my dumb onceler baby

I h-had a gun in my desk drawer. I was never…I was too scared to use it before but I was desperate. And that was the one time it worked. I think…I think I was actually hoping that it wouldn’t. I was aiming for my temple but my hand was shaking so much that I…I…

I blew my eye out instead…and I ended up like this. As toxic as the valley I’d destroyed.