my friends always tell me that i'm like her

anonymous asked:

Can I request a hc rfa +v & saeranwhere mc is very very intelligent and introverted and people always tell her she's boring since she doesn't like talking much. I'm so sick of it, it happens to me all the time :( Your blog is so awesome & I love it^^

1. Omg thank you ^‿^
2.If people don’t respect the fact that you’re introverted drop them! Trust me, you’ll find people along the way that can understand that introvert doesn’t equate to boring whatsoever!
3. Personally I’m pretty extroverted, so I’m basing MC off the traits of my introverted friends and what I think I know about it, but if it’s not quite what you were looking for just let me know~!

Sidenote: When people hear the word ‘Intelligent’ a lot of them think of the traditional “Good at school, well read in this and that subject, yada ya” and I just want to remind everyone that there is different types of intelligence. And I’m not saying that to be all “Don’t feel bad uwu you’re special too” I’m saying it because it’s a fact. Some people are good at standard education, some are amazing in the STEM field, some are masters of reading social behaviour, some humans are talented artists, etc. For the sake of writing I’m going to write MC as a very Literary Based ‘intelligent’ (because that’s one I’m personally familiar with) I just want to make sure everyone knows that ‘Intelligent’ isn’t defined by the books you read or anything of the sort. Ok rant over. 


  • At first he thinks you don’t like him, that once you met him you weren’t as infatuated with him because he seemed cooler in the chat
  • Don’t worry Yoosung no one thought you were cooler in the chat 
  • Eventually though he realizes you’re just introverted! Even at RFA parties you stand by him and quietly sip your drink and listen to everyone talk rather than take the attention for yourself.
  • He originally questions why you don’t want to greet the guests yourself, but then comes to understand that you’re just more of a wallflower. But that doesn’t make you any less great!
  • But one party he notices you being extra standoffish. Everyone in the RFA is standing and chatting with each other and you’re not there.
  • He finds you off to the side of the room pretending to be distracted by something on your phone
  • “MC? Why are you over here?”
  • “Oh, hey Yoosung. I was just uh, checking in on…uh”
  • “Come on MC just tell me what’s wrong” He pleaded
  • You decided not to lie, it’d feel good to get off your chest anyways “I just feel like I’m so…boring. Everyone else in the RFA is super chatty and have fun stories to tell and all my life people told me I was boring cause I didn’t talk…I felt like I was bringing down the mood.”
  • “What!?” YandereYoosung: Activated “Who ever said that to you?? That’s so dumb!! They’re dumb!!!1!” 
  • You had to calm Yoosung down from his mini rage before too many people looked at you guys. You go to grab his arms but he ends up grabbing your shoulders and looking deep into your eyes
  • “MC just because you’re quiet doesn’t make you boring! You are so great, and so smart, and everything good! How much you talk doesn’t matter!”
  • You just kind of stared at him for a second with a blank face. No one had ever been so adamant about assuring you that your ‘flaws’ weren’t flaws.
  • A smile fell upon your lips and you quickly brushed a tear away, which snapped Yoosung back into his normal flustered boy mode.
  • “Uh sorry for grabbing you” He pulled his arms away immediately and blushed
  • You shook your head and chuckled.
  • Then you grabbed his hand, making him confused and ever more blushy uwu
  • “You’re right. Let’s go stand with the others” You had the biggest smile on your face as you led him back to the group.


  • Jaehee didn’t mind introvert MC at all
  • And as a fellow intelligent introvert, you two got along just fine. 
  • You could have very interesting conversations when you felt chatty while making coffee together
  • Or you could appreciate each other’s company when you both felt just like being silent while doing your own activities. 
  • ‘Boring’ would never cross Jaehee’s mind when thinking of MC, MC was her lover Best Friend! You are always putting a smile on her face and she puts one on yours.
  • She’s also been called ‘boring’ before so she’s always conscience to remind you how much she enjoys your time together, and how not everyone has the same idea of what ‘fun’ is. 
  • You two are quite the pair, silent, but deadly
  • Goddammit that just sounds like a fart joke
  • You two are some of the quietest when it comes to the RFA members, but you’re basically running the scenes from behind the curtain. 
  • And you’re both perfectly happy with that. You two organize the party and deal with the guests who are also more introverted, and the rest of the RFA can handle the other guests and public relations. It’s a good setup
  • And you never think about being ‘boring’ again, because how can you feel boring when you’re surrounded by friends and a lover and doing what you love?


