i honestly feel like half of the time my feelings about things are unjustified?? like i’ll feel sad and then i’ll start questioning why i’m sad and whether i’m allowed to be sad or not??? like i need a good enough reason to explain why i’m feeling a certain way?? like why can’t i just be sad without having to explain it, sigh
does gavin tailor his frontman style based on which enforcer is there with him? more jovial with lil j, colder with ryan etc?