my english is shitty sorry

Langst p1 (bc I plan on doing more of this)

Okay but, i hc Lance as a middle child in a big family (everyone does that but bear with me) so he is used to his feelings being overlooked.

But imagine he doesn’t have physical breakdowns around anyone, that he handles emotional stuff calmly. And he surpresses his emotions until he’s alone. I bet he likes to break things. Because you know it releases tension.

And he can do the scary parent stare. And sorry If my English is shitty.

Like: (i’m very sorry, but i’m trying to make it as bad as possible)

The mission went horrible. Completely and utterly horrible. And they were all angry and tired, some even more so.

“WHAT WERE THINKING PIDGE?? IT DOESN’T MATTER THAT YOUR LION CAN CAMOUFLATE! YOU DON’T JUST DO THAT!” Pidge was about to cry, they all saw that except Keith.

“Keith stop it! You can’t just scream at people like that!” Lance put himself between Keith and Pidge. Pidge shakily clenched her tiny fists in the back of his suit.

“WHAT DO YOU KNOW?YOU CAN’T DO ANYTHING RIGHT! ALL YOU ALL DAY IS FLIRT AND COMPLAIN! YOU’RE USELESS I DON’T EVEN IMAGINE WHY THE BLUE LION CHOSE YOU AS HER PALADIN?? THERE ARE TONS OF PEOPLE THAT ARE BETTER THAN YOU OUT THERE!” Keith shouted. His eyes were dark with anger and he was trembling. “CAN’T YOU STOP TALKING FOR FIVE MINUTES? DO YOU REALLY HAVE FLIRT WITH EVERYTHING IN YOUR PATH ? WILL YOU EVER STOP BEING SO ANNOYING?”

The team was speechless. They didn’t know how to react. Not even Shiro. They were all gaping at the scene in front of them.

Lance’s eyes watered and sparkled. For a second he seemed to crumble, ready to break down crying. But his demeanor changed instantly. His posture straightened and his eyes dulled.

“I know i’m annoying and useless. But that doesn’t mean you’re allowed to vent your fury on me, or anyone in the team for that matter. You’re obviously distressed right now.” Lance voice is monotonous. And he is starimg right at Keith. He opened his mouth to say something, but Lance glared. “You are not going to intrerrupt when i’m speaking.” He snapped his mouth shut.“ Now you’re going to take a shower and then come back and appologise to Pidge.”

Keith was about to protest. “You are going to do as I said and I do not want to hear a word from you until you make up with Pidge.” There were obvious tears in Keith’s eyes but he nodded and left.

Than Lance turned to Pidge and crouched to her level. His whole expression softened. He put a hand on her cheek

“Hey, Pidge, don’t cry. I know Keith is mean, and I know you didn’t want to put any of us in danger. None of us blames you, not even Keith, even if he doesn’t know that yet. Okay?” He reassured her.

She put a hand on top of his. “Do you really feel like that?”

“Hm? Of course I don’t blame you.”

“No, i mean… Do you really feel like you’re useless?” She clarified. Lance smiled sadly.

“Yes, Pidge, i do. But right now we are focusing on you. Understood?”

“But-…”

“If I promise i’ll talk to you about it tomorrow will you drop it now?” Offered Lance. Pidge didn’t seem convinced but nodded anyway. “Good, now…” He stood up still holding Pidge’s face. He smiled ar the team and fixed them with a look. “ Go wash yourselves. It was a taxing a mission and we all could use some relaxation. Plus, we stink.”

They all scrambled to do as Lance said. Pidge not before hugging the life out of Lance.

Ahhh! Sorry for the long post! And i know Keith would NEVER do that!! Sorry!

Gangsta AU

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“It’s boring without the kitten arround, isn’t it Beks?” Jean exhales the smoke of his cigarette.

Otabek hums, thoughtful. Even with his noisy partner at his side, it was really too quiet without the cocky blond around. He never thought that the sound of silence that had never affected him before was so disturbing now. It revealed certain thoughts that he refused to bring up … he really missed Yuri.



I’m so damn sorry for this crap… and my english as well… 

This hasn’t turned out as I had expected… but then again, nothing in my life turned out as I expected, so… meh, JJBEK (?) from my Gangsta AU. (which starts as JJBEK and ended up being Otapliroy)

I was planned starting a comic about this, but I feel like I suck at drawing in general, not to mention backgrounds, scales and perspectives… facial expressions, the list is endless. So, for now I prefer bring this up. Maybe I’ll give to all of you a little of plot about this au.