  • You being introverted never really bothered him…because he never really noticed.
  • Zen has such a big persona it fills the room for both of you. Everyone is too wrapped up in Zen’s stories that they don’t even notice your silence or occasional escape to the less crowded areas of the room
  • He’s the perfect cover. He’s so obsessed with the idea of taking care of you and being the ‘provider’ of sorts even though it can be too a fault, it works well for you because he even starts speaking on your behalf by accident.
  • “Oh how are the two of you?” Someone will be looking at you but Zen takes it as open opportunity to answer for both of you
  • Even questions more aimed towards you “Oh, MC, what are you doing these days in your spare time?” You stammer out a couple words, which Zen mistakes for you being humble rather than shy, and he begins praising you and going into detail for you “MC doesn’t give themselves enough credit!” He’ll cry out, then he goes on to list everything you’ve been up to and just how awesome a job you’re doing. You recognize how someone could find it annoying, but it works for you personally since it saves you the nerves of having to talk with strangers for long periods of time.
  • Even when it’s just the two of you it’s nice because Zen always has something to say, always has a compliment to give or a story to tell. He could talk for hours and you’re happy listening. And when you do want to talk he shuts right up and gives you all his attention.
  • One flaw is he doesn’t always see you getting tired after hours of social interaction. He could float around a crowd chit chatting with anyone and everyone for hours, meanwhile you get a little antsy to leave. But usually with some hint dropping you make it clear you’re ready to go and Zen ushers you out like the Knight he is.
  • It’s because you two work so well he doesn’t understand when his coworker calls you boring
  • “Excuse me?” Zen scoffs
  • “Yeah” His fellow actor laughs as he puts his costume on “I always imagined you’d end up with another social butterfly, not someone so..quiet. And when she does talk it’s like..I don’t know all really boring stuff that I haven’t heard about since my school days.”
  • Zen gives him the biggest scowl. “Just cause MC doesn’t blabber on and on about random shit the way you do doesn’t make them boring. In fact it makes them pretty interesting, because obviously if MC doesn’t talk much, they must have something pretty great to say if they decide to open their mouths in front of douche bags like me or you.”
  • His coworker was silent
  • Zen can’t wait to go home and tell you all about how he schooled his dickbag scene partner


  • Like Yoosung at first he’s worried your silence is a sign of distaste
  • He can’t help but worry so much that he makes a call to V, looking for advice
  • V laughs
  • “Jumin, are you telling me you’ve met someone whose introverted? Someone who doesn’t verbally open up much? Gee, where have I met someone like that before? Oh! I should introduce you to my friend, he’s the exact same way.”
  • What friend V who do you hang out with besides me
  • It takes him a while, but finally Jumin gets the joke and realizes you two are the same. 
  • He starts paying attention to your body language more, realizing more and more that you are comfortable with him and just don’t verbalize it all that much
  • Besides it’s not like you guys don’t ever talk, you’re just not as chatty as you are on messenger. Probably because that’s just typing from behind a screen, so it makes you less anxious. He can understand that.
  • One day he comes home to find you on the couch reading Shakespeare
  • MC you like Shakespeare? 
  • Turns out you like literature in general, something Jumin also has a taste for in his rare bouts of free time.
  • You two begin chatting about older pieces and genres, ranging anywhere from fictional masters like William Shakespeare to poetry writers like Yi Sang.
  • It’s actually one of your longer talk sessions, ranging a few hours of just straight talking. Once it’s over though, you two are happy to cuddle up to one another and just throw a movie on.
  • Jumin is often called boring himself, and he never pays any mind to it. But when you two are talking one day and you mention how much it irks you that people call people like the two of you boring he just 
  • “So let them. Their opinions will never affect either of us, especially since we both know the value of our own words and have each other to share them with.”
  • A grin crawled on your face. You loved how graceful he made the phrase “Fuck those guys” sound. 

Defender of Justice

  • “Wow, I never thought you’d end up with someone so … normal.” Vanderwood mused while looking at a picture of you and 707 sitting on his desk.
  • “I wouldn’t call MC normal” Seven chuckled as he tapped away at his computer.
  • “Really?” Vanderwood cocked an eyebrow at the back of Seven’s head as he placed the picture down. “Maybe they were just quiet that time I met them..”
  • “No.” tap tap tap “MC’s always quiet.”
  • Vanderwood squinted at Seven now, assuming the red head had cameras set up so he’d see the look on Vandy’s face at some point. “So she is boring?”
  • Seven sighed a dramatic sigh, Vanderwood could tell immediately whatever the hacker was about to say was well rehearsed. The fucker always trapped him into weird conversations with some strange moral lession. 
  • “Vanderwood, vanderwood, vanderwood. You’ve called MC quiet, normal, and boring….none of those words have anything to do with each other~” Cue 707 going on a playfully long and annoying rant explaining why you were quiet but by no means boring. Normal was up for debate.
  • Seven had always understood you.
  • He put on quite the exuberant and extroverted exterior, but on the inside, Saeyoung was also an introvert.
  • You were never boring to him because he knew you had so much going on in your brain despite your few words explaining the thoughts running around up there
  • And you knew this because the two of you were constantly analyzing each other
  • And you both knew it
  • It became some weird sort of game, picking up on subtle cues and few words you guys would exchange, and figuring out the other’s intention
  • It got so intense the other members of the RFA swore you guys were telepathic or had made some weird secret language between each other


