I’ve seen many of you losing interest or more like beginning to change your stanning experience. When I first began to read things about the industry & stuff, I sort of got this discourage as well. It hurt me to know that my idols’ lives weren’t as real as I had in mind. But now, more woke than I could ever imagine, I realise… After all they’ve gone through, I admire them even more & how lucky, how truly lucky I got when these five ladies entered into my life.
They’re not robots. Yes, they’ve gone through things we would consider extremist & unrealistic but let me tell you something: We fell in love with 5 beautiful humans who grant us access to a little piece of their hearts in every interview, in every performance, in every snap story.
Just because their lives happen to be quite frenetic at times or happen to be quite hard to understand for us fans, doesn’t mean they feel any less, that they are any less normal. Well, in this latter, maybe I’m wrong… You know what? Forgot what I just said, they’re not normal, they’re exceptional.
“Not all heroes wear capes” As cliché as it may sound, it’s nothing else but the truth. The five of them have saved more lives than we could picture. They’ve helped so many souls out there (including mine) to heal whatever wounds we had, wounds crying out desperately for attention. To mend whatever broken piece we had inside, that kept on thickening the cut. They’ve been there every step of that unsteady path. Even if it’s them doing the dumbest video, while watching it you can’t fight that grin. You can’t even try, cause you know damn well won’t resist to those five goofy smiles . Camila was right, some people don’t understand one of the many meanings behind idolisation.
life would be so boring if 5sos weren’t all obsessed with each other like imagine if they all liked each other a normal, mundane amount like ‘sure theyre my bandmates we work together, theyre alright, i have other friends tho’ instead of this constant need to announce to the world at all times that they’re bandmates but also best friends and brothers and ‘here are loads of cute photos of us’ and constant tweeting and liking each other’s posts and bringing each other up in non necessary situations and spending every waking minute together honestly sometimes i forget not all bands are like this not all bands adore each other in this way
What is one of your favorite jokes? Btw love your blog!
You mean my favorite posts? I have so many lol!
Simon: Hey, Camilla.
Lauren: Did he just call you Camilla?
Camila: Yeah, he thinks that’s my name.
Lauren: Well why don’t you correct him?
Camila: Oh, it’s gone on way too long now. The first time he said it was just in passing so I didn’t say anything. And then the next time he said, “Hey Camilla Want a donut?” And well, I wanted a donut.
Camila: And now it’s five years later, the donut is gone and I’m still Camilla.
Normani: [pulls back curtain while Ally is in the shower]
Normani: Are we - stop screaming, it’s me - are we out of hot cheetos?
Ally: [while baking] Where’d I put my brown sugar?
Normani: I’m right here hunny buns.
Dinah: Should I apologize or leave?
Dinah: I'ma leave.
And the last one.
Ally: I don’t have a favorite bandmate. How could you even think that? All of my bandmates are of totally equal importance and worth.
Lauren: It’s Mani, isn’t it?
Ally: I can’t help it, she has those “love me tender” eyes and I’m weak.
Summary: Everything was going fine at the hotel you were staying at… Until the people in the room next door start making a bit too much noise. You decide to get out of your room, only to find yourself falling into a similar situation.
A/N: This is pretty long and repetitive at times but I had fun writing it. Sorry for any typos!
Not only could I hear the headboard banging against the drywall, but I could feel my own bed shaking as a result. I tried not to be bothered, but the sounds coming from next door penetrated through the thin walls and filled my room. I glared at my phone, seeing that it was a little after midnight. I let out a disgusted sigh. They had been at it for almost an hour. I angrily rolled on my stomach, squishing my face into the pillow.
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I yelled into the cushion, hoping that the literal fuckers next door would hear me. As one could guess, they didn’t. I yanked the blankets off of my body and sat up, brushing my staticy hair out of my face. I was usually a patient person, but how did the people next door not realize how loud they were? Or was that all part of the fun? Disturbing the peace? Seeing who could pull the loudest reaction? I didn’t really know anything about hotel sex, considering the fact that I’d never done it, but I knew that the noises coming from the room next door were making me uncomfortable.
I shook my head, trying to think of something to do to distract myself. I could listen to music, but my bed would still be rattling underneath me. I could tell them to stop, but I wasn’t one for confrontation and I’m sure they’d be much too busy to listen anyways. I guess I’d just have to leave my room for a bit and hope they’d be done when I got back. It was pretty late though, and there weren’t many places for me to go in the hotel. The pool closed at eleven and I didn’t have money for the bar/lounge area. I sighed, throwing my hair into a messy bun. I picked up my hoodie from the floor and tossed it over my head, letting the material engulf my body. I guess I’d just have to find a different place.
