my heart is filled with rainbows

Okay but this is literally the cutest thing

Kubo-sensei re-tweeted this ^^^ and then right after tweeted this:

And then tweeted this:

“I am extremely happy.” 

(According to google translate; someone correct me if that’s not right) 

I can only assume the last two tweets are related to the retweet considering the timing. Basically she seems really happy about Johnny Weir planning to watch YoI and that fills my heart with rainbows tbh. I hope he enjoys the show ^^ 

EDIT: Added source links~ Sorry! Meant to do that originally but slipped my mind, so sorry! 

And they touched and touched and touched. They rubbed their lips raw; till their hearts were practically dripping on the hardwood floor. But no matter the pain or heartache, they kept consuming each other. Growing more and more fascinated with the idea of finding the end of the rainbow. Minds filling with dopamine, hands rushing to the finish line, eyes burning with dangerous need. One twisted their way into the other’s soul and started putting up picture frames and vases filled with flowers in the window sills. The other wormed inside their partner’s heart and put bear traps on the floor in a desperate attempt to ward off visitors. They put night lights in their lover’s mind to keep them from going dark. They both put up glow-in-the-dark stars from their childhood on each other’s skin to serve as a constant reminder of the little universe they’ve created. 
Maybe, if they both fight a little harder for each other, they’ll also realize what it means to fight for themselves.
YOI EP 6: Chris

So after last night’s episode I finished it feeling a little… off. My fluff, heart-squeezing quota did not feel filled. I didn’t end it feeling like I’d been purified. That’s okay: that’s not what the show’s aim is to do. It never set out to be all rainbows and hugs (okay maybe some – a lot of hugs yes please). But the more I thought about it the more I kept thinking about Chris’ performance/presence.

A lot of comments were going around about the suit, and about the animation team’s budget going on one particular part of his anatomy (cough), but for some reason his performance left me feeling… strange.

I wondered, at first, if that was just me. If I was having an issue with it because it was overt (male) sexuality, and that it was my own kind of prejudice or aversion to a sexuality that wasn’t the ‘cutesy’ kind of thing we have seen so far from Viktor and Yuuri. But after a conversion with @mamamyshka I’m starting to think it might not be.

What first struck me as wrong was when Chris started touching Yuuri. You could see Yuuri was uncomfortable. At first I thought maybe they had a shared history, but I thought that was probably the case only in the way that Yuuri and Viktor had competed against him. This was different, though. This felt… I won’t say predatory because that’s too far. But it felt inappropriate. I felt uncomfortable for Yuuri. I wonder if partly it’s related to how Yuuri has been made almost androgynous in the way he thwarts binary gender constructions, and so it felt, somewhat, like the typical scenario of a man touching up a woman. 

I’m not going to get into that; what I will say is that Viktor touching Yuuri and Chris touching Yuuri was different. Viktor touches Yuuri because Yuuri touches him; their relationship is one of shared, mutual skin-ship, and the physicality of it is underlined by a deep emotional connection and relationship built on trust and care and concern, and, also, attraction. Chris’ touch did not feel like that: Yuuri was uncomfortable by it. He tensed up and reared away. He did not return it, and it was not a touch that was warranted. It was not the forehead press and the hand-holding and the back hugging. 

Chris touched Yuuri because he could; because Yuuri was there and he is small. It felt like every man who thought they were somehow entitled to touch someone because they were a man and/or confident with their sexuality. But there’s a difference between being comfortable with one’s sexuality and then actually acting towards people in an unwarranted sexual nature.

I get that Chris is a foil to Yuuri. He is some kind of embodiment of the extreme version Yuuri is trying to become comfortable with. But, again, a difference: Yuuri’s transformation and growth is about gaining an understanding of sexuality and gender and if he fits in or not, and understanding that if he does not belong to a regimented, binary sphere then that is okay. Chris is not so much about sexuality as much as it is about sex. And there is a deep, deep difference between those two.

