That post about Jon's first words being mother upset me so much and Jon's relationship (or lack of) with Cat is literally one of the most fascinating in the show. I don't think either of them hate the other because they aren't capable of that hate (Jon certainly isn't) unless its at Joffrey or Ramsay. With Jon I always imagined that even as he went to the Wall, he never hated her because a small part of him always clung to the hope that the only mother figure in his life would one day love him
the thought of that cuts quite deep :( show!catelyn (bless michelle’s superb acting) certainly convinced me she hated him. the venom in her eyes when jon went to say good bye to bran could kill (again michelle was amazing). i can’t remember how it was in the books but, but in the show, jon was an angel and i think would’ve jumped into her arms if she opened them for an embrace like for her own kids.
lucifer on fox is truly my happy place. not only cause it makes me laugh, but cause it’s a good show that i don’t worry about. i don’t like freaking out about lucifer cause if i do that, i will stop enjoying it the way that i do. i don’t want to lose what this show is to me. i worry about a lot, but not about this show. and i get if other people worry, everyone is entitled to do whatever they want on their own blogs! truly, speculate, freak out be as negative or positive as you want to be. i mean that. do you 💕
but when i get a bunch if anons being negative in my inbox, it is Very overwhelming for me and gives me anxiety.
i don’t think that way, i trust this show and i believe in it in every aspect. it’s one of the very few things i actually don’t worry about and that’s why i have a hard time when people come to me being negative. i don’t want that to rub off on me and it easily could so i try very hard on keep my self calm cause the show has not given me any reason not to be.
if i vent, it’s for me to calm down. not @ anyone who i know or anyone in tags bc chances are i haven’t seen it unless i get anons or someone adds a comment onto my post or something.
and pls dont get me wrong i love talking about the show, but talking about it getting cancelled or deckerstar not getting to be canon just stresses me out and there’s nothing i can say but that i truly think everything is gonna be fine.
How I wanna be: glowing skin, black bikini w nipples poking out while on the beach sipping a margarita under a palm tree looking off into the ocean while my lover lays next to me singing and lightly running their fingers against my skin
“There’s 2 incredible things that are close to magic in life and that’s when people get together for sports and when people get together for music. I think you know like people look at a concert as something very simple in life but think about it: there’s gonna be 10.000 people in this room tonight, who know all the lyrics, who love the music for the same reason, it makes them all feel good at the same time and that doesn’t happen unless it’s in music and that’s very special because to get that many humans all together singing the same song, feeling the same way is very rare”
This is what concerts are about. This is what they SHOULD be about.
Foraging was a success yesterday! My best friend Maya and I didn’t find a lot but we found enough. Lobster mushrooms, slippery jacks, and one single cute wee puffball. We found some boletes we weren’t familiar with too, took a few home to identify and test. I also gathered some old mans beard moss.