my darling I have missed you!

anonymous asked:

What are your favourite edit/gif maker blogs?

I love this question! I appreciate the talent in this fandom so much so thank you for a good reason to give a shout out to my favs! 

A few of the best have recently decided to take a break and I miss them already, but you should check out their archives @tommosloueh, @yourssincerelylarry and @aboutlou 

Some of the best edit makers also have some of the best all around blogs as well. Check out @stylinsinz, @atharrystyle, @knightchanges, @16meets18 and @petalhaz

I make daily stops to see what’s new at these blogs @louistomlinsonsgifs, @louisforlunch, @louisupdates, @thetomlinsondaily, @thedailystyles, @whattarush, @nojemmyproteste, @larents, @haroldslovebites@annayolome, @littleblackdress93 and @since-he-was-eighteen

And the best for last cause she is also a darling mutual with a killer url, the very talented Romi @fxckingunicorn!

As I go through every day of my life, there is one thought that is generic to them all. “What’s that thought?” you ask. It is you, my darling.

People usually begin to describe their day from the moment they wake up. But no, not for me- because a new day starts at midnight, when I’m laying in my soft bed thinking about you, what you’re doing and how you’re feeling. Then soon enough I’ll be talking to you, because I couldn’t resist any longer. I mean, I don’t want to be annoying, but at the same time, I feel so empty without talking to you, and it doesn’t take long before I start to miss you.

Not being a big dreamer, I still dream about you when I finally fall asleep after hours of staring at the ceiling imagining scenarios and things I’d like to tell you. The dreams I dream may be weird at times, but they’re just dreams and you’re in them; so that speaks for itself.

I wake up in the morning, and you’re still on my mind. I check through my devices and their notifications for any sign of your beautiful name, and surely enough, I feel to message you. Of course, I don’t always. I can sense my disturbance and annoyance seeping through most times, so I fight off my instincts and try not to give in. I lay in bed for a couple of moments, just admiring how amazing you are and how glad I am to have you.

Throughout the school day, I try to focus in the long and attention-seeking classes, but all my mind really wants to focus on is you. I, yet again, think about how you might be feeling or what you might be thinking as I attempt to figure out what mass of ammonia is needed to make a million tonnes of ammonium nitrate.

Soon enough, I’m home again and the cycle restarts. I wish that the thoughts I had were more than just thoughts, but having you just here- by my side, means the whole world to me. And I don’t want to lose you. 

I will do everything to ensure you’re happy and I won’t simply let things hurt you. You deserve the best, and only the best. I know that you will find whoever and whatever is perfect for you and you’ll be happy. Despite that, I will always see it as my mission to look after and protect you. I will always make sure you’re okay and try to make you laugh with my stupid jokes. I will always be here, just as I know you will be.

Why? - Because I love you. I love you so much, its indescribable.


I sure haven’t been easy to deal with lately. I know.

It’s been a year since we got together. This has been the best year of my life, the craziest year of my life, and it has taught me so much. I know I’ve been a handful, and I know I’ve been really upset lately, but honestly, I am trying. You are my right hand man, my sweetheart, and my darling angel. I’m so tired of missing you when you’re right next to me, and I’m so tired of not being able to last a week without seeing you. You have no idea how thankful I am to be your nifty lady, I only miss you because you make me feel alright when I’m down and of course, I miss you.

I feel like my days of being scared and sad should be nearing their end. I know you love me, and I love you, and that’s all that matters to me. I just want to be able to make you happy and take care of you every day. I wanna make you pancakes on the weekends, and walk you to the door in the morning before you have to be off to school. I know it’s gonna be a long couple of years before then, and I understand that. You understand of course, that it’ll always make me sad that there are so many people who don’t appreciate living with their significant other. I don’t get how anyone could live with someone they once called “the love of their life” and then just take them and the fact that they get to be with them for granted. I feel like sometimes I might take our relationship for granted. Of course, I don’t cheat on you, I don’t go out at all hours of the night going to parties and having a life secret from you. I just don’t feel like I always treat you like the wonderful boyfriend you are.. I always say that you deserve better.. I still think that.. But the better you deserve can be me. I realized that last night as I drifted into another zombie infested nightmare.. All you need, all you deserve is a better me.. A better elf queen for you to love. You deserve the best of the best. I know you tell me that all the time, I just needed to realize it on my own.

What I’m trying to communicate (not very well, but I’m trying) is that I love you. And I promise you I’m doing everything I can to make things right. I’ll always be there fighting for us. I’m never going to give you up. I promise. Just promise me you’ll fight for me too.. 

Happy Valentines Day, and happy anniversary. I love you.


Galactica, part 14

Hey darlings!