  • He grew up with Jumin so he understands
  • He is quiet as well, but he doesn’t mind being the conversation driver at all, or just sitting in silence together while you read or play games or do whatever your heart desires
  • He is just happy to be near you.
  • Given his eyesight is a bit weak, so sounds make it easier to figure out whats going on in your head, so he just learns to listen to the things you do. Your footsteps, your breath, pages turning, pencils on paper, computer keys clicking.
  • He understands you so well without words, but when you do speak he’s in love because everything you say is so thought out.
  • Or you just….”Sneep”
  • “What MC?”
  • “I don’t know. I was just thinking and…I thought of the word ‘Sneep’ I don’t know it’s just one of those things that’s fun to say aloud….Sneeeeeep” And you started giggling “it’s just so weird”
  • Jihyun laughed.
  • Ok so not everything was some profound rhetoric, but he enjoyed anything that comes out of your mouth.
  • “Try it!” You egged him on
  • He paused for a minute, and prepped a really funny deep voice and just “Sneeeeeeeeeep
  • You both had a hard time controlling your laughter.
  • He knew he’d never have a boring moment with you


  • At first he was worried you were constantly mad at him
  • Saeyoung is loud when he’s in a good mood…so shouldn’t you also be loud when you’re happy?
  • He hasn’t had much healthy human interaction to judge so he’s confused and worried
  • But you two manage to nip the problem in the bud before it becomes serious
  • One way or another you realized he was feeling this way and sat him down to talk, saying you were never mad you just…were quiet. You said you’d start being more vocal if he’d feel better..
  • “No…I…I trust you.” Saeran trusted that you meant it when you said your silence was nothing bad, he wanted to always trust and believe with you so despite his own anxiety he was going to. You were touched.
  • You figured a good compromise for the two of you, you were quiet, but that didn’t mean you weren’t physical. If you two were close you’d always take his hand in yours and give him reassuring squeezes. It became so common he started grabbing your hand first.
  • Constant smiles from you when one of you would walk into the same room as the other
  • Attached at the hip when sitting anywhere.
  • Much like with Seven, you two communicated a lot through action, and Saeran wasn’t very keen on anything academic aside from a bit of coding, but even then he didn’t have much to say about it
  • But he loved to listen to you talk about. He’d feign interest in classic novels and evolution theories just to hear you talk about them and tell him about them. You’d get so passionate about them, he’d hope that one day you’d get the same starry eyed look on your face when talking about him that you do when talking about Multiverse theory.
  • He never found you boring,  even if he didn’t actually have an interest in the subjects you were talking about, he was in love with how you talked about them. The passion you had. There is nothing boring about passion
  • And so what if you’re quiet? 
  • Quiet is important for sneaking up on the enemy and obliterating them from this plane of existen-
  • Quiet has it’s perks. 

@charis-chan wrote “Can we get Maggie telling Alex she won’t leave but leaves anyway? Cause right now I need to remember that Kara will always be there for Alex and I kinda need that little nudge to finally cry.”

Alex panics – of course she panics – because Kara told her to never let Maggie go, because she almost died and they were supposed to have a lifetime of firsts, and then she went and blurted out the assertion that Maggie should marry her, and it’s typical of Alex, really – becoming a soldier for a man who made her DWI disappear and told her she was special, grabbing Maggie by the forearm and kissing her, hearing that her sister will meet her outside and leaping off of a roof – it’s typical, but god, god, god, now she’s panicking.

She’s panicking because Maggie smiled and Maggie said they’ll talk about it and Maggie keeps reminding her that she loves her, and Maggie keeps telling her that she won’t leave, but Maggie also won’t say yes.

She won’t say no, either.

“So you don’t want to marry me?”

“Of course I do, Alex, I just… I don’t even know what marriage means to you, or to me. But I… I want to figure it out, together, okay? I’m not going anywhere. Okay? A lifetime of firsts, okay?”

Well, maybe it’s the bourbon talking, but Alex could swear they already had their first rejections – Maggie rejecting Alex’s kiss, then Alex rejecting Maggie’s friendship – yet she can’t help but feel a second coming on.

A second rejection.

A more permanent rejection.

Because Maggie is, if anything, making love to her more fervently than ever. 

She’s cooking her more meals and she’s taking her on more dates and she’s loving her harder, loving her deeper, loving her even better.

Which Alex didn’t think was possible. But Alex is panicking, hard, because Maggie’s eyes are also red more often. Her breath takes longer – hours, sometimes – to even out in the bed next to Alex at night, and some nights, most nights, Alex isn’t even sure Maggie falls asleep at all.

“You can talk to me, Maggie,” she keeps trying to remind her, but Maggie will shake her head, and Maggie will give her a small smile.

