u know why i love Supergirl so much? bc i can genuinely look forward to it every week bc i know that it’s gonna give me so many of all kinds of feels, but at the same time i don’t have to be scared that my fave is gonna be killed off for shock value, or that i’m gonna be ambushed by gore or rape scenes. it’s a show that makes you feel things but without triggering you in any way, and it’s honestly my fave show of all time, every other show can just go home
I feel like crying when I hear all these girls are still virgins unlike me. I lost my virginity at 20, but it was really terrible. It was my physically abusive ex boyfriend and he threatened me that he was gonna kill himself if I left him and he's been the only one I've been with but I hate myself every time I think about it. BTS is the only thing that keeps me sane at this point. If it wasn't for them I feel like I would be asexual because I feel so traumatized with my first experience.