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Gen relationships

Give me a fandom and I’ll tell you:

  • My favorite parent-child relationship
  • My favorite sibling relationship
  • My favorite family relationship (other)
  • My favorite friendship between two people
  • My favorite friendship between a group
  • My favorite mentorship
  • My favorite rivalry
  • My favorite hatred/antipathy
  • My favorite potential relationship between characters who never talk in canon
Valentine’s Day Sentence Starters

Mixed Starters :: Cute :: Fluffy :: Valentine’s Day Gone Wrong.

  1. “Who needs a date on valentine’s day when I have you?”
  2. “Our waiter is so hot.”
  3. "No, you have fun with your date. Don’t let my being stood up stop you.”
  4. “Oh, my god… the babysitter just cancelled on us! how are we supposed to go on the date now?”
  5. “Valentine’s day is my favorite holiday! I know it’s lame but I can’t help it. I’m a hopeless romantic. there, I said it.”
  6. “We’re going Dutch, right?”
  7. “Tell me that’s not my ex over there.”
  8. “What do you mean you’re at the restaurant across town?”
  9. “You’re literally the worst when it comes to being romantic.”
  10. “Babe, you know I love you, but… last time you cooked me a meal, I ended up in hospital. can’t we just go out for dinner…?”
  11. “Nobody said anything about this being a cover band!”
  12. “Um… yeah, these are really nice and all, but I’m allergic to roses.”
  13. Tthis is the worst valentine’s surprise ever! were you trying to scare me to death?!”
  14. “Oh my– are you proposing?!”
  15. “Do you think my secret admirer might finally reveal themselves today?”
  16. “Valentine’s day is such a scam of a holiday… it’s so stupid! I hate it.”
  17. “We’re eating out at the Golden Arches!”
  18. “We’re going to do anti-valentine’s day this year. we’re going to go out and do all of the least romantic date ideas ever, just to stick it to the man.”
  19. “I can’t believe I’m actually at a wedding on valentine’s day. what a lame cliché.”
  20. “Does this have caramel in it? I’m allergic to caramel!”
  21. “How was I supposed to know there would be a bee in the bouquet?!”
  22. “This is not a proposal!”
  23. “I shaved my legs for this?”
  24. “My boss told me I have to work late.”
  25. “I didn’t realize these tickets were for the nosebleed section.”
  26. “Um, I tried to buy some sexy underwear, but I think they sent me the wrong size…”
  27. “That movie was awful.”
  28. “You can’t seriously be proposing right now? on valentine’s day? couldn’t you have thought of something a little more original than that?”
  29. “Something has been nibbling on these chocolates.”
  30. “Um, I know this is really cliché and all, but it’s valentine’s day and I just wanted to say… I really like you.”
  31. “I’m going to be stuck at work for a little longer… I’m sorry, I know it’s our date tonight…”
  32. “I forgot to make reservations.”
  33. “I am not going to be your fake-date to this party.”
  34. “I wish I could do more for you today but I’m really broke…”
  35. “I love them and all, but their poetry is so bad! they’ve written seven love poems just for today.”
  36. “So… can I assume you don’t have a date tonight either?”
  37. “Olive Garden is not fine dining!”
  38. “I’m really sorry my dog peed on your good shoes.”
  39. “I didn’t forget that it was valentine’s day! I swear! your present is just… it’s somewhere else.”
  40. “What do you mean these diamonds are fake?”
  41. “We’re out of condoms.”
first date starters

Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Feel free to alter to fit muses.

