my first time making gifs so please be nice

Hiiiiiiii, Awa here ✲゚。.(✿╹◡╹)ノ☆.。₀:*゚✲゚*:₀。 

Are you guys surprised to see me ? No? I know its been a reaaaaaaaaaaaaallllly looooooong time since I was last  here. Missed me? (maybe not lol

Okay, so straight to the point. Because its a special day, I decided to make my 2nd follow forever, and this will also be my FAREWELL POST T_T. For those who noticed, I’ve been inactive for quite some times. After giving it so much thought, I’ve made up my mind that it is time to say goodbye. I would like to use this opportunity  to officially says my farewell to all my beautiful friends and followers here who have been with me all this time. I will no longer making gifs and post anything on my tumblr but I do come here once in a while to check out exo’s news, activities and stuff, and check my messages, but that’s it. HOWEVER I will not deactivate my blog.This blog is too special to me and I have tooooooo many wonderful memories here, and I want keep them forever ❤ . 

I want to thank all of you guys (my 5k> followers  ❤ ) for giving me such a memorable memories that I will never, ever forget. I met awesome people, made new friends, share my happiness, my stories and i got to share my love for exo with all of you. I never for a moment imagined that my blog would received so much love (my blog is just a trash T_T i dont deserve you guys). Im overwhelmed that I still gained new followers despite my inactiveness. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Thank you for bringing me so much happiness. I really enjoyed every moment I get to spend with all of you here. And I want to apologize if I have ever hurt anyone’s feeling. Please know that I've never intended to do so. You guys are all truly wonderful and I wish you all the best in anything you do. Stay awesome and keep loving exo.

Bold - mutuals

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@12miracles @174cents ⋆ @4dkyungsoo ⋆ @absolutehun ⋆ @aya99do ⋆ @baekhmore @baeksic-bitch ⋆ @banhsoo @beautyeol​ ⋆ @besternatexo @blackdyo​ ⋆ @c-vitamin​ ⋆ @celestyeol​​ ⋆ @chan-rapper​ ⋆ @chan-soo​ ⋆ @chancasso ⋆ @chansoo-ie ⋆ @chanssoo @chantothesoo @chanyeolife​ ⋆ @chanyeolonew  @chanys⋆ @cheolyans​ ⋆ @chipsoo @chiuyixing​ ⋆ @creepy-luhan​ ⋆ @cucumbyeoll @daebaksoo @damn​ ⋆ @damnit-exo​ ⋆ @damnitsehun​ ⋆ @dattebaekyo @dimplay​ ⋆ @doderpface @dohkyungcutie​ ⋆ @dohlicious @doitlikethis123 ⋆ @dokyunggie ⋆ @dream-soo @dyo-alone @dyodobi1261 @dyodoroo ⋆ @dyominos ⋆ @dyonamja ⋆ @dyoru  ⋆  @elaysium @ethereal-baek ⋆ @exo-healing-unicorn-lay ⋆ @exo-is-life-and-love @exo-planet-luhan ⋆ @exolutely ⋆ @exorgy ⋆ @exothebest ⋆ @exoturnback 

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@flowerboysandramyun @getlayd @grumpyeols ⋆ @heightdifferencexo ⋆ @holykyungsoo ⋆ @iixing ⋆  @iixingie ⋆ @imgonnasooyou @in-do-isle ⋆ @irpsychotic ⋆ @istanpcy @ivy93do @jingxiudo

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@kaixing-unicorn ⋆ @khaenine ⋆ @kkomadyo @kmexoplanet @krisinsanity ⋆ @ky-ngsoo ⋆ @kyungporn ⋆ @kyungsmoothhh @kyungsoophilia @kyungsoostrash ⋆ @kyunqdae ⋆ @kyunseu ⋆ @kyuongi @kyvngsoo ⋆ @laygacy ⋆ @laygion ⋆ @laymerence @lobbu-lobbu ⋆ @love-yixing @luharem ⋆ @luhtella ⋆ @luludeery ⋆ @manoban @meiren-menglu ⋆ @minynqii ⋆ @missdyoo @mongdo ⋆ @oh-la-lay ⋆ @oh-luhans ⋆ @oohsehun-ah

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@parkchny ⋆ @parkdobw ⋆ @parknamja ⋆ @pcyoung @porkdo-bi ⋆ @pseudosoo @purpleuhan ⋆ @qtyxng @roughbaek ⋆ @sehun-perfection @sehunality ⋆ @sehv-n ⋆ @senfinity ⋆ @sexing-in-the-rain ⋆ @sexualityixing ⋆ @singforsoo @spooky-sexual-ksoo ⋆ @squishykyunggie ⋆ @teethrich ⋆ @tendersoo ⋆ @thekingsoo @tinypcy ⋆ @transbaek  ⋆  @twerking-chansoo ⋆ @twitchyeol 

