my heart is beating very rapidly right now


Rey woke up in an empty bed. Hands searching her lover’s side of the bed but he wasn’t there. She got up on one of her elbows to turn and look behind her. The room was illuminated only by the star light streaming through the view-port. He was standing there by the large floor to ceiling window. Legs parted, hands clasped behind, his back facing her and their bed.

The stars are moving but they are not in hyperspace. The destroyer is slowly orbiting the planetary system below. A blue green planet of mass population. Mostly people without consequence, simple traders, merchant and farmers. It’s a First Order world. And they are currently restocking their supplies and changing personnel before jumping into hyperspace towards their destination.

“Kylo?” Rey croaked out, voice rough from sleep.

“Yes, love?” he said without turning back. The tense muscles of his back visibly relaxed a little, hands dropping on his sides.

“Why are you not in bed? What happened?” Rey said now fully sitting up on their bed.

“I feel a disturbance in the force. Like something is about to happen.” Kylo replied. Still facing the view port.

Rey pulled her legs out from under the covers, and placed them on the cold black floor of their quarters. Still sitting in bed, she placed her elbows on her knees and leaned forward.

“Is that good or bad?” she said, tracing her lips with her thumbs and looking up at his back.

“It depends on your definition of those words, sweetheart,” he said head slightly turned to one side.

Rey could see his sharp profile, shadowed by the star light coming from behind him through the viewport. He was beautiful even in the dim light and Rey wanted him back in her arms.

She got up and padded towards him stopping at an arm’s length away.

“What I meant was is it good or bad for us?” she reached out with her hand placed them on his back, right between his shoulder blades. She felt him shiver a little and that filled her with pride. Even after all these years together, she still affected him like that.

“It’s the weapon. They are charging it again. And you know the next target,” Kylo said, his breathing a bit rugged as Rey started to run her fingers lightly down his spine. She reached down to his tailbone and came back up again.

“Yes, I do know. Why? Do you regret it?” she stepped closer. Burying her face on his back, and reaching around to place one hand over his heart. Her body was now flushed against his. Her bare nipples, hard and bushing against the rough, scarred surface of his bare back.

She could feel his heart beating faster than usual.

“It will be the end of them if the intel we gathered is correct. The weapon will take out a whole planetary system and wipe out the last remnants of my mother’s foolish rebellion,” Kylo whispered.

Rey’s other hand was tracing his chest. Moving down his muscular torso, over his belly, down to his rapidly hardening member. She runs her fingers over his length, teasing but not touching it properly.

“But I asked do you regret it, my love?” Rey whispered against his ears, standing on her tiptoes, breath hot against his skin. She placed a opened mouth kiss on his neck right below his ear as she wrapped her tiny hand around his hard cock.

Kylo’s heart was now beating very fast, almost as if it’s trying to escape from its cage. Rey’s hand over his chest curled into claws, nails digging in his flesh.

Kylo turned his face toward her to look at her face over his shoulder. His eyes were dark as they met her yellow eyes, filled with desire, like he would devour her if he could. Rey couldn’t blame him, she felt the same, her fist tightened as she started moving it up and down his length, just the right amount of pressure that she knows he likes.

“No. I regret nothing,” Kylo managed to breathe out.

Rey leaned up, hand reaching behind his neck, fingers tightening in his hair. She brought her lips just a breath away from his soft pillowy ones. And said, “Good, because you made your choice already,” before claiming his lips in a hungry and passionate kiss.

This came out of nowhere, one moment i was angrily brushing my teeth, next I was writing this down. Should I continue this? Or just leave it as it is?

Thanks again to my amazing beta, @ns0241, she is my rock.

Available Updates: Read Scene Two Scene Three

I Don’t Mind


Word Count: 1,164

I hope you guys enjoy and special thank you to @chim-sosa

Five times..
 We’ve watched “blood, sweat and tears” five times in a row, and its starting to not sound right anymore.
Not because of bad connection, or because of buffering, or because you turned your head and swore you “missed” something.. but simply  Because you wanted to.

We’re in The coffee shop.
The one you told me about countless times on the phone late at night, when I get home from practice.

The coffee shop that you claim to be the BEST coffee shop in all of Seoul.
The coffee shop that you deemed to good to be called its original name but the name you gave it which is “THE coffee shop”.

