME. You grabbed your phone and called him. No answer. You decided to let a voicemail. “Zayn I swear if you’re not here in five minutes, I’m gonna kick your ass and it’s gonna hurt you can trust me !” you shout, hanging up right after. “Mummy ?”. “Yes love ?” You say with a soft voice, trying to remain calm for your daughter. “I feel like daddy doesn’t like me…Like…he is always late when I’m suppose to come here to spend the week-end or a few days and when we’re together, he is always on his phone and…It’s like he doesn’t want to spend time with me…” her voice broke at the end of the sentence and a tear ran down her cheek. You felt like your heart had broken into a million pieces. Seeing your baby girl like this made you feel even more angry against Zayn. You took her in your arms and hold her tight, rubbing her back. “No baby, no. Daddy loves you it’s just that..he..he’s really busy you know..with his job” you invented. “Yes but aren’t I supposed to be more important than his job ?…”. You were speechless, not knowing what to answer to this to comfort her because she was a 100% right. That’s the moment Zayn chose to arrive. He parked his car and ran towards you. “Hey ! I-I’m sorry I’m late. The boys and I had to e-end something at the studio !” he said breathlessly. You got up and walked straight towards him. Once you were standing in front of him, you slapped him in the face. “What the ?!” he yelled, holding his cheek. “What is wrong with you Y/N ?!”. “We have been waiting for forty minutes Zayn ! Forty minutes !”. “I know ! I said I was sorry !” he exclaimed, irritating you even more. “I don’t fucking care if you’re sorry or not ! It’s always the same thing with you, you’re always late. What do you think ? That my whole life turns around you ? NO ! I have a fucking appointment in fifteen minutes and I’m gonna be late because of you ! But of course you don’t care. All you care about is your job. You’re so selfish Zayn and I hate that ! You can’t imagine what your daughter just told me ! She just told me that she felt like you don’t like her ! Can you believe that ?” You finally stopped yelling and looked at him with a dirty look. He looked really confused, not knowing what to say. He bended to look at his daughter and saw she had red and puffy eyes. His mouth half-opened and his eyes got watery. He skirted you and walked to her, sitting beside her. Without saying anything, he took her in his arms and buried his face in her hair. You could hear them sob and sighed. “I’m sorry baby I’m such a stupid person..” he started. “I love you more than anything on this planet and I know I’m so bad at showing it but please never ever think again that I don’t like you. I love you so so so so much and you mean the world to me.”. “I love you too daddy” she answered, moving backward. He kissed her cheek and she smiled at him. “Tell me what you want me to do to be a better dad.”. They talked for five good minutes and you started to feel guilty about what you had said to him. He hadn’t realized all of this, he wasn’t doing this on purpose. Eventually, he opened the front door and you all went inside the house. He told your daughter to go upstairs to put her things in her room and turned to you. “Listen I..I’m sorry.” he said. “I’m an idiot. You know, I’ll be forever grateful for all the things you do for her and so therefore for me. I understand it’s not always easy for you to adjust to my schedule and I realize I don’t return the favour. I’m stupid.. I’m so sorry Y/N..” he said, looking at you with his eyes full of regret. You looked at him for a few seconds and finally gave a faint smile. He smiled back and stepped closer to you to take you in his arms. “Thank you, thank you for everything.” he whispered in your ear. “I hope it served as a lesson Malik” you joked. “Believe me, it did !”. “Well, I have to go now. Take care of her”. He smiled and nodded. “I will.”

A/N : English is not my first language so if there’s any mistake, I’m sorry :)

Popolo April 2014-Hey! Say! JUMP

“At the movie theater, seeing her sparking face from the side makes your heart skip a beat!”

We researched what kind of moments make the member’s heart throb! Want to see? They’ll make your heart skip too♥


“Heart throbbing moment while setting up a meeting point”


That heart throbbing moment when she suddenly appears from behind.

If she arrived at the meeting place before I did, hid somewhere and came up behind me all of a sudden, I’d probably say “Uwaah!”. Then she’d tilt her face downward and say “Good morning” (laughs) that’s really cute isn’t it?

We’d kiss in a place where we’d fall in love all over again.

