my feelings all over the place

Migraine Relief - Finn Balor

Pairing: Finn Balor x OC (Melody)

Rating: Explicit

Genre: Fluff, Smut

Warnings: Oral (Female receiving), fingering, squirting, NSFW gifs, unprotected sex

Plot: Melody wakes with a horrible migraine and Finn comes to take care of her, and he knows just the remedy that she needs.

Word Count: 3,054

NOTE: NSFW gifs (gifs not mine! Gifs used came from SMUT-101!)

Originally posted by finnfreezedemon

A small whimper escapes my lips the moment I sit up in bed. My head throbs, I can hear the blood pound in my ears, and the slightest movement makes me queasy. Yup, I just woke up to one hell of a migraine. Thankfully, I sleep with the room completely blacked out or else I might be in worse shape than I am right now. I hate waking up with a migraine, it ruins my day.

I pout slightly, ‘Well there go my plans for today.’

I think to myself and slowly get out of bed to get a bottle of water and take something for my head, though I doubt it will really work. As I crawl back into bed, I grab my phone to send a quick message canceling all plans for today,

‘Hey Finn, not going to be able to make it to the gym today. Woke up with a migraine. I’ll talk to you later’

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A/N:  Sometimes when you’re having debilitating writer’s block, what you need is someone like @melissas173 whispering in your ear, sending you pictures, asking questions, and cheering you on with your feeble attempts to move past the block.  I think Secure is proof that she has a successful formula.  Thank you, Mel!!!!

As always, shoutout to my betas @little-black-dress-24, @niallandharrymakemestrong, and @emulateharry for reading, discussing and giving feedback.  No woman is an island.  Not with friends like this.

“Uhm, Jeffrey? May I, uhm, speak to you, uhm, in private?” my potential new client pulls at his lip while staring meaningfully at his manager.

I don’t flinch at the question. It’s to be expected. Still I tune my ear to their conversation when the office door doesn’t close all of the way.

“Harry,” the manager starts out reasonably, “We talked about new security since Mike is out on paternity leave.”

“Yes, but, uhm….how do I say this?” the celebrity is hesitant, obviously unwilling to voice the opinion I anticipate.

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anonymous asked:

Glad to hear your open to requests! :D if u feel like it, I think it'd be cool to hear dialogue between anders and Cassandra or whomever strikes ur inspiration!

Oh man. Cassandra and Anders. That… would be interesting.

I’ve set these during DAI on the assumption that Anders is recruited into the Inner Circle. His mood may seem a bit darker here, but that is an intentional choice - not only because the ending of DA2 left him in a pretty dark place, but also because of his current conversation partner’s occupation. 


Anders: Is the glaring really necessary?
Cassandra: The Inquisitor may have decided you are a worthy ally, but I do not. I trust I don’t have to explain my reasoning.
Anders: Because I’m a mage? An apostate? An abomination?
Cassandra: And because you are a heartless mass murderer.
Anders: Ah, right. Forgot that one. I should start keeping a list.
Cassandra: Do not make light of this.
Anders: What would you prefer? That I grovel? Throw myself to my knees before a statue of Andraste and plead for forgiveness? I know what I have done. I will make amends for that on my own terms - for my own sake, not for yours. I’m not going to parade around my guilt in order to make people like you feel better.
Cassandra: I will be watching you, mage.
Anders: It’s what the Seekers do best, isn’t it? Sitting around, watching, and doing precisely nothing of use. Have at it.


Anders: If the Seekers had done their job in the first place, none of this would have been necessary. Your people were supposed to protect us, to keep the Templars from overstepping. You had to know what was happening in the Gallows - in countless other Circles - and yet you did nothing.
Cassandra: Lord Seeker Lambert failed us all.
Anders: Does it make you feel better, placing all the blame on him? You were the Divine’s Right Hand, Cassandra. Don’t pretend that you were powerless. 


Anders: At Halamshiral, when they went to announce you… it was bloody ridiculous. You have far too many names.
Cassandra: And you don’t have any.