An it’s whatever smile.

It most certainly is not whatever. 

But Maggie Sawyer was never one to share her thought processes, her pain. Her agony.

And she was starting to, maybe. 

Starting to, because she told Alex that Alex isn’t supposed to run when bad things happen, because there are always bad things happening in their lines of work.

Starting to, because she loves her. God, she loves her like she’s never loved anyone else.

But she can’t love her – not fully, not yet, not the way she wants to, not the way that Alex deserves to be loved – because the core of her love for Alex is self-loathing. A constant, gnawing sense that she doesn’t deserve her. That she’ll take their lifetimes of firsts and blow it up. 

Like she did with Eliza. Like she did with her parents. Like she did with Emily.

She tells her she won’t leave, but one day, she packs her bags. She packs her bags and she kisses her hard and soft and grateful and sorry and loving and hating and needy and broken, all at the same time.

She tells her she won’t leave, but one day, she kisses her and she rides off on her Triumph with a promise to text and to call, when they’re ready. If they’re ready. If Alex still wants to – wants her – once she’s explored herself more, explored her other options more. Once Maggie learns to love herself a little better. A lot better.

She tells her she won’t leave, but one day, Alex breaks in her little sister’s arms. 

She breaks and she screams and she kicks and she hits at Kara’s chest, her arms, her shoulders, and she sobs until she can’t breathe, sobs until she hiccups and curses and hits some more.

Sobs until the remnants of Maggie’s name are shards stuck in her tongue, are tears streaked all across her face, is snot dripped all over Kara’s shirt.

“I am so proud of you,” is all Kara whispers, over and over and over.

“I am so proud of you, Alex,” she tells her without stop, without pause, without hesitation.

“I’m here, I’m here, I’m here.”

“Maggie said – “

“Shhh, I know. I know she did, Alex. But I’m your sister. I’m your sister, and you’re my best friend, and I will always, always have you, just like you always, always have me. I got you, okay? Just like you’ve always got me.”

“Kara,” Alex breaks again, her sister’s name a balm in her throat.

“I love you, Alex. I love you, I love you, and I am so, so proud of you.”

I need to quit feeling bad when I tell people no

anonymous asked:

Yesterday one of our regulars, who's always kind of an ass, threw his receipt at me (like he always does). Normally, I just brush it off and move on, but this time it hit me almost in the eye. Like, without my glasses it would've hit my eye. When I told our closing manager, she told me to tell the manager who's friends with the guy when I came in today. I told her and she laughed saying "That's just who he is." Our store manager said he'd handle it, but I'm still upset by what the other said.

Kim's super girl (slight super girl crossover)
  • Kim: trini, hey trini wait up. Where you going?
  • Trini: -angry- I'm going out.
  • Kim: what? Why? Trini what's wrong?
  • Trini: nothing. Wouldn't want to ruin your good time with her - points to Kara who's laughing at a joke that billy tells her. Jason and zack soon joins in and they all start laughing- ugh forget it. You don't need me.
  • Kim: Wait trini stop. Do you...think that she likes me?
  • Trini: Of course she does! Look at her! She's always hanging around you, you guys are practically hanging in every word she says, why don't you just give her my power coin? Hell she doesn't even need one.
  • Kim: wait stop.- she grabs trinis arm before she could leave. - just stop trini!
  • -trini stops but still glares at Kim.-
  • Kim: Kara and I are just friends.
  • Trini: -scoffs- yeah. Sure.
  • Kim: I'm serious. I swear Kara is just a friend. That's all. In fact she was just talking about you. She kind of thinks you're pretty cool
  • Trini: ...really?
  • Kim: yeah...really - Kim rolls her eyes - you honestly think I would leave you for her?
  • Trini: no I...I'm sorry.
  • Kim: trini you dork. You're the only supergirl for me. No one else.
  • -trini hugs Kim and Kim hugs her back and rubs trini's back and kisses trinis forehead. -
  • Kim: we good?
  • Trini: - nods and kisses Kim back -
  • Kim: good. Now come on. Kara wants to treat us to Krispy Kreme.
  • Trini: I feel like a dope right now.
  • Kim: yeah but you're my little dope. - Kim wraps her arm around trini- Plus I think she's already seeing someone. Some rich girl back home in metropolis or somethin.

anonymous asked:

How do you deal with negative people when the main detractor is your wife? I workout 5/6 days a week, walk/run 4 early mornings before work, work a physical job and run around with my 3 young boys! My overweight wife is always telling me I'm gonna burn out and I'm gonna be dead by 40! Any tips to get her to lift(dead against it) and how to get her off my back?

Try to understand what she likes to do. She probably doesn’t like lifting, but she might be into a sport. Then you can motivate her by exercising with her.

