“If you could order a crime as one orders a dinner, what would you choose?”
“A very simple crime. A crime with no complications. A crime of quiet domestic life… very unimpassioned — very intime… Supposing, that four people sit down to play bridge and one, the odd man out, sits in a chair by the fire. At the end of the evening the man by the fire is found dead. One of the four, while he is dummy, has gone over and killed him, and intent on the play of the hand, the other three have not noticed. Ah, there would be a crime for you! Which of the four was it?” - Agatha Christie, The ABC Murders
If language can’t express everything, why do we bother?
Poetry makes no sense but we keep reading. My favourite color is blue. I painted my room blue once and things made sense for awhile. My thoughts are dim and blue and I think I’m my own foil. I wanted to be something worth loving, a color worth looking at. I wanted to live and be more than a shadow that paid attention to peoples fake smiles and melancholy that lied between each laughter. My thoughts are scattered, yes yes I get lost in my head a lot. I’ve always felt off. I ache for something more than this ordinary life but I’m too lazy to go search for my Great perhaps. what a joke. Maybe you’re like me. I’m still searching for myself. Some nights I dream about the universe and how we came to be. I’ve seen love crash and burn. I’ve seen who I am and I’m still lost.
I can feel my breathing and heartbeat, slow but steady, sun and moon.
I’m falling deeper into a sky that isn’t designed for swimming.
Maybe life doesn’t make much sense now.
Some day we’ll forget about who we are today, some day we’ll change forever. Some day you’ll understand the why.
Apocalypse Arcadia Bay. I’ve never felt the raw force of nature, but this storm is ground zero. My town is being destroyed and I’m so furious that I didn’t pay more attention to my visions. I could have warned and saved so many people… instead of watching them die around me.
Blue is my favourite color and I love when Barba (and Raúl) is wearing it.
So here’s a little “Barba In Blue” special. It contains old and new drawings and it always feels weird to see how much I developed. The artist always sees flaws in their own works. Yet I hope you enjoy it. Have a lovely day, guys! 🦋
Can’t wait to see Raúl tomorrow!!!!!!
much glamour, fame, and excitement can one red carpet take? Welcome everyone to
Hollywood’s biggest night, the 89th Academy Awards, welcome everyone
to the Oscars!” Robin Roberts shouted to the camera.
Y/N, here we are!” Your manager and close friend, tapped your shoulder
excitedly. It was your first Oscars and first ever nomination. So, the
butterflies in your stomach were definitely fluttering like mad and they have
been for the past two weeks.
beeped, and you opened it to a text from Shawn.
Hey baby, I’m so sorry I can’t be there for your big
night. Just know that I am so fucking proud of you and everything you’ve worked
for. I’m staying up all night in Japan to watch ya.
slipped from your mouth as you smiled.
Are you watching live?
Yep, did you get to the Dolby Theatre yet?
Yeah I’m in the car. Stepping out right now. Look out
for me ;) hint: my dress is (favourite color)
Trust me, I will be. You’re going to be the most
beautiful on the whole red carpet x
time for us to go!”
a deep breath, fixed your hair and stepped out. The second your foot stepped on
the red carpet the cameras started flashing.
your way onto the carpet. Your manager’s words and instructions going through
your head. Go on the carpet. Pose. Keep on walking. Then go talk to Robin.
that’s exactly what you did.
like a real princess. You walked down the carpet, slowly, your long dress
trailing behind you magnificently. You smiled to the cameras, twirled, and of
course; you couldn’t help but goof around a little. That’s just who you are. Spotting
one of your best friends, you decided to have a little red carpet fun.
Steinfeld posed in her white dress, giving the cameras long seductive stares. Suddenly
her serious expression turned into a terror-stricken one as she felt two hands
clutch at her shoulders.
MY GOD Y/N!” She yelled, turning around to see you. You tried your best not to
let your tears of laughter slip out knowing that would ruin your makeup.
Don’t you look fricken fabulous?” You said to her.
can say the same about you.” She grinned.
a few pictures together, then carried on the red carpet, saying hi to some of
your favourite actors.
Robin’s platform, you looked up at her and she spotted you grinning.
ladies and gentlemen I see Y/N Y/L/N approaching!”
mounted the little step and hugged her.
Y/N wow this is so fun meeting you!”
“Hi hi, likewise!”
first Oscars huh? Who’d you come with?”
came here alone haha. Yeah Shawn’s in Japan and my friends got school.”
right, Shawn Mendes, you two are really Hollywood’s couple huh!”
I think so.” You giggled.
it going with him?”
is going wonderful. I um can’t ask for more.” You gushed.
did you guys hear that, can these two get any cuter? Seriously though, do you
guys ever fight?”
we do, little ones. They’ll usually be small bickers over stupid things. Like actually
once, Shawn got pissed at me because I showered too long and started saying
random stuff and bringing up the ecosystem haha.”
So what would he say if he was here?”
idea came through your mind.
my god! Well actually he’s watching right now, hi babe!” You waved at the
camera. “Wanna try FaceTiming him? Can we do that?” You asked the cameramen
a fun idea! Let’s do it.”
You pulled out your phone and rang him. Surprisingly, he picked up. He was in
his PJs and a Japan hoodie. He looked positively overjoyed.
babe!” You said to the phone. The cameras zoomed into the screen.
darling! How are you? You look gorgeous.”
“Thank you.” You blushed.
HERE TOO.” Robin popped up from behind your shoulder.
Shawn grinned. “So what do the Oscars red carpet look like?”
your phone and gave a 360 view of what was around you.
Shawn how does this feel like, your girlfriend being nominated for an Oscar?”
my god, it’s surreal. I’m so proud you know, each time someone says Y/N Y/L/N I
can scream: She’s my girlfriend!” he said.
we gotta go, text you later!”
Y/N, I love you and good luck baby. Bye Robin!”
you guys are too cute.” Robin said once again. “Alright let’s move on to Lara!”
cameras zoomed away, as Robin continued to talk to you.
look great really.”
you so much Robin, you too!”
what would winning this mean to you?”
my god, it’d mean the world. Like literally. Um, all my life I have struggled
and I remember in my teen years, my dreams would seem so far you know? And just
the fact of being here is a dream come true, and it proves to 15 year-old me
that as long as you work you can do it. And hopefully teens will watch this and
this’ll prove it to them as well.”
that is a winning speech right there.” Robin smiled, touching your arm
friendlily. “Well it has been awesome having you, but oh my we must be getting
on the show is going to start! All the luck tonight, Y/N.”
you, so much.”
the luck, Y/N.
you win the Oscar? To be continued when the show actually begins hahahaa I am
writing live here!