Anders: What motivates someone to join the Seekers in the first place?
Cassandra: I would not know. My intention was to become a Templar. I was handed over to the Seekers later.
Anders: A Templar, hmm? You must have really gotten off on the idea of murdering mages without so much as a slap on the wrist. Hated us that much, did you?
Cassandra: I had my reasons. Suffering can easily breed hatred if you are not careful.
Anders: Suffering? What possible hardships could a woman like you have to deal with you make you want to be a killer and a jailer? A noblewoman with royal blood, probably raised in the lap of luxury, not a care in the world. Come back and talk to me about suffering when your own family gives you up because they think you’re cursed. When you’ve been stuck in solitary confinement for a whole year. What could you have possibly gone through that could compare to that?
Cassandra: (very angry) Drop it, mage. I will only warn you once.


Cassandra: There was a Circle mage I once knew. Regalyan. A friend… more than that. He wanted what you claim to desire yourself - for mages to be treated as equals, with dignity and respect. He worked for years to try and counteract the hatred his kind earned because of people like you.
Anders: And what did it get him in the end? The tension in the Circles has been growing for decades. Templars have been overstepping their bounds inch by inch every year. The Seekers weren’t going to do anything about it. The Chantry certainly wouldn’t. I didn’t make this problem, Cassandra. I just forced everyone to see it.
Cassandra: Galyan attended the Conclave in pursuit of that same peace he’d dedicated his life to. He was there, at the center of it all, when the temple was destroyed.
Anders: I’m sorry to hear that.
Cassandra: Are you? Because I can’t help but wonder… if it weren’t for you, perhaps the Conclave wouldn’t have been necessary. Gal would still be alive - along with everyone else who desired peace over the kind of chaos you sow.
Anders: You can’t pin this all on me. We both know that this war didn’t start in Kirkwall.
Cassandra: You are right. And yet good men have died so that men like you can make a statement.


(After a mission in which Justice/Vengeance manifests and takes full control over Anders.)

Anders: Seeker, about before- I’m sorry if I… frightened you. You were right to draw your blade on me.
Cassandra: I hoped you would not give me reason to use it.
Anders: I was… not myself. Or, I was. It’s just…
Cassandra: You were no longer in control.
Anders: It’s difficult to describe. Most of the time, Justice and I feel like one person - no different from before, when I would occasionally talk to myself. Other times, I can feel him - rising up, pushing through - and then everything goes black. As if I’ve been shoved into some dark corner…
Cassandra: Perhaps you should discuss this with Solas. He may have insights into the matter that I do not.
Anders: (unhappy laugh) Right. Because all you know is how to kill things like me.
Cassandra: As long as you serve the Inquisition, you and I are allies. I would not strike you down unless you forced my hand. It is in both our best interests that I help you however I can.
Anders: And if there is no helping me?
Cassandra: Then I will make certain you cannot hurt anyone else.
Anders: Thank you. That’s… strangely comforting.


[banter for Solas + Zevran]
[banter for Solas + Romanced Zevran]
[banter for Solas + Merrill]
[banter for Fenris + Solas]
[banter for Fenris + Romanced Solas]  

A drabble a day to keep plot-bunnies at bay

No more

At one point, Megure didn’t care, appreciated the help even. But now he has to face general commentary that painted his division as incompetent, as useless.

He knows how skillful and downright amazing they are, sees their passion for justice and their hardworking spirits.

Sees how their reputation suffers.

Sees how criminals scoff and sneer at them.

Sees how the public loses faith in them.

Sees how they second guess themselves.

He gets to a crime scene and prays, looks around and searches. He dreads what he’ll find.

But above all else he fears that one sound.

“Arere”

That one.

@kazuma14

Hey thanks for answering my precious question. Have read it a couple times and will probably have a follow up reply/question. I just saw your post about stories set in the same universe. Regarding what I’ve talked a little about already I do have essentially my universe with different stories and spanning a few generations (as an example: parent, children, grand children . With many stories to tell I’ve realized I probably can’t write all of the stories/books I want to and will prob for the most part have to focus on main over arching plots. I do have standalone stories for my characters (as an example: think of the MCU…you have the team stories and say the overarching plot with Thanos…while also having all of the solo films.)

