my feels right now i just cant

music stim things:

• bouncin on ur toes bc u cant dance but u Also cant Not Dance

• systematic tapping ur fingers and hands like ur really the song mixer and this is a launchpad video

• my Hands…………………. The Conductor

• i wasnt thinking the right thought at the right time when the song did the thing now i gotta start it all over

• my tongue got tired from secretly singing along Inside My Mouth

• im so full of emotions now??? just from hearing this one really good note??? my chest feels like really happy balloon now AaaaAAAAAA???

• when u got ur headphones in and it hits the Good Frequency™ and everything is just Fantastic

Yuri is becoming too emotionally invested in Viktor, I fear for this child’s wellbeing.

more quick doodles since i really shouldn’t be drawing right now;; this time the characters from carry on! just getting a feel on their designs cause i wanna draw them for realsies sometime.

the mars signs, basically
  • mars in aries: "u know what. FUCk everything. why doesnt life just give me what i want!!! life is so SLOW and BORING and i want ADVENTURE why can't things just HAPPEN MY WAY for ONCE!!!" *someone tells them to chill* "who tf are you??? are you trying to fight me????? ok i dare you FIGHT ME"
  • mars in taurus: *bad stuff happens* "lol im fine" *more bad stuff happens* "@ life are u trying to provoke me...try harder it aint working" *the worst thing that could possibly happen happens* "OK THATS IT IM AT MY LIMIT. THAT WAS NOT NECESSARY. IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW I CANT EVEN THINK WTF WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME. anyways im actually totally chill haha let me just suppress my feelings it'll be ok :)"
  • mars in gemini: "oh, i see! you think i'm wrong. i'm truly sorry to hear that some pitiful creatures like you find my beautiful mind so complex that you can't comprehend anything i'm saying. i'm sure that, for SOME people, it is indeed a bit too complex hahah lmao (:"
  • mars in cancer: "fine, whatever. u may have said something rude but it's ok im just gonna ignore that" *later* "that fUkcin bitch...i'll show them later, trust me. i'll just wait for the right moment and destroy them when they least expect it"
  • mars in leo: "??? did u just insult me or one of my interests ??? lmao first of all, HOW DARE YOU. second of all, YOU ARE WRONG. i am so beautiful and awesome and such a great friend and THIS is how u repay me??? i'm worth so much more than this. you are disgraceful. i am disgusted"
  • mars in virgo: "i hate everything. NOTHING is going right and i am FALLING APART. honestly i don't even remember the last time something good happened in this world. why are people always annoying me? why is school always annoying me??? why is LIFE always annoying me????? can everyone just STOP"
  • mars in libra: *someone points out that they need to get their life together* "bitch...what? i'm fine...what are you talking about.....my life is 100% under control!!!" *procrastinates everything* "wtf why do i have so much work??? i am dying under all the pressure i hate everything NOTHING IS UNDER CONTROL"
  • mars in scorpio: *on the outside* "okay you know what fuck you im so over this it's over" *on the inside* "i know all ur weaknesses, honey...and trust me, you will regret it. you think i'm over this but i'm definitely not lmao watch ur back"
  • mars in sagittarius: "wtf bitch i hate u, what do you think of yourself??? how dare u disagree with me and say rude stuff to me ugh don't talk to me ever again" *after like 8 minutes max* "omfg the other day i was listening to the duck song and i was thinking about how much you'd like it i mean i bet you've already heard it but it's absolutely hilarious u should watch the video it went viral on youtube hahaha" *someone asks if they've gotten over their anger* "what anger? ...oh thAT. lmao whatever who cares about that, have you heard the duck song?"
  • mars in capricorn: "yeah i'm pretty fucking upset right now, things definitely did not go the way i expected them to. anyways that's just life. i'm over it. i'm just gonna...try and distract myself.....and pretend nothing happened...because that'll help me stop thinking about my shitty life...probably"
  • mars in aquarius: *on the outside* "i guess ur right. maybe what ur saying is the right thing to do :) :) :)" *on the inside* "...excuse me hoe.....ur wrong, i'm right. u can't tell me what to do. i'm well-aware of what i'm doing, if u think i'm gonna listen to anything u tell me to do ur 100% wrong bye"
  • mars in pisces: *accidentally offends someone, someone asks why they're mad* "honestly i'm not totally sure why i'm mad. i didn't even know i was mad until you pointed it out. i mean there are the usual reasons for being mad...people are horrible, life just generally sucks. so yeah im probably just generally mad lmao no worries"

some things to note about this image

  • for once dimple makes an appearence without the god damn stupid fucking security guard thank fucking god 
    • please look at his tiny hands thats fucking adorable….
  • teru, just in general, i dont feel like i need to point out anything really specific here heres just a general gesture toward. teru. its teru
  • there is no fucking way reigens legs are fitting inside that small space im sorry but u can fucking convince me my suspension of disbelief just can go that far 
  • is mob…..standing up
  • also please notice how hes holding his arms……..whats he doing……..
  • tome mezato and tsubomi…..good fucking content………
  • i cant fucking comprehend musashi right now thats the thing thats fucking me up the most about this image is he in the car??? is he standing up perfectly straight like sideways in the car???? theres wind effects on everybody else but not on musashi hes just unaffected by everything in this image???????? HE LOOKS SO OUT OF PLACE MY BRAIN CANT FUCKING COMPREHEND IT

idk about y'all but i love getting so submerged in a work of fiction that i completely forget that i exist outside of it

heres my theory, just a guess lol:

cheryl and jason have this weird incest vibe right?? i cant be the only one thinking that. Anyway i feel like they both faked jason’s death so they could possibly run off and be together without judgment??? so when cheryl was crying “he was supposed to come back” but their plan didnt work out and they were meant to be together by now and in another town? anyway i make 0 sense at all.