  • “Would you like to come in for a nightcap?”
  • “I don’t sleep with someone on the first date.”
  • “I promise, I have a better track record than this.”
  • “I don’t normally do blind dates, but [name] spoke very highly of you!”
  • “This is my favorite place for first dates.”
  • “So – do you want to get together again sometime soon?”
  • “I’m not looking for anything serious.”
  • “I don’t want the night to end.”
  • “I think it’s best if we’re upfront about what we want right now.”
  • “Wow, you don’t look anything like your picture online.”
  • “It’s so great to finally meet you in person!”
  • “I should probably tell you that I just got out of a long-term relationship.”
  • “Want to come upstairs?”
  • “I can walk you home, if you like.”
  • “Walk me home?”
  • “Let’s go dancing!”
  • “Yeah, I don’t think we should do this again.”
  • “This was fun and all, but I don’t see us working out.”
  • “That movie sucked!”
  • “I wasn’t sure you’d come.”
  • “I was starting to think you’d stood me up.”
  • “I’m done screwing around. I want a real relationship.”
  • “It’s too early to call, but I have a good feeling about this.”
  • “Let me get the check.”
  • “Want to split the check?”
  • “It’s nothing personal, I just don’t think we fit.”
  • “This was the worst date of my life.”
  • “Don’t call me again.”
  • “Oh, God, my ex is here.”
  • “That wasn’t exactly how I imagined our first date going.”
  • “This was nice. Just a simple, sweet first date.”
  • “What, no good night kiss?”
  • “I don’t think I can date a Republican/Democrat.”
  • “It’s important to me that I date someone within the faith.”
  • “Want to play a game? Twenty Questions, or something?”
  • “Trust me – don’t want to go there.”
  • “We probably shouldn’t go there. My ex hangs out there sometimes and I think seeing them would kind of kill the mood.”
  • “I don’t date much, to be honest.”
  • “I hate to come on too strong, but I really, really like you.”
  • “Can I kiss you?”
  • “Why do you even like me? Is it the money?”
  • “Look, I gotta be honest – you were rude to the waiter, and that’s a serious turn-off.”
  • Whoa! That’s off-limits until, like, the tenth date.”
  • “Wow, you come on strong, don’t you?”
  • “I’m not making the greatest impression right now, am I?”
  • “Have you ever been here before?”
  • “I’ve never been here before!”
  • “I don’t normally meet up with people from Tinder/Grindr/OkCupid.”
  • “Where do you see yourself in five years?”
  • “That’s it! I’m leaving!”
  • “Hey! You’re on this date with me, remember?”
  • “I like you, but I think you’re hung up on your ex.”
  • “You haven’t let me get a word in edgewise all night!”
  • “Are you always this shy?”
  • “So, what do you do for a living?”
  • “Why did you even agree to go out with me?”
  • “I think I’m in love with you.”
Protagonists I Want to See More of in YA
  • girls written by men, and boys written by women (I have a long explanation for this and I may turn it into its own post one day, but for the sake of brevity i’m going to leave that like it is rn)
  • non-bookish protagonists who are still well-developed
  • UNLIKABLE PROTAGONISTS. Actually my favorite characters are the ones who are complex/real enough that sometimes you really love them and sometimes you super duper hate them (see: every character in Breaking Bad)
  • protagonists who actually like instigate the main plot of the book (I cannot tell you how tired I am of the whole “jane ‘whitey mcnerdgirl’ smith’ had a super boring life but then some wild thing happened to her so now her life is interesting”) (wait yes I can and I did so already here)
  • socially anxious protags where their social anxiety is realistically portrayed and their resulting struggle with having friends/relationships is portrayed (less “i’m just cute and shy and that strange hot guy is really into me” and more “i am in a constant state of terror and my anxiety has kept me from having any legitimate relationships since i was 12″)
  • same with other mental health issues/disorders BUT without the book being an issue book that focuses mainly on that issue/disorder. A good old fantasy/sci fi/romance/whatever book with realistically portrayed disorders is what I want to see
  • optimistic, friendly, non-cynical protags (not everyone’s teenage years are 50/50 angst and sarcasm)
  • non-quirky protagonists
  • on the other hand, manic pixie dream girls (yes i said it. i love manic pixie dream girls. i hate them for the male gaze, as the object of a male protagonist’s obsession, but make a manic pixie dream girl the teller of her own story and i’m so here for that) (but she can’t be a mary sue)
  • A N G RY  G I R L  PROTAGONISTS
  • protagonists who fail. hard.
  • religious protagonists. And not just like using their flimsy religion to emphasize how angsty and cynical they are. actual firm believers in fantasy/sci-fi/dystopian/whatever books. doesn’t really count if the religion is fictional. and not just Christians either.
  • this goes along with the “protagonists who instigate the main plot” point, but protagonists who are eager to face the conflict. I’m tired of it feeling like the story has to be set up perfectly to force the character into action. Protagonists who are ready to step up to the plate and do some damage.
  • protagonists who fall from grace over the course of the story.
  • protagonists who are wildly amoral but their amorality isn’t excused, it’s made to be a complex aspect of their character. protagonists who sometimes step out of line. possibly too far to ever really return.
The Wedding Job