I do have a timeline and everything for main events and where/when everything takes place. I feel like if I ask what stories should I tell…I might be told to write what I want. Instead I’ll ask if you have any suggestions in handling a somewhat large universe like this. Would having stories in novel format and other stories in maybe a comic format like hurt my universe or what I’m trying to do or not really matter?
If I have a story I really want to tell that’s part of a book series but the main or one of the main plot lines of one of the books has not much to do with the main storyline is that ok or should it be a seperate like tie in book to the series?

Im sorry this turned out super long and the questions might be kind of broad. I hope it’s understandable but I’ll clear up anything I need to.

Okay, so I feel like there are two main questions here (and you’re absolutely right, if you ask what story to write, I will, of course, tell you to write the one you will enjoy the most!).

Would having stories in novel format and other stories in maybe a comic format like hurt my universe or what I’m trying to do or not really matter?

There are plenty of franchises that span multiple formats, having stories told across different media isn’t bad, but there are a couple of things that you need to consider regarding that approach. First off, most of the examples that I’m aware of began as one form, and then when they were successful were adapted or continued in another form (for example, a tv show that becomes very popular and then continues as a comic when it finishes airing).

Secondly, you’ll have to consider that if you’re publishing stories belonging to this universe across different formats, there is going to be a gap in your readership. Some people will read all the books and ignore the rest, some people will only read the comics, etc. Using your Marvel example, there are plenty of people whose only experience of the Marvel universe is through the films! 

So when you’re writing stories across forms, you have to be aware that just because something has been established in another format doesn’t mean that all your readers will know about it. For example, if you establish in a comic that a protagonist has a wife and three kids, you’ll have to reintroduce her family if you’re writing about her in a novel as well so that it doesn’t seem like it’s coming out of nowhere without being established.

Some franchises that have been published across formats: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Feature film, tv show, comics, novelisations), Doctor Who (Feature film, tv series, novelisations, original novels, comics, audio books, radio plays, etc etc), Star Trek (tv show, films, cartoon), Firefly (tv show, comics), notice, I’m not talking about adaptation here, I’m talking about the different forms carrying on new plotlines and producing new content, characters, concepts, etc.

Buffy and Firefly both have comic series that pick up after the conclusion of the tv series, as a straight continuation of the story, while Doctor Who has multiple diverging plotlines being carried on across media, including introducing new characters and also ‘alternate’ versions of previously established characters.

So, as far as it goes, if you want to do certain stories from your universe in different formats, go for it. Just keep in mind that you can’t expect that someone picking up a oneshot comic is going to be familiar with the rest of the series, and figure out how you want to work with that.

If I have a story I really want to tell that’s part of a book series but the main or one of the main plot lines of one of the books has not much to do with the main storyline is that ok or should it be a seperate like tie in book to the series?

I think this depends entirely on the story itself, like I wrote in [THIS POST], it will depend on the type of series you’re writing, and what you want to do with it. If you feel like the book fits in the series even if it doesn’t carry on the main plot, then it does, if you feel like it will work better as a spinoff, then do that.

I know that must seem like a frustrating non-answer, but you know your stories best, and it will be through a process of trial and error and practice that you figure out how they’re going to fit together and what you want to do with them.

Hope that helps!

I want to do this now, too! I love wearing mismatched socks for no apparent reason - this just gives me an excuse!

@andeleisha

(I think these were sent after my very long break before Keeping It Together but regardless) I’m happy to be back! My schedule is all over the place, and as long as I’ve been doing this, I’ve yet to fall into a routine. Play it loose and fast and keep everyone aggravated, I say! 

That episode had been teary-eyed, too! I like to keep track of how many times the show brings me to tears, and so far season 2 is really beating me down. Keeping It Together was really, really great - my second place of the series so far, I’d say!