I stepped out of my room, being sure to grab my phone and my key card. The moans coming from the room next door were much louder in the hallway. I rolled my eyes, hearing the girl’s strangled sounds echoing off the walls. As much as I was annoyed and uncomfortable, I felt a bit envious knowing this girl was getting it good. At least, it sure sounded like she was.
I knew if I stood by their door any longer I’d look like a complete pervert, so I immediately turned the opposite direction and headed down the hallway. I adjusted my shorts, making sure they were at least somewhat visible under my oversized hoodie as I walked. Although I had no idea as to where I was going, the empty, dimly lit corridor gave me a sense of peace and comfort.
As I neared the end of the hallway, I decided to go down a level, remembering that there was an ice machine on the floor below. I stomped down the stairs, reaching the tiny off-chute that held the icebox, a vending machine, a small bench nestled in the corner, and a green house plant. I looked up, noticing how the room was only illuminated by a single lightbulb, giving the space a hazy golden glow.
I curled up on the backless bench, pulling my knees to my chest and resting my head against the wall to my left. This room was slightly colder than the hallway, but it was peaceful and there was soft music playing from the speaker system that was hooked up somewhere within the walls. I eyed the vending machine curiously, wondering if there was anything of worth in there. I saw some chips and candy bars, feeling a familiar rumble stirring in my stomach. I rummaged through the front pocket of my hoodie, remembering I had stuffed some change into it earlier. I stood up to get a better look at the snacks in the vending machine, counting the change I had in my pocket.
“Great,” I sighed quietly, realizing I only had 75 cents. The cheapest thing in the vending machine was $1.25. I lightly smacked the machine, not really sure of what to do with myself now. I stared at the vending machine for a couple seconds before I heard the sound of footsteps in the room. I turned around just as someone entered. He was looking down at his phone, but he slowly lifted his head once he sensed my presence, his eyes locking with mine. I adverted my gaze, the sight of his messy bed hair and ruffled clothes now etched in my mind.
“Oh, sorry-” he stammered as he locked his phone and ran a hand through his disheveled hair. “I didn’t realize someone else was here.” His deep voice took precedence over the soft music humming in the background and his presence captured my attention.
“No, no it’s okay. I don’t own this room,” I laughed awkwardly. I wasn’t used to talking to guys that looked like he did. I wasn’t used to talking to guys in general.
“It’s just-” he scratched the back of his neck, as if he was looking for the right words to say. I noticed the way his bare arms flexed with his movements.
“It’s just that, it’s pretty noisy on my floor,” he said with a lazy smile and slight eye roll, shoving his hands into the pockets of his sweats. I eagerly nodded back, knowing exactly what he meant.
“Yeah, it’s noisy on my floor too. More specifically, the room next to mine,” I laughed humorlessly, leaning against the glass front of the vending machine. The boy threw his head back and sighed, looking at me with a sympathetic smile.
“I’m so sorry they’re in the room next to you,” he said sincerely. Before I could reply, he pointed at the vending machine with a confused expression.
“Am I interrupting you? Were you going to buy something?”
“Oh, no. I- I was thinking about it, but I’m a bit short,” I said, holding up my three quarters. The boy leaned against the wall, his hands again in his pockets as if he were looking for something. I could hear the jingling of loose change. He pulled out a couple quarters and stepped closer to me.
“I can cover for you,” he said politely, cocking his head to the side.
“No, it’s totally okay,” I retorted politely, holding my hands up in defense.
“Are you sure?” He asked, extending his arm and offering me the change. I simply nodded and returned back to the bench, sitting on the side away from the corner.
“I’m positive, but thank you so much for the offer.” The boy simply smiled at me and inserted the coins he was holding.
“Suit yourself,” he stated, looking at the options in the vending machine. He let out a long, exaggerated sigh.
“Hmm, I seem to be having trouble choosing,” he began, turning slightly to face me, “What would you recommend I buy?” I laughed at his adamant efforts, nervously fixing my hair.
“I don’t want you to buy me anything, honestly,” I laughed.
“But, what do you think tastes the best?” He asked, somehow keeping a straight face. I looked down at the floor and playfully shook my head.
“If you really want to know, I guess I’d buy the chocolate covered pretzels, but please don’t buy them because of m-” before I could finish my sentence he had already bought the pretzels. He shuffled over to where I was sitting, his long legs making his journey easy.
“Do you mind if I sit with you?” He asked, his voice dripping like honey.
“No, not at all,” I responded, a bit too quickly, not knowing how to handle myself around him. He sat next to me, where I had previously been sitting in the corner, but he wasn’t so close as to make me uncomfortable. He leaned his back against the wall and opened the bag of pretzels, instantly offering me the some. I took one from the bag and placed my three quarters on his lap. He laughed, brushing the coins off his legs.
