my feels all over the place


The big day is almost here! I’m in San Francisco for my surgery tomorrow!

I’m a whole mix of emotions right now. Excited and terrified are definitely vying for first place. I was feeling so much more calm about it until last night when I started sobbing in a restaurant over dinner. It’s something I absolutely want, it just sucks that between now and the result I want is an unpleasant experience.

Still, I could not ask for a better support system. My wife is joining me tonight and my friends have been amazing. They threw me a send off brunch in NYC before I left. The huge amounts of love and support are what’s keeping it all together and on track.

Special shout out to the amazing stranger who agreed to switch surgery dates with me. My insurance company denied the claim based on a technicality that could only be fixed by someone switching dates/facilities with me. I’ll be forever grateful to that person 💖

See you all on the other side.

anonymous asked:

Okay, I'm a Virgin but my god. I need Bill to pull me in so close to him that I can't breathe and he fucks me so hard I cry. I need him to grab the back of my neck and just bury his face in the crook and start sucking. I want him to be so needy and possesive that his arms never leave my body while he has me pressed against a wall groaning against my mouth.

imagine how his body would swallow u though like he’s all hunched over you and i just think that’d feel like the safest place in the world to be, covered by him like wow

anonymous asked:

With all the sexual harrasment that you get Iris, does Overlord Husband say anything about it? Of course, there's no much he can do (I don't think) but what's the spousal support like?

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ohheyomni  asked:

Tickle me Pink, sky blue

Tickle Me Pink: How do you try to cheer others up when they’re sad?
>> this is one thing i’m actually good at lmao. I’ve learnt that all someone needs, sometimes, is a hug, a bad joke (I’m exceptionally amazing at those), and your unconditional love and support to cheer up!

Sky Blue: where do feel the most at home?
>> in this blue haven. i’ve made the best of friends here and this is one place where i feel like i can express my opinion. there are ofc shitty people here as well but the people i’m surrounded with on here are simply lovely. major shoutout to @taenqueray @sugasspringday @omnibus-x @plastic-pupper @multiphannet @whyfandom @heresamydoodle @n0campo and all of my buds over at the @jiminnetwork and other nets that I’m part of, also all of my mutuals. I’m so glad I’ve gotten a chance to interact with such lovely humans! ty for making my life a tiny bit better xx

wow that was chEESY BY E. ty for the ask love!!

Okay so this whole…

I know things that you don’t know just because I went to a secret session and you didn’t needs to stop like now! because not only is it toxic and bloody childish but it’s just downright rude. The people in this fandom who are doing that I hope you realise how undeserving, of this privilege youve had by saying these things, you’ve now become, I’m pretty sure Taylor would be disappointed to know what people have been saying. What makes it worse is you say it, all knowing full well that in a matter of weeks you can talk about at least MOST of what happened at them so the pettiness confuses me tbh? HAVING SAID THAT those who didn’t go and who are behaving poorly themselves because of it ALSO NEED TO SIT DOWN AND CHILL OUT. you have every right to feel sad, I feel sad, my emotions have been all over the place, I want nothing more than to meet her myself and it breaks my heart that it might never happen BUT THAT DOES NOT give me or you the right to be horrible and petty to those who did get to go, Taylor is trying her best to meet as many of us as possible but you need to come to terms with the fact that who she meets IS NOT DOWN TO YOU OR ANY OF US we may help out from time to time because she does hear and see us but she is a grown woman who makes her own choices and people need to realise that. Just because I’m sad I didn’t get to meet her this time round doesn’t mean I’m angry at those who did, I AM OVER THE FREAKING MOON FOR THEM and fine some have been ungrateful but I still feel happy for them. It doesn’t take much to clear your mind of negative thoughts and either say nothing at all or just say something nice. THIS fandom can be beautiful sometimes but we get a little lost when it comes to the competition of who gets to meet her next, so we need to find ourselves again and focus on celebrating what I know is going to be a fucking amazing album and era ❤❤❤


I met with some old friends from middel school. Wet had a blast and a lot of beer and wine, but luckily I don’t feel hungover today. 🍹🍻🍷 i love when we have time to see each other even though we all moved to different cities.

I walk over 4 km from my friends place to the station and walked past this beautiful lake. I have already reached my steps, but maybe I will go for a short run later today 🍁🏃 now I am going to study at least a little bit

dontewanknowanymore  asked:

Oh shit girl good luck! I worked at old navy for 4 years, I feel your pain. What store do you work for? Hold out for early March!! (Or late February, depending on how you look at it)

I work at a grocery store local to New England and I mean, a lot of my customers are sweet to me, but it’s being in charge without ever having been officially given any authority that makes me hate it so much. I do just about everything in that place and I don’t think I’ve ever once gotten a thank-you from my manager for what I do for him. I just wanna feel appreciated, you know? And it gets worse over the holidays because there are the non-regulars who come in yelling and screaming about every little thing they possibly can. I always do my best and it’s never enough and it stresses me out and makes me feel awful all the time. Having baseball to look forward to after work every day was so nice, especially the days I have where I cry and they seem like they’ll never end. It’s a small part of why I’m going to miss it so much 😫

Also, sorry for rambling lmao!


TBH if someone was making me live in some strange isolated place for an indefinite period of time…gotta take the essentials.