I don’t! I just do them as I have free time, and also when I’m feeling up for it - some days just aren’t conducive for it, ya know? We’ll be here until 2020, don’t worry!

Hi, anon! I love you too! <3

swordfightagainstsociety  asked:

I've been going through a really tough break up for about four months. It was an on and off relationship for three years and he basically replaced me with another girl. When things ended, there were still feelings, from both of us. I want to just get over it, but it's like pouring salt into the wound every time I see them together. It's a lot harder to get over it this time than I expected. I just want to be able to sit and relax without all these thoughts running through my head. Xx

Getting over a breakup is hard, especially an on-and-off one for so long. You don’t know what to expect and all the mixed signals being sent are confusing and hurtful.

It’s okay to still have feelings for your ex; they’ll always hold a place in your heart. I think it’s important to try and move on though, for good - especially since he’s shown his true feelings to be elsewhere.

It will take time - heartache always takes time to heal. Try separating yourself from him/them as much as possible during this time: unfriend (or at least unsubscribe from) them on social media so you don’t see upsetting posts, avoid talking to him irl, etc. While you’re trying to get over what happened between you two, interactions with him will only make things worse.

Hang in there, you will be okay. You deserve someone who won’t replace you and who will treat you like the amazing human being you are.

You can do it, stay strong <3

Keep on shining!
♥ Courtney

Running out of things to clean and organize….
I can’t believe I’m days away from having my daughter DAYS
I feel ready and not at all ready at the same time.
I’m so nervous.
I’m excited but really really nervous.
Its crazy I still can’t picture what it will be like.
I wish I had ever been around a baby, I feel like that would have helped.
I have literally no idea what to expect, my imagination pieces together whatever I’ve read and seen on tv trying to mentally prepare myself but it’s impossible.

This entire pregnancy people expect me to react a certain way when I see babies in person and I can’t, I’ve never looked at babies like awee, and today my grandma wanted me to stop and interact with one that we saw in the nail salon and I just wasn’t amused.
I love seeing all your babes on here and I do go aweee, but idk I guess since I’ve never really been around a baby I don’t know how to act around a baby, that is for real how socially awkward I am. So I’m hoping it’s not like that with my own baby.

I know this should probably go on my personal blog, but I’m going to post it here because nobody will understand better than y'all.

EXO gives us their everything.

How rare do you think it is for them to see their friends and family that aren’t each other? They are constantly on the go. They never stay in one place long. They are constantly working insanely hard for us.

We don’t deserve all that they give us, yet the give us their all.

A and I both got to see the boys live this tour. They are passionate. They are fun. They are encouraging and happy with each other.

I hope that they get to rest now that this tour is over.

EXO are too incredible to us.

Please never forget how much they love us, dedicate to us, and give for us.

She was so much closer than he’d realized, their faces inches apart, her expression wide and hesitant and vulnerable.

“My Lady,” he whispered. He was helpless in the ocean of blue that was her eyes; whatever had seemed so awful also seemed very far away. Nothing was dark or brutal or hopeless when they were this close, and he wasn’t the only one moving closer.


My vacations are oveerr so now It will take me more time to be able to post any finished pics, sadly D:. I have to paint a lot of new pieces for a college project ´v` BUT I will still have tons of doodles.

While my actual piece for State of Grace (by the awesome @dragonsinparis) is on the making (it won’t show up until at least next month thanks to all this stuff I gotta paint), get this quickie for one of the moments that broke me.
GO READ THAT THING AND SHATTER INTO TINY PIECES WITH ME. THIS FIC IS FLAWLES JUST GO i-i

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“ The happiest man on Earth would look into the Mirror
and see only himself, exactly as he is.“

6th year Scorbus comic based on @charamchadoo‘s short fic ‘Mirror’, where Scorpius and Albus stumble upon the Mirror of Erised. Please do go read the original piece, it flows a lot more naturally than this!

also that Invisibility cloak was ‘borrowed’ from James laughs

raspberry--raindrops  asked:

How would Ignis react if he got corrective eye surgery so he could see again and he sees his s/o for the first time?

