my eyes were there the whole time

Imagine Loki taking care of you and comforting you before you go to surgery

Originally posted by loki-hugs

Your heart was beating so fast; for a moment, you thought that it is going to break through your chest.

You felt Loki squeezing your hands that you now noticed were covered in cold sweat.

“Little one, you are going to be alright. Everything will be alright” he whispered in your ear as he ran his fingers through your soft, (h/c) hair.

You nodded at his comforting words and pulled away from the tight and warm embrace to look into his emerald green eyes.

“Promise you’ll be there?” you asked, your voice shaky.

“I will be there and hold your hand, my loved one, the whole time. I promise” he said and smiled as he placed a soft kiss on the corner of your lips.

You raised a brow, confused by his words.

“Except me and the doctors, no one else is allowed in the room” you explained.

Loki chuckled and shook his head.

“You seem to have forgotten that I am a god of mischief, tricks and magic. No one will notice my presence but you” he spoke and gave you a little wink.

You couldn’t help but smile and those words calmed you down. You buried your face in the crook of his neck and placed a little kiss there.

“Thank you, Loki” you cooed as you wrapped your arms around his neck like a little child.

He smiled, rubbed your back soothingly and placed few kisses on your hair.

“I’ll be with you, my sweet love” he reassured you.

You trusted him. You trusted his love. You are going to be alright.  

And as I sat there next to you, I realized just how beautiful you really are, both inside and out. First, I fell for your shy but cute confidence when we first met. And then I realized that under that mask, you have a truly beautiful heart. I fell for your kind, loving personality and humor. I wanted your heart, and all of it. When we met up alone for the first time, my heart was pounding right out of my chest, my hands were trembling next to yours, and my mind was racing with questions and emotions. Then, when you looked deep into my eyes and flashed me that smile, it’s like the whole world just stopped. It was only you that I wanted, just you and I, together. I think that’s when I truly fell for you; When I realized that our broken pieces fit together, and the parts of me that I had once lost, I had now found again with you. Maybe we’re just another cheesy, sappy love story, but that’s okay. You’re worth more than just a couple pages. You’re worth the world; so I decided to give you mine and make me yours.
—  falling for you…
monday // 12.12.16

You know what kills me every time I focus my eyes on Magnus during his’ and Alec’s scene in Shadowhunters 2x10? How incredibly vulnerable, incredibly hesitant, Magnus acted through almost the whole of it.

The way Magnus assumed that Alec’s distress and agitation were caused by not knowing what happened to Madzie —in other words, that he couldn’t see that he, Magnus, was the main (at that moment, the only) reason.

The way Magnus’ expression was carefully guarded through all the first part of Alec’s speech, as if he was trying to not let his hope go high. The way Magnus, even when he accepted he was terrified too, didn’t enter Alec’s personal space, only daring to touch his arm.

The way Magnus, when Alec told him that he loved him, stayed silent first, as if he couldn’t believe that was possible. The way, even when Magnus himself told Alec he loved him too, that shock and wonder were still visible on his face.

The way Magnus, even with Alec kissing him, only let himself to touch him very slowly, as if he wasn’t sure if it was okay, if he could really have that.

And it wasn’t because Magnus didn’t believe Alec. It was Magnus himself whom he couldn’t believe in. Because Magnus thinks he’s “a lot to get used to”, that he’s difficult to love. Magnus loves Alec deeply and strongly and he just couldn’t believe that Alec could return his feelings. That Magnus could have that.

Magnus Bane deserves love, both to love and to be loved. And I’m so glad he’s finally experimenting all of it with Alec, who certainly deserves it too.

Extra: Magnus finally understanding that yes, Alec loves him. That yes, he can have this.

Poor Jarrett is just like, hey, so I got this new job as security for a keep with a bunch of eccentric bosses who’re always gone, it’s kinda boring but, you know, whatever, it pays the bills, except when they disappear underground for a few weeks and forget to pay us, but that was just the one time, so anyway, they had me keeping an eye on the one guy and then ghosts attacked, which was a whole thing, and then dragons attacked and we had to evacuate and I wound up kind of helping to build an army and they asked for advice because they were heading to my hometown, and I asked them to pick me up spice and warned them not to break the law, so of course they managed to make grocery shopping into a drug deal and suddenly the one guy’s asking me to actually buy him illegal drugs and that’s a whole thing, and I guess now I’m in charge of mentoring this really messed-up kid, and oh yes, they’re bringing me with them on their elite team to kill the giant dragon of death and doom with my crossbow and lack of magic, and everyone ate a big feast and I just sort of stood around awkwardly so the dragon was really fucked up and nobody else seemed all that fazed, and I totally got set on fire but it’s fine I guess and now the dragon’s really small for some reason?

and anyway I think I probably need a raise.

anonymous asked:

the quarians were SUCH A LETDOWN for me.. in ME1 i was like ok the tightly fitting armor leaves little to the imagination but maybe at least their faces are weird? then in me2 you could kind of see very human looking eyes glowing through the mask and i was like NO.. PLEASE NO... and then in me3 it was like The Big Reveal.. A Human, With Glowing Eyes and i was like NOOOOOOOOOO

Maybe they were really just grey humans this whole time.. 