Chris’ performance, and that line he said (we all know what he said) felt cheap to me. It was shoved in our faces – both in dialogue and literally by Chris’ physical presence. Maybe I’m a hypocrite, and that I only want this kind of thing when it is tempered and part of an emotional, connective sphere, not just carnality and slight perversion. Maybe this is the male version of ecchi, and we’re supposed to be grateful that we could literally see and hear everything. 

I didn’t… feel grateful. I didn’t find what happened sexy. I felt like the show, for a few frames, had been brought into a sphere that didn’t feel wholly safe. Did anyone else?

Disclaimer: All opinions are my own. They do not reflect anyone else. If you have an opinion, I will gladly hear it in a constructive manner.

im so fcked up cuz of that vlive when jin puts the necklace thing on joon n joon is literally the human embodiment of the heart eyes emoji it looks like rainbows r abt to shoot out his ass n bring world peace he looks like hes internally crying cuz hes so #inlove with jin n his heart is abt to burst n fill his body with sugar n sprinkles n kittens ive never seen any1 look @ any1 else that way in my whole entire life holy shit im so fcked up

I’m thinking about how happy I am with you, how happy I am to love a person like you and how happy I am to be loved by you. I feel so alive since the day we started to be like this. Thank you for entering my life unexpectedly and made it possible for me to fall in love again. You turned my life from a black and white motions of picture into a sky covered by a rainbow filled with colors. You managed to sweep away all the negative clouds surrounding my gloomy heart. You made everything beautiful in my life right now, it was all possible because of you that’s why I want to thank you. I hope you would never leave me because they might come back if that ever happened. I love you more than you think you do. I love you for who you are, for all the things you don’t know you can do. I love all the aspects I see that creates you as a being. I can be anything or everything, but all I know is that I cannot live without you. I don’t know if I’m capable of losing you, I will never give up on you because I can’t stand watching you love somebody else. I don’t want someone to make you smile more than I can. That smile of yours is only meant for me and those eyes of yours are only meant to see me. You’re only mine, this may sound selfish but who cares? Mine is mine, so you’re mine. You belong to me and nobody can steal you away from me. Our paths has crossed and that means we were made and meant for each other. I will fight for you in the very end, remember that whatever happens is I won’t give up on you and us. If you asked me why I fall in love with you, I don’t have an answer for that. I don’t why and I can’t explain it. It just happened. I think words are not enough to express what I felt or to describe them to you. I just felt it, I felt in my heart that I love you wholeheartedly. I just found myself smiling unconsciously when I thought of you and when I’m about to go to sleep. So, why do I love you? I just do. I just love all the things about you and all the things you do. Every time I see you, I say to myself that you’re God’s blessing for me. And, you know what? I don’t want a happy ending with you. I don’t want years. I want a happy eternity with you. I want this love we share for eternity, I don’t want any of this to end. I want them to last for a lifetime. I’ll always love you, no matter how many oceans there are between us. No matter how steep and wreck the hill we’re about to take. Just hold me in your arms and never let me go, I want to spend an eternity with you. I just want you; all your flaws, mistakes, laughs, sarcasm, smiles and jokes. Everything. I just want you. I love you for the first time and I still love you the last time. I will love you until the end of time. And, you aren’t a part of my life. Because you are already my life. I don’t know what will happen if I lost you, it’ll mean that I lost my life. It’s like living, but not actually living my life. Everything would be meaningless. I love you so much. I love you so much that I will cling onto any and every piece of you that I can.
—  S.L // A message #10
Episode 12 of YOI

is making my heart fill with sunshines and rainbows with

  • Yuuri successfully landing a quadruple flip
  • Phichit’s ice skating show with his friends
  • Proud Victor
  • Yurio and Otabek’s cheering for each other and those thumbs up
  • Victor hugging Yurio affectionately
  • Yurio giving 200% because he didn’t want Yuuri to retire yet
  • The skaters crying
  • Yuuri on the podium for the first time and precious small bean Yurio won
  • Yuuri and victor’s breathtaking pair skating performance
  • Yuuri’s beautiful monologue
  • Yuuri running with Makkachin towards Victor and Yurio in Russia
  • Yuuri moving with Victor to Russia to train

