my girlfriend is the best person ever

Being in love is great, don’t get me wrong. The kisses, the “I miss you” hugs, the cuddling, the love. Everything about falling in love is what makes a person remember how great it feels to have butterflies in your stomach and to have your heart beat so fast that your chest is going to explode. Being in love with someone is amazing. But being in love with your best friend, god that is fucking the best thing I could ever ask for. Being in love with the person that makes you laugh so hard that you nearly have snot coming out your right nostril and makes your stomach turn inside out. Being in love with the person that you share secrets with and gossip about people with, the person that says “fuck her baby, she don’t know a damn thing” kind of best friend. The person that you can lay next to at night and can’t sleep until 3 am because you were talking about how people can’t learn their damn differences between they’re, their, and there, and then laugh about it. The person that you argue with about what kind of food you want to eat, or who’s going to be the one to get up from the bed and turn off the light. The person that you can lick their face and they won’t look back at you with a confused face, but sticks their finger up your nose. The person that won’t only being the shoulder to cry on, but the shoulder that will bring you back up and make you stronger than before. The person that will tell you whats wrong and whats bothering them instead of being distant and ignore the situation. Loving someone that you can share memories and laughs with, god it is beautiful. Being in love is great, don’t get me wrong. But being in love with your best friend, that is the most wonderful thing I could ever ask for.
—  I’m in love with my best friend

Do y'all ever just look at your person & be like “woah what the fuck, that’s my girlfriend. Holy hell thats my best friend. God damn that’s my wife” because I swear that’s me 62x a day!

Blessing
  • Yang: Mr. and Mrs. Belladonna! I am here to ask for your blessing to date Blake! *takes Blake's hand in hers*
  • Blake: *sighs and blushes, hiding her face in her other hand* Yang...
  • Yang: I promise to be the best girlfriend I can to your daughter! She's the greatest person I've ever known and I love her so much I would give up all of my other limbs for her!
  • Kali: Awwww, you're so sweet, Yang. Of course you have my blessing!
  • Ghira: Wait, wait, wait. Wait. I have some conditions.
  • Yang: I have a list of "things I mustn't do", sir.
  • Ghira: *raises eyebrow* Is that so?
  • Yang: Yup! 1st is "Not furrnicate unless we have the parents' consent" 2nd is-
  • Ghira: Could you repeat that first rule, Ms. Xiao Long?
  • Yang: Of course I can, sir! "Not furrnicate unless we have the parents' consents."
  • Ghira: "Furrnicate?"
  • Yang: Oh, yeah. Hehe. It's because of the word "fuck." Fornicate Under the Consent of the King. And since I see you as a king, I won't fuck your daughter without your consent.
  • Blake: YANG!
  • Ghira: *sighs and smiles softly* That'show I like it. You have my blessing.
  • Yang: YEAH! *kisses Blake on the cheek before running to Ghira and Kali and hugging them and being hugged back* I promise I won't disappoint you. This is one of the most important moments in my life until now.
  • Kali: Until now?
  • Yang: Yes. *whisper* I look forward to proposing in the future. But don't tell her, it will spoil the surprise~
  • Ghira: I really, really like you, Yang.
  • Mom: Honey, come here please!
  • Me: Yeah?
  • Mom: *Gestures to the home page of YouTube on AppleTV*
  • Me: Oh fuck.
  • Mom's boyfriend Brent: Ahh, not too fond of the male gender huh?
  • Me: Uhm...
  • Brent: Relax kid, I'm not here to judge like a homophobic asshole. However, I'm probably a horrible dad since I placed bets on whether my daughter had a girlfriend or not. When she came out I told her about it, but boy was her reaction priceless! Totally worth it.
  • Mom: We're okay with this, but I don't need your younger siblings and cousins to be watching these videos just yet. There's no doubt that they're constantly curious and will click on anything that piques their interests.
  • Little brother: But the gay side of YouTube is the best side of YouTube. Tyler Oakley is the best person ever! So is Troye, Connor, Joey, and everyone else.
  • Little sister: Stevie & Ally are way too cute! Also the Gay Women Channel are hilarious!
  • Me: In my defense, I didn't tell them about these people or encourage them whatsoever to watch them.
  • Mom: *Sighs and shakes head*
  • Brent: A lot of Anna Kendrick and Brittany Snow videos are popping up. I will never be able to watch those Pitch Perfect movies ever again without my Bechloe goggles on.
  • Me: I like you.
  • Brent: If you like me now, you'll love me soon enough. Your mom told me that you're obsessed with that lesbian vampire web series. Well since she says she doesn't have the time to watch it. How about we binge watch it right now?
  • Me: You my friend, are going to regret this.
  • Brent: I sat down and watched all of Faking It for my daughter's sake. I'm sure I can handle 72 episodes that are less than 6 minutes long.
  • Me: Well actually 84 episodes because there's season 1, 2, and 0.
  • Brent: What does this fandom do with their lives?
  • Me: Don't ask that question or else I'll be dragging you down this garbage chute with me.
  • Little sister: Sin. That's all that fandom ever does.
  • Brent: ...
  • Mom: ...
  • Little brother: ...
  • Me: No clue what she's talking about.
  • Last Sacrifice: “She looks kind of uptight.”
  • Bloodlines: “You’re a solid person, Sage.”
  • The Golden Lily: “I look at you, and you’re like… like light made into flesh.”
  • The Indigo Spell: “You’re my flame in the dark.”
  • The Fiery Heart: “Sydney Sage, the aforementioned girlfriend and light of my life,”
  • Silver Shadows: “Sydney Katherine Sage,” he said, his green eyes full of love and earnestness. “Would you do a brooding, deadbeat Moroi the honor of being his wife?”
  • The Ruby Circle: “Being with you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me, the one perfect decision I’ve made in a lifetime of fumbling and poor judgment.“