I know they were originally going to make them look more like this:

Which might still be too humany for people but I think its much better then “literally a human face”

Anyways this is my…attempt i guess

They are otherwise very humanoid (though convergent evolution remarkably human-like) except their bug face, which includes both compound eyes and lensed “simple eyes”. They have a diet primarily made up of liquids and mush, and as a result have to puree much of their food.

“I can feel it all wash over me. The heat. The force. The radiation…the fear. It’s the end of the world - all over again. I close my eyes, I see my life before all of this. Before the bombs. Everything can change in an instant, and the future you plan for yourself shifts - whether or not you’re ready. At some point, it happens to all of us. This, wasn’t the world I wanted; but it was the one I found myself in. The Commonwealth, my home. Ripped apart, and put back together. I thought I…I hoped I could find my family. Cheat time. Make us whole again. The way we were. But now, I know. I know I can’t go back. I know the world has changed. The road ahead will be hard. This time, I’m ready. Because I know, war…war never changes.”

I often found myself laying awake at night, bawling my eyes out until 4am, wondering if I was good enough or if you had found a different body to use for pleasure since I didn’t want to give myself up to you. I often stared at my ceiling until the late hours of the night, just thinking about what you were doing and if you were with someone else. This whole time, you slept peacefully in your bed, not even bothering to text me, you’re own girlfriend, to see if I was okay or to tell me you love me.

good discourse: jim kirk isn’t at all the sexist womanizer history remembers him as. many of the instances of kirk’s casual sexism are due to the writers’ own beliefs of the time rather than kirk as a character, especially considering how groundbreaking star trek as a whole was in the 1960s. it’s clear what the writers were going for with kirk, but no matter how “progressive” a show is for its time, media will never exist in a vacuum free from the collective values of the era it was produced in. 

bad discourse: here’s a list of reasons of why it was actually SPOCK who was “““the sexist one”””

Very Lucky

Our party was ascending a tower where each level had a puzzle we had to solve to get through.  We were on the third or fourth puzzle and were all pretty braindead.  For context, I am a queer lady and my fiancée and I are both in this campaign.

DM: Before you are five statues of humanoid men. Each has a name inscribed below him.  There is also a plaque that gives some information about the brothers and then ends with “these brothers have names that reveal the secret to their demise.”

DM: Their names are… Snake Eyes, Midnight Blue, Mr. V, Lucky, Decimator

Me (OOC): Maybe Mr. V died from eating too much pussy…

My fiancée (OOC): I’m so glad you said that because I was thinking that this whole time.

Fighter (OOC): No, I’m pretty that would have been Lucky.

“i’m a vampire and we met when you were still human and we fell in love and planned out our whole eternal life together but on the night i turned you i freaked out over the commitment and abandoned you in the middle of the night & now it’s over a century later and we’re only just seeing each other again for the first time since and there’s so much hatred in your eyes when you look at me but fuck you still look just as hot and make my heart race as much as you did back then and i think i made the biggest mistake of my life in leaving” au (☉‿☉✿)

Joshua Lapp was a sophomore at Columbine High School and on the day of the massacre, he hid under a table in the library. He was located only about five feet from the table Daniel Mauser cowered under and Josh shielded his friend Brittany in case the gunmen walked by. He recalls: “I was looking over my shoulder the whole time. I wasn’t going to let them shoot me without looking me in the eyes. I used to watch, like, Lethal Weapon - all those action movies. I remember that they say it’s hard to kill somebody if they’re looking you in the eyes. I don’t know if it’s true, but, as far as I was concerned, it was real at the time. So I was making sure that if they were going  to come over and shoot us, I was going to look them in the eyes.“

After Eric Harris fatally shot Daniel Mauser in the face, Joshua could see them looming closer to where he resided. He said, “Then, they walked on the outside of Daniel’s desk, so they were about two desk lengths away. They both looked at me. I made eye contact with them both. They were straight-faced, like I would look at somebody walking down the street. They didn’t act like they had hurt anybody a second ago. They acted like it was normal. And for some reason, they kept walking.”

Silence (BTS Jungkook x Reader)

Originally posted by donewithjeon

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Warning: smut, dirty talking, it’s smut so there’s sexual content wow

Words: 1159
i love writing about jungkook, it’s odd, i need to write about my namjoon more, but here, enjoy some light sin compared to my other fanfics

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Ok so y’all probably know about my thing about Fish In Thedas by now.
And some people would argue about my assertion that catfish would give your party in Inquisition pause.