Dealing with negative people is very common. Parents, friends, relatives will tell you “It’s not healthy”, “you will burnout” – get used to it. She doesn’t understand your lifestyle and it’s fine. You can’t blame her for it.

If you found the right work/life balance, do what you have to do in silence. If she’s closed minded about fitness, don’t try to convince her. Find what sport she likes, exercise with her and I’m sure she will have a better understanding why you’re doing all this.

Hope this helps!

More motivation:

anonymous asked:

Hey! I was wondering if you have any tips on self DX info? I was telling a friend about how I self dxed some of my physical illnesses and used like natural stuff to help and how it helped me get my drs to notice my issues and finally take action. She then was like oh I've always wondered if I'm on the spectrum but what could she bring to her therapist to assist her in getting a professional diagnosis, or finding out if she has another nuerodivergency instead

Well, we have some resources for self diagnosis. I’d also suggest then bringing a list of ways she fits the autistic diagnostic criteria or that autistic traits apply to her to talk to her doctor. And  if she’s not sure if she’s autistic or has a cousin disorder, I’d suggest looking into cousin disorders.

- Os

Self-Diagnosis Resources

anonymous asked:

One of my friends outed me today in a group of people and I don't really know what to do cause she's openly bi and she'll think that her knowing means I want everyone to know. Sorry to bother you all here, I didn't know where to go cause I'm not fully out yet.

I’m so so sorry that happened to you honey, that’s always so awful :(

I think at this point what might be best is to tell her in private like, ‘Hey I told you because you’re another gay girl, but I’m really not ready to be fully out yet. I know you didn’t mean any harm but in the future, can you please be careful about this?’

Good luck, and I hope it goes over smoothly!

anonymous asked:

So a friend of mine pulled me aside last weekend to tell me that a customer comes in and hangs around the store for hours, always talking to her and asking her to be his girlfriend. I happened to serve that customer earlier that day, and I realized that he had special needs. I'm really worried about how she'll handle this because I work with autistic kids at my school and I know that it can be hard to change their schedules like that.. But what he's doing makes her uncomfortable.

This is a difficult situation. My son went through this last year with his first crush(he is PDD-NOS). He was making her uncomfortable and he wouldn’t take the hint. Finally the school contacted me and I had a long talk with him. He was very upset about it, but he accepted it with time. He’s actually friends with her now and seems to be fine with that. In this situation I don’t know if it’s possible to contact a caregiver to help him understand the situation, though. Without that bridge it’s not an easy road. Maybe he’s not trying to be creepy or scary on purpose, but I do think something needs to be done to try to establish that she is not interested at all in a way that he can understand since a care giver may not be easily found.I’m sure you may know a better way to deal with this since you’ve worked with autistic kids. Good luck, I really hope you can find a way to help your coworker while also making this a good teaching moment for him. The easier route would be to intervene and prevent contact between the two as often as possible, but it wouldn’t solve anything. -Abby