“You don’t have to pay me for pretzels.” He placed the change in my lap and I shoved it back into my hoodie pocket. There was no winning with this guy. This guy. Maybe I should get his name.
“Thank you, -?”
“Chanyeol,” he stated as he took a pretzel from the bag. He looked at me as if waiting for a response.
“Y/N,” I replied quietly. He repeated after me, my name easily rolling off his tongue. God, who was I? I had just met this guy. I had to relax. I analyzed our conversation in my head, suddenly remembering that there was a question I wanted to ask him earlier.
“I don’t mean to pry,” I began, my gaze fixed on the floor, “but earlier you said you were sorry about the people in the room next door to mine, as if you were apologizing for their actions. Do you know them?” Chanyeol slowly nodded as he finished chewing his pretzel. I glanced up at him, his eyes now focused on mine.
“I know one of them,” he stated, flashing me a weak grin. I didn’t want to force conversation, but I was curious.
“Can I ask who?”
“My friend- well, bandmate, Baekhyun, is in that room,”
“And his girlfriend…?” Chanyeol looked down at his feet, shaking his head in response.
“Baek doesn’t have a girlfriend,” Chanyeol said, clearing his throat shortly afterwards.
“Oh,” I responded awkwardly, realizing that what was going on in that room wasn’t anything more than a sloppy hookup. I should have figured. Now I just looked stupid. I decided to change the subject before I dug myself an even deeper hole.
“So you two are in a band?” I asked with a smile. Chanyeol slightly nodded, clicking his tongue as if looking for the correct response.
“We’re in a group with a couple of other guys,” he began, “you see, we didn’t put on a good performance tonight,”
“I’m sure you weren’t that bad,” I responded.
“Maybe not,” he began slowly, “…but Baek thought he screwed everything up.” I suddenly understood what he was saying, letting out a sound of realization.
“What he and that girl are doing… that’s what happens after a bad show?” Chanyeol simply nodded. He probably thought I was a bit of an idiot, but my mind was too busy wondering about other things. If that’s how they took out their frustration after a bad show, I wonder how they celebrated a good show? I clenched my legs at the thought. Chanyeol seemed to notice my shift in demeanor.
“We don’t have to talk about this anymore,” he said as he discarded the empty pretzel bag. I really looked at him, taking in the way the dim lighting bounced off his silky skin and perfectly outlined his tone muscles. His hair was just the right amount of messy and his eyes were a bit droopy due to his tiredness. His tank top hung off of his body and his sweatpants sat just right on his hips, just low enough…
“Why aren’t you with someone tonight?” I whispered, unable to believe that I dared to ask him such a question. Who was I? Chanyeol let out a low chuckle.
“I don’t really know how to answer that,” he began, his gaze flickering down my body, landing on my exposed thighs. “I guess… I am a bit lonely tonight.” I felt my breath hitch at the back of my throat. I shifted my eyes and looked at Chanyeol, knowing that this was a chance I couldn’t let go to waste. But before I could make a move, Chanyeol’s lips had already crashed onto mine, pulling an involuntary moan from me. Chanyeol took this opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth, working it against mine. He cradled my head in his large hands, running his thumbs over my jaw and pulling me closer to him. I decided that that wasn’t good enough. I lifted myself from the bench and slowly straddled him, placing a knee on either side of his lap. Chanyeol let out a small moan at the feeling of warmth against his crotch, his hands gripping at the backs of my bare thighs. His lips were once again on mine, the intense kissing bringing a sting to my flesh.
Chanyeol slowly ran his hands under my hoodie and tank top, brushing his calloused fingers against my burning skin. I moaned into the kiss, getting a rise out of every touch he was giving me.
“You’re so responsive,” he panted, his breath fanning over my neck as his lips worked at the soft spot behind my ear. I rested my head in the crook of his neck, tangling my fingers in his hair, tugging at the soft strands,
“Is this okay?” He asked as he trailed down my neck, nipping at the sensitive skin. I could feel his lips curling into a deviant smirk.
“Yes,” I breathed, taking my fingers out of his hair and desperately latching onto his shoulders. Chanyeol ran his tongue over the developing bruises he had given me, soothing the irritated skin. He took the hem of my hoodie in his hands, eyeing me as if asking for permission. I eagerly nodded, too caught up in the moment to think about anything but his hands on my body. Chanyeol removed my hoodie and gingerly brushed my hair out of my face. His lips worked at my newly exposed skin, starting with the soft flesh of my collar bones.
“Chanyeol,” I breathed, my hands wrapping around the back of his neck.
“Hmmm?” He hummed against my skin.
“I’m lonely tonight too,” I stated quietly.