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@universyeol @v-dyo ⋆ @welcome-to-url-too-long ⋆  @whatuneedmp3@wuyifanxing ⋆ @yixingofficial ⋆ @yixingology ⋆ @yixingsmonster

🌷This is a SPECIAL SHOUTOUT to my amazing, beautiful, wonderful, fabulous, lovely friends that i met here on tumblr. Goshh i dont deserve you guys T.T You always make me feel special🌷

💗 Tidbit @qtyxng​ is kinda the first one to talk to me and im really thankful for that. Thank you for noticing me. I had fun time talking to you especially. I really admire your love for Yixing. And I am honored to have you as my friend.

💗 Beste @besternatexo​​ we share the same love for chansoo omg please know that i am grateful  to finally found someone i can talk about chansoo with. I really like talking to you, and i miss you so much. Thank you for willing to listen to me and talk to me, being so nice to me and put up with my crazy rant absurd problems. ily

💗  Ahreum @dyominos​ senpaiiii who is the kindest and the sweetest. Thank you for willing to be my friend Ahreum. You are one of the earliest blog  that i followed  (because your blog is perfect! (goals!!)) , and  you are one of my earliest follower. Talking to you always brings me a lot of joy and I will never forget that. Im lucky to know you. <3

💗 Tiff @chancasso​​ who is a really nice and lovely person, and very friendly too! Thank you  Tiff for treating me so well, and be so kind to me when Im just being weird. And you love chansoo too yeayyy!

💗 Phoenix @kyungsmoothhh​​ my squishy friend Phoenix. Thank you for everything. You always know how to make me smile. Glad that we can share our love for kyungsoo together. I happy to have you in my life

💗 Aly @pseudosoo​ gosh i remember that we used to talked to each other almost everyday and our messages are always so long because we talk about everything hahha. Thank you for putting up with my nonsense crazy rambling. 

💗 Lucy @dohkyungcutie​​ cutie Lucy. I’ve only known you for a short amount of time but I had such a great time talking to you. You are funny, and kind and crazy (in a good way). Thank you for not getting bored talking to me XD 

💗  Karla @exo-is-life-and-love​ who always says nice things to me and always makes my day with sweet messages. ;A; thank you x100.  You are such an adorable person 

💗 Ri @chansoo-ie​ another chansoo trash yeayyy! I really enjoyed talking to you. Thank you for putting up with me all this time

💗 Hana @v-dyo​ also senpaiiiii aka kyungsoo trash! we dont talk much to each other but Im still thankful to you for being nice to me and willing to talk to me. 

💗  Ngan @banhsoo​​ who have a beautiful soul. Although we only talked for a few times, but i felt greatful that you have time to talk to someone like me. You are generous and thoughtful, amazing and so fun to talk to. And we share the same love for coffee omg! maybe we can be coffee buddies like xiumin and luhan XD

💗 Freya @dattebaekyo , Purse @spooky-sexual-ksoo, Karina @exo-planet-luhan@chanyeolonew,  thank you for spending your time talking to me and baring with me when Im just an awkward, and  boring  person haha. It really means a lot. You guys are awesome!

Goshh i have soooo many things to say tbh, but I really don’t know how to express my feelings and thoughts and put them into words. Im sorry that Im not good at keeping in touch. But even though we dont talk to each other anymore, I still think about you guys from time to time. I love you guys so much. And I’ll miss you!!

p.s: If you are included in my friend list, but does not feel the same way, I apologize ;; Just ignore it

p.p.s: I am deeply sorry if I have missed anyone out. If we have talked before, but dont remember you, please let me know so I can express my gratitude to you guys, and include you in my friend list okay. 

So….i think that is all I wanted to say. Once again, a big THANK YOU to everyone here who have showered me with lost of love and  given me a beautiful memories to be remembered. Goodbye…

-AWA

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“You know, it was rude of Rossi to show up at your place after work hours. Maybe I should have a talk with him. Straighten him out.”