- JJ and Otabek know each other since twelve years old.

- Jean Jaques Leroy was the bastard son of a very wealthy mafia man. Despite he lived in the manor with the family, he wasn’t part of them. In fact, his father hated him and made him know about it whenever he was under the effect of alcohol. Jean never knew why so much hate. With the aggressive behavior of his father against him, JJ started to gives zero fucks about life and began to get into trouble.

- When the nasty business of JJ’s father threatened the family security, he was forced to hire the best group of mercenaries to reinforce his bodyguards, and kip his family safe. JJ wasn’t an exception despite the circumstances.

- In the mercenaries group was a kid, an orphanage one, quiet and with a deadly gaze, who ended up being a good choice to JJ’s safety. Otabek.

- JJ, who had believed that his father at least cared enough for him to have assigned him a bodyguard, nearly fell on his ass when he saw the boy at least four inches less than him, carrying a nine-millimeter revolver. He was beyond pissed off.

- They did not get along at first. Otabek barely emitted sound and he used to answer JJ’s questions with monosyllables.

. JJ was a pain in the ass (How was a brat supposed to keep him safe?!) But in spite of his efforts to get rid of him, Otabek followed him like a shadow.

- They began to get along the night that Otabek discovered JJ crouched on the floor of the hallway to his bedroom, bleeding after the beating his father had given him. He had discovered him smoking. Beka had his own bruises too, a sign that the mercenary who had “adopted” him also used to retaliate with him. They became closer with time.

- JJ learned that the mercenaries used a special drug to stay active and efficient; unbeatable against pain and injuries. Otabek had been no less. They had made him addicted to it, with a fervent need almost like breathing. It was expensive as shit… and lethal.

A couple of months later, Otabek was seriously injured in an attack on the Leroy manor. JJ was the only one who had visited him in the hospital, earning more beatings from his father for worrying and spending money on the useless brat.

After the attack, the mercenaries left when the money of JJ’s father wasn’t enough to cover the expenses. Otabek, who had remained in bed, stumbled to the edge of the mansion where the group of men was walking away. He had called the man. “Dad, wait for me!” The mercenary had turned enough to look over his shoulder. “I do not need a brat who slow me down.” They had abandoned him. The only “family” he knew.

He lived with JJ in hiding, mostly in the bedroom where even the maid was not allowed to pass.

The situation in the manor had worsened, as had the aggression of Jean’s father.

The last beating to Jean was the drop that overflowed the glass for Otabek. After desperate calls for help from JJ, Otabek had come out of hiding with his trench knife. After JJ’s order, his father had no time to blink. Beka had cut off his throat from side to side.

They had escaped together. They lived in the streets for a while. They learned by force to survive.

At age fifteen, JJ discovered that his charm attracted wealthy women and men willing to invest in him for a share of fun. He did not hesitate for a moment. He needed money to live and also to buy the drug for Beka.

Otabek, wanted for homicide and kidnaping (the police believed that he had taken JJ by force), had to settle for the darkness of the alleys, doing small and medium works for the gangs, gaining the respect of the members. The dead-eyed boy was quiet, skillful, and deadly.

At the age of twenty, they both opened a special work agency. Although the work was abundant and the streets full of opportunities JJ continued with his work as prostitute. Money was good and fun assured. Besides, there was always something interesting to teach Beka. Long ago they sought in their bodies the tranquility of closeness and passion in their heat. They were bros… and they fuck… like a lot.

Both worked for gangs, mafia bosses, corrupt cops, brothel owners, drug cartels, but they always came out clean. They kept the balance between the good and the bad in the city. And God help those who tried to break that order.




Piuff! I wrote a lot. I will continue in the next fanart. It will be Yuri and how the met each other.

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 ✖ ♚QUEEN♚ APPRECIATION WEEK  [19/07-26/07] ✖ 
day 1 → favourite era

When everybody says 70s, I say 1989-1995. Why? Why I chose era full of pain? Why not 70s or 80s, when they were happy?
I chose The Miracle - Innuendo - Made in Heaven era because they showed how they loved each other. How they cared about each other. They showed me how to fight for best friend. Thank you, Queen. 