Take Me Home sentence starters
  • "Come on and let me sneak you out."
  • "We'll be doing what we do, just pretending that we're cool."
  • "I know we only met, but let's pretend it's love."
  • "Don't overthink, just let it go."
  • "If we get together, don't let the pictures leave your phone."
  • "We wanna live while we're young."
  • "If you don't wanna take it slow and you just wanna take me home, baby, say yeah."
  • "I just wanna show you off to all of my friends."
  • "Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me."
  • "You've never loved your stomach or your thighs, the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine, but I'll love them endlessly."
  • "I'm in love with you."
  • "You'll never treat yourself right, darlin', but I want you to."
  • "Come on and dance with me, baby."
  • "I been watching you all night."
  • "Let me be your last first kiss."
  • "I wanna be the first to take it all the way like this."
  • "I'm afraid you'll run away if I tell you what I've wanted to tell you."
  • "Maybe this is a mistake."
  • "Seein' you with him just don't feel right."
  • "You're all I ever wanted, thought you would be the one."
  • "Now that you're gone, I can't stand dumb love songs."
  • "Do you remember summer '09?"
  • "It was the best time of my life."
  • "They can never shut us down."
  • "I used to think that I was better alone."
  • "Why did I ever wanna let you go?"
  • "The words you whispered I will always believe."
  • "We should say goodbye."
  • "Are we friends or are we more?"
  • "If you say you want me to stay, I’ll change my mind."
  • "Up in my head I'm your boyfriend, but that's one thing you've already got."
  • "Reality ruined my life."
  • "Feels like I'm constantly playing a game that I'm destined to lose."
  • "I can't compete with your boyfriend."
  • "Would he love you like I would?"
  • "I'd never leave her."
  • "It's no joke to me."
  • "Can we do it all over again?"
  • "You know I can tell that your heart isn't in it, or with it."
  • "We can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start."
  • "You'll never know how to make it on your own."
  • "But do you really want to be alone?"
  • "Baby, you don't have to worry, I'll be coming back for you."
  • "I've never been so into somebody before."
  • "Tell me nothing's gonna change."
  • "We're too young to know about forever."
  • "This love is only getting stronger."
  • "I just wanna tell the world that you're mine, girl."
  • "I bet you if they only knew, they would just be jealous of us."
  • "They don’t know I've waited all my life just to find a love that feels this right."
  • "They don’t know how special you are."
  • "They don’t know what you’ve done to my heart."
  • "They can say anything they want 'cause they don’t know us."
  • "It's between me and you, our little secret."
  • "Can't believe you're packing your bags."
  • "Don't promise that you're gonna write, don't promise that you'll call, just promise that you won't forget we had it all."
  • "You always will be my summer love."
  • "Wish that we could be alone now, we could find some place to hide."
  • "So please don't make this any harder, we can't take this any farther."
  • "She's addicted to the feeling of letting go."
  • "I'm the only one that gets to take her home."
  • "Every time I tell her that I want more, she closes the door."
  • "She's so afraid of falling in love."
  • "Maybe she's just trying to test me."
  • "Maybe all her friends have told her 'don't get closer, he'll just break your heart'."
  • "Every time I tell her how I feel, she says it's not real."
  • "I was the only one who loved you from the start."
  • "When I see you with him it tears my world apart."
  • "I've been waiting all this time to finally say it, but now I see your heart's been taken and nothing could be worse."
  • "Had my chances, could have been where he is standing."
  • "I loved you first."
  • "I never understood what love was really like, but I felt it for the first time looking in your eyes."
  • "Together we're so good, so why are you tearing me apart?"
  • "Did I do something stupid?"
  • "There's gotta be some way to get you to want me like before."
  • "No one ever looked so good in a dress and it hurts cause I know you won't be mine tonight."
  • "You say to everybody that you hate me, couldn't blame you 'cause I know I left you all alone."
  • "I was so stupid for letting you go, but I know you're still the one."
  • "I can't believe that you are here and lying next to me."
  • "I'm just the underdog who finally got the girl."
  • "Somehow you kicked all my walls in."
  • "Should I act so cool like it was no big deal?"
  • "Here's the tragic truth if you don't feel the same, my heart would fall apart if someone said your name."
  • "I hope I'm not a casualty, hope you won't get up and leave."
  • "Might not mean that much to you, but to me it's everything."
  • "Come on over, I don't care if people find out."
  • "They say that we're no good together and it's never gonna work out."
  • "I know you wanna be bad."
  • "Kissed you once now I can't leave."
  • "Everything you do is magic."
  • "Don't try to make me stay."
  • "Heartache doesn't last forever."
  • "Should I see someone else?"
Hope and Pray

for Cisco week(❤️) can you do an ask where the reader is recently diagnosed with endometriosis and tells Cisco(her boyfriend) and is really apologetic and scared that she won’t be able to have kids but he’s super sweet about it in an adorable Cisco way?? sorry if that’s too specific, but with my own recent endo diagnosis I think it’d be nice to read c: ) -Anon

This one’s for you,babygirl.

y/m/n= Your mother’s name

Originally posted by coupleromance

“Sweetie, I’m so sorry” Caitlin’s voice sounded concern when you talked to her on the phone after leaving the doctor. You had been crying for a long time, just barely making it into your car. 

You let out another sob as you tried not to cry loudly, with your phone still in your ear. Everything hurt. Cisco was so ready and so happy to start a family after your two year marriage. Then only to hear this news….You wanted to just crawl in bed and never leave.Now you don’t know if you’ll be able to have kids.

“Cisco wanted a little girl,” You sniffled out. “He was gonna name her y/m/n…after my mother…and now there’s a 15% chance of that ever happening”

Caitlin wanted to cry for you. She use to hear Cisco come into the lab, happily talking about you and him having a family and what he wanted the baby to be. Just to hear that she has a very low chance…It was heartbreaking.

“Do you want me to be with you when you tell him?”

You sniffled again, sighing deeply.”No it’s okay…I gotta do this myself,”

After the phone conversation, you drove home, scared and nervous. 

You hated seeing Cisco’s hopes get crushed because he would always lock himself up and away from others. You didn’t want to be the cause of that.

You parked and slowly got out of your car, wiping your tears away, making sure he doesn’t see you cry. 

“Cisco?” You called out, opening the door. You heard the sounds of dishes being put away and the sink on. Cisco stuck his head from the side, looking at you. When he sees you, he smiles and turns off the sink. “Hey baby, how’d the doctor visit go?”

You sighed shakily. It was now or never.

Seeing your scared look and the unshed tears in your eyes, his smiled slowly dropped.”What’s wrong?”

You looked down, fiddling with your fingers. “I have something to tell you,”

Cisco nodded, pulling you to the couch.”Okay, tell me,” 

You sat next to him, letting a tear fall. this scared him. This must be serious. 

