It felt like I was being born. To not only get the chance for the
first time to play a leading role, but for it to incorporate my other
love, which is music and guitar and singing, and to have [the Coen
brothers] guide me was amazing. It was like an education. It was so
meaningful to me. And then all these doors opened up and I was asked to
do things. I am eternally grateful I was able to be part of that movie.
-Riding bikes together
-Fighting homophobes together
-Swimming in lakes
-On a boat on lakes
-Going to Pride together
-Cuddling after first times
-When they manage to get through the whole series or movie without dying ♥️♥️♥️
I was looking for metas about this scene, but I couldn’t find anything, so decided to say several words myself.
Firstly, I made one gifset and captioned it as glare of death and people wrote that Bucky looks like he’s about to cry or has already cried. Tbh, I think it’s both. Great thing about this scene, to my mind, is not if he’s feeling anger or pain, but the fact that he’s definetely feeling something here!
As I remember, we only see two moments where Bucky is feeling something. First one is this:
Here, he’s angry af. Before this moment, we see hydra agents shooting wildly, but WS is calm, he casually walks and shoots for like two or three times only. But when Nat breaks his glasses(sorry, don’t know what they’re called), he becomes crazy and starts shooting without aiming properly. He feels anger and frustration.
Second one is a bit of confusion and hesitation:
(not my gif)
Throughout the whole movie, what catches our eyes is how calm ws is. He isn’t running, he never is in a hurry. Of course, he kills people, fights like an assassin, but he is always laid-back and really relaxed.
But in the final scenes, he acts like a crazy. WS’ actions are so brutal. Although he is sent to missions to kill people, I don’t think that winter soldier is allowed to make them personal. I mean that he must finish the missions succesfully, but he must know show his personal attitude towards it.
He slaughters hydra/shield agents in a way that is screams to be really personal to me. He freaking shot that pilot and didn’t even care to throw away the body. He’s just to eager to get to Steve. Yes, it is his mission, but so was that causeway scene and his actions in these situations are so different from each other.
Considering all of these, I believe that in that scene he is not unemotional. WS is about to finish his missions, not only because hydra ordered him, but because Steve makes him feel things that causes him pain and confusion and uncertainity.
Is he angry? Yes. Is he ] eager to kill Steve in the most brutal way? Hell, yes. Is he also feeling pain? He IS! I think that he’s torn between too many emotions and that reflects in his eyes. They are deadly, but at the same time a bit red and look like he’s gonna cry.
To be sure I have to look once again at this moment:
He looks so childish and it feels like he’s suffering. But then:
See how he narrows his eyes for a second? Yes, he’s in misery, but that eye narrowing thing also tells me that WS is also furious and wants to visiously kill his oponent.
P.S. Please, add your thoughts ‘cause I’m so interested in the interpretation of this scene.
This is requested by @naepoohxd, thank you for requesting! I hope you like it, I’m sorry if it’s short.
Summary: You guys get into an argument about how close you and Isaac are.
Warnings: Angst and curse words.
I recommend listening to a sad song.
*GIFS ARE NOT MINE*
“Maybe we should do our movie night today?” Isaac eagerly suggested.
“Maybe. I’m not yet sure. This is the first time we are not going with the schedule. And I’m not sure Brett would like that.” Y/N answered, hesitant.
“Brett? Again? Why doeshe always need to approve?” Isaac asked, irritated.
“He doesn’t really trust you. He is my boyfriend, so I think he needs to know.” You answered.
“*sigh* and if he doesn’t approve? What will you do? Persuade him?”
“If I have to.” Y/N answered back, still hesitant. To be honest Y/N doesn’t know what to do. If Y/N tells Brett, he will be furious. If Y/N doesn’t, Brett would still be enraged . It is not a win-win situation.
“It’s fine, Y/N. I can smell your anxiousness. We’ll just follow the schedule.” Isaac answered.”
“Are you sure?” Y/N is worried it will ruin her relationship with her best friend, and also ruin her relationship of 3 years with Brett.
Dismissal came, Y/N went out and saw Brett waiting for her. Going near him, she questioned, “Don’t you have practice?” And they started walking home.
“Nah, coach didn’t show up. Are you okay?”
“Huh? Yeah, I’m okay.” Y/N kept zoning out.
Brett frowned at that. “You can tell me anything, you know that right?”
“I know, I know. It’s just Isaac wanted to do our movie night today, and I told him that I was going to ask you and he got irritated. And then he told me that it’s fine and we will just follow the schedule.”
Brett stayed silent, he could smell that you were worried.
“Brett? Are you okay? You smell like you’re mad.”
“I’m okay. Don’t worry about it.” Brett answered. But you know it was a lie, you heard his heartbeat. And you know he knows that you knew it was lie.
You didn’t push it anymore.
It was the day before you movie night with Isaac. Isaac of course was excited, he told you that he didn’t mind and that he was sorry for putting you in a position like that.