#kdramawomensweek: day 8 // age of youth love-fest | happy international women’s day!

So I pretty much put together some of my favorite scenes from Age of Youth. They’re all scenes that really hit me hard emotionally or just personally resonated with me. When Jin Myung, whose feelings have slowly been bubbling underneath the surface, finally overflows with emotion, full of rage and agony. She finally demands the apology she’s been silently asking for. When she fell to the floor in sobs, I cried with her. I felt that grief. When Yi Na realizes she’s been holding herself back and finally lets herself go. Dammit, that scene just hit me. When Eun Jae blows up and just begs for the housemates to be nice to her I could personally relate to her pain and just how nervous she must have felt to finally let that out and tell these almost strangers how alienated they made her feel and how much it had hurt her. That’s not easy.

As you can see, most of my favorite scenes include the girls all together. The relationship that developed between these girls, different in pretty much every way, from being strangers just living in a house together to sisters that loved and protected each other in any way they could was really the main strength of the show. Even that hilarious scene when the girls beat up Eun Jae’s boyfriend because they think he’s some stranger out to hurt her shows just how willing they are to protect each other. I mean, they burst out of the house the second they heard Eun Jae scream. The girls immediately went to comfort Ye Eun when she finally broke up with a boyfriend she loved so much. And when Eun Jae finally comes home after being out all night, the girls just hug her, saying that everything is okay because she’s here and she’s safe. I’m tearing up just thinking of the scene. That love for each other that made them one of the best friendships of 2016 and just in general.

What I love about the girls individual stories is the journey they went through during the drama and where they ended up. They don’t end the drama suddenly complete and whole, but you know they’ve set themselves on that track. They learn to start forgiving and loving themselves. The ghosts they’ve lived with are never completely gone but they’re not held back and tortured by them anymore.

Anyway, what I really want to say is that I love these girls so so so so so much. There’s really nothing I can say that can convey the amount of love I have for this drama and the Belle Epoque girls. It warms my heart when I think of them and I’m just so happy there’s going to be a season 2.

She was so much closer than he’d realized, their faces inches apart, her expression wide and hesitant and vulnerable.

“My Lady,” he whispered. He was helpless in the ocean of blue that was her eyes; whatever had seemed so awful also seemed very far away. Nothing was dark or brutal or hopeless when they were this close, and he wasn’t the only one moving closer.

My vacations are oveerr so now It will take me more time to be able to post any finished pics, sadly D:. I have to paint a lot of new pieces for a college project ´v` BUT I will still have tons of doodles.

While my actual piece for State of Grace (by the awesome @dragonsinparis) is on the making (it won’t show up until at least next month thanks to all this stuff I gotta paint), get this quickie for one of the moments that broke me.


James, a deeply feeling man who began his working life as an auxiliary psychiatric nurse, shakes his head.

Many of the younger people who present at gender clinics have a history of mental health issues such as self-harming, social anxiety, eating disorders and so on. They see transitioning as their panacea.’

In addition, James says that the proportion of people attending gender clinics who are on the autistic spectrum is approximately six times higher than the general population.

‘The activist line is, 'Oh that’s because they’re trans so if they weren’t discriminated against and could just be themselves and transition they wouldn’t have mental health issues.’ That’s far too simplistic. I wanted to try to find the truth.’

In November 2015, James submitted his first proposed Masters Research title, 'An examination of the experiences of people who have undergone reverse gender reassignment surgery’, which was accepted.

'I had some people contacting me who said, 'Yes we’ve reversed our gender reassignment, but we’re so traumatised we don’t want to talk about it.’ It made me realise how very important the research is.

'Then a group of young women in the U.S. contacted me. They’d transitioned from female to male, had double mastectomies, then re-transitioned back to female.

'They’d stopped the hormone treatment that had been suppressing their menstrual cycles, but didn’t want reconstructive surgery to rebuild their breasts.

'I wanted to include them in my research, particularly as some of the women said they thought their original decision to transition to male had come from social and political pressure, not for psychological reasons.’

He submitted a revised title in October 2016: 'An examination of the experience of people who have undergone Gender Reassignment Procedure and/or have reversed a gender transition.’

James accepted the research might not be 'politically correct’, but felt it was important.

The next month the university rejected his proposal on the basis that 'the posting of unpleasant material on blogs or social media may be detrimental to the reputation of the University’.

'All I wanted to do with my research was listen to what people were saying and report it,’ James says.

'Society is changing so rapidly that a lot of people feel uncertain of their place in it and they’re looking for something. The fact is, the idea of trans identities is now being brought into the classroom and is all over the internet.

'I really think it’s good people who have transitioned have rights and they’re legally recognised in their gender. People fought for years for that and it’s very important.

'Some people need to transition and benefit from it. It’s a complex field, which is why we need to be able to have a healthy discussion about it and not feel afraid to do so.

This has all become a kind of Kafkaesque weird tangle. Somebody needs to call it out.’

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“ The happiest man on Earth would look into the Mirror
and see only himself, exactly as he is.“

6th year Scorbus comic based on @charamchadoo‘s short fic ‘Mirror’, where Scorpius and Albus stumble upon the Mirror of Erised. Please do go read the original piece, it flows a lot more naturally than this!

also that Invisibility cloak was ‘borrowed’ from James laughs