I love season one of Leverage so much because while we’re slowly building on Nate and Sophie’s backstory through bits of conversation we’re also starting out on the journey that is Parker and Hardison (and also Parker and Hardison and Eliot).

The Wedding Job (S1E07) is one of my favorite Leverage episodes is terms of Nate and Sophie because we get more than a little from Sophie in this episode in terms of how she feels and has felt about Nate for possibly ten to eight years (give or take). 

Toward the beginning of the episode is perhaps one of my favorite lines of dialogue from Leverage, when Sophie is talking about their potential client and how she’s having to wait for her husband to be freed from jail while not so subtly implying how she’s felt about having to wait in regards to the relationship she wants with Nate. You can tell her speech hits the mark by the look on his face and ends up staying with them throughout the remainder of the episode.

One of the reasons I love Nate and Sophie so much are because they aren’t a will they/won’t they couple, they’re an eventuality. You know it’s going to happen from their first scene in The Nigerian Job (S1E01). 

Nate’s speech later on in the episode when he’s playing the vicar calls back somewhat to his conversation with Sophie in The Miracle Job (S1E04) when she tells him that what happens next is up to him. 

“And some people should consider that other people, you know, they don’t, uh, maybe they need a little time, you know, before they start dating some people again and-and-and start committing and…”

We already know that Sam has been gone for a little over two years at this point in time, but what we don’t know is how long Nate and Maggie lasted afterward. We meet Nate when he’s still attempting to drown his problems instead of picking up the broken pieces, which is why I think it makes his speeches to Sophie in season one all the more special because he’s still wounded but it’s so clear that he has strong, dominating feelings for her.

And I’m 100% sure that the tears in Sophie’s eyes during his speech cement the fact that she has the same overwhelming feelings for him.

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AERIAL ETHEREAL CHALLENGE » Day 6: favorite relationship (romantic)

Thoralai (aka the devil and his demon)

“But I’ve found the truest form of love,” he tells me. “It’s two loves that can live in harmony.” He looks down at me.

I stare up at him. My heart on an ascent.

“The circus and you,” he whispers, “amour amour.” 

Two loves. Two passions. At perfect balance. 

I finally feel it too.

insp. (x)

Bonus Timo x John <3

My Favorite ‘The Flash’ Friendships:

1. Barry and Caitlin (when you can talk down a murderous metahuman by telling them to kill you, that’s a really powerful friendship that’s been forged from material that can’t be weathered by the cold)

2. Cisco and Caitlin (two adorable nerdy puppies who are each other’s main support system and always think of the other before thinking about themselves)

3. Barry and Joe (their father/son relationship brings tears to my eyes because they might not be related by blood but Joe still wants to be a good dad to Barry and Barry just wants to make Joe proud of him)

4. Joe and Wally (Joe might not have always been there for Wally, but he’s doing everything he can to make up for that, and when they’re together you never would’ve known that Wally grew up without him)

5. Earth-2 Harrison Wells and Cisco (Cisco was obviously hurt by the betrayal of Eobard/Wells and being friends with Earth-2 Harry is somewhat healing to him, and I always love Cisco’s sassy moments with him. Never change, Cisco, never change)

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I still have Ryuho feelings and I continue painting quick shitty sketches. 

I just realize that I never talked or drew something about the relationship between Ryuho and Shun… WHY? I mean, how that happened? Two characters I love with my heart, who spend screen time together and I NEVER SAID A WORD ABOUT IT or about any of his other uncles? Impossible! Even if I think that Ryuho’s favorite uncle is Genbu he also loves his other uncles.