“The d-doctor…umm” you trailed off, not looking at him.”He um…told me that I have Endometriosis….”

When you finally looked at Cisco, all of the color in his face turned pale.His eyes looked seriously heartbroken. 

“A-are you gonna be alright?” He stuttered out in shock and confusion. He knew what it was but….He couldn’t believe it.

You started crying again, letting the tears fall so freely. “I’m so sorry, Cisco. I know how we talked about having a family and how you were so ready…but the doctor says it’s incurable and that i may never have children..”

Cisco ran his fingers through his hair, looking away from you, only causing you to be more scared that he’ll leave.

but he looked at you again and just pulled you in a hug, letting you cry on his shoulders. “We’ll get through this okay?” He whispers in your ear. You nod, not trusting your voice.

“It’s gonna be okay, Y/N.” He says again, rocking you. “We can always adopt a child, we’ll pull through this together.”

You pulled away, looking at him with your tearful eyes. A smiled twitching on your face. “Really? You’ll want to adopt?”

Cisco smiled a little,wiping away your tears.”To tell you the truth, I know having a family is a bigger dream for you and I’ll do anything to make you happy,”

You let out a breathy chuckle and kissed him long and passionately.

You were glad to marry someone like Cisco. 

He made everything a little less painless.

A/N: Okay, to be honest. I cried writing this. I have a friend who’s also going through this with her husband so writing this was like a personal experience for me and based off how she told me and her husband so I really hope this made you happy and please tell me what you think. 

And If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, my Ask box and inbox are always open

love you all

anonymous asked:

More of a fuck coworkers, but I work with a friend and that might sound great, but really it's not. She always complains that she has no lunch and then says how she doesn't have time to make and....I'm sorry??? Get up earlier??? But bc I'm too anxious to tell her that she makes me feel like I have to give her some of MY lunch when we work...

I have learned to never work with friends or family. Because after a while you will resent them for one reason or another. I was sooo glad when my wife finished school and left retail. We had worked in three of the same stores in two companies. And we’re headed for a breakup if it lasted longer.


the signs as drake lyrics
  • aries: i learned hennessy and enemies are one hell of a mixture, even though it's fucked up girl i'm still fuckin with ya, damn (hyfr)
  • taurus: people are funny, you don't even know bout the shit that i've been through, i just want some head in a comfortable bed, it could all be so simple (the language)
  • gemini: i am the kid with the motormouth, i am the one you should worry bout, i don't who you're refferrin to, who is this __ you heard about? (the language)
  • cancer: i'ma give you the benefit of the doubt and i'ma love you, you can even call me daddy, give you someone to look up to (practice)
  • leo: cashing cheques and i'm biggin up my chest, y'all keep talkin bout who next but i'm about as big as it gets (all me)
  • virgo: always presidential, do you like your new room? always presidential and tonights no blue moon (we'll be fine)
  • libra: i got bitches askin me about the code for the wifi, so they can talk about they timeline, and show me pictures of they friends just to tell me they ain't really friends (enemies)
  • scorpio: i got no friends in this mama, i don't pretend with this mama, i don't joke with this mama, i pull the knife out my back and i cut they throat with it mama (you and the 6)
  • sagittarius: i don't like how serious they take themselves, i've always been me, i guess i know myself (know yourself)
  • capricorn: started not to give a fuck and stopped fearing the consequence, drinking every night cause we drink to my accomplisments, faded for too long i'm floatin in and out of consciousness (headlines)
  • aquarius: i took her for sushi but she wanted to fuck so we took it to go, told em don't even plate it, and we never talked so much after i blew up (hyfr)
  • pisces: every thing that i write is either for her or about her so i'm with her even when I'm here without her and she know it (the motion)

anonymous asked:

So my girlfriend always tells me she loves me when we are alone but with our friends she's mean and makes fun of me and tells our friends that she never could love someone like me. And she says it's because she is scared to admit how much she loves me to everyone and I'm okay with that but it's hard trying to prepare for heartbreak every time I want to hold her hand and tell her how much I adore her in public. And I just don't know what to do....

Just because she is scared to admit that she loves you a lot, does not give her the right to belittle you in front of your friends. Even if she is scared to show her feelings in public, being disrespectful towards you isn’t really necessary. And saying she could never love someone like you is uncalled for. If I’m being perfectly honest, I kind of find that a red flag. You should feel safe and comfortable in your relationship, not antsy and cautious over what she’s going to say next in public. 

 Try talking to her and letting her know how her actions make you feel. If she doesn’t change or at least stop being rude to you in public, then maybe you need to consider breaking up. 

So, I have this friend who talks shit about all the pieces I buy. Telling me the glass is too thin or it isn’t made right. Her exact words “you always buy the cutest pieces, but they are shit. Hahahaha. Like honestly.”