I also want to do the same (laughs)


It’d be her smiling face that makes my heart throb

The meet up place would be Shibuya station; where there are lots of people interacting with one another. The girl would arrive a little bit earlier and wait for me. While looking at her watch, she’ll side glance and look at the people in front of her that are passing by. At that moment, I’ll arrive and call out to her. If at that moment I get to see her smiling face look towards me, it’ll make my heart throb!


A heart throb coming from behind

I’d be waiting for her and even though its past the meeting time, she’s still not there. Then, all of a sudden, she’ll come and hug me from behind and say “Sorry for making you wait!”. I think that’d be a good scenario. Although it’d startle me a bit (laughs)


Being patient for 30 minutes

If my girlfriend arrived about 20 minutes early, while blowing onto her gloves she’d say something like “I should have waited at least 30 minutes before coming”. Something like that (laughs).

I wouldn’t be able to bear it if she said something like that, right.


While looking like she’s cold, her worried appearance

As she arrives early to the meeting place, she’d search around the area for me. That side of her sounds good to me. As the weather gets colder, she’d put her hands together and breathe into them while saying “I wonder if he’s coming yet”. That feminine-like point is cute. I think that if I found her in that position, then I’d quickly run to her.


Meeting her from up above

Our meeting place would be at the rooftop of a heliport. My girlfriend would call me to ask “Why at such place?” then I’d say “I’m coming from above right now!” and appear from above in a helicopter (laughs)

The look of surprise on my girlfriend, as her hands drop will make my heart throb but she’d also have her heart throbbing from embarrassment (laughs)


If she arrived faster than I

If something unexpected happened, it’d make my heart throb. For example, I’m the type to arrive before the set time. If she arrived sooner than I did, then I’d end up thinking “She came that fast?!” as my heart throbs. She’s probably looking forward to the day while hurrying up to meet me without being late is what I think.


Gazing at my partner from far away

She’d get there before me, and while waiting for me to arrive, she’ll look in a mirror and fix her hair. Seeing that would make my heart throb because she’s meeting with me, she’s interested in looking her best. While watching her do that I’ll call out to her; “I’m sorry for being late!” I’d keep what I just saw as a precious thing in my heart.


I want to see her shyness

I’d want her to wait for me. As for me, I’d go ahead and be about 1 minute late. Speaking of which, honestly, I’ll arrive before her, but I wouldn’t go to the meeting place yet. I want to watch her for a little as she looks at her phone in a shy manner, she’d probably say “Not here yet?…”. After seeing that, I’d arrive while saying “Sorry!” (laughs)


“A date’s heart throb moment”


Saying “It was delicious” after a meal

After sharing a meal together, if she pulls her wallet out in an apologetic manner I’d say “Don’t worry about it” in an apologetic manner as well. If she told me “That was delicious” after leaving the shop, it’d make my heart throb. It’s fine if she says “Gochisousama” (t/n: thank you for the meal) but “That was delicious” over that would make me happy.


Hot Support in the Cold

The two of us watching a soccer match.

Because the stadium would be an outdoor one, we’d be wearing warm clothes and even though we’d be supporting our own team one of us would say “If you win, I’ll treat you to a meal”. That promise would be the climax of our date (laughs)


Her scared reaction

At an amusement park, the two of us would ride a roller coaster. If she got scared and held on tightly to my hand, it’d be cute. At the very top though, as we fall, I’d want to let go of her hand though (laughs)


Looking at her face full with joy from the side

At a place where a waterfall would fall at an assigned time, the moment it comes out, a natural feeling would carry us. I’d say “Look, look, it started already. It’s pretty, isn’t it?” My heart would throb if I’d get to see her expression of joy from the side. I’d make sure to properly plan that day’s date program (laughs)


Having my heart throb at the movie theater just by seeing her sparking face from the side

The two of us would go see a movie that we had both wanted to watch.

It’d be smart to get the tickets for the best seats beforehand. Then, while watching the movie we like, we’d be eating popcorn and I’d be staring at her sparkling face and eyes beside me. I think that kind of event would make my heart skip a beat.


Startling her at the aquarium!

