my forever kind of thing

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2017 book releases I’m most looking forward to

“Sonny’s Day Off”, an Uptown Funk/In the Heights Rotoscope

ahhhhhh it’s finally done!! the beast is conquered! i can doodle once more! i hope you guys like it, i’ve been doing this since november,, and now i’m looking forward to spending this week doing requests :)

anonymous asked:

Jeffmads Headcanon: Thomas literally will let James do anything to his hair if it makes James feel better

James is sick again. Not the kind of sick that means he can’t move, can’t breathe; the kind that lands him in hospital, the kind that has Thomas worrying for days on end.

No, it’s the kind of sickness that turns James into a miserable, sniffling blanket burrito of a man that doesn’t leave his bed for a week, hopped up on Nyquil and binging House of Cards on Netflix (while simultaneously pointing out all of its political inaccuracies). The kind of sickness that means he won’t feed himself or sleep, so Thomas has to force him to eat something and at least take his meds.

Thomas can’t stand to see him like this - James’s immune system has never been kind to him, and he has never been able to stop worrying about his Jemmy when he’s ill. He’s seen how bad it can get after a particularly bad flu strain five years ago that had landed him on a ventilator in the hospital, and he just can’t go back to feeling that helpless so he does what he has to – which normally involves camping out in Jemmy’s living room until the worst has passed.

Other people would probably say that Thomas  is too much of a mother hen to James when he’s unwell, but Thomas will staunchly deny the fact. The truth is that he’ll let Jemmy get away with almost anything if it makes him feel better. He knows that Jemmy likes to keep busy, and tends to get fidgety when he has nothing to do. He’d found this out the hard way after falling asleep on the sofa one day and waking up four hours later with his hair plaited together in tiny little braids all over his head. It had been a pain to take out all the braids and get his hair back to normal, but James seemed so relaxed afterwards that he almost didn’t mind at all.

So now Thomas indulges James, lets him do whatever he wants to his hair when he’s sick. He’s content to sit for hours on end while Jemmy twists and turns and braids his hair, running the ringlets between his fingers. Today he’s sitting on the floor in front of the sofa while James fiddles with his wild locks; he knows this makes him calm, takes his mind off the fact he feels miserable and his immune system has royally fucked him over.

He’s always gentle, Thomas thinks as his friend carefully styles his hair back into french braids, and he’ll never tell anyone this but he actually doesn’t hate the way he’s the one person Jemmy leans on when he’s ill. He’ll never tell anyone that he shivers, warmth bubbling up inside him as James’s fingers graze the nape of his neck or the tender spot just behind his right ear. He’ll never tell how he just wants to scoop Jemmy up in his arms and cuddle the shit out of him - blanket burrito and all - when he’s feeling unwell; and he’ll never share that in the darkness he imagines how he might kiss; would their lips slotting together be like a fire lit from within, or like coming home at the end of a long day?

No, Thomas thinks. He’ll never tell. He’s content to stay in this moment for now, with his best friends’ fingers meticulously combing through his curls, smoothing out the tangles. He’d gladly sit here for hours more. He’d gladly sit here forever.

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OOPS I’M SORRY THIS WAS GOING TO BE CUTE AND TURNED INTO THE MOST OBVIOUS LONGING FROM THOMAS I APOLOGISE. 

“When I was 20 or so I worked at a coffee shop. We worked mostly for tips, a dollar here, a dollar there. One day I realized I needed a root canal. I was in pain and couldn’t afford to get the surgery I needed. No insurance… I left a sign on the tip jar that said “Please help me get a root canal”… A total stranger pulled me aside and gave me $400 to fix my teeth. I will never forget him. It has changed my life forever. Random acts of kindness. Happy holidays.

That’s the thing, I never knew his name and never saw him again. He just wanted to help… I got my tooth fixed and smiled extra big forever.

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they’re still babies and their dad wants them to play with the big kids

(based on a real story)

I really want Shiro to get stuck somewhere where the paladins are known and he has to go into hiding and give an alias rather than his real name and he’s all “My name is…Sven.” And then he and some of the natives meet up with the others and the natives are like, “Sven, are these your friends?” And they’re all, “Sven?”

Cue Shiro nervously sweating to the side.

I’m gonna draw something really self-indulgent. I’m not sure how I’m feeling about it. Should I post it? Should I hide it under my bed forever? I DON’T DO THIS KIND OF THING OKAY WHAT DO I DO????

hello!! so this says holiday follow forever but really i just wanted an excuse to use this really pretty picture of ornaments! anyway, i just wanted to say thank you to all of the amazing blogs that I follow, especially my lovely mutuals! (ps. the bolded are my absolute favorite blogs and italics mean that i want 2 be friends, or we already are, but honestly i want to be friends with all my mutuals so!! also i know i forgot some people so if that’s you i am so sorry!! i love u

