my heart is all yours

May he kiss the scars on my heart. May I heal as I press my lips on him. As I let his embrace take comfort in mine. I pretend to love him each day. I’ve tasted his lips so many times. I have lingered on his skin for days. And I guess I’ve already forgotten your face. But despite all this my heart still remembers your name.
desperately empty

no part of this is poetic – this isn’t meant to be poetry – it is a series of questions
call it madness

call it a cry for help – ignore it, as you have done many times before – the only common ground in all of this is you and I and the one question that always lingers – why?

I have sent many words your way – fragments – pieces of my heart
all ignored

but you’re here – I see you – reading – dancing in the song that are his words
but why

the words – never laced with expectation – only pleas – silent screams
to be loved

I see you – words of candour – tales of love and heartache – but not on my pages
desperately empty

I hear you – in silence and in screams – through tears and laughter – but not with me
clutching at loneliness

there is an ache in my chest – a tugging of heartstrings – I’m on my own
unrequited

you offer me silence – to my letters – to my poetry
but why

Hello! You wanna know what’s really fucking not okay? Wishing serious injury on both players and fans because you don’t like their team/the team they support. Want a team to lose with all your heart, be my guest, but never tell someone you hope they have a stroke or say shit like “haha if only he broke his leg when he fell.” If you do shit like that you are a garbage human being and I’m nauseated knowing you walk on this planet and think that behaviour is okay.

I can't wait to find my other half, the man who makes me whole, the one who makes me realize he was worth the wait..

I feel like I’m starting to lose hope, but I’ll try to keep my heart open, so that when you find me, I’ll be all yours. One day handsome we will have it all and we will make beautiful babies (that hopefully look like you). We will spend our lives making lots of memories and showing our babies what love is all about. I hope you’re out there looking for me too, and soon we will cross paths. Till then I’ll continue to better myself for you, hopefully I’ll see ya soon handsome.

krym-dela-krym  asked:

Hi I just commented on ao3 but I gotta tell you again how much I loved Shrine of Your Lies and how much it hurts my heart. And I want to politely beg you (without being pushy, please only if you want to) with all my heart for a continuation

hi!! i saw your comment on ao3 and obviously this one here and it seems to be the popular consensus that i need to write another part where the boys make up and everyone is happy and they’re happy with each other and i’m not gonna lie, that was how the fic was supposed to end. they were supposed to realize how much they love each other and they are happy and everything but then i was like “does anything really ever go according to plan in the winchester’s lives?”

and the answer to that question would be no. it doesn’t so that meant that obviously i had to end the fic painfully.

however, i am still open, very open to writing another part to the fic where they do make up and things might turn out alright. just not at the current moment. i wrote that fic in a matter of days and so i’m kind of tired of it. i need to rest my brain and work on other pieces but i am thinking about making another part.

shrine of your lies

warm and soft like a fireplace….a heith….

Reminder. If you’re rping a canon character and feeling insecure about your writing, or fearing replacement, simply remember that your muse is not just a duplicate. No one else will be able to breathe life into that character the way you do. No one else will feel the exact way you feel about your muse. There will be people who value your muse and never stop writing with you no matter what. There will be people who appreciate your portrayal, no matter how many other versions are out there. Always remember why you made your blog. Never let anyone or anything cast your passion out of your heart !!

I realized, I was crying over someone who simply didn’t care. I’m finally moving on. Although you did teach me one thing, to never hold on to someone who isn’t holding on to you. As for me, I know better, as for you, you lost a person who actually cared.
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So big a name for so small a man.

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Don’t wishes resemble Geass? Asking someone for something you can’t achieve by yourself. I’m under the effect of a Geass called people’s wish.

                                          For the sake of the world’s future,
                                  all you have to do is to erase my existence 
                                       and put an end to this chain of hatred.

Happy birthday, Sora @akahshi​ ❤

The Signs As Ed Sheeran Lyrics
  • aries: "don't fuck with my love" (don't)
  • taurus: "it burns so bright i wanna feel your love" (i'm a mess)
  • gemini: "we push and pull like a magnet do" (shape of you)
  • cancer: "we are still kids but we're so in love" (perfect)
  • leo: "kissed her on the neck and then i took her by the hands" (galway girl)
  • virgo: "i feel safe when you're holding me near" (hearts don't break around here)
  • libra: "had my first kiss on a friday night" (castle on the hill)
  • scorpio: "no i just wanna hold ya" (give me love)
  • sagittarius: "don't call me baby, unless you mean it" (dive)
  • capricorn: "raise a glass of wine for the last time" (i see fire)
  • aquarius: "let my love in, lay your heart on me" (lay it all on me)
  • pisces: "i didn't know i'd miss you this much" (the man)
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this cast has some seriously good dna!!! love these nuggets with all my heart. riverDAMNMYUTERUS❤️🌈👱🏼‍♀️🤴🏼🤓🌻💛

reblog & comment your fav photo!!