{thanks to @mochilester for making this banner lob u }

 i cant believe i made it to 1k! guys this is crazy, i never even thought i would make it past one follower (s/o to @phanofsterek, my first follower)!! to make it to one t h o u s an d ??? thats incredible. ive done one of these before, but this one’s gonna be a bit more organized ahaha

before anything else heres 2 people that i legit cant live without:

@punkisdead, you my girlfriend heheh!!  i love you so damn much. youre the best person that i could ever be with. heres to forever darling. im so in love with you.

@theaterdan, my actual best internet friend, youre a fuckface, but i love u. thanks for always being here for me. i appreciate you so much.

on with the ff!!

the phetus squad: @angelphannie, @becausedodie, @dansforeheadcurl, @energeticwarrior, @fringecheck, @gayeclipse, @lesterp, @moonphilight, @philester, @starinorbit, and @sweetpeachlester,,,, i love all of u and i miss you all!!! yall are the best :(

here are some other buds ive made over the course of my 11 months on this shithole wonderful website tumblrdotcom

my buds: 
✨ @abeautifultragic✨ @acleverphanpun@cluelesslester@cyxical@dantlers@have-a-balloon@hesitant-dan@looxylovegood@mochilester ✨  @opaquehowell@paradisedan@princephil@princessdan@royaltydan@space-bae@they-them@tigersinmyface@vciero666@yuri-howell@-xxmorganxx- (the only irl person that has my url -love u b-) ✨

and finally, people that i like seeing on my dash!

a-c:

✨ @astronautdan​ ✨ @beanboyjoseph@blackparadehowell@bloomhowell@buttercupross@cafephan@cashtonflowers@cringe-attacks@cozydan

d-g:

✨  @danisnotonfirewhiskey@danisnotonfirez@danisnotonfuego@dansshibe@dantea@deadpeej@demonphannie@denimnjh@doggodanny@fcknghowell@fireflyphil@fvesos@glasshowell@glowinghowell@godhatesteddy

h-m:

 @helllointernet ✨  @hemmingd ✨  @iamprettyodd ✨  @intimatepml ✨  @leftsharklester ✨  @lesterlicioushowell ✨  @litraleehowell ✨  @lukemichael ✨  @moonsbitch@macaronidan ✨  

p-s:

@p-h-a-n-g-e-e-k@phanhtml ✨  @phans-anime-shelf ✨  @phanperra ✨  @plainwhitebees ✨  @planethowell ✨  @ratinof ✨  @rainbowshowell ✨  @regionalblurryface ✨  @roughlester ✨  @ryan-ross-monstercock ✨  @saxo-sexual ✨  @shibes-howell ✨  @softdnp ✨  @sungminova ✨ 

t-#:

✨ @theylikeboys ✨  @thiccphil ✨  @thorlester ✨  @tylerjosephs@vaporstan@vyou ✨  @wastedgf@whendodie ✨  @writerlester ✨  @yiffdan ✨  @yiffdnp ✨  @yuurihowell ✨  @2k13muke

again, thank you to everyone who got me here to 1k, it really means alot, ahhh!!!

"Get out!" *Luke Hemmings*



*Y/N’s pov*
 
The whole house smells of cinnamon, sweet orange and spicy herbs. It’s the only thing that can calm me down a bit right now. I had yet another fight with Luke about his girlfriend, well… girlfriend… she sleeps around all the time but he’s too blind to see it. He keeps on forgiving her. He truly believes that it doesn’t mean anything to her and that she’ll come around. He thinks that she’ll eventually realise he’s all she wants and needs.

It’s ridiculous of course, she’s just using him, she’s using him in so many different ways and it angers me but whenever I open my mouth and tell Luke about it, he turns into this defensive person and tells me I’m seeing things that aren’t there and that his girlfriend is the best that ever happened to him. He even told me -no yelled at me- that I’m jealous of her and their relationship and that’s when the tears started blurring my eyes. I blinked them away but no matter what they came running down my cheeks like waterfalls. He hurt me. He really hurt me by saying that. He’s my best friend. It’s normal for me to protect him and warn him when someone is using him.

So here I am, in my oversized tee shirt, wrapped up in blankets like fish and rice in seaweed. I put scented candles everywhere in my room and threw myself on my bed. I sobbed for hours which seemed to be an eternity and let all the sadness and tears out. He knows how much I hate it when people yell at me. He knows how much I care about him and that I’d never lie to him. He knows that I don’t trust his girlfriend at all and he knows that she’s in a different bed almost every night so why not believe me? Why not just accept it? I know that he loves her but she’s no good for him, she hurts him and breaks him piece by piece. Am I supposed to let that happen until he’s so down and the only thing he sees is black? No, I have to warn him and protect him, just like he’d do when it’s me who’s tumbling down. I need to be the rope he can hold onto when he falls into the darkness and there’s no way out.

I sigh. I sigh deeply and dry my cheeks.

I love him.

 
“Do you hear yourself? How can you say all of that? You know Y/N, you’re my best friend or were… You’re just jealous of her!”

“What? Luke, do you hear yourself? Why would I be jealous of her? It’s normal that I don’t trust her, that she’s no good for you!”

He scoffs and puts his hands in his pockets. “Listen, you, she’s beautiful and you’re just jealous of her!”

“Oh god, you’re so- so blind and… mean…” I feel tears coming up but ignore them.

“Mean? Says the one who tries to get me to break up with her? What kind of best friend does that?”

“But, Luke, don’t you see she’s not worth you! Tell me, where was she last night? Or rather who was she with this time, huh?”

“Don’t you dare talk about her like that!”

“Like what? It’s the truth, Luke, and you know it! Deep down you know it.”

“Pff, you’re wrong there, she’s all I could’ve wished for and more, I love her and she loves me. I know she’s made some mistakes but she always comes back to me, doesn’t she?”

I clench my fists and let out a long sigh. “Some mistakes? Some mistakes? I wouldn’t be surprised if she’d walk in and tell you that she’s pregnant. And why wouldn’t she come back? She knows that you’re whipped.”

“Take that back!!”

“No, Luke-“

“No, you listen to me, she’s amazing but you’re too jealous of her and of what we have! I never thought I’d say this but get out! I don’t ever want to see you again!”

A tear streams down my cheek and I feel the saltiness of it on my tongue. I bite my lip and think of what to say.