‘Cause I love to make you smile, smile, smile
Yes I do!
It fills my heart with sunshine all the while
Yes it does!
'Cause all I really need’s a smile, smile, smile
From these happy friends of mine!
\(^u^)/ <3


love ya, my sunshine buddy! \(^u^)/

My parade of blue flowers to celebrate the first week of my book My Love Is Blue on Amazon comes to an end. Today I’m posting my garden in full bloom because, to me, love is really a rainbow of colour. Love fills our hearts and shines from our eyes and makes the world a beautiful place.

Thank you for your purchases, shares and reviews. Your support means a lot to me <3

starters ; legend of zelda edition


❝ You’ve met with a terrible fate, haven’t you? ❞
❝ The flow of time is always cruel… ❞
❝ It’s dangerous to go alone! ❞
❝ It’s a secret to everybody! ❞
❝ Well excuse me, princess. ❞
❝ Hey! Listen! ❞
❝ The wind… it is… blowing. ❞
❝ Do you now understand what I am? ❞
❝ What? Say something! Am I so beautiful you’ve no words left? ❞
❝ A sword wields no strength unless the hand that holds it has courage. ❞
❝ The history of light and shadow will be written in blood! ❞
❝ Such stunning features! ❞
❝ Furious! Outraged! Sick with anger! ❞
❝ This news has filled my heart with rainbows! ❞
❝ Welcome to my castle. ❞
❝ Wake up, sleepyhead. ❞
❝ Shadow and light are two sides of the same coin, one cannot exist without the other. ❞
❝ May we meet again in another life. ❞
❝ You shouldn’t have done that… ❞
❝ Your words are kind and your heart is true. ❞
❝ There! On the horizon! ❞
❝ I’m sorry! I overslept. ❞
❝ Did you forget? It’s your birthday! ❞
❝ The look on your face…priceless! ❞
❝ You are just my type. ❞
❝ What kind of monster would take such a sweet, young child? ❞
❝ Do you ever feel a strange sadness as dusk falls? ❞
❝ You’d look like you’d be way too hot in those clothes… ❞
❝ I’ll be the good guy, and you be the bad guy. ❞
❝ So, you’re not absolutely stupid after all! ❞
❝ You must go forth on your own. ❞
❝ Together, we can take on anything! Right? ❞
❝ In case you’re wondering, yes, I know who you are. ❞
❝ I… I shall consume. Consume… consume everything… ❞
❝ The dream of fun is dead. ❞
❝ He must never be allowed to threaten the world again. ❞
❝ Please remember this song. ❞
❝ Did you ever realize how messy your hair was? ❞
❝ I found you! ❞ 
❝ Ha. Such conceit. ❞
❝ Believe in your strengths…believe. ❞ 
❝ Your true face… What kind of face is it? ❞  
❝ I thought you were a giant grasshopper! ❞ 

It’s interesting how we crave beauty. We travel far lengths to witness this perfectly molded Creation. Majestic mountains, vast blue sea, snow covered cabins & sandy beaches. We long to witness these beautiful sights with our own eyes. We crave the hope they illuminate. Our world can seem overtaken by devastation & disappointment at times but when we see that rainbow shining immediately after the downpour of rain, we stop. We remember the promise God has made. And peace fills our hearts once again. Peace of knowing there’s hope. That the devastation & disappointment that can fill our world is only temporary- it has already been overcome, He’s already won. There’s an inheritance unlike anything we’ve ever experienced, being guarded & protected just for us.
So that beauty that we crave & long for is a glimpse- of hope & peace, for the even greater beauty to come.

