“The best kind of people are the ones that come into
your life, and make you see the sun where you once saw clouds. The people that
believe in you so much, you start to believe in you too. The people that love
you, simply for being you. The once in a lifetime kind of people.” -
For @snowbaz-feda day 24. Do I come up with all my ideas for fics by taking a random meme and turning it into a spell? Absolutely.
This is absolutely fine. No big deal.
a crush. A stupid, meaningless crush, and it’s just because he’s attractive, it’s
not like I have real feelings for him
(not really, well, I do think about him a lot,
don’t I?) and it’s not like I actually want to be with him or anything (but
only because I know it’s impossible) and besides, Baz never has to know.
to write him a note. Like a little schoolboy with a crush. I’m not going to
sign it – obviously – I just want to say something to him. I know that he’s
cold and distant and will probably sneer at my note and make fun of the sender,
but it makes me wonder why he’s like that. Why he can’t express any emotion
other than sadistic amusement (and I know he feels other things, because he
cares about his family, and he gets angry at me. You don’t get angry if you don’t
I guess I
just need him to know that he is loved.
I don’t love him. Obviously. It’s just
Penny for a spell to disguise my handwriting. She gives me a knowing look (I
haven’t told her anything but she’s my best friend and she’s too smart not to
know) and casts it on me. Quickly, before the spell wears off, I grab a spare
piece of paper and write:
I think about kissing you all the time.
the note in half and stuff it in my pocket.
I know it’s
dumb. I just wanted to be able to tell him that. Even though he’ll never know
it was me.