“Seriously, Luke? I-“

“I said ‘get out’! Now!”

I bite back my cries and look down.

“Right, as you wish, but don’t come crying on my shoulder when you realise what she’s like.”

I love him.

 
I like him, I really like Luke.  But if he thinks I’m jealous of her than he’s really stupid.

He’s so stupid but even after all he’s said, I still care about him. I lost my best friend or at least that’s what I thought he was. Apparently, I was wrong. In the end, all he did was hurt me.

But I still love him.

 
“H-hey uh Y/N- I- I know you’re home, I uh was wondering if we could talk?”

My heart jumps out of my chest and jumps straight out of the window. “What?” I whisper and shake my head. Is he in my head now or-
 
“Y/N?”

Oh no. I silently get up out of bed and tiptoe to the door of my flat. I don’t look through the peephole, instead, I slide down the door and place my chin on my knees. I wrap my arms around my legs and close my eyes when new, hot tears run down my cheeks. I hate him, I hate his voice so much… but I can’t deny the effect he has on my heart.

“Y/N? Please? I know I was a dick back then. I know you were right, you’re always right.” I hear a soft chuckle but it’s followed by a quiet sob. “All you did was protect me and instead I pushed you away… I know it’s a crappy thing for me to say but I’m sorry, I’m truly sorry… I also understand that you never ever want to see me, let alone hear me again but here I am… I’m praying for you to listen to me even though I hurt you so badly… Can I ask you that? I know it’s much, I know… I- just- I’m lost without you Y/N, she got me wrapped around her finger and clouded my mind and- it’s no excuse. In the end, I can’t blame her for me yelling at you. I did that all by myself.

Y/N? Are you there? Please, say something. Just one thing… You can also shout at me if you like, you can swing open this door and yell at me and punch me like crazy if it makes you happier. You can do all of that…

You can also keep on pretending that I’m not here but I know that you’re listening, I know that you’re crying, I know you, Y/N, I know you better than anyone. And whatever you do, if it’s either ignore me or punch me or yell at me, I’m fine with it because I deserve it.

I’m uh, just going to sit here, yeah? I have time… I broke up with her…

I’ll just wait.”

I sigh deeply and try to stop my body from shocking. It’s been 38 days since he told me to get out. 38 days and here is he is. He broke up with her.

“Y/N, this is for you.” I hear him whisper and furrow my eyebrows in confusion until I see a small note lying beside me. He must have slid it underneath the door. My conscience is fighting a battle deep within me. Read it or crumple it and hold it above one of my cinnamon scented candles and watch it catch fire?

My shaky right hand takes the small note and opens it. I gasp and lean my head back against the door. Oh, Luke…

On the note are four words written in black ink and messy handwriting.

I love you too.
 

I can no longer hold back the sobs and put my head in my hands.

“Y/N? Hey- oh no, I made you cry even more… I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean- what can I do to make it better? Do- do you want me to leave? Do you want me to leave forever because if that’s what makes you happy I’ll do it… I’ll just go, I’m so sorry, Y/N, I don’t know what to do right now… I’m one big mess and I never wanted to drag you down with me. The thing is that you knew we’d sink from the very beginning, I didn’t… I was blind for not seeing the truth, for denying the truth, I was so blind.

I’ll just go.” He whispers and his voice cracks. It cracks. I clench my fists and swing open the door. “You fool! You come here and make me all sad again and-“

“Y/N-“

“No, the only thing you do is hurt me and make me cry! And, I’m so mad at you right now! I’m so mad, I could twist your neck… but I could also kiss you… I could also hug you, I could forgive you.”

His eyes lock with mine and they fill themselves with hope.