I had originally planned to write a whole one-shot for this and everything, but this has been sitting in my inbox for a good while… so I’m writing it now.


  • When Iggy’s s/o told him that the team working on the reconstruction of the Citadel had found a way to bring back his eyesight, he was in disbelief. 
  • “This… this isn’t a dream, or some joke, right?”
  • Of course not. His s/o wouldn’t joke about something like that.
  • Ignis is in absolute shock. It’s been fifteen years since he last saw something – last saw anything. He’s extremely excited but, undeniably, he’s scared. He doesn’t know why, but the matter still stands.
  • When he recovers from the shock, he reaches out to his s/o, pulls them close, tucks his head into the crook of their neck, and cries. His s/o gets really nervous, because did they do something wrong? But then they hear him. He’s thanking them over and over and over again.
  • After the operation, Ignis realizes why he was scared. What if it doesn’t work? What if his eyes were too damaged and they couldn’t do it? What if the world is simply too bright for his eyes to handle and he has to keep them closed, and thus remain blind anyways? 
  • He doesn’t open his eyes immediately when he wakes up. He finds the call button, summons a nurse, and asks for his s/o. He wants the first thing he sees to be them.
  • There’s a shuffling in the room and Ignis recognizes the steps to be his s/o’s. He reaches out to them, and he doesn’t realize that he’s shaking until his s/o takes his hands. 
  • His s/o kisses his hands, then his forehead, then his scars, and then his lips. They tell him that the lights aren’t on, there’s just candles, and that he can open his eyes. They’re right here for him, just like they always have been. They squeeze his hands tightly.
  • Ignis opens his eyes. He has to squint, because even the candlelight is still too bright for his newly recovered eyes, but he blinks once, twice. 
  • He locks eyes with his s/o. He sees them smile. He sees the sheen of their hair. He sees the tears in their eyes. He feels tears coming to his own. He can see.
  • “(Y/N),” He mutters, and his voice is shaking, “You’re beautiful. You’re absolutely beautiful.”
  • He reaches up, he touches their face, and finally, he’s able to match a precise image to everything he’s been feeling since he met his s/o. He’s just gotten the use of his eyes back, but he’s already mastered the look of absolute adoration for his s/o.
  • He kisses them, and at some point during that he starts crying again, and his s/o’s there to hold him, and they’re crying too. They’re both so happy.
  • It takes Ignis some time to rehabilitate from the operation. His eyes are still extremely sensitive to light, so he wears darkened lenses for an extended period of time while his eyes adjust. There’s frequent headaches, since his brain tends to get overwhelmed by all the detail it’s suddenly registering again. 
  • Though the recovery process is a bit harrowing at times, Ignis couldn’t be happier. He treasures the sight of everything now more than ever, all the colors around him, all the lights, the sunrise (which is just how he remembers it), everything… 
  • But his favorite sight is his s/o.

anonymous asked:

Oh almighty napkin arm with googly eyes, I humble peregrin dare come forth with a request... could you make some character design breakdowns for some more realistic characters? Like your power ranger fanart? I tried to break them down on my own, but I'm not sure I did it that well... it's incredibly useful and interesting... Keep being awesome, and thanks for how you already helped me anyway!

Thanks for the patience, had to mull this one over. The more complex a design gets, the more difficult it is to break down. Basic character design tips may not be enough…so let’s delve into:

Character Design Tips Part 2!

Before we start, it’ll help to read my last character design post, where I laid out four concepts: shapes, silhouettes, colors, and inspiration. In this post, I aim to build on and rephrase these in a way that hopefully makes it easier to apply them. I’ll be drawing examples from my Power Rangers (2017) fanart to illustrate my points.

(Disclaimers:)

  • (Ideally, you should already be comfortable with drawing people. If not, look into figure drawing, gesture drawing, etc.)
  • (Whereas my previous tips were more tried and true, the tips here are more my own thoughts, so they may be half-formed.)
  • (Again, these are not rules. They’re just tips to add to your toolbox; the more tools you have, the more versatile you’ll become.)

