my ambers

Allow me to preface this by saying I do not get angry easily.

I don’t care if people dislike kpop artists, I care that they disrespect them.

These boys and girls have gone through more crap to get to where they are, and have put up with so much. If anything, even if you don’t like them, you will respect them.

Allow me to just point to one example, that of Min Yoongi. (There are many I can pull out of my hat. Amber, Jackson, Namjoon, most of EXO, I could go on. But Yoongi’s story is one of my favorites.)

His parents didn’t approve of his dream to become an musician, and if you don’t know about Asian culture, parental approval is a huge thing. They burned his music, and wouldn’t pay for his lessons.

Min Yoongi worked part time jobs delivering so he could get music lessons. He injured his shoulder in the process, and heaven only knows how his parents reacted.

Oh, he has depression and social anxiety as well. His parents took him to a psychiatrist and then told him they didn’t know who he was anymore. He didn’t even know who he was. He hid himself away to make his family happy and tried to do what they wanted, but he was dying on the inside. He would hide in the bathroom and cry.

Did this stop when he became a trainee? No. His depression and social anxiety were still there, and his parents still didn’t approve. He doesn’t speak a lot on what happened during the trainee days, but there were a lot of people that said he wouldn’t make it, and a lot of people that betrayed him.

Min Yoongi went through hell.

Min Yoongi had no one that believed in him.

Min Yoongi started out rapping in front of two people.

Min Yoongi is a person just like us.

Min Yoongi made his dream a reality.

Min Yoongi may not have changed the whole world, but he has changed mine and so many other’s.

And dammit you will respect him for that.

They’re not “pretty boys” or “hot girls.” They’re human beings. They’re people just like us that had the strength to fight for what they wanted. To go through hell and unimaginable pain for what they wanted. People that teach others to believe in themselves, and remind us that the world isn’t all bad.

They have changed my life.

They have saved my life.

They have been there for me when no one else was.

Just because you can’t look past language barrier or the fact that they’re all in a group, you disrespect them? You don’t understand why we love them so much?

Learn to listen to the music with your heart instead of your ears, and then maybe you’ll understand.

I’m slowly getting annoyed with the people constantly screaming that amber shouldn’t leave sm because they’re afraid of f(x) disbanding. Of course no one wants them to disband but this situation really seems to affect her, her career and her mental health. I understand that f(x) means a lot to a lot of fans and that this whole situation sucks but what matters the most is that she’s going to be ok!! If she’s going to leave sm than that’s her decision and probably what she thinks is best for her. And I will support her no matter the outcome of this.

I fell in love with @skiretehfox’s LiS sibling AU and though they said Rachel didn’t have any siblings I couldn’t stop myself from sketching a possible little sister for her.

So here’s Teddie, Rachel’s baby sis. She’s a big dork but tries to look intimidating. She’s pretty smart so she skipped a few years in school and got into Blackwell early - when she and Warren met, they immediately bonded over having had such an experience, as well as their love for science, and eventually became best friends. When they were kids, Rachel and Teddie were close, though they drifted apart as they grew up. They got closer again about two years ago when Teddie came out as trans, since their parents didn’t quite show support in regards to Teddie’s identity (and still don’t much), so Rachel had to turn back into the protective and supportive older sister she was when they were younger.

f(x) Masterpost

In light of Amber’s recent Instagram posts [x,x] I have decided to make a masterpost of all of the MVs that Amber and her fellow f(x) members have been in to show my support for Amber and f(x). Please continue to love and support Amber and f(x) however you can. Also if I have left anything out please feel free to add it on the end.

Amber Solo MVs
AMBER 엠버 Need To Feel Needed Video Clip (May 24, 2016)
[STATION] AMBER 엠버 Borders Music Video (March 24, 2016)
AMBER ‘Beautiful’ Special Video (Sep 17, 2015)
AMBER 엠버 Beautiful Lyric Video (Feb 9, 2015)

Luna Solo MV
LUNA 루나 Free Somebody Music Video (May 30, 2016)

f(x) members collaborations in MVs
[MV] 루나, 하니, 솔라 Luna, Hani, Solar - HONEY BEE ( 박근태 Keun Tae Park) (Jan 18, 2017)
[STATION] 신용재X루나 그대라서 (It’s You) Music Video (Dec 15, 2016)
[STATION] AMBER X LUNA Heartbeat (Feat. Ferry Corsten, Kago Pengchi) Music Video (Oct 1, 2016)
KSUKE x AMBER from f(x) - BREATHE AGAIN (Sep 8, 2016)
[STATION] R3hab X f(AMBER+LUNA) Wave Music Video (May 5, 2016)
AMBER 엠버 On My Own (Feat.Gen Neo) Music Video (May 17, 2016)
AMBER 엠버 On My Own (Feat.Gen Neo) (Korean ver.) Music Video (May 17, 2016)
지코 (ZICO) - 사랑이었다 (Feat. LUNA of f(x)) MV (Jan 24, 2016)
AMBER 엠버 SHAKE THAT BRASS (Feat. 태연 (소녀시대)) Music Video (Feb 12, 2015)
S.M. THE BALLAD Vol.2 (에스엠 더 발라드) BREATH_Music Video (JPN ver.) (Feb 12, 2014)
Henry 헨리 1-4-3 (I Love You) (feat. f(Amber)) Music Video (Aug 21, 2013)
Henry & Amber HAPPY HOLIDAYS Video Clip (Dec 23, 2011)