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for @allmycharactersare-dead: oikawa, iwaizumi & the flock 1 and 2 trainees from wingbeats!! because dragons and dragon riders are. the coolest. also I promised you a thing!! ヾ(*´∀`*)ノ 

Lord of Shadows playlist

tmi-city-of-bones15-blog said:Hey Cassie, I was wondering if you have a Playlist for each book that you write? Or if you have something to inspire you on those moments?

I do! You can find old ones on this tumblr, and here is the one for Lord of Shadows! (Sometimes people complain the songs aren’t new — I tend to mix up old and new songs, and remember, the book was written last year!)

Lord of Shadows

Six Blade Knife, Dire Straits

Your six blade knife can do anything for you
Anything you want it to
One blade for breaking my heart
One blade for tearing me apart
Your six blade knife can do anything for you

Fuck It And Whatever, The Echo-Friendly

We are sleeping in a rainstorm
With no lightning rod
So please remember my love
As we lie in the arms of an angry vengeful God

And I know we can’t stay together
But I’ll keep you safe forever
And I know that sounds heavy
But fuck it and whatever

Kill Your Heroes AWOL NATION

Well I met an old man dying on a train.
No more destination, no more pain.
Well he said one thing, before I graduate
“Never let your fear decide your fate.”

I say kill your heroes and fly, fly, baby don’t cry.
No need to worry ‘cause, everybody will die.
Every day we just go, go, baby don’t go.
Don’t you worry we love you more than you know.

Blood in the Cut, K. Flay

Met back up with the boy I love
Cried on the streets of San Francisco
I don’t have an agenda
All I do is pretend to be ok so my friends
Can’t see my heart in the blender
Lately, I’ve been killing all my time
Reading through your messages my favorite way to die
Take my head and kick it in
Break some bread for all my sins
Say a word, do it soon
It’s too quiet in this room

Sweet Disaster — Dreamers

Some nights feel like every night
This one feels brand new
Only got bad things on my mind
When I’m with you

Tell me that you need me on the floor
Passed out in your dirty clothes
Ask me what the hell I’m looking for
Like you don’t know

Shatter in the Night — Vesperteen

Laying in the yard and we worship the stars  

And I blow your mind while you kiss my scars. 

We rise and we fall. We’re floating 

And all our time’s revolving around what we see as true 

But it’s breaking me and it’s breaking you

Every Other Weekend — Annie Rapid (always makes me think of Livvy & Ty)

But we are one 

For you are here 

Inside a place so far away 

My brother always near 

It’s every other weekend 

And it’s in the messages they send 

Broken promises will mend 

For all these things we can’t count on 

Will one day make us grow up strong

No Mermaid — Sinead Lohan

we went down to the edge of the water
you were afraid to go in
you said there might be sharks out there in the ocean
and i said i’m only going for a swim

i was swimming around in a circle
i wasn’t always in view
you said we might get into red flag danger
and i am alone when i’m not with you

but i am no mermaid
and i am no fisherman’s slave
i am no mermaid
i keep my head above the waves 

Breaking Free — Night Riots

You’re not my savior, just someone I used to see
I am broken
Something’s wrong inside of me
I feel violent
Like I’m dying
I feel broken
Maybe I’m just breaking free

These Taming Blues — Joe Tex

Is it ever gonna not be so hard to see you around?
Am I really really really really gonna have to leave town?

I mean I called upon a bunch of angels calling angels ain’t you supposed to come and take away these blues?

All five kinds of rains

All nine kinds of thunder and

Eighteen white horses who will not ever come to me!

Don’t plant your feet, love, in that garden of blame.

Don’t break me no more, love.

I’m already tame.

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I’ve got these letters tattooed on my arm
That remind me each second of where I come from
And the long hard road to get me back home

I’m not trying to part the ocean waves
I’m not trying to overthrow the throne
I’m just trying to find a way to make it back home


In Our Bedroom After the War — Stars

Wake up! Say good morning to that sleepy person lying next to you
If there’s no one there, then there’s no one there, but at least the war is over
It’s us – yes, we’re back again, here to see you through, 'til the days end
And if the night comes, and the night will come, well at least the war is over

Meet me in the Woods — Lord Huron

How long, baby, have I been away?
Oh, it feels like ages though you say it’s only days
There ain’t language for the things I’ve seen, yeah
And the truth is stranger than my own worst dreams

Anna Lee — firekid

Sinking sand
When I sleep
I see her ghost
Siren’s hand pulling me six feet below
Pyramid
Wasted dreams
Built it for two
Inherited her color scheme
Now it’s my tomb
  • Aknamkanon: i sacrifice myself to the gods in exchange for the safety of my son
  • Atem: *ends up in a horrible war, dies at 16 to prevent a fucking demon from destroying the world, spends 3000 years trapped in a magical artifact, loses his memories, has to fight that same demon again, still dead at 16*
  • Aknamkanon: what the fuck