Excuse me, who made you the fucking god of pieces and the “quality” of them.

Coming from someone who takes two hits and is “so” high and passes on her turn in rotation.

I love my pieces. Some have thick glass, some don’t, some hit certain ways and some hit other ways. I get them because they appeal to me.

Like they work don’t they? Fuck off.

Malcolm in the Middle sentence starters
  • "I am destined to be the most miserable person on earth."
  • "I want a sundae and then some pizza."
  • "So, what kind of socks are you wearing?"
  • "I will leave home forever! Or I'll never leave... whatever's worse."
  • "You don't have any friends."
  • "You spent $300 on sequins?"
  • "I want to wear my pajamas to school."
  • "I expect nothing and I'm still let down."
  • "I can smell colors."
  • "I have social skills, jackass."
  • "I'm just gonna go crawl under a rock now."
  • "People can't help what they like."
  • "In our house, 'feelings' is the F word."
  • "Are you trying to seduce me?"
  • "I'll get up when the world stops being a cruel joke."
  • "I know what you're gonna say and believe me, I totally agree."
  • "There was no excuse for what I did. It was idiotic, immature."
  • "I was being sneaky and stuff."
  • "You're going down."
  • "Who's this dork?"
  • "You wanna go learn something about the real world?"
  • "Too bad. You're coming."
  • "I got the DVD player but we'll need to steal another $600 if you want the surround sound."
  • "Maybe we can figure out some sort of deal."
  • "Nothing exciting ever happens around here."
  • "I just wanted somebody to like me."
  • "She's cute, she's smart and she even lies to cops."
  • "I'm in ass heaven."
  • "I'm Mr. Cool."
  • "Why does everything end in a group suicide with you?"
  • "What happened to your face?"
  • "What happened to your pants?"
  • "Well maybe she wouldn't be a lesbian if you tucked in your shirt once in awhile."
  • "There was nothing they could do about it."
  • "I don't want to burn up any calories repeating myself."
  • "I just don't get why we're celebrating. It seems wrong."
  • "If he wants to marry a total stranger, that's his business."
  • "Have you really thought about what you're doing?"
  • "I'll spend the rest of my life being sweet to her."
  • "You will never connect normally with another human being."
  • "We photoshopped your head in."
  • "I have a need to show off."
  • "When they laugh, I'm sure they're always laughing at me."
  • "They're all jealous."
  • "I bet you feel like a jackass."
  • "This in no way justifies what you said before."
  • "It's ditch day."
  • "I'm surprised you didn't hear. Everyone was telling their friends... Oh."
  • "The professor of boozeology has some homework for you."
  • "What's he doing here?"
  • "I know I always say gossip rots your soul, but it doesn't count when it's this good."
  • "I'm so glad we don't have any secrets."
  • "I'm glad you told me."
  • "Feels good to come clean."
  • "I ended up at the supermarket, where I squeezed all the Wonderbread into balls, so the manager threw me out."
  • "Oh my God, I'm as unpopular as you?"
  • "You don't have to freak out, I know how to handle him."
  • "Thank you for inviting me."
  • "Are you trying to prove you can't go out in public?"
  • "This is your last chance."
  • "Don't try 911. They're not qualified."
  • "Maybe we need to look at ourselves honestly."
  • "You're a ruthlessly brutal thug."
  • "I have my moods."
  • "Look how it was my first impulse to criticize you, that just shows what a pompous asshole I am."
  • "I usually assume people are my enemy."

anonymous asked:

u-um flavio w-would you ever notice a girl who is constantly wearing stuff that looks nice on her but nobody notices her but when she's around her freinds she's really happy and always laughing at their jokes i-im pretty much describing my friend she dosent have a tumblr her hair is also a dirty blod/dark blond with natural highlights its sholder length she also wears glasses and never wears makeup her skin is also pale and she loves your fashion style so would you notice her?

They sound like they could have potential although I can’t say much without actually seeing them. 

Had my best friend taken me to a couples cafe and teased me about it I can guarantee you it would make me embarrassed and since I don’t handle being embarrassed well I would have told her I was going to throw things at her, like I always do whenever I get teased. Kind of like how Jaebum always says he’s going to beat people up when he gets flustered oh wow look at that jaebum responds to being teased about going on a date with a same sex friend the same way I, a pansexual would respond.

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry if I'm bothering you but I need advice for something. I like my best friend,but I don't know if I should say anything. It's killing me slowly because I feel like if I say something she won't want to be my best friend anymore. Has this ever happen to you?

if it’s really important to you I think you should find the right moment and tell her, or you might always have to live with the “what if I did” ;v; to every ask of this kind I can only say, follow your heart and do what seems appropriate for the situation, only you can decide after all!

and re: “ Has this ever happen to you?” the other way around has happened a few times and I always stayed friends with people that said they “liked” me lol

I think if she’s your friend she’ll understand

good luck!