A date at an aquarium sounds nice, right? In front of a giant fish tank, I’ll tell her “Wait for a bit” and go to the top of the big tank. Since I scuba dive often, I’d go ahead and swim together with the fish and because I’ve always thought that it’d be a fun thing to do, I’d dive right in and write something like “Having fun?”. I’d be having a conversation with her that way (laughs)


A picnic with a handmade lunch

It’d be nice if I went on a picnic. Mostly because I yearn for some handmade cooking. If she was to make some for me, I’d be really happy. The moment she takes the lunch box out, I’d be overjoyed♪

I’d wanna go on a picnic from morning, all the way to lunch time. While eating, I’d naturally want to say “This feels good, doesn’t it?~” it’d be even more great if the season was spring. It’ll be coming soon!


I want to see her facial expression when having fun

If we went on a dog run, being surrounded by so many dogs would probably make her happy.

Then she’d go ahead and call each the dogs equally by saying “Yosh, yosh”!


Go watch a movie!

While watching a movie, you’re not supposed to talk right? It’s hard to avoid since we’d be like that for 2 whole hours. Because over the top love story movies usually raise one’s interest right away, I wonder if a love comedy movie would be good.


[Heart throbbing moment while holding hands]


A teasing heart skip

She’d tell me “I’m cold~” and I’d also say “I’m cold” and after looking at each other without saying another word, we’d get that feeling of “let’s hold hands” and bring our hands out. That kind of moment will make my heart skip a beat, but I’d definitely want to tease her. I’d say “Did you want something?” (laughs) I’m a sadist, aren’t I?


Taking my hands out of my pockets

Any place would be great for us to take a walk in. At that time, because it’s cold, I’ll keep my hands in my pockets but she’d end up forcing my hands out of them in a playful manner, “Let’s hold hands!”.

That would make it a heart throbbing date where we’d be getting along very well.


A cue for when I want to hold hands (laughs)

Holding hands in an awkward manner sounds good to me. She’d want to hold hands, but the courage to do won’t come out so easily for her, that side of hers is something I’d want to see. The cue that my fingers would be waiting for will make me go “Oh” (laughs) I long for something like this! When it comes to a date, I want to hold hands, but I’ll be the one to start it.


A teasing heart throbbing moment

I’d want to hold hands, however, with a pleading-like feeling, she’d probably grab onto my sleeve and slowly move down towards my pinky. If that happened my heart would really go crazy.

Even though I’d be pretending to be calm, thanks to the teasing, I’d be thinking “is it happening, is it happening” (laughs)


A pattern that makes my heart skip a beat

There’d probably be a pattern between the two of us that would make my heart skip a beat.

-During our usual walks together, we’d naturally hold hands pattern

-When she discovers something interesting and she clutches my hand tightly as she says “Look, look!”

Both patterns are a bit different, but whichever happens, both will make my heart skip a beat.


Holding hands with my first lover in life

I don’t really like holding hands. I’m more of the “follow me” type. But maybe for one day, I’ll take my lover’s hands and hold them. Up until now in my life, I’ve really never held hands with anyone so I’d end up saying “It’s because it’s the first time ever, so I’ll hold hands with my lover”. I wonder if me being up front and honest about it would make her happy.


The Silence as we walk

While walking back from a date, whether it be a trip to the convenience store or any trip that requires us to walk together, as long as we’re holding hands my heart will throb.


I want to pull her hand!

When we’re together, she’ll say “There’s somewhere I want to go” and our walking speed will get faster.

Usually though, I walk slowly, so if that happened, our hands would gradually let go. She’d say “Hurry~” and I’d want her to tug at my hand to get them back together.


If her hand jerks back then I’d probably cry…

On our walk back from a date, our hands would slightly graze one another and we’d both mutually become aware of it. If our hands touch a 2nd time, then I’d want to hold her hand! But what if she pulled her hand away when I tried (laughs) I might cry. But as long as we’d go on a date, It might be all fine.


[Heart throbbing moment when you part ways]


A Running Kiss♥

Once we say bye-bye to one another, we’d both turn around and head our own ways.

But then, if she’d turn around, run towards me and land a kiss on my cheek, it would make my heart skip a beat. That heart throb would make me feel excited all over. I think I just watch too many romance dramas.


Kissing (laughs)

I’d walk her home as we hold hands and talk.

Then as we arrive, we’ll both stand in front of her house at an angle that I think her mom or someone else won’t be able to see us and kiss her (laughs). Then, I’ll plainly say “Bye” and go my own way!


The “Not-wanting-to-let-go” mode…..