“It’s okay, Y/N, I don’t deserve it, I-“

“You make me so angry but I love you.” I pull him closer to me and press my lips to his. My fist doesn’t let go of his tee shirt when he puts his hands around my waist and he pulls me into his chest. He cups my cheek and kisses me like there’s no tomorrow. He kisses me hard and I kiss him back with the same strength. It’s as if he’s proving me how much he loves me so the only right thing for me to do is answer him the same way, right? He harshly bites down on my lip and I let out a sigh which he swallows. He walks backwards into my flat and kicks the door shut with his foot. He bites my lip again and I let out a soft moan. In return, he lifts me up and lays me down on the couch. He hovers above me and licks my bottom lip. “Luke…” I tangle my hands in his hair at the same moment his tongue enters my mouth. “God, I love you so much. I love you so much.” He keeps repeating these five words and my heart jumps out of my chest once again. “I love you, Y/N.” “I will never let go of you again.” He whispers in-between kisses. “I promise. Never, Y/N. I won’t make the same mistake.” He stops kissing me for a second and caresses my cheek. “Never.” He whispers and kisses my nose. “I forgive you.”

1808 words! I hope you like it! :)
XX




Have you ever had that feeling

That no matter how close someone is to you, you still want to pull them in closer? Or you talk everyday all day about anything and never for a second get bored? That anything this person says you are so fully interested in and want to know every detail of the story just to get a better grasp on this person and the way they perceive life? That feeling that the further this person is away from you the harder it is to breath? That feeling of an addiction to another human being as if they were the strongest drug there is? That feeling where you want to put their heart in your hands and bury it into yourself so deep that no one could ever touch or hurt them again? That feeling that even though you don’t have much to offer, you would give them all you have just to take care of them and see that smile that spreads across their face and lights up galaxies like stars bursting in the night sky? Have you? Have you ever had that feeling that happiness and love flows through your veins and when you touch this person you feel a connection so deep it sparks in your heart? A place that you thought had become so dark and cold you didn’t even know a flame could be there anymore but they just ignited an eternal life in you? That feeling when your skin on skin, your lips touching, you feel goosebumps cover your entire body and can’t do anything but smile? That feeling that when everything is crashing down and you can’t go on, you look up and this person has the weight of your world on her shoulders too because you’re in this together? Have you ever had that feeling that you want to make plans with your sister and family but before you know it they have already planned something out? Have you ever had the feeling of so much overwhelming joy from another human being you feel like the sky on the Fourth of July locked inside your body? The feeling that even when you’re sleeping you can’t help but smile because you have never felt so alive before? That feeling that even in this crazy life when your mind is racing 100 mph this person is still in your every thought, every decision? Have you ever felt this way before?
Because I haven’t. Not until you stepped into my life. Every feeling and emotion I have experienced with you is so new and so real. I have never felt so much about another human being or anything for that matter. You flipped my world upside down. You gave my life a meaning, when I didn’t want to even be alive anymore. We are a team now. I never want you to leave my side, so take my hand and let’s go through this crazy, exciting, loving, harsh, but precious life together. You are my best friend and my forever person. Thanks for all these feelings, I can’t wait to feel so much more with you. Thanks for making me feel so deeply, when I didn’t want to feel anything at all. I’m so beyond lucky youre mine. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone like you, but I am grateful everyday and will spend forever trying to show that to you.

Also, if you’re reading this, and never had that feeling before..wait for it. It’s so worth it. If you aren’t in love with your best friend what are you even doing? Life is so short. Leave your crappy relationship. Start over. Go on new adventures. Meet new people, and trust me, when you least expect it, you’re forever person will be your sweet serendipity too. Just wait for it.

Just think of your insecurities as typos in my favorite book
I understand that to you they are glaring, and jumble all the words in your wonderfully written sentences
But if I ever even notice them,
Which I rarely do,
They are just proof that a real person is behind such beautiful words
And they will never be perfect
But it is still my favorite book
And it’s not because the author is the best at typing.

Being poly can present one with a lot of complicated and complex situations and emotions - much like any relationship, poly or monogamous.  People are complicated, relationships are complicated, emotions are complicated, the banister is complicated (my Rocky Horror is showing).  