“Yeah?” Chanyeol cooed between kisses as he trailed his lips down to the tops of my breasts that my tank top left exposed. He slowly ran a rough finger up my arm, tugging down the straps of my bra and shirt. Even though Chanyeol was a complete stranger, it didn’t take a rocket scientist to see how much I craved him. The heat pooling between my legs was evident to people miles away, and the pressure of Chanyeol’s growing erection against my clothed core was already enough to send me over the edge.
“Chanyeol,” I cried out desperately, “I want you… so badly.” I’m sure that was music to his ears, but he reached out a hand and held my shoulder to still my movements.
“Not here,” he stated, his gaze meeting mine. Obviously I didn’t want to do it here, next to the vending machine where anyone could walk by. I mean, that could be fun, but I just nodded my head, biting my lip to stifle the eager sounds I wanted to make. Chanyeol lifted me from his lap and took my hand in his, leading me up the stairs and down the hall to his room. To my surprise, it was directly across the hall from mine. Chanyeol wasted no time fumbling with the door key like I would’ve, and we were immediately in his room, his foot closing the door behind him.
Without wasting a second, Chanyeol worked his mouth against mine. His lips were undeniably soft and I could feel how swollen they were as my tongue brushed over them. I tugged slightly at Chanyeol’s bottom lip with my teeth, earning a throaty groan from him. He skimmed his fingers down my sides and peeled off my tank top, leaving me in my bra and shorts. I felt his hands run down the back of my thighs as he told me to jump. I did as I was told, my legs straddling Chanyeol’s waist and my back banging against his door. Chanyeol’s lips attacked my neck as he unclasped my bra, letting it fall to the floor. I took this moment to look around at his room. It was far from organized, but it wasn’t terrible. Things from his suitcase were scattered randomly throughout the room. I noticed that he seemed to have fancy things and brand name clothing. Maybe his band was more successful than I had thought? I looked around some more, noticing a pile of what appeared to be gifts by the coffee table. There was a variety of things like stuffed animals, bouquets of flowers, and a literal ton of cards and notes.
My attention was pulled back once Chanyeol’s lips made contact with my nipple, swirling his tongue around the sensitive nub. I gasped at the contact, tugging desperately at Chanyeol’s hair, signaling him to continue. He smirked against my skin as he massaged my other breast, his thumb flicking at the hardened bud. I threw my head back against the door, a soft moan falling from my lips. My panties were literally drenched at this point and I moved my hips against Chanyeol’s waist as a desperate attempt to relieve some tension.
“Easy,” he chuckled against my chest as he held my hips still. Chanyeol removed his lips from my breast and walked us over to his bed, gently setting me down on his ruffled white sheets. He hovered over me and I wasted no time, feverishly tugging at the hem of his loose tank top.
“Someone’s eager,” he teased as he grabbed at the collar of his shirt, slowly pulling it over his head. He brought his body closer to mine, allowing me to run my fingers down his firm torso, his hot muscles contracting under my cool touch. Chanyeol teased the waistband of my shorts, brushing his fingers over the skin of my lower stomach.
“Can I take these off?” He asked softly. I could only nod, my body so ready for his touch I was barely able to form words. Chanyeol slowly removed my shorts, his rough fingers grazing over my legs as he did so. He cocked his head and clicked his tongue upon noticing the wetness that had collected in my panties.
“Y/N,” he said as he slowly massaged my thighs, “you’re so wet and I haven’t even touched you properly.” Chanyeol’s words were like velvet, his voice reaching something in me his body couldn’t. As he spoke, he ran his finger down my clothed core, pressing lightly against my clit.
“Chanyeol,” I mewled, spreading my legs further for him as soft moans fell from my lips. Chanyeol slipped his finger under the hem of my underwear, tugging them down my legs and tossing them on the floor. The cool air made contact with my wetness, causing a low groan to escape me. I’d never felt like this before; this fucking needy. My body was literally shaking with anticipation. Chanyeol’s fingers were so long and rough and I knew they would work wonders inside of me. I pulled his fingers closer to me, running them along my soaking slit. Before I could do it for him, Chanyeol inserted two fingers inside of me.
“Shit,” I moaned at the sudden intrusion. After allowing me to adjust, he pumped his fingers into me at a quick pace, curling them perfectly to hit my g-spot. I threw my head back against the pillows, allowing my nails to dig into his forearm.
“More,” I begged, not caring about how disgustingly desperate I sounded. Chanyeol inserted a third finger, deliciously stretching out my walls. I could feel the familiar knot forming in my stomach as Chanyeol’s thumb worked at my clit. I shut my eyes, my lips parting as harsh pants fell from my mouth.
“I can tell you’re close, babe,” Chanyeol stated as he quickened his pace, relentlessly driving his thick fingers into my core. I nodded with a stifled moan, rocking my hips against his skilled fingers, nearing dangerously close to the edge. Chanyeol applied even more pressure on my clit, running his thumb in quick circles. That was all it took. I cried out his name as I came around his fingers, a wave of pleasure washing over my entire body. Chanyeol kept pumping until I was totally spent. He pulled his fingers out of me and brought them to my lips, allowing me to taste myself.
