my feels are shattered

What could I possibly do
when my heart is slowly shattering for you?
When there’s this burning in my heart
and sparks lighting up the dark?
Believe me, I just want to learn
what it is about that burn
that makes its way inside my chest,
preventing me from getting rest.
Would you ever take my hands
to keep me warm
and keep me safe?
—  // broken
j.d.m.
tragic thought

What if killing stalking ended with Sangwoo getting caught but he blames it all on Yoonbum. Everyone believes him (except officer seungbae) because he’s too “good and handsome” and like Bum gets put on trial and it ends with someone reading out “Yoonbum, 29-30, has Borderline Personality Disorder, charged for the murder of…” in the court.

i remember when i woke up crying one morning, how i wasn’t really sure why i was crying, all that i knew was that it just hurt. everything hurt. i remember sitting up and feeling my heart just shatter because it was as if everything painful i had buried six feet under, had resurrected all at once and the ghost-like screams were too deafening. i was disoriented. it felt as though i wasn’t even on earth, like everything i had loved and everything that made me happy was separated from my being and i couldn’t snap out of this trance. i cried that whole day. i remember when it clicked, that this is what being heartbroken felt like. i cant remember much else because sometimes when you go through so much pain your mind just blocks it out so you can’t reflect on it too much and i have finally put it in the past. because ghosts don’t stop haunting you until they find peace and what i hadn’t realized was that i wasn’t mounting a lover, i was mourning myself because i knew the second i lost you, but i kept holding on and i kept you alive within the deepest parts of my mind, i held on longer than i was intended too. and you knew this. and you tried to back away and all that did was hurt me because i never realized that you were supposed to and i know you didn’t mean to cause me any harm because your heart is so pure and i realized that today. i realized, you left because you saw all the damage you caused me to inflict upon myself and i don’t blame you because its not your fault. i swooped in and thought i could save you but really, most nights it was me that needed the saving and i’m so sorry that i took away the light in my eyes and tried to give it to you. i know now that you shine on your own and you deserve all the love that i tried to give you and more than anything, i hope you can find that someday. i hope you heal and come back alive from your precious decay. because i am finally starting to. and now i am back and strongly rooted and we can finally have casual conversations and i can laugh again and i want you to know that i’m okay. and finally, after all this pain, i hope you are okay too. because god knows that all i’ve ever wanted.

Day 5 of this magical journey. I have done all of this and I slept with my ex, became the middleman, and met two new plugs with the most fire of all fires. My eyes are blue but right now they’re solid black and I absolutely love it. (:

Well. Ended up coloring @vegetapsycho ‘s sketch, when got permission to do.
It’s about chapter 17 of @niteryde ‘s amazing fanfic called In the Shadows. (Go read it everyone, if you love this family, this is fic that surely makes you cry!)

I don’t know how to feel all about this. Fic broke my heart, but vegetapsycho’s art shattered it to million pieces. xD I really loved to color this, thinking of scene and listening few soundtracks. Ugh. I’m still not over it.

All glory of damn beautiful sketch for @vegetapsycho
And all thanks of making this story for @niteryde
And well coloring is by me. :’D

Cheating series: Yoosung x Mc [Part 4: Saeyoung Ending]

Sooo guys! Seven’s ending is here! You wonder why I use both Seven and his real name Saeyoung? That’s because he’s most known as Seven or 707, but depends on situation, I use his real name because he wants it (if you played his route, you know it right?)

Tagging @lennyloekyto because she doesn’t want to miss any updates lol. Such a cutie <3

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Yoosung Ending

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Seven’s POV:

“I will talk to him, Seven.”

MC said, her voice weak and hoarse from all the crying. At that moment, I couldn’t help but feel my heart broken into pieces like a shattered glasses. She would probably forgive Yoosung and come back to him since she wanted to talk to him. She was too nice of a person. Honestly, Yoosung didn’t deserve her. Why? Because he was just an innocent college student, he depended on her too much while taking her love for granted. He cheated on her with another woman that looked like Rika. Sure Rika was an important person for creating RFA, but that fact had changed ever since I found out the truth about Mint Eye. Right now, all I wanted was to take her into my arms and protect her from all harms. Last night when I came to Rika’s apartment, she was crying so much she couldn’t even speak properly, but I knew that she needed a shoulder to lean on. She was so vulnerable that I couldn’t just leave her alone. A part of me hate Yoosung for hurting MC, for breaking her heart. I wished I could be the person who can heal her wound. Hesitating for a moment, I nodded and went to open the gate for Yoosung. ‘This is the end, isn’t it? It’ll all be over once she’s done talking with him’. I thought to myself as he walked in, sadness was the only thing I could see on his face.

“I’ll leave you two alone then.”

I said then turned on my heels to return to my dark and small room where I could hide my true self. I put on my headphones to block out all the sounds. I didn’t work on my current task. Instead, I lied down on the bed and closed my eyes, recalled all the messages I exchanged with MC. I sighed ‘Haah…She would never choose me right? There was never a chance for me’. Little did I know, my wish was about to come true.

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Edward Nygma and his glasses

Optometrist: Mr. Nygma, I didn’t expect to see you back so soon, you were only in here last week. How can I help you?

Edward: *pulls out a broken set of frames*

Edward: I want 8 pairs of these.

Optometrist: May I ask why? This is a very unusual request.

Edward: Because people feel the need to punch me in my perfect face shattering the lenses.

Optometrist: Would you prefer contacts then?

Edward: And ruin my aesthetic, no thank you. Just the eight pairs will do. Actually make it ten.

Shatter Me characters as Badlands lyrics
  • Juliette: I can't help this awful energy/ Goddamn right, you should be scared of me (Control)
  • Warner: Baby girl, don't get cut on my edges/ I'm the king of everything you know my tongue is a weapon (Young God)
  • Adam: These days I can't seem to get along with anyone/ Get by with anyone/ These days I can't seem to make this right (Strange Love)
  • Kenji: I find it very, very easy to be true/ I find myself alone when each day's through (I Walk The Line)