GO TO THE BASEMENT TUMBLR

I’ve spent a lot of time deciding whether or not I should write this post now, when I’m upset and salty, but with every negative comment about Russia and Russian people I was growing more assured that you, guys, really should read this and fucking THINK.
Here’s the thing: I LOVE Sherlock fandom. I love the Russian part of it, full of incredibly talented people who literally make ART and I love this big English-speaking part, too, you’re fantastic. We don’t ALWAYS get along, there’s a bunch of really bad toxic people talking shit. These guys are everywhere. But the big question is: are those the ones talking right now or is the whole fandom full of shit?
You know what happened: Russian Federal Channel leaked the new episode before the actual air date. Let’s not talk about all the “fake ep” thing with multiple endings theory and whatever and focus on the part where SOMEONE. FROM THE TV. FUCKED UP. We don’t know and probably we’ll NEVER know if it was an accident or this certain someone did it on purpose, but RUSSIAN DUB OF TFP HAS ENDED UP SOMEWHERE WHERE IT SHOULDN’T BE.
We, Russians, all reacted differently. Some people stopped whatever they were doing and went to watch the episode (and I’m SURE that most of you would have probably done the same thing), some were very upset and quit all the social media to avoid spoilers, some started spreading these spoilers EVERYWHERE (who can judge them? It is Sherlock after all).
That’s it. That’s the whole story. We didn’t have a referendum on deciding should we leak TFP ep or not. We didn’t ask the channel to do this. We are probably even more surprised than you are, AND lots of people are not even going to watch the leaked episode.
When I logged into my tumblr account I EXPECTED something like this. You, guys, are not really fond of Russians or Russia in general, I understand that. It’s funny and upsetting and we just kinda accepted this shit. However, I never expected the amounts of HATE towards our nation and our country and WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
I haven’t said anything to the yoi fandom, because, well, homophobia is smth we really are responsible for and I have nothing to say but THIS.
THIS IS BULLSHIT.
PULL YOUR HEADS OUT OF YOUR ASSES AND SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.
STOP INSULTING US AND BLAMING US FOR THE SHIT WE HAD NO CONTROL OVER.
I really REALLY wanted to finish this with wishing you love and peace, but not this time, no.
YOU SHOULD GO TO THE BASEMENT, YOU, IDIOTS.
THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU’VE DONE. About all the people like me (angry, bitter and disappointed), or unlike me (probably REALLY upset and insulted). THINK AND
STOP.

Bittersweet Daenerys' ending

It’s sure that’s not gonna happen but this just came to my mind and seems both heartbreaking and heartwarming. Trigger warning: Daenerys potential death (it’s much more BITTER AND HEARTBREAKING than I expected though…)

She is in the middle of a battle with the Night King. She’s riding Drogon and Jon’s riding Rhaegal. A lot of Northians and Free Folks fighting on the field with Wights. Night King is flying around on Viserion. Other White Walkers fighting with “bosses” (Jaime?, Brienne?) and some of them tries to shoot dragons with ice spears. The White Walker (or the Night King himself) shoots Drogon. He doesn’t die instantly but he falls (just like in 7x4). Dany falls on the ground away from him. The Night King lands with Viserion in front of her. She looks away at Drogon but in that moment a White Walker shoots him again and Drogon dies looking at Daenerys. She’s in grief shock, tears fall down her eyes. She looks traumatized. She has lost another child, her beloved child. She turns back to Viserion and desperately starts to call his name. The dragon doesn’t attack her - he seems like he knows her. However, he growls at her and shows his teeth. Despite that Daenerys tries to touch Viserion. We can see the pain and love in her eyes. Her hand stops halfway when Viserion growls again. In that moment Daenerys understands that even if he recognizes her, there’s no chance to bring him back on her side. She looks around the battlefield, she sees slow motion fighters. She looks at Jon flying Rhaegal and realizes how much they own each other. Rhaegal wasn’t her dragon anymore, he belonged to Jon. They are a family now, jest like Rhaegar is Jon’s father. She remebers Jon is the true heir of the Iron Throne, not her. She looks at him with love and she knows he will be a good king. She looks at dead Drogon now. All memories come back to her when her husband khal Drogo died. She recalls the vision from House of The Undying - Drogo and their child in a tent. She hears in her head Drogo’s voice telling her they will meet again. She smiles through tears. She knows now. No dragon belongs to her anymore, no mission she has left to do. She looks into Viserion’s eye with a love of mother. She smiles sadly again. She’s not afraid anymore and she’s not going to fight anymore. She almost feel the warm touch of Drogo’s hand on her shoulder. Looking last time at Viserion she says “Dracarys” quietly. Viserion does listen do her. His blue flames enfold Daenerys. The last thing she feels is strange burning cold of icy fire that’s magic can destroy even The Unburnt. She’s about to meet again the ones she lost.

