my best friend : ))

Sapete cosa rende speciale il nostro rapporto? Il fatto che esso rappresenti il “nonostante”. Cosa significa ?
Che siamo ancora qui, nonostante c'è chi vuole dividerci;
Nonostante le incomprensioni;
Nonostante i litigi;
Nonostante gli stili di vita diversi;
Nonostante i nostri caratteri differenti;
Nonostante non siamo sempre insieme;
Nonostante non ci sentiamo ogni giorno;
Nonostante il tempo che passa velocemente; Nonostante la gelosia disinteressata;
Nonostante le altre persone che tentano di conquistarci e farci allontanare;
Nonostante i pettegolezzi;
Nonostante le nostre “lune storte”;
Nonostante io ti faccia sempre arrabbiare; Nonostante tu, a volte, mi faccia perdere la testa ; Nonostante tutto e tutti, noi siamo ancora qua. “Insieme”.
Con i nostri sorrisi, il nostro bene, le nostre stronzate, con la nostra voglia di trascorrere del tempo insieme, con quei pochi e rari abbracci che rimangono incisi sulla pelle. Si, rari. Perché noi non siamo persone sdolcinate. Non siamo persone dalle mille parole dolci. Siamo l'opposto. Però, proviamo un bene sincero, incondizionato…almeno da parte mia.
È bello poter dire di avere rapporti speciali quando va tutto bene, ma quando vi troverete ad affrontare tempeste…Sarete ancora li, pronti a definirli tali? Difficile!!
Ti voglio bene .
Lo scrivo qui perché non sempre riesco a dirtelo. Però lo sai…ed è questo che conta.
My Best.
Amicizia vera.


—  FreeSoul02
Everyone said “never fall for your best friend, they’ll break you.” I was so naive to think I was different than them, now I sit here staring at the ceiling. Alone. I didn’t just lose love, I lost my very best friend, and my other half.
—  21:54//10/26/16

ok… so my best friend has been crushing on this girl since freshman year. she has been talking about this girl, and watching her at the bagel toaster, and smiling about her hair, for two consecutive years.

well, over the course of these two years, my best friend has planned her morning routine so that she and this girl go to the bagel toaster together and eventually they started talking. after a while my friend convinces this girl to go to GSA with her, and all that jazz, and they start getting to be closer and closer friends, and everyone in our friend group can just TELL that like like each other (because we’re all friends with both of them.) so eventually, SHOCKER, they kiss, and then they just don’t talk about it for like a week.

so finally finally finally, they both agree to talk about it on Monday (today) so they could speak in person, and they see each other three times and… nothing. not a word said about the Kiss or the obvious like-likeness they have for each other. anyway, they both get on their buses at the end of the day and my best friend is texting me, kinda sad because they never ended up talking bout the Kiss. BUT, the way the bus system works at our school, the first trip buses start at the high school and then go to pick up the kids at the middle school. so, my friend and her crush, both on their first trip buses, end up stopped at the middle school for about 15 minutes, and my best friend makes an executive decision.

my tiny badass lesbian friend marches up from the back of the bus, tells her bus driver she’ll be right back, and gets off the bus to go look for this girl. bus drivers are looking at her in confusion, middle schoolers are staring, but she finally finds her crush. the girl has headphones in and has her back to the window, so my friend (who is 4'11") reaches up on her tiptoes and knocks on the bus window. her crush, having headphones on and not seeing my friend because she’s short, is very confused and it takes a couple tries, but eventually she sees my friend and rolls the window down.

my friend’s reaction to this is to yell, “I’m gay for you! Are you gay for me?”

to which the crush responds, “Yeah, I’m hella gay for you!”

my friend: “Then you should date me bro!”

her crush: “That sounds hella good! Yes! 👌”

and to finalize this, my friend reached on her tiptoes and her crush stuck her arm out the window and they fist bumped.

i love them.


i finally got my best friend to watch Supernatural and she’s now on season three and is growing impatient because she “just wants to see luci” and also said “can dean just go to hell already i want to see this gay angel you speak of”

‘She is my best friend, I can’t live without her.’ She admitted

‘How come?’