Without further ado, let’s start!

Based off what we know about shapes, silhouettes, colors and inspiration, I want to cover: lines and angles, external and internal silhouettes, values, and references.

1. Shapes => Lines and Angles

Last time, I laid out three basic shapes:round, box, and triangle.

Problem: limiting yourself to these 3 shapes can be useful and fun for simpler designs, but they may be too simple or look out of place on more complex designs.

Solution: let’s go to the next level! Instead of shapes, shift your thinking to lines and angles!

Lines can be curved, straight, or diagonal.
Angles can range from obtuse to acute angles.
Follow your intuition: what feeling do you get from each line or angle?
If I follow my own intuition, I see that:

  • curved lines = natural, soft
  • straight lines = balanced, grounded
  • diagonal lines = off-balance, in motion
  • obtuse angles = broad, relaxed
  • right angles = rigid, unnatural
  • acute angles = slim, dynamic

If this sounds familiar, you’re right! It’s just the shapes all over again: 

  • curved lines make round shapes
  • straight lines with obtuse/right angles make boxy shapes
  • diagonal lines with acute angles make triangular shapes

But lo! Since we broke the shapes into their smaller components, it’s much more flexible! Now we can use lines and angles for more complex designs:

2. Silhouette => External and Internal Silhouettes

Last time, I explained the silhouette test: if you black out the figure, it should still be readable.

Problem: blacking out the figure only tests the outline of the design, i.e. the external silhouette. But what about the inside of the design?

Solution: block in the figure and test for the internal silhouette! 

If you want not just an interesting outline, but an interesting costume, block in the major components of your design to see if it has a readable internal silhouette. This test can help you avoid boring or cluttered costumes and makes your design stand out. If your internal silhouette is too empty, try adding props or designs. If it’s too busy, simplify it.


3. Colors => Values

Last time, I talked about the 60-30-10 and 70-30 rules for color.

Problem: those rules work on the assumption that you’re only using 2 to 3 colors. But what if I want to use more colors?

Solution: good news! The same idea applies if you split your palette into 3 major values: shadows, midtones, and highlights.

Balance your palette by converting your colors to grayscale and applying the 60-30-10 rule to the values. This is related to the idea of silhouettes; if you get a nice internal silhouette, you’ll probably end up with a nicely balanced set of palette values, and vice versa.

(Fun fact! You can split your palette in different ways. In a watercolor tutorial, Miyazaki splits the palette into bright, dark, black, green 1, green 2, blue 1, and blue 2.)

4. Inspiration => References

“Good artists copy, great artists steal!” -Picasso

Problem: Coming up with something 100% original is tedious and doesn’t always give great results. It saps the inspiration right out of you!

Solution: It’s a lot easier to steal ideas from references!

Note: don’t just copy, steal! Cherry-pick/massage the aspects of the reference you find the most appealing and work them into your design. Ditch anything that you don’t care about. Make it your own! Make it something you can put your own name on! Below is the reference image I used for my designs:

And below is my fanart:

That’s it for now! Thanks for reading! If you guys want to see any other topics, feel free to ask and I can try my hand at it.

If you want to see my previous character design tips, click here.
If you want to see the full-size Power Rangers fanart lineup, click here.
If you want to see other character designs I’ve done, click here.

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#kdramawomensweek: day 8 // age of youth love-fest | happy international women’s day!

So I pretty much put together some of my favorite scenes from Age of Youth. They’re all scenes that really hit me hard emotionally or just personally resonated with me. When Jin Myung, whose feelings have slowly been bubbling underneath the surface, finally overflows with emotion, full of rage and agony. She finally demands the apology she’s been silently asking for. When she fell to the floor in sobs, I cried with her. I felt that grief. When Yi Na realizes she’s been holding herself back and finally lets herself go. Dammit, that scene just hit me. When Eun Jae blows up and just begs for the housemates to be nice to her I could personally relate to her pain and just how nervous she must have felt to finally let that out and tell these almost strangers how alienated they made her feel and how much it had hurt her. That’s not easy.

