my biggest fear is growing up

I’ve decided to dedicate a blog to my Chinese Shar Pei, Mei. She is currently 6 months old and undergoing obedience training, whereby I would like to work her up to earning the CGC title. We still have a long way to go, with stranger anxiety/fear proving to be her biggest hurdle, so feel free to follow this blog and watch her grow! 

Addendum: recommend and share other dogblr accounts for me to follow.  🐶

anonymous asked:

this is random but god.. bobs already so hated just for portraying bellamy imagine all the hate he will get when/if bellarke happens😣 thats fr one of my biggest fears, my man doesnt deserve that

I know, and he’s such a softy omg idk if he’ll be able to handle it. He’s gonna delete twitter fr this time and lock himself up inside that house he built. He won’t even leave to go to the grocery store, he’ll just live off those plums he’s growing

My biggest fear is not you leaving me. It’s not being alone and single for years. It’s not having no one to warm the bed at night.

My biggest fear is waking up one morning, wrinkles lining my face, grey weaving its way into my hair and realising I settled. I settled for a life and a love that didn’t help me grow, that kept me stuck and unfulfilled.

My biggest fear is regretting my life, and not chasing everything I can while I’m still young and foolish enough to believe it’s all going to work out.

—  Excerpt from the book I’ll never write //My biggest fear

R U L E S: Copy this post to a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours. When you are done, tag up to 10 people and also the person who tagged you… And most importantly, have fun!
Tagged by: @jewel-atlas
A. Age: 21
B. Biggest fear: that I’ll lose my purposes and kindof drift through life.
C. Current time: 2:04 AM
D. Drink you last had: Guiness Beer
E. Every day starts with: me quietly musing  “god-fuckin-dammit”
F. Favorites song: Honestly? Not sure anymore, I just like music.
G. Ghosts, are they real: Nope, merely our psychological abilities to get inside of our own heads.
H. Hometown: Depends what you consider hometown. Birthplace? Moscow. Growing up? Lloydminster.
I. In love with: there’s two, rather personal, kidlets.
J. Jealous of: financial security.
K. Killed someone: Not that I remember, anyway.
L. Last time you cried: I imagine during one of many nightmares.
M. Middle name: Arkady Volitineva Marco
N. Number of siblings: Jezuz fuck. 9 half sisters, 3 half brothers.
O. One wish: Sleeping at night would be dreamy.
P. Person you last called/texted: @friar-fryer
Q. Question you are always being asked: not sure, as asks have been light (hint fuckin hint)
R. Reasons to smile: too many to count.
S. Song last sung: In Hell I’ll be in good Company by The Dead South
T. Time you woke up: 6:00
U. Underwear colour: Black
X. X rays you’ve had: if it’s on a body, it’s been xrayed.
Z. Zodiac sign: Capricorn,

Tagged: @lordarsage, @friar-fryer , @cyberhorse , @fishermod , @ask-wiggles


Thank you @myangelbammie97 for tagging me, this is a bit late but I haven’t had the time to get on my laptop so… Here it is!!

Rules: You just have to answer the questions and tag 10 people

a - age: 17
b - biggest fear: Growing up and also losing everyone I care about.
c - current time: 1:01 AM
d - drink you last had: Umm a Sprite, I think…
f - favorite song: It’s always changing honestly, so probably K.A.R.D Don’t Recall! I love the beat.
g - ghosts, are they real: I believe in them, I believe in a lot of supernatural things.
i - in love with: BTS (nuffsaid), and all my biases….
j - jealous of: people who have insane confidence in themselves and what they do.
k - killed someone: Nope
l - last time you cried: Watching a theory video for the HYYH series!! So yesterday..
m - middle name: Vanessa
n - number of siblings: 1 older brother and 2 sisters
o - one wish: See BTS live in concert, just once at least.
p - person you last called/texted: My close friend.
q - question(s) you’re always asked: “why are you so rude?” (not rude just brutally honest) “why do you have such a resting b*tch face?” (it’s genetics) “why do you never show any emotion?” (I’ve just gotten really good at hiding my emotions.)
r - reasons to smile: BTS, Kpop in general, music, on occasion my family and friends.
s - song last played: Spring Day by BTS
t - time you woke up: I think it might have been 1 PM yesterday, that’s why I’m still awake right now. 
u - underwear color: Blue, honestly I don’t remember…
v - vacation destination: Thailand or Busan
w - worst habit: Procasination (I’ve been working on it)
x - x-rays you’ve had: I had 1 or 2 I think when they suspected I had scoliosis cause I was having back pains and trouble breathing.

y - your favorite food: Pizza!!!!!! Like seriously I could eat it every day…

z - zodiac sign: I’m a Virgo :) 

Tagging: I honestly have no idea who to tag… @inarsics, @mochi-nochu, @lyricloverz, @yoomiins, and @yume-liu, you don’t have to if you don’t want to.

My biggest fear is making Jesus an accessory to my life.

I see lukewarmness all the time around me in my church, in my family, in my school…

I don’t want to grow up and have Jesus be an accessory to my household, or an accessory as a parent and say “What would Jesus do?” just to scare my kids into making good decisions.

I don’t want to only fake a prayer on Sundays and tell people to always rely on God whenever I never do it.

I don’t want to be an old woman posting pictures of sunsets with bible verses on them just so everyone thinks I’m super spiritual.

I don’t want to just go along with the crowd of lukewarm people who think the outward appearance is good enough.

I want to be devastated whenever I notice myself or even CONSIDER putting Jesus on the shelf for even a second.

I want Christ to continue being the center.

I’m at a children’s clothing sale and this mom next to me just said, “My biggest fear in life is that my kids will grow up and not have kids. Kill me. Ugh!”

Really? You don’t worry about their happiness? What about their goals and ambitions? Stupid closed minded people. Your dreams and goals may not be their dreams and goals. There is no need for them to pump out children that they have to care for for the rest of their lives just to make you happy.