“Good girl,” Chanyeol hummed. He wasted no time in undressing himself, removing his sweatpants and boxers in one fell swoop, his erection slapping against his stomach. Chanyeol was certainly well endowed and if his fingers caused my walls to sting, I knew his dick would fucking destroy me. He gathered the precum that had collected and swirled it around the head of his cock, lubricating himself with his own arousal. He reached into the bedside table and grabbed a condom, opening the package with his teeth and discarding the wrapper. He pulled the condom down his length, hissing as the rubber snapped against his skin.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” He asked as he hovered over me, his large hands gently gripping my hips.
“Do you even have to ask?” I laughed breathlessly, knowing that this was the most I had ever wanted someone. Chanyeol smirked at me as he ran the tip of his cock down my slit, ogling over my wetness. His head brushed over my clit several times, each time pulling an involuntary groan from the back of my throat. Chanyeol bit his lip as he slowly entered me, my wills still sensitive from my last orgasm.
“Fuck, Chanyeol,” I cried out as I looked down at his length buried inside my drenched core. Chanyeol dropped his head into the crook of my neck, his breath fanning over my sweat dampened skin.
“You’re so fucking tight,” he grunted. I gripped onto his shoulder, signalling him to continue, but he refused to move.
“Chanyeol,” I groaned.
“What baby?” He asked, a playful smirk tugging at his lips. How could he have so much control over himself?
“Please…” I whined.
“Please, do something,” I cried desperately, bringing my fingers down to my clit to help myself. Chanyeol slapped my hand away and scolded me, a lazy smirk plastered to his face.
“Babe, just tell me what you want me to do.” I was far beyond the point of being embarrassed. I was absolute putty in Chanyeol’s hands and I was fucking desperate for him.
“Please, just fuck me already,” I begged. Just like that, Chanyeol pulled out and rocked his length back into me, his grip on my hips tightening.
“Fuck,” I panted. Chanyeol continued thrusting into me at an even pace, his dick filling my walls just right. I took this time to admire him, the way his hair had fallen in his face and how the sweat had stuck to his skin. I needed more of him.
“Faster,” I barely managed to say. Chanyeol began barreling into me, his hair falling against my neck as he leaned down to suck on my collar bone. His fingertips dug into my hip bones, surely bruising the soft skin. I raked my nails down his back, feeling his muscles twitch under the harsh contact. Chanyeol hissed against my skin, the pain only egging him on. He somehow managed to quicken his pace, his headboard now banging against the wall, my body being pounded into his mattress. The stinging between my legs was excruciating, but for some reason, I fucking loved it. I bit down on my lip, the slight taste of blood mixing with my saliva.
“Chan-yeol,” I cried, practically able to feel his thrusts hit the back of my throat.
“Hmm,” he grunted against my neck.
“I’m close,” I breathed. Right when he was about to say something, there was a sudden knock at the door. My eyes widened as I felt my body jump out of my skin. I tried to push Chanyeol off of me, but he only slowed inside of me, his hand quickly clamping over my mouth and holding me in place.
“Shhh,” he said, seemingly unphased, “don’t worry, the door’s locked.”
“Chanyeol?” Someone called from the other side, “It’s Sehun, can I come in?”
“I’m about to hop in the shower,” Chanyeol called out as he continued to slowly thrust into me. I moaned into his hand, tasting the sweat that had accumulated on his skin.
“Oh alright, text me if you want to do something later,” the voice responded as I heard footsteps shuffling away. Chanyeol took his hand off of my mouth and pushed my hair out of my face, grinning down at me. He began quickening his pace as if picking up where we had left off before the interruption. His thrusts were painfully deep and he managed to hit my sweet spot every fucking time. I threw my head back, my eyes screwing shut. Chanyeol had turned me into a moaning mess, rendering me totally incoherent.
“I’m- going to-”
“Oh no, not yet baby,” Chanyeol grunted as he sucked harshly at the soft spot behind my ear.
“Just, fuck!” I screamed as I gripped the blanket, tears threatening to spill from my eyes as I struggled to catch my breath. I threaded my fingers through Chanyeol’s hair and harshly tugged at the strands. I wrapped my legs around his waist, digging my heels into base of his spine, pulling him deeper inside me.
“Fuck,” Chanyeol breathed as he filled me completely, totally bottoming me out. He let out a low, strangled moan, his voice rumbling through my body as he began pounding into me, somehow reaching deeper than before.
“Shit,” I cried out. It hurt. It hurt so fucking good, his thrusts sending electric pulses throughout my body. My entire being was buzzing with the Godly sensation of pain mixing with pleasure.
