my best friend : ))

Sapete cosa rende speciale il nostro rapporto? Il fatto che esso rappresenti il “nonostante”. Cosa significa ?
Che siamo ancora qui, nonostante c'è chi vuole dividerci;
Nonostante le incomprensioni;
Nonostante i litigi;
Nonostante gli stili di vita diversi;
Nonostante i nostri caratteri differenti;
Nonostante non siamo sempre insieme;
Nonostante non ci sentiamo ogni giorno;
Nonostante il tempo che passa velocemente; Nonostante la gelosia disinteressata;
Nonostante le altre persone che tentano di conquistarci e farci allontanare;
Nonostante i pettegolezzi;
Nonostante le nostre “lune storte”;
Nonostante io ti faccia sempre arrabbiare; Nonostante tu, a volte, mi faccia perdere la testa ; Nonostante tutto e tutti, noi siamo ancora qua. “Insieme”.
Con i nostri sorrisi, il nostro bene, le nostre stronzate, con la nostra voglia di trascorrere del tempo insieme, con quei pochi e rari abbracci che rimangono incisi sulla pelle. Si, rari. Perché noi non siamo persone sdolcinate. Non siamo persone dalle mille parole dolci. Siamo l'opposto. Però, proviamo un bene sincero, incondizionato…almeno da parte mia.
È bello poter dire di avere rapporti speciali quando va tutto bene, ma quando vi troverete ad affrontare tempeste…Sarete ancora li, pronti a definirli tali? Difficile!!
Ti voglio bene .
Lo scrivo qui perché non sempre riesco a dirtelo. Però lo sai…ed è questo che conta.
Il mio socio.
Amicizia, quella vera.


—  FreeSoul02
Everyone said “never fall for your best friend, they’ll break you.” I was so naive to think I was different than them, now I sit here staring at the ceiling. Alone. I didn’t just lose love, I lost my very best friend, and my other half.
—  21:54//10/26/16
I just wish it wasn’t you, you know? Because out of everyone, it had to be you. It had to be the person who I had the best memories with, who was my best friend, who I thought was the sweetest thing alive. But of course…that had to be the one who broke my heart.

P.G.G (jxd)

i just wish it was never you.

i finally got my best friend to watch Supernatural and she’s now on season three and is growing impatient because she “just wants to see luci” and also said “can dean just go to hell already i want to see this gay angel you speak of”

the signs as things my best friend said to me/did

(she’s aquarius if you ever wonder)

aries: “they think they’re cool and they know all the curse words when the only words they know are fuck and bitch”

taurus: “can you do my project for me”

gemini: her: “can i buy this chocolate too? we still have 6$ left”
             me: “no, enough.”
             her: *sits on the floor waiting for me to say yes*

cancer: “you hurt me a lot but i still love you so much”

leo: “your hair smells so good it’s like drugs i’m addicted”

virgo: “then the doctor told me to bring my shit with me next time and i was holding in my laughter hardly because mom was glaring at me”

libra: “so i was looking perfect all makeup hair dress everything was perfection bUT HE DIDN’T EVEN COME TO THE PARTY why is my luck like that”

scorpio: “then we will have sex”

sagittarius: me: “i want to have a relationship that’s full of adventures and stuff”
                  her: “wILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND”

capricorn: me: “can you buy me a ticket to the Maldives???”
                 her: “yea because i shit money”

aquarius: “damn why do i look so hot you have such a beautiful girlfriend”

pisces: “thanks for blessing my mouth with your cookies”

Love withers when one stops deciding to put an effort on making it grow.
—  Things I realized when I was talking to my friend, part III

ok… so my best friend has been crushing on this girl since freshman year. she has been talking about this girl, and watching her at the bagel toaster, and smiling about her hair, for two consecutive years.

well, over the course of these two years, my best friend has planned her morning routine so that she and this girl go to the bagel toaster together and eventually they started talking. after a while my friend convinces this girl to go to GSA with her, and all that jazz, and they start getting to be closer and closer friends, and everyone in our friend group can just TELL that like like each other (because we’re all friends with both of them.) so eventually, SHOCKER, they kiss, and then they just don’t talk about it for like a week.

so finally finally finally, they both agree to talk about it on Monday (today) so they could speak in person, and they see each other three times and… nothing. not a word said about the Kiss or the obvious like-likeness they have for each other. anyway, they both get on their buses at the end of the day and my best friend is texting me, kinda sad because they never ended up talking bout the Kiss. BUT, the way the bus system works at our school, the first trip buses start at the high school and then go to pick up the kids at the middle school. so, my friend and her crush, both on their first trip buses, end up stopped at the middle school for about 15 minutes, and my best friend makes an executive decision.

my tiny badass lesbian friend marches up from the back of the bus, tells her bus driver she’ll be right back, and gets off the bus to go look for this girl. bus drivers are looking at her in confusion, middle schoolers are staring, but she finally finds her crush. the girl has headphones in and has her back to the window, so my friend (who is 4'11") reaches up on her tiptoes and knocks on the bus window. her crush, having headphones on and not seeing my friend because she’s short, is very confused and it takes a couple tries, but eventually she sees my friend and rolls the window down.

my friend’s reaction to this is to yell, “I’m gay for you! Are you gay for me?”

to which the crush responds, “Yeah, I’m hella gay for you!”

my friend: “Then you should date me bro!”

her crush: “That sounds hella good! Yes! 👌”

and to finalize this, my friend reached on her tiptoes and her crush stuck her arm out the window and they fist bumped.

i love them.


‘She is my best friend, I can’t live without her.’ She admitted

‘How come?’

‘I was lost, I lost myself while trying to find myself, and I couldn’t find my way back, I was trying so hard to find myself and I didn’t realize that I lost myself, I became something that I’m not…’ She confessed

They looked confused 'how did she help though?’

She smiled 'because she came and she found me, I thought I was lost but she found me, she knew who I really was….she found me and she brought me home’

—  poems-she-wrote (part 2)

Ontem, eu te chamei pra conversar Papai, pra te contar o que anda acontecendo comigo. Sim, eu sei que eu não preciso te contar o que anda acontecendo, afinal, o Senhor é Onisciente, Onipresente e Onipotente,mas acho que o Senhor gosta que a gente conte os nossos problemas e os entregue em Suas mãos para que Você possa resolver de uma maneira diferente.

Esses dias uma amiga me perguntou por que eu acreditava que o Senhor existia. Eu não soube explicar. Só quem sente essa paz imensa, consegue explicar. Eu sei que Você existe porque eu sinto o Seu amor. Vejo-Te com os braços abertos toda vez que eu faço uma burrada e quero um colo. E olha, isso acontece com uma freqüência tão grande, que se fosse eu, já estaria cansada. Mas o Senhor não se cansa de me esperar. E de cuidar de mim quando eu não mereço.
A coisa mais engraçada de todas Papai, é que  a gente não merece o que o Senhor nos dá.  Não é merecimento, é somente pela Tua graça. Sem cobrança alguma, És  amoroso o suficiente para me deixar livre para escolher meus próprios caminhos.❤