So, I’m left wondering just where it all sits, you know?  I know things are the best they have ever been with my beloved wife but they have been getting a little more complicated emotionally with one of my … lovers? Girlfriends? Friends that fuck? I don’t even know what to call her at this point aside from friend, of course.  We still measure it as a friendship and it always will be but emotions are beginning to get involved.  I suppose they might be romantic inclinations but I honestly don’t know.  I know where she stands on it and she has expressed a romantic interest but I honestly don’t know if that’s what I want or if I am even looking to start such a relationship outside of what I have with my wife. 

What about the others I’m involved with?  What about those that are flirting with the idea of us “hooking up” in some manner? What about those I’m flirting with the idea of hooking up with or expressing interest in? What about those that might have an interest in said partner? Would this make things needlessly more complicated and spoil what we have?  That’s a lot of variables.  

Do I love her?  In a way, yes.  Romantically? There’s potential, if not outright inklings that there definitely are said sorts of emotions.  

Sorting through it all has been buzzing around in my head all week and I’m putting those thoughts down in a post because it helps me sort them.  Sorry about the emotional dribble but I need a space I can just vent such things without worrying about it.  Tumblr makes a good space for that.

The two of you have been talking for a really long time. After the second month of Skyping and texting, you found yourself really liking him. Sadly, he always played himself quite cool over text.  Sure, he’d put in a ‘haha’ ‘lol’ or ‘:P’ so you don’t take what he says too seriously, but even still, he’s so hard to read.
Finally, the day comes where you open your Skype to the message,

“Hey. I’ve been wanting to say this for a really long time. You’re absolutely stunning and probably the funniest person I’ve ever met. Talking to you is always the best part of my day and I want us to keep talking for a really long time. So, I’ve been wondering… Will you be my girlfriend?”

You’re in complete shock and feel like your heart is about to jump out of your throat. With shaking hands, you type, “Yes! Of course! xx”

His response is quite level-headed and cool, but I can assure you that behind the screen he had tears of joy.

Not backing up your data and then cheating is bad idea.

Being the only person who can bail someone out is delightful.
Years ago, in grad school, I was living with my girlfriend. Her computer had died, so she was using my desktop machine to write her thesis.
She never made backups of any sort. Ever. Even though I repeatedly warned/reminded her of the dangers of not backing up, she shrugged it off with “It’ll be fine!”

Then came the day when I caught her cheating. Not just flirting with another guy, I don’t give a f*ck about that, but walked in on them banging in the apartment. Later I also discovered chat logs on my computer as well. We broke up, and because the apartment was on a month-to-month lease at that point I just walked.

A week later, I get a call from her asking for all the files associated with her thesis. You know, the ones that were on my computer that she never backed up despite my urging.
Me: “Sure, I’ll be happy to get those to you. For $500.”
Her (screaming): “What?”
Me: “Oh, right. Those files are incredibly important, representing about ten months of work at this point, aren’t they?”
Her: “Yes!”
Me: “That’ll be $1,000, then.”
Her: “F*ck you!”
Me: “$1,100 - and if you swear at me again the price goes up. The price goes up by $100 a day. I’d act fast or it’ll get pretty expensive. It’s too bad there wasn’t some cheap way to have a second copy of those files, isn’t it? Oh, and it’ll have to be cash.”
I hung up on her.

In the end, she paid $1,800.

