my feelings ; ;

I’m trying so hard to beat you at your own game. I want to wait to read your messages for hours, to see your messages and not reply. I wish I could play along, I thought I had it in me to act like I don’t care. To be honest I didn’t think I would ever care again.

But here I am, you took 6 hours to reply to my message and I am using every ounce of strength to not open and reply to you after only 2 minutes.

—  I hate that this is such an uneven playing field 

person: I have a simple and uncomplicated relationship with both my parents. While they occasionally annoy me, I generally respect them and enjoy being around them. They have always been supportive of me, are never manipulative or overbearing, and their treatment of me throughout my childhood has not caused me to develop any anxieties or other mental issues. I have always felt safe and secure around them, and I trust them.

me: …okay… I mean, that definitely sounds fake, but… okay…

Some thoughts on the Spencer episode

1. Spencer straight up just looks like MGG if he had gotten wasted and went on a drunk road trip with friends and ended up in Mexico.
2. Spencer in jeans??? Lord have mercy.
3. The music when Luke and Reid see each other makes me ship them a hundred times more.
4. Reid speaking Spanish = YASS BBY
5. Emily speaking Spanish = YES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
6. I would die before letting Spencer go to jail.

Leverage finale (SPOILERS)


Literally the finale is so good? Like at first, you’re like, shit, there are so many callbacks to the first ep/running jokes, like the “twenty pounds of crazy in a five pound bag”, Sophie badly acting the same passage of Macbeth… and then, more heartbreakingly - Harrison dying by falling, like he always feared, and then the three of them holding hands in the back of the van, a culmination of five years of being a family…

And you’re crying, but you’re like, shit, the writers are so good working all this in.

And then you realize - no, the reason this parallels the first ep so well is because NATE IS TELLING IT. He’s just using the truth of their first job to sell the reality of his story. And it works - everyone, even you the audience, absolutely believes him.

We’re all just tiny miniscule fragments of a plethora of stars, wandering on this Earth , searching for the other parts. The ones that make us feel complete again
Things The Selection Series has given me

Sleepless nights
Really high expectations about men
Making me cry and laught in less than 10 pages apart
An obssesion that will haunt me forever
Make me try strawberry tarts
Make me HATE and then TOTALLY LOVE a character (Celeste)
Want to wear dreeses and tiaras for fun
Think if I could win a selection
Want to live in a castle
Wanting to tug my ear when I have a boyfriend
Wishing to have friends like Celeste and Marlee

It’s okay
I understand
I knew it
From the beginning
You’d be my friend
At the beginning
But you’d find someone
Who is more
Interesting than I
More fun than I
More happier than I
And you will
Replace me with ease
It’s okay
I understand
I knew it
From the beginning
That I was destined
To be alone
—  Me