Life goal: to one day be as simultaneously intimidating and seductive as Penelope Garcia.

hey there folks, i know it’s not the new year, it’s far past it. but in (dis?)honor of getting another year older today (24 *sigh*) here goes…

partly as a replacement for doing that ‘tag five blogs’ thing i’ve been tagged in a few times and partly just because i want people to know how amazing they are and earn them all the followers, first and foremost i’m personalizing a few thank-you’s. there are things that make me want to quit tumblr sometimes but then i am reminded that these fantastic people are still on here and that it’s worth staying yet :] every person on the below list is someone i can’t imagine tumblr without… so, everyone included: thank you for being you i will literally never unfollow you, please never leave!

anniviech one of my favorite d/r artists ok and also TOO NICE TO ME like seriously she’s one of those people you can always just talk to and who’ll tag you in things and make your day just a lil’ bit better :]
castiels-dean ridiculously gorgeous deancas edits. i am constantly in awe, i physically can never unfollow her even though i don’t watch spn anymore.
dirty-brian was indispensable help writing the biggest work of fiction i’ve ever even dreamed of writing and a constant encouragement in my life when i really needed it most. plus, got me one of the coolest personalized blankets in existence!
dunderklumpen their dt gif series (especially the evolution of tennant series) make my life, seriously. you’re a blessing to the dt community!
fadewithfury one of my favorite artists AND fic writers, seriously such a talent for drawing and weaving together lovely words.
fogsblue excellent source for fanfic and a lovely person to chat with, honestly never a sour moment on her blog she’s just friendly and charming and a good resource :]
ginnymilling
 made my dwsecretsanta gift and i love it to pieces. it’s literally the best thing and exactly what i requested and she is a lovely artist.
hanluvr someone i can always bounce fic ideas off of and who is a lovely writer herself, also a pRO beta and reviewer and one of the few i can discuss my adoration for leo leike with :]
lixabiz oh my, some of the loveliest d/r edits you can find and a sweet blogger behind them (and she cracks me up on a regular basis). PLUS i got the best ask i’ve ever gotten from her
lostinfic
 i don’t even know how anyone would survive without all the hardy/hannah crossovers this lovely lady brings to our lives. not to mention the rpf! just brilliant stuff! :]
mizgnomer those behind the scenes dt photosets consistently make my day (and the tennant photos and sets make my tuesdays) - you’re a treasure!
moltobenebananas one of the nicest people on this site, i swear, JEEZ i love her. and a fellow lover of dt PLUS she has the freakin cutest accent i’ve ever heard :]
nowrunalong this amazing girl made me this awesome url graphic and is just generally very very sweet.
phoebeweatherfieldcaufield a fellow emotionally compromised d/b shipper that i know i can always rant to when i’m crying over them, and really she just makes so many people’s day with her random impassioned all-caps asks doesn’t she? :D
purdygirl69 sister for life (literally). god her blog cracks me up.
shutupandlovetennant WHERE DO I EVEN START THIS WOMAN IS MY SOUL MATE. seriously. a+ person here. a+ blog. soulmate. dt fangirl, dw lover, ten lover. tentoo defender. excellent fluff writer. BFF FOR LIFE.
tennantaddict OH MY GOODNESS. one of my partners in (dt) crime, this lady is amazing. so kind and always supplying quality dt gifs :)
tennantsaurus-rex god her tags make my life complete. all the damn time. fellow dt fangirl. hilarious. cutie. all of the above.
tenrose-s consistent supply of quality dw and dt edits and a menagerie of beauty on this blog, and she is often gives us great new photo edits and videos and stuff pronto and i tremendously appreciate that!
thebadddestwolf probably my favorite author, period… go-to for d/r and rpf, and of course any d/b or billie info, speculation, research, photo references, analyses, you name it… this lady is five stacks of amazing. brilliant.
weeping-who-girl i would honestly consider leaving this site without her daily dose of dt and the lovely ideas for gif series she does! and she’s ridiculously nice enough to do all these livestreams and that helps hundreds of people :)

And there are lots of honorable mentions who are also wicked awesome and brighten my dash so please do check them out (i’m sorry if i forgot anyone!):

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androsetyler arthurpendragonns arwenns barcelonatheplanet bloodybroadchurch blueboxtraveller bow-to-my-tie casfallsinlove claraoswalder clumsypumpkin cooltennant dance-in-the-graveyard davidtennantsmarveloushair destielsfluff doctorwhoedit dreamsofpetesworld

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evil-bean fuckitykidneys greatspacedustbin jasric kahki820 kilodalton kingdomheartsnyctophiliac littlewhomouse mariechambers nowrunalong noyouplum parachemical princesconsuela pouahhh re-sile rosetylered rudennotgingr rundalek

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starlightiel storiesmakeyoufly studio-forty-two tadris thedoctordanceswithrose thedoctordnna the-untempered-prism thiswandcouldbealittlemoresonic tickle-me-dalek tinyconfusion tkross toppbanana transponsters whoinwhoville youburntlikethesun