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My love, you are the best thing that ever happen to me. You are the best person that’s given to me. The idea of you disappearing in my life would make me feel lost. It’ll feel like a piece of me was lost. I am so in love with you that it feels like I’m in a dream, but the thing is.. everything is real, my feelings for you are definitely real. I’m so in love with you, I’ll do anything for you. I’ll do anything for my love. I don’t want to imagine my life without you, it’s so painful because you mean so much to me. I’m so in love with you that you’re the only one I want to talk to everyday, I could spend my day just talking to you. I’m so in love with you that listening to your voice could help me sleep better at night, like a lullaby. I’m so in love with you that everytime your name pops up in my phone, my heart skips a beat. I’m so in love with you that even when I’m tired and you tell me to go to sleep, I’ll make an excuse just to talk to you a little longer. I’m so in love with you that I’ll save every photo of you in my phone, even the ones you never knew and don’t like, and stare at them for minutes. I’m so in love with you that I’ll do everything just to make you feel loved and happy. I’m so in love with you that I fall for you deeper every time you smile. I’m so in love with you that a sight of you from the distance makes my heart stops for a second. I’m so in love with you that every moment I miss you so much it makes me cry. I’m so in love with you that your embarrassing moments doesn’t matter to me, it make me fall for you even more. I’m so in love with you, you mean the world to me. I can’t wait to spend my life with you after everything we need to surmount, I can’t wait to treat you like my wife, I can’t wait to roll up in the morning and wake up with your adorable face next to me and kiss you on top of your nose. You don’t know how much I appreciate you, care for you, treasure you, miss you, admire you, trust you, need you, respect you and love you. Being away from you even just for a hour makes me miss you so much already and makes me want to just jump over there and hug you tightly, but you know that’s impossible. I wish we could be together every day already so I won’t feel this sad. And.. I love everything about you, always remember that. So, don’t think about changing because I would never ask you for that since I love you for who you are, every detail about you. And.. You gave me the kind of love I was always looking for, you’re the only one who’ve ever done that, and I’m thankful it’s you. So, please. Promise me that you’ll be mine forever, I promise you that I’ll be your’s forever too. I want you to be the one I’ll wake up in the morning with, I want you to be my first kiss. I want you to be the one I’ll hug the longest. I want you to be the person I’ll spend my stressful nights with. I want to lay in your arms and tell me it will be okay. I want you to play with my hair when I feel sleepy and kiss my cheeks gently. I want you to kiss me to shut me up. I want you to be one I’ll travel in the world with. I want you to be the person I’ll spend my life with until I die. I want to have crazy adventures with you all over the world. I want to be a part of your life for now and forever. I want you to be mine I want to have a claim to you that no one else can ever have because you’re mine. I want to be with you more than I could ever want anybody or anything else. I want you to stay with me forever. I want to share in your happiness. I want to be the one who soothes your pain. I want you. I love you so much. I love you. I’m madly and irrevocably in love with you. I’d marry you in a blink of an eye. I could pour over many words and not find enough words to express this appropriate feeling. I love with you all that I am. I love you so much.
—  S. L // A message

thevelveteendork  asked:

My crush is my girlfriend of almost a year now, transpolarized. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me and makes me want to be a better person. I u-hauled 900km after having known her for less than 2 weeks and I haven't regret it once... I'll never stop crushing on her.

Congrats to both of you 💖

Well, it looks like I’m doing this (question list I reblogged yesterday)

1. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yes and no. I’ve found that pre-existing friendships end up better than spur-of-the-moment relationships. When you both want to be together and doing things and are excited to be together…it’s the best thing ever. I’ve had that before and it’s wonderful :)

2. When did your last hug take place?
Two days ago, when my coworker was having a shitty day.

3. Are you a jealous person?
I can be. It sucks. Luckily the situations are few and far between.

4. Are you tired right now?
It’s the second day of daylight savings. You tell me XD

5. Do you chew on your straws?
Nooooope.

6. Have you ever been called a tease?
Nope. That’s not me at all.

7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Close! A New York City trip my friend and I went on in 2012, we were awake for 43 hours.

8. Do you cry easily?
If something means a lot to me. And heart throb moments in movies can get me.

9. What should you be doing right now?
Real job hunting or writing or sleeping but Snowmageddon 2017 is happening so I’ve got time.

10. Are you a heavy sleeper?
Noooooooope.

11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
My longest was 2 years, and my longest LDR was 10 months. But my most recent two only lasted a month. It really depends on the situation and how you communicate/interact with the other person. Length of the relationship isn’t a measure of its quality.

12. Are you mad at someone right now?
In a way. I don’t want to be but I am and it sucks.

13. Do you believe in love?
Absolutely. I’ve felt it and I’ve experienced how it can change your life.

14. What makes you laugh no matter what?
When people say ridiculous things at random times.

15. Who was the last person you talked to?
My coworker.

16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
I don’t really like someone right now.