“Fuck,” I breathed. Chanyeol brought his finger to his mouth, sucking on the tip and running the slick digit over my swollen bundle of nerves. I completely lost it, finally hitting my second high. My walls clenched around Chanyeol as I orgasmed, pulling him over the edge. His thrusts grew sloppy as his breathing became erratic, a string of curses falling from his bruised lips. I felt him twitch inside me, releasing into the condom. He continued thrusting into me a few more times to ride out his high.
I just laid there, brushing my hair out of my face and attempting to catch my breath. Chanyeol slowly pulled out of me with a low moan. I watched as he pulled the condom off his sensitive cock, hissing at the painful feeling. I looked up at his face, taking in his flushed cheeks and wonderfully swollen lips. My eyes trailed down his body, admiring the way the sweat had accumulated on his skin. Chanyeol reached out towards me and brushed a couple strands of hair out of my face, tucking them behind my ear.
“What are you staring at?” He asked with a devious smirk. I shook my head, feeling embarrassed that he had caught me admiring him. Oh well. Chanyeol pulled on his boxers and handed me the box of tissues from the night stand.
“Thanks,” I said as I went to sit up. I quietly winced at the sudden pain between my legs, deciding to wipe myself off while laying down. I tried to be quiet, not wanting Chanyeol to see me in the state I was in. I immediately discarded the used tissues and tried to stay still. Chanyeol sat next to me, reaching down and running his finger across the bruises he had left on my neck, shaking his head with a sigh.
“Was I too rough with you?” He asked sincerely as he placed his sheets over my body.
“No,” I answered, holding the material over my chest. Chanyeol cocked an eyebrow at me, looking down at my legs.
“Then sit up.” I did as I was told, but the pain between my legs was obvious and it turned simple movements into a fucking hassle.
“I’m just sore,” I admitted as I shrugged my shoulders. I knew he wanted to be sorry, but I could tell he felt accomplished knowing he fucked me so hard I couldn’t even walk right.
“So,” he began quietly, “we’re really not supposed to have girls in our rooms.” Too late. In all honesty, I could take the hint. He wanted me to leave. I didn’t know him at all, and we both got what we wanted, so it didn’t really matter to me.
“Okay, I can go-”
“I don’t want you to leave, though. Plus, it’d be really fucking douchey of me kick you out,” he stated as he handed me one of his t-shirts, a plain black one that would definitely be large on me. He flashed me a smile as he combed his fingers through his hair.
“Are you sure?” I asked. Chanyeol took the shirt he gave me and pulled it over my head.
“I’m positive,” he said with a sweet grin. He laid down next to me and beckoned me to join him. I smiled as I rested my head against his chest, his arm wrapping around my shoulder and his fingers delicately running through my hair. Chanyeol pulled the covers over us, the warmth from his body and the blankets totally engulfing me. I pulled out one of my arms and pointed at the gifts gathered by the coffee table.
“You must have a lot of fans. Just how famous is your band?” Chanyeol took my hand in his and brought it to his lips, softly kissing the back of it. He replied in a sleepy voice,
“We’ll just have to save that story for tomorrow morning.”
not just his insecurity with his voice, but he probably didn't feel like he was good enough at all, the lack of solos, how he was ignored in m&g, the narrative of being the Boyfriend, how everyone doubted he could pull of a successful solo career, how he was ignored a lot in interviews, the constant slander in the media, the constant comparisons to his bandmates, etc.
my heart hurts thinking about all of it he was treated like utter shit for years in every way you can think of
This was requested by —- Reader and Josh have a baby
together on a one night stand. Reader fell in love in such a short amount of
time but Josh has different and a secret that changes everything and I’m not
saying that Josh would ever do this in real life. WARNING MAJOR PLOT TWIST AT
THE END! I’m evil. I’m gonna leave you hanging. ;)
But this is split into two. Reader’s
Point of View
“Yea, you should have been there. I was playing basket ball with Josh and
tried passing him the ball but he wasn’t paying attention and nailed him
straight in the face.” Tyler laughed.
I chuckled and looked around. Tyler
and I have been friends for awhile but I haven’t actually meet Josh yet.
I have heard about him a lot but never had time to meet him. Tyler just got
back from tour and he was telling me about all the memories that happened
during tour. I missed Tyler a lot but he
had bigger things that he had going on in his life and I had to be okay without
actually being okay with it.
“The best part was that he blacked out for like two minutes. He’s fine but
it was funny.” Tyler said.
“Anyways, what going on in my girl best
friends life? Anything new? Boyfriend? Best Friends? Have you replaced
me?” He looked at me pretending to be hurt and put his hand over his heart
and his other hand was motioning a single tear.
I laugh and push him lightly.
