my heart is burning for you

anonymous asked:

I need your help guys! I need something to fuck me up, like it can be smut or bloody stuff or angst I dont care, I just need something that will wreck me and my soul. I want to reed something and then feel myself empty or dead inside. Vkook or Jikook or Yoonmin Please. (I just want to see the world burn)

wow ok lol

💐 TAEKOOK 💐

Calla Lilies by merelypretty [E, 40k]

Promises to Keep (and Miles to Go Before We Sleep) by TrappingLightningBugs  [E, 32k]

little do you know by aeterisks [E, 19k]

(thought you knew) you were in this song by expplipo [T, 35k]

Empty Spaces (Don’t Talk About It) by officialmaknae [E, 32k]

This Is Heaven, Give It To Me by seikou [E, 53k]

trust your heart if the seas catch fire by maxx [M, 131k]

Butterfly {vkook} by mypinkdimension [T, 40k]

Shifting On My Feet by MarionetteFtHJM [E, 131k]

House of Cards by sugamins (orphan_account) [E, 394k]

Hiraeth by haruguk [M, 100k]

(+) I have to add this:

Take Me Home (Take It Slow) by buttstrife (orphan_account) [E, 76k]

💐 JIKOOK 💐

Don’t Think, Don’t Speak, Just Smile for Me by Ragi [M, 144k]

Like Fire, Like Stone by PinkBTS [M, 108k]

Prey on Me by PinkBTS [M, 12k]

💐 YOONMIN 💐

what it takes to make him sleep by abucketofchicken [M, 104k]

함께 라면 웃을 수 있다 by giuliawords, nenecle [M, 104k]

Brotherhood by sugamins [M, 274k]

GAME OVER by mintsoda [M, 210k]

looking for redemption by Iyrs [E, 167k]

Blood Work by nunastro, SaltyAuntSuga [E, 103k]

Burning Memories by Novasweet (orphan_account) [T, 196k]

Passengers by unclassified_senpai [M, 151k]

You’re All I See by SugaTheTurtle [M, 72k]

Ghostly by Fiathe [M, 42k]

- N

He has a girl who has flaxen hair
My woman has hair of gray
I have a woman who wakes up at dawn
His girl can sleep through the day
His girl has hands soothed with perfumes sweet
She has lips soft and pink
My woman’s lips burn in midday sun
My woman’s hands–black like ink
He can make music to please his girl
Night comes I’m tired and beat
He can make notes, make her heart beat fast
Night comes I want off my feet
Maybe if I don’t pick cotton so fast
Maybe I’d sing pretty too
Sing to my woman with hair of gray
Croon softly, Baby it’s you.
—  On Hearing “The Girl With the Flaxen Hair” by Nikki Giovanni
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reputation hints in the “ready for it” video:

1 – they’re burning all the witches… (from “i did something bad”)
2 – all eyes on us (from “so it goes…”)
3 – ur gorgeous (from “gorgeous”, duh)
4 – i loved you in secret (from “dancing with our hands tied”)
5 – this is enough (from “king of my heart”)
6 – 89/91 (taylor’s birth year and ed sheeran’s – teasing “end game”)