17. Will you get married?
I like to hope so. I’d love to make a family. Like, wow. I’d love to so much. But I also want to go live on Mars in the 2030s-40s so we’ll see XD

18. When was the last time you smiled?
Hanging out with my coworker before leaving in the middle of the snowstorm. We’re hilarious togeth–actually right now because she just texted me something funny XD

19. Does anyone like you?
If they do, I don’t know it.

20. Do you secretly like someone?
In a way! Not going to act on it, though

21. Who was the first person you talked to today?
MacKenzie at Starbucksssss.

22. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
My most recent ex’s parents. My god I loved them and could be open about anything with them. But now…well…nobody I can go to in person. But I have a few long-distance friends :) thank you. You know who you are.

23. What are you NOT looking forward to?
March 20th, April 3rd, and May 1st.

24. What ARE you looking forward to?
Working with my beta readers to make Perihelid a strong and well-edited book.

25. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Yes, and yes. We don’t talk anymore, but we loved each other.

26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person. What would you do?
Recent ex? Look away and force down my thoughts. Ex from a while ago? No reaction at all.

27. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
I fucking hope so.

28. Are you a forgiving person?
There are very few things that cannot be forgiven. Fortunately, I haven’t found out what I can’t forgive yet.

29. How many TRUE friends do you have?
One, maybe? Idk. Nobody where I live.

30. Do you fall for people easily?
Yes, but I try to learn about them in a productive and positive way.

31. Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
Nope.

32. What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
A straw.

33. Who was the last person you drove with?
My coworker XD

34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
By the time of my posting this, it will be because I was typing up this post.

35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Absolutely.

36. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Technically my coworker was in the corner of my last snapchat…so her?

37. Can you live a day without TV?
I lived without TV for over a year and I’d do it again.

38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Last Tuesday.

39. Three names you go by…
Alex, Scotty, Scalex, Scott, Sam….any others?

40. Are you currently in a relationship?
Nope.

41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Ummmmmm….can’t think of one XD

42. Do you believe that everyone has a soulmate?
I have a different definition of a soulmate than most people, and I can’t say for certain that everyone has one. I think I’ve already met mine. She changed my life in the best way, and I wouldn’t be who I am without her in my life. I don’t know if I’ll ever talk to her again, but her influence will forever be a part of me.

43. What’s your current problem?
Getting out of this job and finding one that makes me financially independent.

44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
My only LDR was the most productive of my life thus far. I think if the situation is right, they can work very well. Not always ideal, sometimes you just reeeeeeaaaaaally need to be together for better or worse! But yeah, I am who I am and where I am today because of my LDR.

46. How many kids do you want to have?
Between 3 to 5. Like I said above, I would love to have a family. I love being in love and in January I got to really be a part of a big family and it was the happiest month of my recent life, I think.

47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
With some people, it comes so naturally. With some people, you have to hold back. With some people, it’s difficult. I had an odd relationship where even though we were dating, we like….found it extremely difficult to say what we wanted to out loud. Texting we were fine, but in person was like…you couldn’t pay us to say anything cute to each other. I have no idea why or how that’s possible with the person you’re dating, but it came to an end and it’s for the better.

anonymous asked:

I'm in love with my best friend. He's funny and possibly the kindest person I've ever met. We spend pretty much all of our time together. Only problem? He has a girlfriend of four years who goes to another college. And advice for someone living with a broken heart?

Oh honey, I’m so sorry :’(
I kind of know a situation like that and it’s really horrible and painful.
A broken heart always is. And it’s okay to feel sad for a while, but after some time you need to look after yourself and care for yourself. Do something new, something you ever wanted to do and get away from the situation a little bit!

I hope you’ll feel better soon! xx

Your hand is by far the most favorite thing I have ever held.


Your eyes are by far the most favorite stars I have ever looked at.


Your mouth is by far the most favorite thing I’ve kissed.


You are, by far, my most favorite person I have ever met.

—  You are quite simply the best // Sky Series p27
You are my heart, my world, my reason for waking up each day, my sunshine in a rainstorm, and my everything.
You’re the only person that I have wanted to make happy before myself.
—  From Me to Her (musicnblood to notbr0ken-justbent)