As you can see, most of my favorite scenes include the girls all together. The relationship that developed between these girls, different in pretty much every way, from being strangers just living in a house together to sisters that loved and protected each other in any way they could was really the main strength of the show. Even that hilarious scene when the girls beat up Eun Jae’s boyfriend because they think he’s some stranger out to hurt her shows just how willing they are to protect each other. I mean, they burst out of the house the second they heard Eun Jae scream. The girls immediately went to comfort Ye Eun when she finally broke up with a boyfriend she loved so much. And when Eun Jae finally comes home after being out all night, the girls just hug her, saying that everything is okay because she’s here and she’s safe. I’m tearing up just thinking of the scene. That love for each other that made them one of the best friendships of 2016 and just in general.

What I love about the girls individual stories is the journey they went through during the drama and where they ended up. They don’t end the drama suddenly complete and whole, but you know they’ve set themselves on that track. They learn to start forgiving and loving themselves. The ghosts they’ve lived with are never completely gone but they’re not held back and tortured by them anymore.

Anyway, what I really want to say is that I love these girls so so so so so much. There’s really nothing I can say that can convey the amount of love I have for this drama and the Belle Epoque girls. It warms my heart when I think of them and I’m just so happy there’s going to be a season 2.

I Curse You Until The Day You Die

Originally posted by vanish

*Note, This isn’t for a person who annoyed you at work or such, this is for someone who has ruined your life, for someone who has made your everyday existence into a living hell. You have to hate this person so much that you are willing to, well, curse them until the day they die*

The Spell

You will need:

  • An object of theirs or something to represent them (I had a drawing they did for me when we used to be friends)
  • A black candle
  • A cauldron or container big enough to fit the object in (It has to be heatproof and fireproof, also, take it outside if it’s bigger than your hand)
  • Your tears or something to represent your pain, like screaming.
  • A knife or pin.
  • water (As a safety measure)

Take their personal object and hold it in your hands. Now, I want you to remember everything they did to you, how much it hurt and how much you wanted to give up. Just let it all out, scream, cry, shout etc. Do whatever you need to release that emotion and just let it fill the object with every ounce of your anger, your sadness and your pain. Direct it all at them.

Now, Take your black candle and light it, you can chant this or something else:

“(Target’s Name), You will feel all that I feel,
And you will squeal,
Everytime you think of me, of my pain,
You will feel my struggle tenfold, for all your life.
You will carry this to your grave.”

Take you knife or pin or hammer and go all out on the object, fucking wreck it and let it show it’s distress.

Light the object on fire and place it in the container.

Now watch it burn, focus all that hate and anger into the flames, let them carry those emotions to the target, let the person feel everything, visualise them crying alone with no one to help them, let them be alone, they don’t deserve companionship.

Once it’s burnt, pour the water over it to make sure it’s out.


After-Care

This can be a very exhausting spell, spiritually, physically and mentally.
Take time to relax and calm down.

Take a Healing Bath by adding sea salt, rose petals and chamomile to your bath. Focus on the warmth of the water and let it absorb all your troubles.

Do something that you enjoy, whether it’s snuggling up in a blanket, listening to heavy metal or going for a jog. You do you.

Take time to cleanse the spell area too as energies can sometimes be left behind.

Just take care of yourself.

Reposting

I want to start off that i’ve been pretty chill about people reposting my work because I hadn’t seen it as a problem, especially since to me it was just fan art and I didn’t really care. However, it’s really starting to bug me. Significantly because most of the things getting reposted is my old work. 

It’s embarrassing. Please do not repost my work any longer. I’ve given Permission in the past, so if I already have then we’re cool, and that was my call. I thank you kindly for tagging me and giving me credit, but I am now very uncomfortable with this. 

Especially youtube videos. I haven’t seen any with my work that were monetized ( that i know of ), but i forgot that youtube pays. Please, no more youtube videos. I’m really worried and incredibly uncomfortable. 

Please, do not repost my work anymore.