I want you to look at this post, look at this fish.

Look this fat opportunist predatory feeder, that would totally eat dead people, other fish, darkspawn, and things killed by the blight– Look it in the eyes.

Look it in the eyes and tell me Dorian would walk through water where that lives. That Sera would not stand on Iron Bull’s head and exist up there the whole time you were in that region. Varric, same. Cassandra would be fighting these things. The safety of Bull would be compromised by the fact that these things are larger than Cassandra, are more his size, and would have to focus on one after it started choking on his leg.

Fish in the world are large, they go where they are not supposed to be and they get larger. 
Apply to Thedas. Try to sleep well.


Being Jace Wayland’s little sister wasn’t always easy. You were used to be in his shadows, ignored by most people.

But the leader of the vampires seemed different. Even as your brother was talking, his eyes were cast on you the whole time and you couldn’t resist to keep your gaze up too.

Maybe you weren’t invisible for once. 

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It was a few months after you left when my friend asked me.

“How did you know?”

“How did I know what?”

“That you loved him”

When she said that every single thing about you rushed back into my brain. It was like I was feeling all the pain for the first time again. But I answered anyway.

“It was the way the sound of his name made my stomach fill with butterflies. When he looked at me the whole world stood still. God those green eyes made it feel like we were the only people on earth. His touch electrified me. Lightning coursed throughout my veins filling every part of me with warmth. He made my heart feel like it was going to burst out of my chest. But it’s the pain he caused that makes me certain.”


“Because it wouldn’t hurt this much if I didn’t.”

—  excerpts from a book i’ll never write

ok i know iasip drama is so like… two weeks ago……. but remember when The Big Time Sunny Blogger, who literally visited the set, knows the writers, etc, looked me in my cold dead eyes and said hero or hate crime “was about frank and a scratchcard, nothing to do with mac” and that i was pulling shit out of my ass when i said mac would come out in hero or hate crime (mind you i also like… correctly predicted the ENTIRE setup to the episode and the bike bullshit as well)

like…… they did that!

oh my g o d

So my mom came to visit me in Orlando yesterday and we went out to go see the Trans Siberian Orchestra (this is our third time). The show was super great but the whole time I was freaking out on the inside because there were these two performers that reminded me so much of Louis and Piper that I wanted to C R Y.

i….Just….??!!????!? it was some GOOD SHIT OKAY. One was a male (blonde, no less 👀)  guitarist and the other was a female violinist, and they were just KILLING IT together?? like, there were ton of people on stage, plus all the smoke and lasers and fire, but my eyes were glued to them they entire time because they just had SO MUCH CHEMISTRY. no joke my snapchat story is filled with me zooming on on them every time they interacted, high key being an annoying shipper and trying not to scream.

a list of things that killed me:

  • guitar and violin doing the whole “rockstars leaning on each other as they duet” thing
  • guitar and violin basically using their instruments as weapons while they try and outplay the other (while staring into each other’s eyes)
  • violin going in at the height of the song while guitar runs around the stage trying to hype the crowd up for her
  • guitar playing an epic solo atop a raised platform with pyrotechnics in the background (does that not scream louis to you?)
  • violin fist bumping him after he finished it
  • guitar and violin playing “flight of the bumblebee” while doing synchronized leaning moves 
  • guitar DROPPING TO HIS KNEES as violin leans down toward him, forcing him lower to the ground as they A: keep playing and B: make very heated eye contact.  😩 👌 💦
  • they took their bows together <3

Conclusion: Louis and Piper need to be in a band the end

First time in Paris (Rami Malek x Reader)

Warnings: Slight sexual content

Summary:  Rami and Reader are invited to the Dior Homme show in Paris. After dinner they go back to their hotel where they share their first time of love.

A/N: Listen to “Touch” or “Your Love” by Little Mix while you’re reading this! That’s what I did during my writing process. Enjoy!

Soft breaths on your neck woke you up early in the morning in Paris. You slowly opened your eyes and were greeted with bright sunrays that shone through the curtains of your hotel suite and illuminated the whole room with light. You wanted to sit up however two strong arms held you back from your intention. A smile crept its way on your lips as you turned your head towards the man who lied under the white sheets right next to you. Turning your body completely to his direction, you placed one hand on Rami’s cheek and caressed it gently.

He still slept peacefully with his lips slightly open. A wave of happiness rushed through your body as you remembered the actions from last night. Even though you felt a slight discomfort in your lower area now, it was still worth your decision. Not only did he experience you in your most vulnerable state but you also him. Last night, you have been so close to each other like you’ve never been before. Your bodies were connected for the first time and it was a very special moment that you two shared.

‘I had my first time in Paris’ You thought smiling. The city of love.