This chapter is all about Sutan and Violet and a thursday night in, in Sutans SoHo apartment.

Major shoutout to @veronicasanders for helping me brainstorm my first ever “proper” het smut. Thank you @toriibelledarling @samrull and Nyx for having my  back. This story would never have happened without your support. I love all of you.

Rating: E

Keep reading


I had my first ultrasound yesterday! It was amazing getting to hear little bugs heartbeat. The baby would not stop moving around for us to get pictures. Maybe that’s why I’m getting so sick 😂 I wish Ashton could have been here for it. I’m so excited for my next appointment. Not too long until we find out the gender 💕

anonymous asked:

Could you please pic any image and write a story. Well I don't know if there's more than 1 admin, but I mean happyhidling, could you please? I miss your stories 😊

Aww darling thank you so much for this message! I am very honored that you would make this request. 

Truth be told I do miss writing–unfortunately I have never been busier in my life, literally. I’m spending five consecutive weekends working on film shoots on top of my other school work, so that really put a strain on my time. I will get back to it and at least get a couple of one shots out as soon as this craziness is over though! xx

anonymous asked:

darling heart, my pomegranate tart // you have honeysuckle and thunder in your veins // you will command rivers of damned and watch how scissors meet thread in an adder's kiss // I offer you this, a handful of seeds, a dagger as well // tell me my queen, is it the sunlight you miss? or is it what's rooted in you, poisonous fruit, lady of the styx, can you feel the nightshade festering in you? // nox

. the dead anon poets society .

They say eyes are windows to the soul, and yours are the most beautiful I have ever known. 
They say when you find the one, you just know.  I wasn’t even looking, but I just know. 
My spirit is dancing to the music your heart creates. I love, Oh I love, the melody it makes.
And I know I’m young and I’m in my prime. But, darling, I don’t want to waste time.
Josiah was only 8 & David 17
Never too young for anything
God called me to His mission and He called me to you.
I’ve finally found the one I’ve been missing; I know you feel it too.
And in all this mess, I have you.
I am surely blessed, for you are my refuge.
You don’t love me most and that’s okay.
I’d rather you love God more than me anyways. 
You do what’s right, and it infatuates me
You are my guide, my right hand, my soul mate for eternity.
Your faith, your courage, your love
Everything you have was sent from above
And you give it all to God
and that’s what I love about you most of all.
a letter to eldriana fairlight

Dearest Eldriana, light of my life, 

Oh, what a joyous day to be met with a letter from my most darling sister! Especially given that I’ve been away– busy, busy, busy, of course, but do remind me to tell you of Magister Featherright’s exploits– and have missed you so. 

… is what I’d like to leave it at, but I’m afraid I’m rather alarmed at your news.I’ll see about cutting my trip short, or at the very least putting my studies on hold. We absolutely must talk about this further. 

In the mean time, I’ve sent you a gift that I hope you’ll enjoy, as I really have missed you greatly. The maids have been instructed to set it inside your closet. 

All my love and understanding, 
- A

p.s. Of course I would not hex you. What do you take me for, petty or a warlock? ♥ 


tonight i’m forgetting you.

vagabond cities have never been so empty– i would have kissed you before i missed you. darling you are city lights and i called you stars in the sky. but i’m not talking about eternity. we are vulnerability, the shadows of streetlight alleys and i will fade from you.

i leave this empty city and forget about finding home. i loved and lost but losing is nothing but finding your way on your own.

—  this is a soulless place (there’s more reason to leave than to stay.) (x)
{guess who’s back?}

{i apologize for my extended absence, my darlings. this is a fresh start for me. that means that i’ll be dropping all my old threads (with the exception of one or two).
i believe that my ridiculous lack of muse came from an overwhelming amount of threads & verses. in order to prevent another such burnout, i am also going to be a bit more selective/exclusive in regards to whom i write with. this does not mean i adore any of you any less. my ask box and messaging are still open for all of my followers. i’m eager to begin writing again. i have missed you all terribly. xoxo}

winter is over

Winter’s almost over honey

I can see the mud coming already.

Don’t let it muck up your mind, 

I have so much hope for you.

Don’t fall alseep too long, darling.

You could miss the morning dew.

Winter’s almost finished, my love.

There so much more I’ll prove.

I can already feel the wind get warmer, 

please just let yourself feel it too.

Don’t let the last season 

you see,

be the one that brought you there.

OOC Post is OOC! I’m sorry so sorry my lovely darlings

I am so sorry that I’ve been absent for so long. I’ve been recovering from a bad upper respiratory infection. I’ve been having fever spikes and coughing my head off, lying in bed. But, I’m on the mend now, and back on here! I’ve been lurking, but haven’t had the strength to reply to anything, and I feel so so so bad about that. 