I think that Shun is that kind of uncle Ryuho comes to talk about things he can’t tell anyone else and ask for advice.
In the other hand Ikki is that uncle that you see like 3 times in a year, or something like that because he is never around, but when he comes he always has gifts for his both nephews (Don’t forget Koga please!)

It seems like an entire life since the last time I tried Ikki xD

I'm really bored guys please ask me questions, I'll answer them all honestly

1. What song are you listening to right now?
2. Story of my first kiss?
3. Idea of the perfect date?
4. Celebrity role model?
5. Dream car?
6. Dirty little secret?
7. Current crush?
8. Do you regret any relationships?
9. Kiss and Tell?
10. How far have you gone with someone?
11. If you could have any super power, what would it be?
12. Favorite class?
13. Where do you want to go to college?
14. Where do you live?
15. If you could move to anywhere in the world, where would it be?
16. What do you want for your birthday?
17. Have you had any disaster dates?
18. Guilty Pleasure?
19. If you were given $5,000 right now, what would you spend it on?
20. Most visited website?
21. Do you do drugs?
22. Most played song on ipod?
23. Grab the book closest to you, flip to page 52, what’s the 5th sentence?
24. Have you ever gone up to a stranger and hugged them.
25. Do you drink?
26. What’s the stupidest thing you’ve done when you were under the influence?
27. Turn ons?
28. Turn offs?
29. What would make the perfect bf/gf?
30. Last text you sent
31. Last text recieved
32. Best friend?
33. Favorite blog on tumblr?
34. Describe your crush
35. Who was the last person you kissed?
36. Virgin?
37. Favorite season?
38. Play any sports?
39. What do you plan on doing with your life?
40. Someone you love?
41. Someone you hate?
42. Someone you miss?
43. Someone you wish you knew better?
45. Favorite show?
46. If you could dye your hair, what color would you dye it?
47. Three words you would use to describe yourself?
48. Biggest insecurities?
49. Something you like about your appearance?
50. Something you like about your personality?
51. You can’t be friends with someone if
52. Opinion on long distance relationships?
53. How long would you date someone before you sleep with them?
54. Pro life or pro choice?
55. Obama or Romney?
56. Favorite band/ music artist?
57. Favorite quote?
58. Celebrity crush?
59. How many countries have you been to?
60. Weirdest place you’ve had sex?
61. Strangest dream you’ve ever had?
64. Relationship status?
65. Do you smoke?
66. Ever done drugs?
67. Hook up or relationship?
68. Kiss on the first date?
69. Friends with benefits or boyfriend/girlfriend?
70. Most embarrasing thing that’s ever happened to you?

anonymous asked:

I just love how gobber always stands up for hiccup. Do you think he misses hiccup in the forge.

One of my favorite things is Gobber’s relationship with Hiccup. For all Gobber has a lot of sarcastic remarks to make, you can tell he deeply cares for the boy.

Hiccup wouldn’t be working the forge during RTTE times when he’s on Dragon’s Edge. He can’t be at Gobber’s stall on Berk and on an island far away, after all. I imagine Gobber does miss Hiccup’s presence on the forge - and it could be why, by HTTYD 2 times, Hiccup is working there again.

Gobber chides Hiccup for being late to work in HTTYD 2. This line indicates that Hiccup returns to work for Gobber between RTTE and HTTYD 2. The fact the shop has been altered to focus mostly on dragons also seems to be indication of Hiccup’s hand in the station. And even though Hiccup is obviously not the best employee at this point, going around and exploring islands, being late for work even when he is on the right island… Gobber still has Hiccup working for him. I believe this shows affection on Gobber’s part and a desire to have the chief’s son with him. Gobber has Hiccup around not necessarily because Hiccup will get a lot of work done… but because, when Hiccup is there, it’s a good time.

Gobber might miss the times when Hiccup was there working for him reliably every day as an apprentice, but he’ll take the times they can together. I think Hiccup on his own end will never get the shop out of him. Hiccup creates his own shop on Dragon’s Edge, and he obviously makes improvements to Berk between RTTE S4 and HTTYD 2 times (the aqueducts, dragon feeding stations, etc.). Hiccup continues to work on projects to improve his civilization, and I think he always will, even when he is chief of Berk. 