“Sudden summer rain”

Finally …

Hey babes, whoaaar!! I’m hearing Daft Punk - Instant Crush the whole time.

It reminds me of a certain scene from my favorite FF , although there was no particular inspiration for this Pic. I just wanted to draw a kiss. : “D <3

Although it sounds so succinct, the picture means very, very much to me, because I hang so indescribably strong on these characters. The more I should take a different direction, or be forced to do so, the less I will let go. I’m slipping away, quite slowly.

I want to keep all the feelings I’ve had over the years while reading Naruto, so nobody can rank and destroy them. The more someone tells me that everything I believe or feel is wrong, the more I protect myself and hold an impenetrable wall against it.

© NARUTO & Characters by Masashi Kishimoto / Artwork by V0IDsKhaos

Sorry, not sorry for my shitty English! xD

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@lilylunac here is another advance of the Snb chibis i’m doing!! First the nina one I posted yesterday but now with rough colors!!! 😊Also the preview for charioce and mugaro!! Sadly I just can’t find the azazel one 😢😢 if I can’t find it by the end of the day then I’ll just draw it again and post it tomorrow. I’m also thinking of doing a pair for the charioce one with nina plucking hamsa’s feathers while thinking in charioce/chris. I don’t know what do you guys think??😄😄😄

P.D. after this i’ll focus on finishing the chibis I already posted aka I not going to post new previews for a while.

I’ve seen some yoi appreciation posts and I’d like to try this for once (゚∀゚)━!
ok first of all, 
@followers I love every single one of u, if u started to follow me because I posted yoi stuff and then you found me, thank you very much for the follow! <3
If I made you watch Yoi, I hope you haven’t regret it omg ಥ﹏ಥ 

I’ve found so many nice people ever since I’ve entered in that fandom and I???? Just love y’all so much?? and sorry if I forgot to tag someone, I have a shit ass memory ;;’


@tokiyasstar  you’re so sweet and your ideas too I love u so much omg, thank you for share them with me! I love them all, when I read some I really feel calm when I’m stressed. Please, never stop writing!  (´ ꒳ ` ✿)

@sleepy–lamb I have to say I love them I see u in my notifications! I can’t believe that you even read some of the things I read too, like ‘‘FOOLS’’ and ‘‘Given’’! You’re such a cutie omg I wish I could hug you (´・ω・`)

@milyyuri YOU POST rELLY NICE AND FUNNY STUFF OMG I HAVE NO WORDS??? BTW I STILL LOVE YOUR DOGS??/ AND iM SORRY I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY OMG I’M SORRY hugs and kisses to u, u deserve the world

@felicitatem  I’m so glad I could talk to u oh God I felt blessed that day lmao 
You’re a really nice person I wish I could hug you at least once! Also you’re so???beautiful??? I love your instagram photos I can’t jdjfsdjkfjksfjsdf 

@otasucc um I think that you’re really cool?? I wish I could have a nice talk with u but also I don’t know what to say so yea btw I’ll send ‘‘have a nice day’’ to your askbox because u deserve it lmao i lov u and I’m sorry for being shy

@blueberrysenpaii I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE THAT U FOLLOW ME SINCE WHEN I STARTED POSTING DGM YOU’RE SO SWEET LIKE REALLY THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME and I’m glad you like my Otayuri stuff omg o//; 

also a big shout out to the people that I watch from afar or/and are honorable mentions  @moonmei @icetiiger @otayuriism @iamatrashfan @yurisucc @crescendotayuri @fullofotayuri @officialotabekaltin @stammi-ravioli @merryclaus @candy-crackpot @nordicsymphony @word-spielen @big-bro-tiger-festival @fuku-shuu @yeolxloey 
edit: I just remembered of some people so here we go and just in case i’ll let the note here 
@trans-boy-yuri@otabek-deserved-better@altisetsky

I’m writing this while I’m really sleepy so yeah my memory is 3x shitty now sorry if I forgot someone again ;;’’ 

I HOPE THAT Y’ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY OKAY 

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