Once the date ends, we’d have to part ways and go home. But the two of us would probably not want to separate. Meanwhile though, there won’t be much that we can do but to stand. Stand in silence (laughs). If that feeling of not wanting to let go of one another comes up, then my heart will go crazy. Eventually, we’d both go home properly though (laughs)


A simple, clichéd situation sounds good

After saying “Bye-bye”, we’d walk home a bit. She’d look my way and smile and laugh as we hold hands. That kind of simple but clichéd situation sounds good to me. For example, if we were to ride a Ferris wheel on our date, and as soon as we reach the top, we kiss. Isn’t that too clichéd? (laughs)


The Feelings You Get As You Wait For Her Reply

As our date ends and I walk her home, when we arrive and she says “Today was really fun. Thank you” just by saying that, I’d be overjoyed. Obviously, I’d want to see her again so I’d ask in a calm, normal tone “Where should we go next time?”

At that moment though, my heart would be beating like crazy as I wait for her reply.


The one, heart throbbing word at the park

For this situation, we’re not in a relationship yet, but we had just finished our first date.

I’d walk her to house, but, because we both don’t want to separate just yet, we’d walk over to her neighborhood park. I’d say “All day today, thinking of you as my girlfriend was really fun”.

I’d make her heart skip a beat while saying that I liked her by saying these simple words.


If we always held hands

I’d walk her home, we’d chat a little and end up feeling that we don’t wanna go homeee. But we can’t do that or else we’d get home late right? So, if we hold hands the entire walk home without ever letting go, then my heart would throb! While thinking that I want our hands to stay this way, I’ll feel extremely happy.


A somewhat clumsy feeling♥

I’d end up forgetting that there’s something I’m supposed to put in my bag so I’d end up saying “Bye-bye” and leave. But after a bit, I’d realize that there’s something missing. While saying “Sorry! I forgot~” I’d have this “te-he” face with my tongue out★

Because It’d be embarrassing, I might want to run to her and take the item (laughs)


I’d most likely walk her all the way home, right, and then at that moment, if I get the feeling of not wanting to separate, I’d walk around her house’s area once. After that 1st lap, I’d end up in front of her house again and feel all happy again, so I’d go ahead and walk around her house a 2nd time. I wouldn’t really be able to let go.

Then, someone else’s parent would get mad at me for my suspicious pattern (laughs)


[Your Recent Heart Throbbing Item]

(T/N: this column wasn’t fully scanned x.x so some parts got cut off. Inoo’s and Takaki’s part where the most affected, so I could not translate that part :/ )


Somehow, I want to eat meat

When I look at meat, my eyes become hearts. I couldn’t really eat any yakiniku during “Johnny’s World”? so now that it’s over, I thought that it’d be good if I could eat some. When I’m at a restaurant, and I watch the meat grill, my eyes become hearts (laughs) What I really want to eat right now is yakiniku.


Survival games—

When the MC portion came up during Johnny’s World, Hikaru talked about his experience with survival games and how he played with the Snow Man group. Then, I decided to buy equipment for the game to try it out. The fact that I was able to participate in these survival games, I look forward to fighting with everyone else~


Antique jeans are hot!

I bought a reprint of a pair of antique jeans from 66 years ago. I’ve wanted them from before, so after “Johnny’s World” ended, I went and got them. I haven’t worn them yet, so I wonder when I will.


Listening to music while looking up at the sky

Lately, I’ve really enjoyed spending time on my house’s rooftop. During “Johnny’s World” there were times where I needed to calm down, so I went there. Today, after I’m done with the interview, I’ll go home, lay down on my roof top and listen to music. If I can do that, I can relax. It feels really good when the weather is good during the night too.


A girl’s sweet and lovely fragrance

Fragrance! Both guys and girls use it, but when it comes from girls, it’s different, isn’t it? I love it when girls have a sweet lovely fragrance to them. When I’m on a roller coaster, and the girl sitting in front of me has a nice fragrance, it’d make my heart skip a beat!


The me who’s always been afraid of cats wants to own one

I’ve always been bad with cats. But lately I’ve been thinking that the Bengal cat breed is cute.

Even though I’m bad with cats, I want to buy that breed! When I buy it (gets cut off) I’ll probably take a picture of it. (rest gets cut off)


[The piece of work that made your heart skip a beat]


A talk about how painful love is unbearable

A movie I watched at a movie theatre in Korea called “IRIS THE LAST”.