Forgive me, my lovelies! I have missed you all so much! I’m finally getting into my drafts now, and will work on them between tonight and tomorrow. I’m still a bit ill, but not as much as I have been. 

Thorin and I send all our love and hugs to each and everyone one you! We’ve missed you all, very, very much. 

in a different universe:
we could have been enemies,
born of sweat and blood,
with the same iron in our bones.

I think we could have met on the battlefield,
Achilles and Hector, forged
in righteous fury and marked for death.

we were legends in another universe.
you were Icarus and I was
melting wax and the sun and the sea.

I think in every universe I am Midas.
it’s lonely, a life of freezing gold
and starved touches. it makes me miss you.

one thing never changed, did it?
there was always
                                a fall
                                           and I always ruined you.

so stay away,
my darling warrior of Troy. stay away,
my never-gold.

remember that we are history. 
history is tragedy. remember:
in every universe but this one,
you fell and I shattered.

this version of you deserves
something more than loss
                   (more than me)


a. n. s.

you asked for a tragedy and i gave you mythology

anonymous asked:

So like I've only ever seen the mobile version of your blog and I just for the first time am seeing your desktop version and I HAVE BEEN MISSING OUT YOU HAVE PIMPED IT OUT IT IS FANTASTIC I love all the little gifs an stuff and its super chill and easier to read than some peoples are sometimes!!!!!! Love it!!! (Especially the huge Elijah gif ok I needed that in my life)

Hahahah!! Aw, darling, that’s so sweet of you to say! I’m glad you like the way my blog looks. I really enjoy it, too. <3 xx

And I KNOW RIGHT about the Elijah gif.

Originally posted by forbeautifulpeopletv

get to know me pt 2

Tagged by @casually-asexual  eyyy

Rules: Bold all the things that apply to you

I miss someone right now

I am in high school

I am in college/university

I’ve graduated college/university

I like my job

I’ve worked a job I’ve hated

I’ve never had a job

I am shorter than 5’5  (many say im inches from being a midget (((5′))))

I wear glasses

I have a tattoo

I have more than one tattoo

I don’t have tattoos but I want some (just some tiny ones)

I’m vegetarian

I have allergies

I’m self-conscious about my body

I’m sarcastic

I’m shy

I’ve been called over-emotional

I have a strange sense of humour (i think)

I’m an atheist (fight me)

I have red hair

I have blonde hair

I dye my hair regularly

I wear a piece of jewellery at all times

I am an only child

I have more than three siblings

I have a niece

I have a nephew

I’ve failed a class

Choose a song:

I can play an instrument

I can speak two or more languages (going on three)

I’ve hugged someone in the last 24 hours

I’ve kissed someone in the last 24 hours

I have a best friend (several!!!!)

I’ve known my best friend for more than 10 years

I have met a friend from the internet (yup like 20)

I’ve kissed someone of the same sex

I’m in/have been in a long distance relationship

I’ve had a one night stand

I’ve had sex in the past month

I’ve been dumped more than I’ve dumped someone

I’ve cheated on someone

I’ve met someone famous (gabrielle union!!! she filmed down my street)

I’ve been out of my home country

I’ve broken a bone

I’ve spent more than six hours straight online (yeah probably 20)

I’ve done volunteer work

I’ve won a prize at school

I have friends who are married

I have friends who have children of their own

I have been in a wedding party

I’ve ridden in a limousine

I am a morning person

I am a night owl

I like anime (like two kill la kill and jojo)

I like Disney movies

I like comedies more than action films

I like action films more than comedies

I always order dessert

I hate fast food

I can’t cook

I enjoy puns

I enjoy being alone

I read for pleasure

I don’t play video games

I believe in ghosts

I believe in aliens

I enjoy conspiracy theories

I’ve been somewhere considered ‘haunted’

I’ve stayed up all night for no reason

I’ve had a Skype call with more than four people (like everyday)

I can’t keep secrets

I’m good with children

I’ve cheated on a test

I’ve watched an entire season of something in one day (always)

I am wearing something green right now (baggiest pajamas in the world)

I am wearing something yellow right now

I am wearing something purple right now

I’ve never tried alcohol

I’ve had alcohol while underage (legal tho parents are increasing my tolerance)

I’ve played a drinking game

I’m scared of snakes

I’m scared of heights

I’m scared of spiders    

I’m scared of clowns

I collect stamps

I collect comic books

I keep old bus/train tickets      

I have more than three keyrings on my keys

I don’t know the words to my national anthem

I’ve been to a professional sports game

I’ve had my hair cut in the past month

I’ve cosplayed

I can’t swallow pills

and i will tag @avelyst @itsstuckyinmyhead @darling-bucky

pls tag me !!!!!!