‘I was lost, I lost myself while trying to find myself, and I couldn’t find my way back, I was trying so hard to find myself and I didn’t realize that I lost myself, I became something that I’m not…’ She confessed

They looked confused 'how did she help though?’

She smiled 'because she came and she found me, I thought I was lost but she found me, she knew who I really was….she found me and she brought me home’

—  poems-she-wrote (part 2)
Love withers when one stops deciding to put an effort on making it grow.
—  Things I realized when I was talking to my friend, part III
I say this to you all the time, and I’m hesitant to do it again. But if you knew me, if you knew about where I’ve been and about the nightmares I have at night, if you truly knew how much you mean to me and how much you’ve simply been for me, you’d understand. I can’t afford to lose you. I couldn’t take the pain that would come with that. My heart is physically incapable of seeking anything but to love and be loved, and that’s been screwed up for me plenty of times but you’re full of everything I could’ve hoped for in one person. I can’t say this certainly, and that’s only because I don’t truly and completely know what you see, but I think that I can thank you for seeing me and being satisfied.
—  @itsfangirlalex; Thank You. 🖤
My best friend; who became an ARMY

My best friend is a person who highly disliked K-pop. She is not a hardcore fan of Music and only likes few artist; which are of course singers who sing in English. 

Nonetheless, we are completely opposite. We have different opinions and remarks most of the time, she prefers talking over the phone than texting, whereas me who prefers texting and hates talking on the phone. We were friends since 1st grade.

We stopped talking after 3rd grade and started again in 5th grade. We sort of had a fight than which we overcame after 2 damn years. I left school after 8th grade, so did she. 
She joined Federal Board, while I joined Cambridge Board. We weren’t that close, although we texted each other almost every day.

She started to like One Direction after I left being a Directioner. I was so into k-pop for so many reasons. I always used to talk about EXO and other k-pop groups to her, but she never gave any sort of interest. 

I once went to her house to surprise her on her birthday (2016) I found out scars on her body; the reasons why she always wears full sleeves. I never knew she was so sensitive.

Then I got into BTS, I really like them so much. My feelings towards them can never be described in words. They are truly irresistible.
I used to recommend my best friend to watch with me, BTS on Crack videos and their funny moments/memes basically all sort of clips. She always agreed though. 

She called me over the phone one day telling me that she often found herself crying to bed for no reasons, she was really depressed, and facing too much stuff. She told me that she had been like this for past over 2 years. 

After few weeks and months, she called me out of the blues and told me that she really liked BTS. She told me this like in March 2017. She learned their names and info in less than 3 days.
She told me that ‘God! They don’t look the same.’ 
‘They are so talented.’ 
‘I love their memes.’
‘They are so funny.’ 
‘Dude, my exam is in like less than 13 hours and here I am going through their Cracks’

Technically, she got completely into BTS in less than a week. She started to feel so wronged and guilty for her previous statements she made about K-pop; ‘They are so untalented.’ ‘They all look the same.’ ‘They don’t speak English.’ you know all the typically statements made by non-kpoppers.

Recently she called me and told me that she doesn’t self-harm herself anymore, that she doesn’t find herself crying anymore to bed. That she feels happy day by day and that she smiles all the time after waking up; She used to describe her days gloomy every time I used to call her.

She kept thanking me on and on; ‘Thanks babe for getting me into this, I am no longer feeling sad and depressed, I’m pretty happy every now and then.’ She respects BTS a lot now, She is so fond of their song lyrics and loves the meaning of each of their songs.

She used to tell me that I was one of the reasons why her day wouldn’t go all gloomy, (I have a personality of that of Hoseok and Taehyung, Bright, weird and bubbly.) So I was her mood maker. I used to most of the time think that If I by chance die, who would become the source of making her mood. I think I found it, It’s BTS

She recently started to share with me my Twitter account so she could vote for BTS for #BBMAs. She is now a Hardcore ARMY. 
BTS saved my best friends life. I don’t think I will ever leave being an ARMY, I am so grateful to BTS.

BTS, Thank you so much for saving my best friend’s life.