[a - e] @acelourry / @acestyles / @adidassaintlaurenthoe / @adidastan @adidhaz / @aintnosaintlouis / @alienharrys / @antilarriestears / @aprilsquad / @arigrnade / @arouziall / @aspiringladd / @b1ack7 / @backhometolou / @bangpayne / @bearychristmas / @birthdau / @bleachedharry / @bloubird / @bonjourziall / @boobearau / @bottomlinsons / @brianamontana / @buttplugau / @chillniazkilam / @christlouis / @cuddlylarents / @cutielouiepatootie / @daddyzainmalik / @daggertat / @dickchoke / @donnyboylou / @dragmelouis / @edolouis / @elfhatlouis / @elflou

[f - j] @farahmiir / @festivebisexual / @festivehoelouis / @festivelyhomo / @fireworkshazza / @flaccidlouis / @floralsuit / @fondinglovers / @fookinlarryloser / @fookintommo / @frootloup / @fuckituplouis / @gaysexuals / @givenchyloueh / @godgavemelou / @gothlouis / @happilyharry / @happylarrydays / @harrieclaus / @harrybubblegumbitch / @harryisindanger / @harrymulder / @harrysaesthetic / @harrystuhls / @hazandlouis / @haztrash / @helloyourebeaut / @hlalmighty / @hoerton / @hohohorton / @holidayfics / @horanyo / @hungerlarry / @hydratedbitch / @icelunds / @icenation / @inkedhusbands / @inkedupspouses / @investigatelirry / @invinciblelarry / @iwillscreamuntilearsbleed / @jawllines / @jealouslouvers / @jealuois / @jumbledmelody

[k - o] @kickmelouis / @ladstagram / @larriesrepresent / @larriez / @larryferns / @larryisnotdead / @larrymassive / @larrypeach / @leadingcompass / @leedsfics / @lieams / @liltinylouis / @littletummo / @ljpaine / @londeneers / @loueish / @louhy / @louieclaus / @louieetommo / @louils / @louisisafurry / @louisismighty / @louisloveclub / @louispdf / @louisvibes / @louiz / @louizbebo / @louseh / @lousgotnocontrol / @louyouwhore / @lovedloufirst / @lovehabits / @madeintheaf / @memeharry / @merrylarrys / @mickgreensberg / @mismatchingsocks / @mitamofficial / @moonlarrie / @morningfringe / @mutualfond / @narryni / @narrysthrusts / @nauticalleeds / @nexttoyouconcept / @niallbreathe / @niallhcranvevo / @niallthejinglebell / @nippleau / @nsfwysl / @offhalsey / @officialdarbus / @officialseaworld / @okzaddy

[p - t] @poetryhoeharry / @poinsettatomlinson / @queerlarries / @quitefond / @richlouissquad / @ripfringe / @rnbzaddy / @romanau / @saintadidas / @santababyharrie / @shittylarryblog / @sincelouis / @sinlouis / @sleighalmighty / @softloueh / @sonlouis / @spousesau / @stagehug / @staytilltheam / @stoplarry2k15 / @stronglarents / @studlouis / @stylesperfect / @stylinvevo / @subobama / @suckinglouis / @sugarbabykink / @sugarcubelouis / @sugardaddydrake / @tattouing / @teamlarrie / @testicalouis / @thightat / @tiddielouis / @tigertat / @tinsellarry / @tinyfeetlou / @tomlickson / @twouis

[u - #] @uneducatedharry / @universityfic / @veggyharry / @vinylouis / @viptwink / @virginhaz / @wankchapel / @youfookinglosah / @zaynisrich / @ziaell / @ziamblogger / @zixgod / @zuffering / @21hry

I wanted to sketch out the froslass I had in mind, and more of the Russian outfit I designed last night.  Also, I don’t speak Russian so I had to use Google Translate and idk how accurate it really is. O_O;;

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Happy Birthday, Zoe ( hoseoktagon ) I hope your day is filled with lots of love and smiles~

I thought I could stop. I was so wrong. Beast!Wirt is so important.

BUT GUYS THINK ABOUT THE OSCARS NEXT YEAR

LIKE

DOES DISNEY EVEN HAVE A BIG ANIMATED FEATURE SLATED FOR THIS YEAR??

DOES PIXAR??

DRAGONS COULD FINALLY GET THE OSCAR IT DESERVES

darling we fell, in the midsummer across the miles and the rolling highways bridged with letters (pen to paper to my lap in the sunlight and your messy scrawl, that i hold with reverent hands and devour like the wolves) (from my heart to my chest to the blood red ground) (i can resist anything except hunger and temptation)

darling we ran, we ran far away. we stopped when we got to the riverside, drank the water, drops running down beautiful chins to beautiful throats and back to the earth (you looked like dutch flowers) and (starry nights) and (the hole i picked in the dark of the cinema, trying not to be aware and all too knowing)

we loved in that midsummer, we loved amidst the broken glass on your rooftop watching the stars and trading promises, back and forth. we fell into pages and letters and arms that didn’t belong to either of us but came right back here. i have nothing but the shape, the slope of your limbs and the cascade of your eyes, the curtains of your hair (wisps pulling away in the wind) (there is water beneath the picture frame and everything is soft, too close, and too personal) to lessen the ache of nights when we are not one person but two

{ i love you i love you i love you }

—  there is no half of my soul, just where it has been torn apart and returned to me and taken away again // l.b.