my cute fish

anonymous asked:

If you have time, or haven't done it already, please respond with five things that make you happy when you get this. Then, you can send this to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity! 🌼

Ah, thank you! Sorry this reply is so incredibly late!
I’ve said 5 things in the past here but it doesn’t hurt to come up with 5 more!

  • My cute little dorm fish, Phoenix, Floyd and Florence!
  • The fact my SPE 222 class was cancelled/shorten today!
  • I’ve been writing more recently and it makes me pretty happy.
  • I am going to AZ Pride for the first time, I’m super pumped!
  • And just to say again since I do not think I say it enough some of the people here make me incredibly happy with their messages, questions, replies, etc. People who genuinely like my content puts a smile on my face. :)

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.