Lee Byung-hun and Kim Tae-Hee keep a secret romantic relationship while being in a top secret mission, though, they become mutual enemies, they have a deceiving conversation.

I like those moments where it feels like a message gets sent, but it doesn’t. Even though you understand that it’s mutual love, it becomes painful. I can’t bear such painful moments like those.


The first time feeling honestly moved by a movie

Around the time I debuted there was a DVD that I had watched. It might have been a movie starring Matsushita Nao called “Mirai Yosouzu~ Love’s Sign”. At that time, It was only Keito and I that were watching it. Because I had never watched a serious romance movie before, once it ended I felt deeply moved. I ended up thinking that “Romance sounds good”.


Yearning for everything!

The movie, “The Rum Diary”.

It’s the one where Johnny Depp acts as a journalist for a friend. His character and the story were incredibly good, that whatever time period the movie’s background it is, the lifestyle ends up being one you can yearn for!


I love Honey&Clover

I really like the movie “Honey & Clover” where Sakurai Sho starred in.

I watched it in when I was in high school. While watching it, the college setting made my heart throb.

Since I’m a college student now, when I watch it, I end up thinking of how good it is.


The movie that I want to show to my children

I like this western movie called “Love Actually”.

This movie has a Christmas setting that follows 19 men and women’s love stories.

It’s a movie that I end up wanting to watch every Christmas season, and if I ever have kids, it’s the movie that I want to definitely show them.


The fun in observing the scenery overseas

I’ve watched the movie “Home Alone” countless of times. When I first saw it in high school, I thought it was very funny, I even bought the DVD. It’s not just about the story, but I also find it fun to watch the scenery that’s overseas. When I went to New York’s Central Park, I thought “It’s Home Alone!” and got really hyped up.


The feeling of youth gets my heart noisy

The anime movie, “Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo” (The Girl Who Lept Through Time).

I’m not sure if I watched the DVD sometime after high school graduation, but, the youthful atmosphere that I felt after watching felt good. Even now, when I hear the theme song, the fluffy and painful feelings I felt when I watched it come flooding back, I feel happiness. My heart gets really noisy and it goes “Meow, meow” (laughs)


A heart throbbing exchange between the two

Steve Hamilton’s “The Lock Artist”.

It’s about a young boy who’s a genius safecracker (can unlock any lock). He doesn’t speak at all.

That boy only loves one girl and conveys his love for her in a 4 panel comic. She replies to him the same way, with a 4 panel comic. Their quick, ongoing comic made my heart skip a beat.


The anime I got addicted to that Miyacchi recommended

An anime called “Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae wo Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai” (T/N: AnoHana)

Miyacchi (Miyata Toshiya-Kis-my-Ft2) highly praised it, and even though it was a late night anime I looked forward to it every week. It’s a story about 6 people, boys and girls that are childhood friends. Made me think of how good the time period as a high school student is. This anime has romance, friendship and a lot of meaning to it that made my heart throb a lot.


[Heart Skipping Moments caused by the Members]


Having a good time at meal gatherings

Although the four of us, Dai-chan, Keito and Yuya haven’t gone out for a meal in a while, I can’t help but think that there’s no other meal more fun than the one with these guys. I’ve told them that we should go out together again. Somehow we get really excited and end up having a really good time. I said something like, “Since our play ended already, let’s go forth!” and I ended up eating quite grandly.


Inoo-chan doing his best!

During “Johnny’s World”, seeing how hard Inoo-chan was working deeply moved me. Once he finished work, he’d go back home and write his thesis till late at night and then on to the morning when he’d have to begin his theatre work again. Even though he must have felt extremely sleepy and his body probably felt exhausted, he continued his work without complaining. Seeing him like that deeply moved me! Inoo-chan, you’ve done a great job!


When Hikaru plays bass, he’s cool

In Johnny’s World’s musical performance scene, there were solos and everyone got to do something different every time. One time, Hikaru’s solo was a phrase from Red Hot Chili Pepper’s “Around The World” (T/N: I FREAKIN LOVE THIS SONG. Hikaru prob played the beginning since it’s one of the bass’s part) That was really really cool! At that moment, Flea (Red Hot Chili Pepper’s Bassist) was on the stage (laughs).