Hiccup won’t be able to spend time as an apprentice now that he’s running the village, but I’m sure there are still some days when Gobber sees Hiccup slipping into the shop. Hiccup and Gobber will still talk shop. Hiccup will ask Gobber what he thinks about a new idea. Hiccup might be involved in Gobber’s production of new technology. Hiccup might ask Gobber for use of the shop and do some work himself. It’s something that the two of them can enjoy together, and I’m sure they’ll both always like evoking to those simpler times.

It won’t be as common for Hiccup to enter the shop the older he gets. Gobber might miss those old days. But I don’t think Gobber will complain. He’ll be integral helping advise and encourage Hiccup about being a leader. He’ll still be treated like family. He’ll still be around, closely interacting with the Haddock, through the years and all their changes.

Honestly the enthusiasm that Cecil has and has always had with Carlos is actually my favorite thing. You’d think after the original novelty of Cecil’s obsession with him in the first 27 episodes would wear off but they continue to be the purest, sweetest, most functional couple in the fictional universe. It’s not one-sided either as it seemed in episodes 1-24 but you can tell that Carlos is totally in love too and they’re honestly just perfect for each other. In the two script books Joseph and Jeffrey made it very clear that they were writing a realistic, adult relationship, and they hit the mark.

The Music Box

airlia said: Omg please tell me there will be another part after Anastasia. It’s so perfectly written!

Anonymous said: IS THERE A PART THAT COMES AFTER ANASTASIA IN ‘ONCE UPON A DECEMBER’????

Anonymous said: Hey just want to tell you that your Once Upon December series is literally my favorite story I have ever read in tumblr! Can’t wait for the next installment:)

Anonymous said: Please tell me you’re doing a part 5 to the Luci x reader fic?

uncoolcaroline said: Oh my god, Anastasia was so good and I can’t wait for the next part!

A/N: Well, part five, isn’t this exciting? I just want to thank everyone who is still following this story, and those who are now doing so. Thank you!

Word count: 1,418

Relationship: Lucifer x Reader

Warnings: swearing, mentions of a miscarriage.

Once Upon a December (Part I)

Anastasia (Part IV)

The Nightmare (Part VI)

———————

Winter seemed to take place inside of the motel room, a thin layer of ice forming on the corners of the windows and making them too foggy to be looked through. A cold, Narnian-like temperature spread across every inch of the room, although fire resided on the eyes of the White Witch that was responsible for this.

“Cas, why did you bring your brother here?” Dean spoke, his voice dripping with fury.

“Because, believe it or not, Dean, I care about (Y/N),” Lucifer said calmly, his mouth forming a thin line. “More than you fools, if I must say.”

“You are danger to her!” Dean quickly replied, his arm outstretched and index finger pouting at the fallen archangel. “We were just trying to protect her!”

“And you are doing a marvelous job with that,” Lucifer smiled sarcastically, rolling his eyes. “Face it, Winchester, you can’t take care of anyone—including yourself.”

“Listen, you son of a bitch—!”

“Dean, stop it,” Castiel demanded, blue eyes alive with impatience, his voice hard. “I do not like this either, but Lucifer does care about (Y/N).”

"How can we be sure you’ll help us find her?” Sam challenged as Dean huffed and sat on the bed, the younger Winchester’s eyebrows furrowed together.

“Because (Y/N) is my soulmate, and I’m going to do everything in my power to find her,” Lucifer answered, casually leaning against the doorway and crossing his arms over his chest. “And you better pray to God for your sorry lives if anything happened to her, because I will end each of you in ways that will make you want to go to Hell instead.”

Nobody dared to move at Lucifer’s words, the heavy breathing of each of the men being the only noise to fill the room. Dean and Sam clenched their jaws, skin tightening and defining over the jaw bone as they bit down bile words. Castiel tried to stay calm, for the sake of finding you at least.

“Now, you babbling idiots are going to tell me exactly what happened when (Y/N) got to what I believe you call ‘the Bunker,’ or so help me Father, I’m going to get it out of you one way or another,” Lucifer said quietly, his breath creating a small cloud of vapor and his eyes narrowed.