The reason why you were in France was because Rami had been invited to the Dior Homme show in Paris. He was the new face of Dior Homme S/S 2017 campaign. The show took place at Grande Palais and it was a big honor for you attending the show with him. Rami introduced to several famous celebrities who were also there.

The whole event was very successful and you had lots of fun watching at those new designs and new clothes. After the show, you went to the party that was hosted by Dior including dinner and stuff. You wore a knee-high tight red dress that outlined your curves perfectly with black high heels.

“You’re gonna catch every man’s attention like this.” Rami mumbled into your ear with a low voice. You shrugged your shoulders and told him that you wouldn’t care a bit about them.

“You’re gonna catch all those women’s attention by the way you look.” You told him laughing. He looked absolutely handsome in his black suit. He always looked good in suits. Suits fit to him perfectly.

The dinner was awesome and the party was legendary. You and Rami were not separated from each other for a second. Rami made sure that others had not the intention to hit on you and kept you very close to him. That cute and protective boyfriend of yours. You danced, laughed and talked with other people and even made new friendships. You had a good time and would be sad about that day coming to an end.

Rami took your hand after a while. “C’mon, let’s head back to the hotel.” He knew you were becoming kind of tired and he also wanted to spend some alone time with you.

You made your way to the limo and Rami told the driver to drop you off at the hotel, giving him the address.  “How are you feeling?” Rami asked you, letting you rest your head on his shoulder.

“I’m fine.” You said truthfully. “I had so much fun. Can you take me to more events in the future?”

Rami chuckled and gave you a peck on your forehead. “Everything for my girl.”

When you arrived at the hotel, Rami asked you to go ahead and that he would come after he had to deal with some things. You were wondering what he had to do but listened to him. He gave you the key card for the suite and you left.

The first thing you did after unlocking the door and entering the big room was to take off your heels. You took place on the giant couch, massaging your aching feet and making yourself comfortable.

A knock on the door disturbed your relaxation and you stood up to open it. You were greeted by Rami with a bunch of roses and a big bottle of champagne in his hands. A cheeky smile appeared on his lips and he gave you the roses, the entered the suite.

With slight rosy cheeks, you turned over to him. “What’s that for, Rami?” You laughed. Meanwhile, Rami opened the bottle and poured some champagne into two glasses.

 “Why? Can’t I just buy roses for my beautiful girlfriend and drink some champagne with her?” He took off his jacket and you placed the bouquet onto the living room table.

“I was just wondering.” You answered. Rami took the two glasses and came over to you. He gave you a kiss on your lips before he handed you over one glass.

“I had a wonderful day, baby. Thanks for joining me.”

“Thanks for inviting me. “You said, then clinking glasses.  

You didn’t know clearly what happened after but suddenly you found yourself on the huge bed with Rami’s hands all over your body. He kissed your neck roughly while his hands traced down your belly to your legs.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He asked softly. It was the first time for both of you and he wanted it to be perfect. He didn’t want to push you into something you would regret after. He would wait no matter how long it would take. But you nodded your head in agreement, totally lost for words because pleasure took control over your entire body. You craved for his love, for his closeness. You wanted to feel him completely. You were ready for this, for him and trusted him enough to let it happen.

“Please, Rami,” You sighed. “Make love to me.”

Your heartbeat increased as he began to take off your clothes and you felt like it was going to burst in your chest. You felt so many mixed emotions in that moment. Happiness, love, excitement, nervousness. Everything at once.  

Rami took off his clothes as well but kept his boxers on. He didn’t want to scare you off and wanted to make sure that you decision was clear. He asked you again and your answer would be the same. Then, you two were completely exposed to each other and explored your bodies by caressing and touching.

“I love you.” Rami mumbled against your lips, as he slowly and carefully slid into you and began to make sweet and passionate love to you. Your body fit perfectly as if they were made for each other like puzzles. Hands intertwined and sweet sounds of pleasure escaping your lips, you let him take your virginity. Rami always asked if you were okay and if he hurt you but you shook your head, assuring him that you were fine.

When you reached your highs, you ended up cuddling together and you felt your eyes becoming heavier. Sleep washed over you and you closed your eyes, drifting to a peaceful slumber.


“Hey.” A raspy morning voice interrupted your thoughts.

“Good morning.” You replied, giving him a kiss on his lips. He pressed himself closer to your body.

“How are you feeling?”  He asked.

“I’m good.” You laughed. “Very very good.” Rami offered you a laugh.

“I’m glad to hear that.” You two lied a little more in your bed, talking about last night and how you enjoyed your first time. You didn’t feel embarrassed at all talking about it. Rami asked you what you wanted to do, because you had the whole day to explore Paris until you would catch the plane the next day.

“What about visiting the Eiffel Tower?” You suggested.

“I’m absolutely fine with that.”