Walking to school with Brett, both of you made sure to go earlier so Brett wouldn’t be late. “Let’s go on a date tomorrow. I mean we won’t have classes tomorrow since it’s a holiday.(I’m not sure if it’s like that for other schools in other countries, but it’s like that here in my country but only sometimes, if it’s really important.)”
“Actually, I can’t.”
“What? Why not?”
“It’s movie night tomorrow. You know that.”
“Then we go in the morning.”
“But when we go on dates in the morning, you keep me til’ seven. And tell me to stay over instead.”
“So you’d rather go to this ‘movie night’, rather than spending time with me?”
“But it’s movie night. It’s the only day Isaac and I can spend time with each other without supernatural sh*t trying to kill us.”
“You always see each other at school. Isn’t school enough time without supernatural sh*t trying to kill you? And I’m from a different school, have practice, I’m lucky enough if coach doesn’t show up so I could at least spend time with you. ”
“I know, Brett. But tomorrow is movie night, I always tell you when movie night is gonna happen. And I told you to tell me if you’re gonna make plans, so I could schedule when the movie night is, but you suddenly make plans right now. So I can’t go on a date tomorrow.”
Both of you arrived at your school, it was still early.
“So you’re just gonna throw our time together like that?”
“I don’t want to! But I have no choice! And you know that! I can’t just cancel on my best friend! I cancel for you. I cancel for him. That’s what I always do. And to be fair both of you have the same amount of times I cancelled.”
“Then cancel tomorrow!”
Both of you are yelling now, good thing there’s no one at school yet.
“I can’t just cancel on him! And if I cancel our plans, you get furious! Saying, I can’t hang out with Isaac, and that our plans should continue! Both of you keep leaving me in tight spaces!”
“Just cancel your plans with him, Y/N.” His eyes turned yellow.
“No! I’m tired of this, Brett. I can’t anymore. I’m tired. We always argue when I hang out with Isaac. Do you know how that makes me feel? Do you even care of how I feel?”
“Tired? You think I’m not tired? Having to always see you hang out with him. And I can’t even hang out with you, it’s always him. He spends more time with you, and I’m the boyfriend!”
You just stayed silent, you’re crying now.
“If you’re tired…”
You looked up at him.
“Then let’s end this.”
“Brett, please. Don’t do this.” You tried reaching out to him, but he just moved away.
“Let’s end this, Y/N.”
“No, please Brett. Don’t do this. I-I’ll make more time for you. Please, just don’t do this.”
But he already left.
He left me alone. He ended our relationship, it’s all my fault. I should have made more time with him.
I kept crying, I didn’t even notice Scott and Isaac.
I just kept crying. It’s all my fault! It’s all my fault.
“Are you okay?”
“Y/N! Are you okay? What happened?”
I looked at them.
“It’s all my fault! I should have made more time with him! And now he’s gone, he doesn’t want me anymore.”
“I want to go home.” I feel weak. I feel like everything that has been happening is all my fault.
“Are you sure?” I just nodded.
“I’ll take her home.”
“Are you sure, Isaac?”
“She’s my best friend. I know what to do.
Scott nodded, took my backpack and gave it to Isaac.
But I didn’t care. I need Brett and now he’s gone.
Isaac carried me in his back. Making sure to hold tight.
“Are you okay?”
Of course not! But I won’t tell you, I’m just gonna worry you.
He knows it’s a lie, he heard your heartbeat. But he didn’t push it over.
“I’m sorry. For bringing you into this mess.”
“I’m your friend, Y/N. You helped me when I needed you. I’m just returning the favor, it’s my turn to help and take care of you now.” He just smiled at you.
Reaching my house, I opened my backpack and took the keys.
Isaac put me down, and I went to the door, and opened it with the key.
I went inside and went straight to my room, with Isaac following after closing the door.
I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling. Why didn’t I make time with him, I started crying again. I wish he’s still here. I wish he didn’t leave me. I wish I made time for him. I wish everything was just a dream.
I hate myself. I hate myself for hurting him, for making him feel like that. I wish I could just die.
“Y/N, don’t worry. Maybe you could talk it out with him.” Isaac tried to reassure me.
“I don’t know anymore.”
*1 week later*
I started going to school. again. I haven’t moves on but I can do it. I can’t just mope around my room.
I started walking towards Isaac, Scott, Lydia, Kira, Malia, Liam, and Stiles. They were talking about something but stopped. I guess Scott and Isaac sensed my presence.
“Hey guys! What are we talking about?”
“What? Nothing! Yeah, nothing.” Stiles said.
“I know you’re lying. I heard your heartbeat.”
“Dammit, f*cking werewolf hearing”
“So are you guys gonna tell me what you were talking about now?”
“Y/N…..” They seemed hesitant
“You know we have a game tonight right?”
“Yeah! I’m coming by the way. I’m rooting for you guys.”
“Y/N, Brett’s gonna be there. We’re playing against them.”
My smile dropped. I suddenly felt terrified. Isaac and Scott smelled it.
“Don’t worry, we’ll be there for you!”
“Yeah, and if he tries anything, we’ll kick his ass.”
You just laughed at them. “Okay, okay.”