“After (Y/N) arrived, she told us about the nature of your relationship,” Castiel started, adverting his eyes to the carpet of the room, the blue orbs roaming over the thick strands of cream-colored wool. “A part of it, at least. She said that you had been ‘seeing each other’ for about three months.”

“We’ve been together for three years,” Lucifer nodded, knowing that you would at least try to make them understand that you were dating before telling them about your pregnancy. “Then what?”

“She tried to tell us that you wouldn’t hurt anybody, but we…” Sam sighed, placing his hands over his face and took a deep breath, his shoulders sagging down. “We modified her memory…of you.”

“You—you WHAT?!” Lucifer roared, his tranquil facade melting down like an icicle in the middle of a hot desert. His heart beat against his ribcage, hands forming into fists as he looked at his brother and the Winchesters. “You mean to tell me that (Y/N) didn’t remember me?! At all?!”

“We were trying to protect her, Lucifer!” Castiel replied, raising his voice for the first time since he’d enter the room.

“You keep saying that, but you do not realize the damage that you’ve actually done!”

Pure rage surged within him, the fiery anger making Sam and Dean shiver and shake while Castiel pulled the beige trench coat against his body a bit closer. The previous temperature could not challenge the now-freezing room.

Once, on a rainy day, you had told Lucifer of your favorite memories with him, although afterwards you declared that you loved any moment that you spent together. You said that your happiness was where he was.

You were shaking with silent laughter, your lips pressed tightly behind your hand and your eyes shinning with mischief. Lucifer narrowed his eyes at you, trying to at least act like he meant the glare that he sent your way. But you couldn’t stop chuckling, not when you had drawn a mustache and uni-brown with permanent marker on an archangel while he pretended to be sleeping. At first, he hadn’t understood the tickling sensation on his face, that is, until you started giggling. However, it was too late for him.

But he couldn’t loose his calm, not when he wanted to find you. When he needed to find you. As much as he had tried to think otherwise, Lucifer couldn’t live without you. He couldn’t live knowing that he had left you alone when he had a chance to be with you.

“Okay, then you pretended everything was fine until you saw me, right?” Lucifer asked, not bothering to keep the irritation out of his voice. “So when did she remember me?”

"She saw you at the motel, right before you left,” Dean answered, Adam’s apple bobbing up and down as he took a shaky breath. Images of your tear-stricken face darted across his vision, filling him with guilt and regret instantly. “Then she just…knew. We told her what we had done and she started to run away, but…”

Lucifer watched as Dean took his eyes away from the empty bottle of beer he had been staring at while he spoke, instead looking at his younger brother, who copied the same expression of guilt and helplessness as him. Castiel was not meeting Lucifer’s eyes, his lips tugging down in an uncontrollable way and his forehead wrinkling as he frowned. Something bad had happened to you, Lucifer realized almost immediately, feeling the sudden change in the atmosphere, for once, not caused by him. Something that he could have prevented, had he been with you.

“What happened?” he asked, his throat becoming dry and feeling a strange tug of fear at his heart strings. “What happened to (Y/N)?” he echoed, louder this time.

“A car hit her,” Castiel said quietly, slowly raising his head and turning towards Lucifer, who sucked in a sharp breath at this.

You had been hurt. He couldn’t dare imagine your face, contorted in pain and hurt, as you prayed for him, because there was no doubt that you would’ve done that. But he did not listen to you, having ignored any sort of angelic talk as soon as he found out that you didn’t want any sort of connection with him. Now he had to pay for his actions, and it was putting you in danger.

“Is she okay now?” Lucifer pressed, trying to keep his voice from shaking. You had to be okay, you just had to.

“I have healed her,” Castiel nodded quickly, but his eyes stayed dull, the fierce glimmer in them replaced by a somber look. “But I am afraid that…” Castiel sighed, glancing away from Lucifer for a second. “I am sorry, brother, but (Y/N)…she lost the child.”

“I’m pregnant.”

“You’re not mad?”

“…we will be fine.”

Your words ran through his head, tripping and jumbling with each other in a frenzy. You were so happy to be a mother, to finally start a family with him. Lucifer saw that you were scared, just like him, but you were also so excited. He was going to be a father, and you were going to be the mother of a wonderful child.