@taylorswift is a genius angel woman ok bye

When she came

My shyness limited our talks

But words unspoken, I convey

You coloured my hearts

That were once washed away

I’ll be with you when you smile

Or when you cry

Seas may separate us

But we’ll always share the same sky

My love for you burns like flame

You stole my heart the second you came

Unappreciated things in the second season of Stranger Things (!!SPOILERS!!)
  • Eleven dressed as a ghost
  • Lucas’s sister. My new favorite character.
  • Dustin’s mother. She was the stereotypical ‘’cat lady’’ and it was so funny.
  • Jonathan talking with Will telling him that is better to be a ‘’freak’’ than being a normal boring person.
  • Steve going with Nancy to Barb’s parents.
  • Drunk Nancy. 
  • Steve care for Nancy, trying to make her stop drinking and keep her safe. 
  • Steve in general. 
  • Dustin stealing books from the library. 
  • Jancy showing their hand scars.
  • ‘‘Crazy together’‘
  • NOAH’S PERFORMANCE GOD DAMN IT
  • BOB. BOB. BOB. BOB. BOB. BOB. BOB. BOB. BOOOOOB.
  • Both Eleven and Will caling for Mike when their in the Upside Down
  • “Why can’t there just be two Venkmans”
  • The boys dressed as ghostbusters when none else in school is dressed up
  • Angsty Eleven.
  • Terry’s backstory.
  • BYLER HOLDinNG HAAAAAAAAANDS!!!
  • Mike staying in Will’s house 
  • Mike being beside Will in the WHOLE SEASON
  • Dustin screaming HOLY SHIT 
  • Steve and Dustin
  • That crazy detective. I swear he’s the BIGGEST JANCY STAN.
  • Steve giving advices to Dustin. 
  • Steve being a mama
  • “how do you know it’s not a lizard?” “because his face opened up and he ate my cat”
  • Eleven saying ‘’mouthbreather’’ in the same tone as in season 1.
  • DRINK EVERYTIME SOMEONE SAYS ‘’SON OF A BITCH!’’ AND YOU WILL GET DRUNK REALLY SOON
  • Kali, Kali, Kali, Kali, Kali
  • Everyone is saying that the episode 7 was ‘’boring aff’’ and Kali was a boring character but REALLY Kali is my new favorite character. I love her, i loved episode 7, i love punk Eleven, i love Kali’s gang. I hope that we can see them more in the next seasons.
  • Bitchin
  • Eleven being MILLIE and not Eleven lol
  • Eleven asking to see Will.
  • Eleven looking at Dustin and saying ‘’teeth’’
  • MY SON LUCAS KICKING THIS FUCKING RACIST’S BALLS. LUCAS YOU ARE DOING AMAZING SWEETIE. 
  • Max standing up for herself and defending her friends.
  • Steve looking at Mike and whispering ‘’Nancy?’’
  • It was 99% Finn’s face in this scene and 1% Mike. 
  • Joyce talking to Will while he’s possesed, this woman warms my heart. 
  • MIKE SAYING BEING FRIENDS WITH WILL WAS THE BEST DECISION THAT HE EVER MADE. THIS MADE ME CRy
  • Mike’s face when he saw Eleven this MADE ME CRy T0o
  • that intense scene when Jancy, is holding hands while Will is lowkey satan and Joyce is burning him 
  • Millie’s performance in the gate, wow just wow. 
  • Will being kinda freaked out when this girl asked him to dance. 
  • Eleven wearing Hopper’s blue bracelet. 
  • Nancy dancing with Dustin. 
  • HOPPER AND JOYCE!!!!
  • LUCAS AND MAX KISSING!!!!!! IMPORTANT!!!!!!!
  • That silly dream i had that the season ended with the creepy shadow monster.  It didn’t…. right?

It’s not me, it’s you. I am not going to sit here and pretend the problem was me when very clearly it was you. You don’t get to treat me like I am nothing but a fire you need to warm your hands by only to douse it out when the time has come to leave. I am not a glass of water for you to drink from and throw the rest into the sink. You don’t get to spread a wildfire in my heart, burn this forest I have tended so carefully to the ground and walk away with a slap on the wrist like “it’s not you, it’s me”. I am better than that, I am the healing you desperately needed but chose not to see. So forgive me for saying what needs to be said here, it was unequivocally, a hundred percent you, not an ounce of this was on me.

Nikita Gill, It’s Not Me, It’s You

Miracle(ous) Romance!

BGM: Moonlight Legend by SeraSymphony


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It’s in my dreams I find the right moment
It is the night that brings me the moonlight
And though I know it’s too late to call you
Your shadow’s always right by my side

Not all the tears I cry are made of sorrow
Reflected pools that will never dry
My eyes will show the dawn of tomorrow
The truth will speak in the ray of light

Romance in miracles so hard to defy
Invited by the moon in your eyes

I can see you there in every moment
As the day, it’s so bright and clear
Kaleidoscopic turns, in my heart that burns
Will show the way through the darkest night

“I’m so tired of loving you in my sleep and waking up alone.”