The necklace I found

It’s probably Yabu-chan. Right now, (in the middle of the interview) I’m sitting at the other side of the table, but, if I unzip my parka, a necklace that’s similar to his appears (laughs)

The necklace Yabu and I are wearing now are from the same brand~


Casually heart touching

In Johnny’s World’s, during the sword battle scene, Inoo-chan came up to me in a casual, more natural manner and quickly pulled the weapon I was using down. That casual heart touching moment!


Yamada’s love for JUMP

In Johnny’s World, when my physical condition wasn’t very well, I tried to keep quiet about it but Yamada noticed. Without letting anyone else find out about it, he lifted the burden I felt and moved me. I felt his enormous love for JUMP!


The heart skip from just a little while ago of Chinen undressing

I wonder if its Chinen. Probably because whenever I was writing my graduation thesis, Chinen would often come up and ask “How’s it going? Does it look like you’ll be done soon?”. It seems like I’ve fallen a bit for him (laughs) Throughout the stage play and all the way to the end, there were a lot of scenes where Chinen would undress and our eyes would meet and he’d always make my heart skip a beat~ ahaha.


The Cheerful Chinen (laughs)

I invited Chinen to play survival games. He’ll cheerfully tell me or ask me things like “ I bought a gun ♪” or “How much should I charge it?” or “Will it hurt for real?”. His cheerful form is cute (laughs)


Keito and his wide open parka

This is about Keito at this very moment. I mean, he’s standing in front of my parka with so much energy!

He’s showing me his abs! I wonder if he has his eyes on something. Maybe I’ll go and take a look at it…no, I’ll only draw attention, so I’ll stop.

Great Work on Johnny’s World! SP♥


These past 3 months were the most important for current me

These past 3 months, I’m really glad that within my job, there have been many things to think about among what I’ve encountered. As the main person, I feel that my sense of responsibility has gone up and that I’ve grown more as an adult. I’m happy that I’ve been able to get closer to Sexy Zone and A.B.C-Z as people.


A play where we were able to create treasures in both our minds and bodies

Looking back, it really was a long lasting stage play. When we had rehearsals, it felt like the past. I also can’t believe that I swung throughout the sky on a swing about 100 times. But the stage play itself has become a treasure within my mind and body. Right now, I can’t imagine what I’ll do without the life style I had that revolved around the stage play (laughs)


Beating the drums every single day was fun!

I feel that as performances continued day after day, my mentality grew. Everyone had so many feelings of gratitude. I was really happy when the staff praised me when I played the drums. Playing the drums every single day was loads of fun. After all, I think that I’ve gotten really used to the sound of a beating drum.


I want to study my hobbies that broadened throughout the stage play

On the last day of the stage play, there was a corner of our final “There’s nothing we can do anymore”. It felt pretty lonely, but because I know that I used my full strength to get through the play, when it came to the end, I felt extremely touched/moved. I broadened my hobbies throughout the stage play. The other day I went to Morita-kun’s stage play. I want to see more of it and study it.


Pizza Party inside the dressing room with Snow Man

Because the play lasted for 3 very long months, the feeling of it having ended still hasn’t hit me. However, there have been many precious experiences that have given me the confidence to take the next step without fail. Before the stage play, I was really looking forward to co-starring with Snow man that we ended up having a pizza party in the dressing room. It really was fun.


I really feel glad to be a part of JUMP

One day when my physical condition was bad, I had to take a day off. Yabu memorized every single one of my lines, the members covered for me, I really felt glad that I was a part of JUMP. The fact that every single day there were changes to the play was a really big problem to everyone but we were able to properly see each other and through that I really felt my love for JUMP grow.

Inoo: (t/n: I didn’t translate this part of his cause I could not recognize the names he mentioned x.x im not good with reading names :/)


We became supermen through this hard stage play!

When the stage play first started, it was really harsh on our bodies. Chinen told me then, “By the time this ends, will be worn out or will we become supermen?”. But now that it’s over, I see that we’ve become supermen. We had the live stage recording for “School Kakumei” and when we finished singing one song, the fact that we were not short of breath was amazing (laughs)


Understanding breathing techniques from Tackey

Some problems arose because we had to do the same things for 3 months but I think that those became important experiences. During that same period, the other members and I went out to eat with Tackey. Tackey gave me great advice when it came to breathing techniques for my death scenes.