This specific coffee shop is  approximately a hour from my dorm. Nights like these all the boys would be in the dorm just chillin. Jimin and Jungkook would be playing video games, Suga would be probably writing new music and Jin would be catching up on some laundry that has been sitting in the corner of our dorm, neglected through out the weeks due to busy schedule and laziness. It’s late, and I’m tired but because it’s your  favorite place I don’t mind coming this late.

 My butt hurts too..

From sitting so long..

Sitting on these old, hard wooden chairs, that were probably here when this shop opened.. The Burgundy shorts that I decided to wear matched the Burgundy rough (but still somewhat soft) fabric that coated the old chairs.. I noticed it when we first walked in.

You thought it was cute.

You told me I’ll like it here..

You lied..

Aside from the chocolate chip pancakes that i only got one bite out of before you took mine  because you were so “hungry” This place was terrible.

The shop was dim, and the floors creaked when you stepped on them. The table cloths were an ugly pastel pink which completely contrasted with the dirty Burgundy chairs that was slowly rubbing itself against the back of my bare knees causing it burn a little .

I’m not happy with this place..

But you are.. So I’m okay with my legs burning.

I’m sitting across from you in a booth, but it’s so small our knees are touching. You don’t seem phased by it, but my face is starting to feel like the back of my knees rubbing against the aging fabric on this old wooden chair.

And were both really tall.. Oh well.

Your hair is up in a bun, but loose stiff curls keep falling out of it every once in a while. The short ones that are at the back, but you keep in place with a Bobby pin. You forgot them…so they keep coming out.

You told me not to call them stiff, but kinky.

I tried to help, but you told me not to touch your hair.

It’s okay tho..

I like to look at it anyways.

That kind gesture of mine caused you to look up, you gave me a death glare,which also in the progress caused you to “miss” a part of the video..

You restarted the video..

Six times we watched “blood, sweat and tears”.
And honestly, if your not tired of watching it, neither am I.

You look sleepy now..
It is 3 in the morning after all.

We didn’t have to come out this late, but you insisted.

Because chocolate chip pancakes taste the best EARLY in the morning and not after 12 noon, when I would eat them..

Well that’s what you told me
I didn’t argue..

I look across the table at you again and smile. The video your watching is reflected off your glasses and highlights your face. To be honest your cheeks look like thick slices of rich chocolate dipped in gold.

I smiled again and lean in a little to get a better look at your face.

It’s uniquely beautiful..

Just like the rest of you.

You made a little giggle when Hoseok came on the screen..

Hoseok is your favorite.

I would be lying if I wasn’t a little  jealous

Even tho you insisted that, the only reason you favor him so much is because hes a “Dance God”.

I don’t believe that..

I wouldn’t be so jealous if you didn’t smile so much whenever he comes on the screen.

You said I was overreacting..

At some point in the Third time of you watching the video, you ordered me to take down notes on the video.

On what exactly..I don’t know,You never told me.

You were wired like that, randomly coming up with ideas.

At random times, to never follow through the entire thing at the end.

That’s probably one of the reasons I like you so much..
One of the many reasons..

To tell you the truth, I like you more than you could ever know, even tho I tell you almost all the time

But you never get tired of hearing it,

And you know I’ll never be tired of saying it.

And if one day you just happen to become curious of how much I actually Love you,

I have a list..

A very detailed list may I add..

Of everything you do, and everything you say, that makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with you. You’re still watching the video, and at this point I’m just staring at you from across the table, just admiring..remembering.
Remembering every detail of you perfect, almost ethereal face.

You glanced up from the video and stared straight at me.
The atmosphere in the room suddenly became more hot, and suffocating and I was trying everything in my power to keep a straight face, and to not break under your intense gaze.

You held this gaze for a while it seem like.
Everything felt calm and relaxed, Everything seemed to slow down, Your stare became more intense, and my heart could beat any faster.
You lean in forward slightly and tilted your head.

So I did the same thing ..
The corners of your lips turned up for a split second, and continued to lean forward, until our faces was inches apart.
Now my heart was beating rapidly, my brain felt like it was rattling, and  I could fell beads of sweat starting to form on my forehead.
I know what your thinking..“Wow he’s sprung”.
And i would say you are very right..

Your eyes bore in closer and a look of pure focus was painted on your face. I crossed my arms and lean in a little closer. I don’t know what we were doing, but being so close to you and your face being millimeters from mine, has me a little lost.
You look straight into my eyes and smiles.
The most beautiful smile, I have ever seen. And with that, you lean back into the chair and restarts the video.

So Seven,Seven times we watched blood sweat and tears..And honestly if your not tired of..Neither am i.