It’s your love that fixed the scattered segments of mine
Rectified my cold and frozen heart
Made rainbows appear in my stormy mind
Killed the anxiety planting in my head
Taught me how to love every droplets of life
Took away my fear for storms and dark
Freed me from the web of anger and hate
Wiped the tears pouring down my cheeks
Wrapped me in a warm embrace that felt like home
Yearned my soul that once died and buried
Replaced my nightmares with sweet dreams
Filled my heart with every sentiment
My heart was alive once again
Like, a magic spell was casted
You’re the magician as I might say
Thank you for making it possible
Thank you for loving a broken girl
—  S.L
  • <p> <b>TFJ:</b> I want to have it all but I know if I try I'll fail. What if my life is just a game? And what if I rather be alone than having a lot of friends?<p/><b>Electra Heart:</b> My life's just a play; I've got everything I wanted, but there's something missing in my lifetime that's making me sad to the core.<p/><b>FROOT:</b> I don't need anything else to fill the empty life I thought I had. Finally I earned the lessons, the acceptance and I found my own happiness. I saw the whole rainbow colors shinning on me. I'm finally happy. I'm finally me.<p/></p>
Anything (Snowbaz blurb)



Oh god.

The smell of smoke fills my nostrils, bathing my senses red and tugging at memories that shouldn’t be able to repeat. The panic was taking over my brain, as if someone had pressed a self destruct button for my entire sanity. This can’t happen again. It can’t. It’s impossible to happen again, but oh god, it was happening now.

I didn’t know how to stop it. I’d never known how to stop it. I was so out of control, but I’d always been out of control and I should be used to it by now. But I shouldn’t be out of control anymore, not since my magic was gone. And me being losing control meant hurting the people closest to me, and— Baz.

My eyes finally shoot open and manically scan the room looking for him. When I spotted him, it took a minute to register that he was sitting by the window, a cigarette in his mouth. I… I wasn’t going off. Relief washed over me like the smell of the lingering smoke, and I shut my eyes again. That was a mistake because the instant I did, the red found its way back behind my eyelids.

“Baz!” I yelp as I shot up in the bed, my back going rigid. Sweat had matted my curls to my forehead and stuck my clothes to my body. My breathing was ragged enough to earn Baz’s concerned expression.

“Simon? What’s wrong? Did you have a dream?” Baz questions, walking over to the bed with the cigarette still between his fingers. I visibly flinched as more smoke curled into the air. Baz’s gaze turned from my face to the cigarette and back.

“Are you scared of my cigarette?”

“No, I… The smoke… I thought… I thought I was going off,” I admit in a hushed voice. His grey eyes turn soft like a cloud sprinkling gentle rain. The imagery of that vaguely helped to force the tendrils smoke from my mind.


“Please stop smoking, Baz. Please. It’s terrible for you, and I don’t think I’m strong enough to take another scare like that,” my voice cracks as I speak the last words.

After a long pause, he finally gets out the word okay. He crosses the room, puts out the cigarette, and leaves the stub in the ashtray. “You know I’d do anything for you, Simon,” he matches my quiet tone.


“Anything. Because I love you, Simon.

I’m useless when it comes to manga coloring, so I decided to just make an edit of this image because I couldn’t do it justice. This picture is just so perfect to me, the tenderness and love between the two of them in this moment is absolutely precious, and so I decided to fill it with rainbow colors and beautiful words like it does it to my heart <3

I’ve tried,
to tell you many times
but my tongue fails me.
When I look at you darling,
my heart doesn’t just leap
it sprints from my chest.
Your voice,
soft and smooth
calms my uneasy nerves. 
I’ve felt love before, 
but nothing like
the electricity that, 
runs through my body  
when our hands
gently brush. 
Before I met you 
I was filled  
with shades of grey, 
now I’m more vibrant
than the brightest rainbow.
—  vibrant rainbow // A.H. (prompt 3/300)