–a special kind of hell

Have a seat on the story rug, kids, it’s time for one of the oldest classic D&D tales I know! I referenced it a while ago and I occasionally get reblogs asking about it, so, here we are. This isn’t my story, but I wanted to share it with a new generation of players, like it was with me back when I was a baby nerd. This goes back to the long-ago time of the 1970s and a very early edition of D&D.

So a party of adventurers stumbles onto the lands of some lord or other and the DM narrates that they’d run across a gazebo. One of the players, Eric, a methodical sort of guy, playing a paladin, asks, “What color is it?”

“It’s white,” the DM answers.

“How far away?”

“Oh, about 50 yards or so.”

“How big is it?”

“About 30 feet across, 15 feet tall, with a pointed top.”

“I use detect good on it.”

“It’s…not good, Eric, it’s a gazebo.”

“I call out to it. Does it respond?”

“Eric, it’s not going to answer, it’s a gazebo.”

“In that case, I pull out my bow–does it react in any way?”

“Of course not, it’s a gazebo.”

“Then I shoot it with my bow.” Eric, bless his earnest little heart, rolls and hits it. “What happens?”

“You…now have a gazebo with an arrow sticking out of it?”

“What, isn’t it wounded?” Eric is vaguely affronted. “That was a +3 arrow!”

Losing his temper a little, the DM retorts, “It’s a gazebo, Eric! If you really wanted to destroy it, and I don’t know why you would, you could try burning it or chopping it to bits with an axe.”

Not having any fire spells or axes, Eric decides retreat is the best option. However, the very frustrated DM sighs, “It’s too late, Eric. You have awakened the gazebo. It catches you and eats you.”

At this point, the rest of the party takes pity on the poor guy and explains what exactly a gazebo is. But they were too late to stop him from going down in history.

For those curious, what poor hapless Eric thought he was fighting was probably a glabrezu, a far less fearsome foe than the Dread Gazebo.

My dear, some people (yes, even if they bear the name family) will do nothing but try to ruin you,
and you deserve to take back with fire and blood what’s rightfully yours.
Or else they will keep destroying the garden of your heart that you painstakingly grew,
eating your own rage should not be yet another one of your daily chores.
Let no one tell you that girls can only be kind and courage is not angry nor shrewd
that girls can only be silently gentle and have no right to stand up for themselves and roar.
—  Nikita Gill, To The Cinderella Who Fought Back With Blood

the media has tirelessly tried to tear down and pull apart taylor swift’s kind, sweet disposition and her inspiring, powerful artistry. the secret sessions and photos illuminate how she hasn’t allowed disheartening remarks to seep into the parts of her that deeply breathe resilience and strength. she’s truly burning brighter than ever before, whilst exuding boundless joy and light. keep on shining, taylor, you deserve all of the pure bliss you’re feeling right now and more.

To Jungkook you’re just a girlfriend. - pt.2

[pt.1] [p.2]


Originally posted by eatupbangtan

The more I thought about him, the more I couldn’t stop my tears from falling. But at the same time, the more I thought about this whole situation, the more I feel as though I was overreacting. He was right, I’m only his girlfriend - we’re not tied down to one another and he can hang with whoever he wants to hang out with. But her. She’s always liked Jungkook even though we’ve been together for this long, she never gave up on him and he knows what feelings she has for him. Do you blame me for being insecure? For being scared of the fact that I might end up losing the man I see my future with because of her? But it’s all too late now, there’s no use in being scared, or insecure because it all happened. Everything he ever assured you of, that they’ll only ever remain as friends, that he won’t do anything to lead her on, that he won’t hurt you like that, all those things he said, they meant nothing because those are all the things he did. 