And then he realized why you wrote “Anastasia.” He realized the kind of danger you were in, and it was a kind of danger worse than death, because it would thwart with your soul, and the pureness in it. You were in danger from yourself.

Suddenly, the bottle of beer that Dean had been watching shattered into pieces, the brown crystal falling to the floor with a small clatter. The frost-covered window started cracking, a lightning bolt split racing from the left upper corner to the center of the glass before it, too, fell to bits, the sharp noise making Sam and Dean cover their ears.

“Now, we’re going to find (Y/N), and after that,” Lucifer laughed bitterly, shaking his head, “well, after that I’m going to let her decide if you three ever get to see daylight again after causing her to lose our baby.”

im gonna post a separate Special Mutual positivity list so my thing doesnt get too long, it youre not on it im sorry but you’re either on the other list or i forgot you and you can send me an ask or have someone else tell me but im trying my best. but wile im waiting for my other pages to load im gonna do this:

tagged by @rosy-el

Relationship status: i have a qpp sorta thing going on

Favorite color: cream white

Lipstick or chapstick: chapstick 

Last song I listened to:  money by that poppy (i love poppy i would do anything for poppy i would die for poppy i give myself to poppy because poppy loves me)

Last movie I watched: fucc man i think ill just say i saw guys and dolls last night

Top three TV shows:

parks and recreation

stranger things

the dead pilot Only Child by John Hodgman (this counts eat my shorts jabronies)

Top three characters:

anne of green gables

barb holland

ben wyatt

You made me cry.
You forgot my birthday,
and our anniversary.
You made me feel lonely,
even though we were in a
relationship together.
I loved you so much that
a kiss from you would
make my day,
yet you didn’t even try
to find out what my
favorite color was.
I loved you at your most
vulnerable, and you left
me when I needed you
the most.


He made me believe in love again.
He leaves flowers on my doorstep
and calls me to tell me how much
he misses me at work.
He takes me out on dates, and
cancels his plans to cheer me up
when I’m feeling down.
From his every action and his every
word, I can feel that he appreciates
me.
He’s taken the chance that you
threw out the window;
the chance that you’re now asking
back every night, through unopened
texts and missed calls.


6 months ago, I would’ve called you
back in a heartbeat.
Now? I don’t even bother checking.

30 Days of Ladies Challenge - Day 23

Day Twenty-Three: Favourite female platonic relationship. 

Nana Osaki and Nana “Hachi” Komatsu from NANA.

Their relationship is one of the main reasons why NANA is my favorite shoujo manga ever. There you have a strong friendship between two girls who couldn’t be more different from each other both in personality and style and life experiences, and yet, they instantly grew attached to each other, and even end living in the same apartment! Their bond is so strong that you can see it everytime they think of another, how can I forget those “Tell me Hachi, are you smiling now?” or “Hey, Nana”??? (Damn I feel my heart breaks when I think of these two and how things are currently for them TOT), oh, and the way life turned for them and eventually caused their separation makes me so sad, that when I saw that years later Hachi discovered about Nana’s whereabouts after Ren’s death, I felt like a glimpse of hope they may encounter each other again. If the news that Yazawa will finish the series are true, then I really expect I re-encounter between the two Nanas and that life also gets better for them as well :(.

Talk to me
Tell about the details of your day and why everyday can’t be a good day
Tell me about your dreams and goals whether it’s a goal to be happy or to be rich
Tell me about why you couldn’t fall asleep
Tell me about your favorite song and how you find comfort in those lyrics
Tell me about the scar on your hand
Tell me why you fought with your parents that one time
Tell me about your childhood and how you couldn’t wait to just grow up
Tell me about your sad thoughts, the ones that keep you up at night but also the ones that hit you in the middle of the day
Tell me that joke your friend told you a year ago but it still makes you laugh to this day
Tell me what scares you, not just your fear of heights or spiders
Tell me about your beliefs in aliens, religion and the universe
Tell me why that guy at work was an asshole
Tell me about the crazy thoughts you’re always scared to say out loud
Tell me about how fucked the world and the people are
Tell me your thoughts about the weather, why the gloomy days bring you happiness and the sun brings you darkness
Tell me what you’re worried to say
Tell me about how you took that drive you’ve been needing to help clear your head
Tell me about the time you got mad and said the wrong things
Tell me about the happiest day of your life and how you wish it could be that day again