“Oh never.” I say dramatically. “How could I ever replace you,
dear old friend..” You laugh.
“Hey, I’m not that old. Hey, I have an idea.” He
“Oh god, this isn’t going to end well. He has an idea. Lord have
mercy.” I put my hands up in a praying way.
“You’re just a meanie. But, I think you should meet Josh. How long have I
known you and you have never meet my rock star bandmate. Plus, I think you two
would get along fairly well.” He winked.
“Uggh, Why are you like this and that sounds fun….The meeting him part not
the ummm, anyways how are you and Jenna?” I asked trying to change the
“Were fine but I think we should get back before its pitch black
outside.” He turns around and starts walking back the way we came from .
“Dude, I so believe that they are real. Like how could they not be. I
honestly, don’t understand people that don’t believe. How could there not be
something that is living besides us in this universe. I mean were here right so
how could something else not be here?”
I love topics like these but this
wasn’t up for debate for me. Aliens are real and I would bet good money they
don’t have football heads with bug eyes.
“You took the words out of my mouth.” Tyler chuckled. “But I
understand. But, what’s up with that probing stuff. Like, where did that come
We walk up to the house and I just laugh. I open the door only to be greeted by
an amazing smell. I turn to my right and see Mama Joseph holding a big pot of
Chicken Soup. My absolute favorite.
“Whoa, Mamma J. You need help?”
“No, thank you dear.” She smiled.
“Come on lets go to my room. Jenna’s getting your room ready.” Tyler
pulled my arm and dragged me down the hallway into his room.
This was always my
second home since I met Tyler. I come over all the time. I went into the room
and looked around. Just how it was left last time I was here. Tyler was on tour
for months and I missed coming around
but I always came to Jay’s basketball games. Him and I were always close but
not as close as Tyler and I.
“Awwe, Y/n! You’re here. Its been awhile.” Jenna came into the room
and hugged me. It was more like a death trap rather than a hug but it was cozy.
Kinda, not really. I hugged her back and let go after
“Y/n, you must be tired. Lets get you to bed.”
“LETS GO ON AN ADVANTURE, Y/n!”
“Uggh, Its too early. What time is it?” I say as I pull the bed
covers over my head to try to block the sun from my face.
“Um, Let me check. 10:56, so almost 11. GET UP YOU LAZY ASS.” He
“Ugh, come on. Where are we going?” Yes, it was late. No, this isn’t
unusually. I got up and walked to the my backpack and grabbed it.
“Just to the park, then ice cream. With Jenna, You and I…..and Josh.”
Tyler whispered the last part but I still heard it. I looked back at him with wide eyes.
didn’t.” I whisper with wide eyes and my jaw dropped.
“Oh, but I did.” Tyler smirked. “and I’m not sorry.”
“Why you gotta do this to me, Tyler? And, such early notice too.” I
groaned and got up trying to make myself look somewhat presentable.
I choose a
Fall Out Boy shirt and a red flannel. Then, black skinny jeans and black vans.
Eh, I look okay. Just need to slightly curl my hair. After everything was done
me and Tyler walked to the park by his house.
“No, but Giraffes are the most alien like creature. They have black
tongues BLACK TONGUES! And, why are they so tall like why. Yea, They need to
reach food on trees but like black tongues.” I chuckle at my choice of
Tyler laughs but agrees. We continue to walk when I suddenly bump into
“Oh my gosh, I am so sorry. I wasn’t looking to where I was going and
—” I look up to the person and see that it’s the guy in all the magazines
beside Tyler. “Oh Josh, Duh.”
“Okay, not the best start but Y/n this is Josh and Josh this is Y/n.”
Tyler laughed at my awkwardness and I just glared at him.
I looked at Josh again and might I say he is a mighty fine fellow.
eyes are just so whoa. They were so consuming. I couldn’t look away he was just
so beautiful. His hair was a purple color that fit him rather well. He smiled
and it was a really good smile. He had a snapback on and a Panic! At the Disco,
muscle shirt with black ripped jeans and burgundy vans. He looked good. I liked that shirt on him but
I’d like it better o–.
“You done staring Y/n? Jenna’s gonna be here right now.” Tyler
laughed but Josh just smirked and let me tell you that was really freaken
attractive. “Oh look she’s here.” Tyler pointed at Jenna and ran
“So, Y/n you know that were gonna be the loaners while they go do cute
couple stuff. Major third and fourth wheel.” Josh informed me.
“I think i can handle it. Just a reminded that I’ll be forever
alone.” I joked. Well kinda.
“Oh, come on. A beautiful girl like you would have any guy on there
knees.” He smiled. He then got closer and closer until he was right next
to me. He was so close to me that I could feel his breaths on my skin. He then
leaned closer and turned his head right next to my ear.