I hear a knock on my door and I dreaded who stood behind it, but to my pleasant surprise I guess it wasn’t Jungkook.

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Losing A Friend (Steve Harrington x Reader)

Originally posted by mikkeljensen

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Author Note: As requested here is part 2 of Best Friends... let me know what you guys think!


“(Y/n) how’s my best friend?”

(Y/n) let out a slight sigh turning towards Steve. Her eyes narrowing slightly at the question. Deep down she knew what he was going to say. He’s done this for a month now.. So why would this time be any different? Yet there was that stupid hope that she seemed to choke on every time. The one that caused the wounds to go so much deeper. The ones that left her heart hammering in hopes that this time would be different. “I’m good… Why what’s up?” She asked cautiously.

Steve leaned against the locker besides her with that anxious smile. Her stomach dropped realizing that this wasn’t any different. “So I totally forgot that I promised Nancy I’d-”

(Y/n)’s locker slammed shut making Steve jump. She shook her head swallowing down the bile that rose in her throat. She clutched her books tightly to her chest making her knuckles white. Her whole body felt like it was burning as anger and sadness swirled beneath her skin. “It’s fine Steve,” She grumbled.

Steve frowned slightly. His eyes studying her face for a moment. For the first time in weeks he truly looked at her. Her eyes were blazing with mixed emotions and she seemed to be clenching her jaw. She was tense and refused to meet his gaze. “Are you sure? I could-”

“So now you care?” She snapped startling Steve. Her eyes were narrowed and Steve watched in horror as her eyes began to swell with tears. She ran a hand through her hair scowling slightly. “For the first time in a month your actually caring?”

“(Y/n) that’s not-”

“Not true?!” (Y/n) laughed bitterly shaking her head. “Are you that fucking love struck Harrington? We haven’t hung out in forever!” (Y/n)’s vision was blurring and burned with unshed tears. Her chest tightening painfully as she struggled to keep back sobs. “Ever since Nancy came around you’ve all but forgotten me. My recital that I worked so hard for. You blew me off. That movie you promised not to watch without me. You took her for your date.” (Y/n) felt this hollow all of a sudden. Her heart practically aching as she remembered these things.

Steve felt anger bubbling beneath his skin. “Look (Y/n)! I’m sorry, but you know I really like her!” He snapped catching the girl off guard. “So will you stop being so selfish?!” Deep down Steve knew that he was being a jerk again. That his defensive walls were pulling up and that (Y/n) was completely right. 

(Y/n) tried not to cry, but those damn tears started falling. She scowled at Steve as her whole body burned. Everything seemed to be burning within her as She snapped, “So that’s it huh? Eight years of friendship down the drain?” Steve was silent causing another wave of tears to drip down (Y/n)’s cheeks. Today was no different, except for the fact that (Y/n) couldn’t take it anymore. “Thanks Harrington. It’s nice to know that now. Just stay away from me.”

(Y/n) shoved past him trying to dodge through the crowd of blurring colors. She felt sick to her stomach, and for a moment she thought she might hurl. She wiped the tears away furiously searching for a exit out of this damn school, when she ran right into someone. She went sprawling on the floor and her books scattered in every direction. She huffed and wiped at her eyes sniffling slightly. “Sorry I just-”

“It’s alright I wasn’t paying attention either,” They said before crouching down. It was a boy about her age and a camera was dangling from his neck. He had a few of her books in his hands and his eyes met hers. He frowned slightly. “Are you alright?’

(Y/n)’s face flushed with embarrassment as she quickly wiped the remaining tears away. “Y-Yea…” She quickly took the books from him and gathered the rest and stood up. The boy stood up as well and held out his hand seeming hesitant.

“i’m Jonathan by the way.”

(Y/n) was confused slightly as she began to relax. She put the thought away though and instead shook his hand smiling just slightly. “It’s Nice to meet you Jonathan I’m (Y/n).” 

Jonathan smiled and let go of her hand. “Well (Y/n) maybe I’ll see you around,” He said nervously. He turned away and made his way down the hallway leaving (Y/n) alone once more.