*time skip to the game*
I was sitting on the bleachers with Lydia, Malia, and Kira since she won’t be playing.
And then the Devenford Prep boys arrived at the field.
I avoided staring at them and continued talking with Lydia, Malia, and Kira.
“Maybe we could go shopping this weekend.” Lydia suggested.
“Shopping?” Malia asked.
“Yeah, shopping. We could buy more clothes and hang out with each other. Only us though, no boys allowed.” Kira answered.
“If we don’t have much homework.” I piped up.
“*sigh* again with homework?” Lydia looked at me, with an ‘are-you-serious look’.
I just shrugged. “I want to keep up with my grades you know.”
Lydia just sighed, “Fine.”
The players started to prepare. I saw Brett starting to change. He looked like he moved on.
That’s the end guys. I will make a part 2 if it’s requested, about 10 requests for part 2 and I will do it. Suggest continuations with the requested part. I won’t be able to continue unless at least one is suggested. I still take requests, so please send some. If you guys need someone to talk to, I’m here, feel free to talk to me.
“I keep picturing myself floating high above the earth. From the edge of space I can see the whole world at once. My eyes don’t have to stop at a wall or at a door. I can see the beginning and the end of time. I can see infinity from there. For the first time in a long time, I want more than I have.”
Since I watched Beauty and the Beast a couple of weeks ago, I have fallen in love with the man behind the CGI and digital editing for the Beast: Dan Stevens. The past two weeks have been me going on a Dan Stevens spree, meaning watching quite a few of the TV shows and movies he’s in. And oml, this man can fucking act. He’s so good and he masters roles that are totally different from the one before.
In the FX show, Legion, he plays David Haller (aka Legion) from the Marvel Comics. He’s basically a cool, badass mutant with psychic abilities and other cool powers and is diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. (LIKE HONESTLY THE EFFECTS ON THIS SHOW ARE SO FREAKING COOL. U HAVE TO WATCH IT IF UR INTO THE SCI-FI SHIT OR SOME PRETTY GOOD GRAPHICS AND EFFECTS MAN)
AND THEEEEEEN, I found out this boy is also in Downton freaking Abbey. I’ve been wanting to watch it because of Dame Maggie Smith but then when I heard Dan was in it, I had to watch it. AND LET ME JUST SAY THAT MY POSH BOY, MATTHEW CRAWLEY, HAS STOLEN MY HEART. HE’S SO SWEET AND ADORABLE AND UGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH…..then that Christmas special came and crushed my heart and made me more emo. fuck.
(this posh little fucker fml) (jk i love matthew)
And then I decided to watch a movie he was in, which was The Guest. This thriller is actually pretty intense though. I’ve only watched half of the movie and daaaaaaaammmmnnnnnn. wtf man. (here’s the trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-psayRM1XqU )
bUT LET’S BE HONEST. DAN BE LOOKING HELLA HOT IN THIS MOVIE. I MEAN….
no joke, the first gif on this post is my reaction to this gif ^^^
And finally, we mustn’t forget about the role that made me go on a spree in the first place.
Beauty and the freaking Beast
All I can say that the casting was just perfect. And I love how they got an actor with the bluest eyes EVER (you know since Belle recognized the Beast when he turned human because of his beautiful blue eyes)
AND HIS SINGING VOICE….OML EVERMORE BECAME MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT AFTER HEARING IT FOR THE FIRST TIME. IT WAS SO! FREAKING! GOOD! AGH
and there ya go. that was mostly me going Dan Stevens crazy but u gotta admit, for an actor to slay these different roles is just awesome and shows his great talent.
Ok! So this one wasn’t requested but I thought it’d be fun to write and who doesn’t love a little Matthew’s lovin??? This was also my first time writing smut so hopefully it turns out well! Much love pals! <3 (also shoutout to @carey-pricemas for helping me figure out how to add pics and gifs to imagines!!)
Word count: 1280
Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUT, swearing
Auston had today off, and since it had been stormy you decided to just have a lazy day, not leaving your house. But watching six movies had made both of you a little restless so you decided to go for a drive.
You had been driving around aimlessly for a little over an hour just jamming out to music and talking. You were both belting out the lyrics to Child’s Play by Drake when Auston turned down the music to speak. “Let’s stop here babe!” You had ended up at a secluded beach with a small parking lot and a beautiful view of the moonlit ocean.
You both sat in silence for a couple minutes then you lazily turned your head to face Auston, “you know, I’ve always loved being at the ocean.”
“Yea, like I love it when it’s sunny and warm out but my favourite time to be at the ocean is when it’s cold and rainy and windy.”
“I walked out loving myself, Not in some grandiose, you’re fucking awesome way, but in like, you’re a part of a community. You’re a part of this human thing. You’re in this human thing. I’ve always felt as though, ‘I’m just an animal in this human thing. And I’ll play the human game. I’ll wear the human mask.’ But coming out of there, it’s the first time I’ve actually felt part of this — it was very humanizing for me. I walked out loving myself.” - Shia Labeouf about all my movies