“Kinda like me.” He whispers. He then starts walking towards Tyler
and Jenna like nothing.
Welp, that just happed. Act calm Y/n. A really hot guy just said I was
A couple weeks after
Josh and I met we started hanging out a lot more but there was also a lot of
playful behavior. Like, one minute he would flirt with me then the next he
would ask if I wanted food. First off, was that even a question. Second, It was
really freaken confusing. Right now, Tyler, Josh, Jenna and I were watching
Suicide for the hundredth time.
But, things got a little more
interesting and unexpected. Josh and I were up and awake but Tyler and Jenna
feel asleep in each other’s arms. Josh
suddenly grabbed my hand and laced it with his. He wrapped his arm around me
and started kissing me. Okay, this wasn’t the first time this had happened but
I still got butterflies each time.
I have to admit something. I fell for Josh in such a small of time. I realize
But, just because I know that doesn’t mean that I am willing to accept
it. I don’t want to be in love but love isn’t a choice. But, it was hard not to
fall in love with him. Josh was a great guy. He was like a guy in some school
girls dreams. Ya, know that guy with dreamy eyes and a perfect personality yep
that was Josh. But, even through the flirting I think he doesn’t feel the same way.
It was just an act nothing more.
“Lets take this to the room…”
*SORRY I DON’T WRITE SMUT*
Use your imagination.….yea do that.
The sunlight came pouring into the room signaling that it was time to wake up.
Oh boy, here comes reality. I wake up with a headache and turn around without
opening my eyes. I’m one of those people that
have to lay down to wake up I don’t know its weird. I snuggle my head
closer to the sheets when I hear a soft snore.
Memories of last night came
flooding in. I smile at the thought and turn around to face Josh. He was
sleeping but that came to an end as he began to stir awake. His eyes fluttered
open reveling the brown eyes that were once hidden. His hair was a curly mess
but it suited him. He looked at me and smiled which I returned back.
“Hi.” I chuckled.
“Hi.” He smiled. “Well, I guess its time to get up. I’ll make
breakfast.” He said as he turned back around. He got up and got dressed
and I did the same. He walked out of the room but not before mumbling
“What did I do?” He sighed sounding sad but continued walking.
“What was that?” I call after him not understanding the words that
were being spoken.
“Oh, uh nothing.” He smiled. But, I could tell it was not a genuine
smile. I didn’t think much of it and
started to walk towards my phone. I had 4 texts from Tyler and 1 from Jenna. I
clicked Tyler and the first message was…..,
Like can you keep it down please?
is really weird.
and I are just gonna ya know go.
this is my house.
I laughed and then I clicked Jenna’s name.
left. See you in the morning. I guess.
Okay, then. I set my phone down and walked into the kitchen where Josh was.
I was sick, once again. I personally hate being sick. I don’t know why you
would like it but hey, I don’t judge. Anyways, Jenna knew I was sick an
insisted on helping even though I denied her tons of time. I think I’m fine,
I’ll just throw up and go on with my day. I think its nothing but a stomach bug
nothing more. (We all know where this is going. Typical. Haha)
“I think we
should go to the store and get ya know, a test.” Jenna smiled nervously
and looked over her shoulder. My eyes go wide as she said those words.
“You really think that.. I-I’m p-” I cut myself off with the sudden
realization that comes to mind.
—————– Okay, I’m going to make
a part two of this and I’m really sorry but I just want to get something up and
so I decided to just make a really long part two. So, I have been working on
this other writing and wanted to give you a little peek of what’s to come.
Breathing was getting harder and harder as time
passes by for Tyler. He knew he had to tell Josh. He knew that it was going to
break him. He knew that he didn’t have long. But, one thing he didn’t know, was
how Josh was going to act. Tyler was scared, fiddling with his thumbs while
looking at the rain that was pouring outside, setting the scene. As if the
weather was planned for this exact moment.
He was going to tell Josh, it was
only a matter of time. Josh was like a metaphoric angel to Tyler. Josh was the
only thing that Tyler truly loved and Josh returned that back to Tyler.
They loved each other and that’s all that mattered. Not all people would agree
with them being together but they kept quite because even they could tell how
in love they were.
For awhile it was amazing, some may say it was too good to
be true, and it was. Sadly, it was. For what once was peaceful and loving would
soon be shattered by the thing that had no cure. Just because it had no cure
does not mean that there was no hope. Even Tyler himself had hope, him being
the one the who was most effected.
Yes it’s a Joshler writing. That was just a little taste.
Description: Camila can’t sleep. One name keeps her awake every night for months. It even did before she left Fifth Harmony. But, if before this name was a nice distraction to her insomnia, now it’s drowning her soul in a nice bath at 12 am. The young woman knows there’s only one way to soothe her pain. So she takes her phone and dials a number she learned by heart: Lauren’s.