It was a horrible though. (Y/n) knew so, but she couldn’t help it. Perhaps Jonathan could be her friend considering her best friend was practically gone. In fact, he could probably help her forget. Forget Steve and perhaps she could be happy again. Yeah that sounded like a plan.


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The signs as lyrics from Reputation:


Aquarius: “Don’t pretend it’s such a mystery, think about the place where you first met me” (Getaway Car)


Pisces: “sometimes I wonder when you sleep are you ever dreaming of me?” (Delicate)


Aries: “I’ll be the actress starring in your bad dreams” (Look What You Made Me Do)


Taurus: “I once was poison ivy, but now I’m your daisy” (Don’t Blame Me)


Gemini: “I swear I don’t love the drama, it loves me” (End Game)


Cancer: “Cut me into pieces, gold cage, hostage to my feelings” (So It Goes…)


Leo: “You don’t need to save me, but would you run away with me? ‘…yes’” (Call It What You Want)


Virgo: “Deep blue, but you painted me golden” (Dancing With Our Hands Tied)


Libra: “Feeling so Gatsby for that whole year” (This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things)


Scorpio: “They’re burning all the witches, even if you aren’t one, so light me up” (I Did Something Bad)


Sagittarius: “Is this the end of all the endings? My broken bones are mending” (King of My heart)


Capricorn: “Please don’t ever become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere” (New Year’s Day)

regularghostly  asked:

Okay I know the popular scenario is "embarrassed mutual pining" (and trust me I love that) but what about this: soon after lance realizes his feelings for Keith he just fully embraces them and starts flirting with Keith almost 24/7 the way he does with random alien chick only more specific/flattering? And Keith's like "what did my gay ass do to deserve this" not knowing Lance is actually fully serious. Then Lance finally stops playing games and just asks him out and Keith's like U WERE SERIOUS?

NSDJFKHJGDNKSFHBKSMFJNGH HOW ABOUT THIS:


The time Lance realized that he was undeniably attracted to boys was directly correlated to Keith. It was weird because he could have sworn that he didn’t like Keith - that dense, unwillingly condescending and hotheaded idiot - until. Well. Until they were out after a mission mingling with the locals and Keith was just standing there, a drink in his hand, smiling softly while he talked to a young alien girl. 

It was a huge thing. Lance’s breath caught, his heart skipped a beat and all the blood in his body rushed to his cheeks. Keith hadn’t even done anything special, he really just stood there, a soft and attentive look on his stupidly perfect face while the sun drew patterns on his mullet. It should have been an everyday thing except it wasn’t because Lance really could count on one hand all the incidences where he wouldn’t have changed a thing about Keith (including his awful hairstyle).

So back then Lance did the most sensible thing he could have done: down his drink, cough like mad because wrong pipe and hightail the quiznak out of this situation before it could go completely wrong.

Also, a private freakout that lasted for like five minutes. And maybe some stress eating and extra face care but honestly, that wasn’t a bad thing. He was a paladin of Voltron, they were fighting pretty much 24/7, he was allowed to eat more of Hunk’s cookies if he wanted to. And his face certainly wouldn’t complain about testing out new products to help it stay smooth and soft.

Honestly, Lance thought he had handled it pretty well. No excessive drama and no insults hurled Keith’s way. He’d like to think that he matured through his time as a defender of the universe and could now totally deal with being attracted to boys and Keith. No problemo for Loverboy Lance. 

Except, of course, it was Keith. How did one woo Keith? He was pretty sure that Keith was gay, that wasn’t the problem, the problem was that Keith was dense as quiznak. 

Luckily, the response had been right in front of his eyes: Keith might have been dense but Keith has also spent nearly 2 years with him in space and knew what Lance’s flirting looked like. It was ideal, he just had to act like he always did, not even Keith could be stupid enough to misunderstand that. 

So when the opportunity arose, Lance didn’t hesitate to take it.

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