Tell me and I will listen to every word and hold it with me forever

—  Talk to me, love.
I just wanna date someone who I can go to festivals with. hold their hands through the crowd, tell them “babe, wait I gotta go to the bathroom,” they scream “whaaaat?!” starts running off laughing with me once we are out of the crowd. I want them to be in the middle of the crowd with me, we can scream on the top of our lungs.
I just wanna date someone I can stay up till the sunrises talking about why purple is my favorite color but why they never see me wear it so I guess you can say black is my favorite color.
I want to date someone whose words crack with the stories they tell me why certain dates make them cringe. I want to know why they’re giving me their all when they barely have all of their heart to give from their last relationship.
I just wanna date someone who’s willing to drive with me at 1am to get fries from the drive threw. who jokes with the person working that night.
I just wanna date someone who wants to go in the middle of no where at 3 am to lay out blankets and count the stars, play never have I ever.
even goto a drive in movie theater.
I just wanna date someone who’s willing to show me that love is possible no matter how many times they seem to think it wasn’t possible.
I just wanna date someone when they hear my name they can’t stop talking about me.
I want a lover and a friend. I want a lover who can love me when I can’t seem to love myself.
I want someone who lets me love all of them.
someone who will hold my hand for cliche pictures at a museum or a theme park.
I just wanna date someone who’s my best friend.
I just wanna date someone and be madly in love with them. show them off any chance I get. I want that love everyone says “holy shit they’re still together”
honestly I just wanna date someone that people say “goals” too.
I just wanna date someone who’ll just hold my hand through it all.
—  I’ll find that someone
It’s fucked up how now, two years later, I can sit on a park bench with my best friend and still spew your name from my mouth. I shouldn’t even remember how it tastes, let alone want to taste it almost every day. It’s fucked up when she asks about people after you and my love for them, and how I answer with the truth. “I haven’t loved anyone the way I loved her.”
I try to make excuses for the missed relationships I’ve had now, but I have no reasoning passed knowing I can’t feel the way I felt with you. I can’t wake up in the morning knowing that life was beautiful because your face was in it every day. I can’t consciously tell anyone that I’m in love with them when I get annoyed that they sing the wrong words to your favorite song while its blasting in the car. I can’t talk about a future with a lover when no one makes me look forward to seeing the morning sunrise tomorrow the way you did.
So I sit on the park bench with my best friend and explain to her; “I won’t be with anyone until I’m with someone who made the ‘butterflies in my stomach’ expression real again. I won’t be with anyone until I go to bed eager to wake up and take on the next day. I won’t be with anyone until I’m okay with all of my secrets being shared with someone again. I won’t be with anyone until I feel the love I felt for her, because that’s when I know it’s real.”
She tries to explain to me that you love different people in different ways. Convincing me that I’m not completely broken and just because I wouldn’t have died for her doesn’t mean I didn’t love her as much. But every day with her my heart broke a little knowing she wasn’t you.
And I hate myself for trying to love anyone how I love you. I hate myself for knowing that that love only ends in pain and here I am, trying so fucking hard to feel it again. But now I know.
I won’t be with anyone until your name is nothing but a distant memory, and a sour taste in my mouth.
I won’t be with anyone until I forget you.
—  Who are you?
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Kira and Odo meet for the first time - DS9, Necessary Evil

Kira’s flat response breaks my heart, because it tells me what so many Bajoran woman (and possibly men) were expected to resort to just to survive on Terok Nor. And Odo, who started off sounding so awkward and predatory, quickly backtracks and becomes his true self: bumbling and gruff, but respectful and fair. “No, you misunderstand. I… I’m sorry. Of course, I can see how you could. Let me start over.” I have mixed feelings about their ultimate relationship, but this first interaction reminds me why I adore their friendship so much.