tbh i like the homestuck fandom a lot more now than how it was in 2012. like, back then it was at it’s peak with content and amount of people, sure, but it was so loud and cluttered and just not a very pleasant environment, kinda like the su fanbase is right now. and right now, the homestuck fanbase is pretty chill, like yeah theres still hella discourse but thats a given with any fanbase and the internet really. its just more fun now, i cant exactly put my finger on what it is, maybe its just more fun because its not as crowded and in your face, also it feels like its more mature now, maybe because a lot of the people have grown up since they started it. and overall, it still does feel like “the greatest fandom” even if its not like, the biggest (its p big tho). i just love the community this amazing comic has built it feels like home. id rather have this than the hell from 2012, even if there were more people, please just take a look at the su fanbase rn, you dont wanna go back to that. 

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I’M LITERALLY FUCKING CRYING FROM START TO FINISH MY EYES ARE RED AND PUFFY AND MY LIFE HAS ALREADY ENDED DBJFBAHJVAKFHAVBKHBFVBAJBF I JUST I JUST JUST NJKASBCJDSBHBJVFHJHBVHJABJVHBJAVA PLEASE LET THERE BE A SEASON  TWO PLEASE AND THANK YOU FOR THE MAKERS OF THIS WONDERFUL ANIME THIS WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN AND THIS IS TRULY INDEED A HISTORY MAKER THANK YOU FOR MAKING THESE PAST FEW MONTHS WORTH LIVING FOR THANK YOU YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME I LOVE YOU ALL 

Im watching the new pokemon anime for sun and moon because 1) i dont have a ds so i cant play the game itself and 2) i havent been into pokemon since i was a lil kid and they said theyre trying out a new animation style and LISTEN ITS SUPER CUTE?? JUST REALLY HAPPY AND FEEL GOOD AND COOL AND I LOVE IT ALREADY

I just got slapped with a massive amount of nostalgia and i remembered how much i loved pokemon as a kid its so good im really happy right now

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“That’s it?” You asked. “That’s your only reason? Because you’re old…?”

Older.” He corrected.  “And that’s not the only-”

“Okay, stop… Just… If you start feeding me that stupid I-don’t-want-to-hurt-you line, or that bullshit about our age gap being creepy-”

“No, that’s not it.” He chuckled. “I’ve just got some…” He paused and looked to the ground for a moment to think very carefully about what he was going to say. It wasn’t very often Oliver had trouble telling you how he felt but you noticed a wall going up around his heart after the two of you began drifting out of the friend-zone and you had a feeling it wasn’t only because you were younger than him. “There are things about me - about my past - things I cant tell you right now. There’s more to me than just Oliver Queen and I’m not sure if you…” He paused again. “Believe me when I say I want to be with you but if we rush into this; I don’t want to blow it and never get a second chance.”

You blinked and stared dumbly… It was the first time in your relationship that he’d ever actually admitted to wanting to pursue something. He may not have been ready to really take that leap but this was a start and you could certainly work with that.

“You don’t have to be afraid of losing me.” You offered; reaching forward to place your hand in his. His fingers automatically found yours and began tracing soothing patterns over your knuckles. “I’m not going anywhere. No matter what happens… Because I want to be with you too. I’ll wait as long as you need me to.”

He met your stare, then…

“I’ll get there, Y/N.” He promised. “I’ll get there for you. You have no idea how much I want this.”

(X)(~♫♪~)

It’s fucked up how suicidal my period makes me, like it’s cruel. Here I was feeling sooo good, so happy and then all of a sudden I’m drowning in anxiety and depression and I cant get out of bed, I can’t cope and I’m asking myself what the fuck is wrong with me?

IM GETTING MY FUCKING PERIOD, THATS WHAT.

Nothing is actually fucking wrong, you’re completely fine, the depths of hell are just coming alive in my uterus right now.

Fuck off.

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On set of Prisoner of Azkaban

OMFG GUYS MY HEART!! FUCKING CANNOT!!! EPISODE 7 GAVE ME MORE THAN WHAT I WAS EXPECTING NJGDSAHJHFSJLKGSAGJVF I M STILL SCR EAMING MY HEART OUT VICTUURI IS SO FUCKING CANON OHM YGOD I COULDNT ASK FOR MORE NKHGDDLKADFSSKK THIS FUCKING SHIP IS THE SHIT AND AT THIS POINT I CAN TOTALLY SAY THAT I HAVE NO REGRETS STICKING UP WITH THIS BEAUTIFUL ANIME 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