f(x) MVs
[STATION] 에프엑스 All Mine Music Video (Jul 21, 2016)
에프엑스 4 Walls Music Video (Oct 26, 2015)
에프엑스 Red Light Music Video (Jul 2, 2014)
에프엑스_첫 사랑니 (Rum Pum Pum Pum) Music Video (Jul 24, 2013)
에프엑스 Electric Shock Music Video (Jun 11, 2012)
에프엑스 LA chA TA(라차타) MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 6, 2011)
에프엑스 Chocolate Love MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 6, 2011)
에프엑스 NU ABO(NU 예삐오) MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 5, 2011)
에프엑스 Chu~♡ MUSIC VIDEO (Jul 5, 2011)
에프엑스 HOT SUMMER MUSIC VIDEO (Jun 17, 2011)
에프엑스 Danger(피노키오) MUSIC VIDEO (May 30, 2011)
에프엑스 피노키오 (Danger) MUSIC VIDEO (Apr 18, 2011)
에프엑스 f(x) NU ABO(NU 예삐오) Music Video (May 4, 2010)  
에프엑스 f(x) Chu~♡(츄~♡) Music Video (Nov 5, 2009)
에프엑스 f(x) LA chA TA(라차타) Music Video (Sep 2, 2009)


Hi, my names Amber (they/them)| 17 | INFP | Sagittarius | Hufflepuff |

I’m looking for friends but maybe more if we get along well.

I like a lot of stuff but here’s somethings; Reading, Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Steven Universe, The Flash, Sense8, Yuri!!! On Ice, Voltron: LD, Rock and Riot, Cornerwitches, Colorless, Space, Mythology, Tumblr, Astrology and random history facts.

My music taste is a mess (like my life *finger guns*) but I’m open to giving and taking suggestions!

Animals > humans so if you like/have an animal you’re already kinda cool.

If you need to rant or just someone to listen message me as well :) Thanks for reading if you did!

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my words to Amber Liu

I know this isn’t going to reach Amber, but for the fellow MEU’s, there are my emotions and thoughts about what’s happening with Amber.

Amber just updated her instagram again, sayign she’s been pretty much doing everything herself, this shows how hard she works.

In my eyes, SM doesn’t respect her or doesn’t even protect her at all. She’s such a hard worker and has done so much for everyone. Amber has lots of friends, she’s really good at making friends but I think everything’s getting too much for her.

Amber has her own battles she has to fight, and us MEU’s should to everything to support her. She’s such a wonderful artist and we should all be so lucky to be a proud MEU.

I’m just really worried about Amber at the moment, I want her to rest well, eat healthy and sleep lots. I want her to take her time with everything and we, MEU’s, should support her. Even though, many of us want an f(x) comeback, we’ll have to wait because what’s more important right now is Amber.

I don’t want f(x) to have a comeback with an unhappy member. She deserves everything to be happy. She didn’t come from the US for nothing, she worked so hard to even audition. Her dad wanted her to get straight A’s before she could go audition, I’m sorry but how hard would that be? How long would she have stayed up to audition?

As an artist, you’d want the best for your members, as fans, you want the best for your idol(s). So, right now, we should support her, stream f(x) MV’s and Amber’s MV’s, we should love her with everything.

MEU’s, let’s show her how much she means to us.

Stay strong Amber, we love you

lots of love

 Part 2/3. Hello fans! Here is the continuation of my last date post, there’s one more after this, so buckle up guys, this is gonna be a wild ride ;)

Carter(thinking) Uh oh, this sounds serious, why is she looking at me like that?

Amber: Do you…

Amber: like sushi?

*Carter just stares, not quite grasping the question, but when he gets is, he bursts out laughing and he can’t remember the last time he felt this happy*

Amber: HA your face was so worried looking, but really I’m curious, do you?

Carter: Oh no, I hate it, it has no flavor, like at all.

Amber: My thoughts exactly.

*Amber still has that incredible, beautiful smile on her face that seems to be brighter than the sun, everything Carter has ever thought he knew about love is gone. Amber, just by being who she really is, has seemed to unlock a chain around his heart that has been there for years, he’s never felt this way about anyone.*

Amber: Carter, who is Jenna?

Carter(thinking) WHAT DID SHE SAY??!

Carter: H-how do you know about that?!

Amber: Simon told me, I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you, when that happened, you could have called me ya know

Carter: What else did he tell you?!

Amber: Nothing else, god Carter, why do you act so weird when I talk about Simon?

Carter: Its….its just… I didn’t think he would tell anyone about that

Carter(thinking) how could he tell ANYONE about that?! He knows how much that hurt me, humiliated me…

Amber: Hey, its ok, I’m sorry I brought it up.

Carter: No, don’t be sorry, I overreacted.

*Amber’s hands cup, Carter’s sad face, without saying a word, she tells him she doesn’t care about his past or his mistakes, she just cares about him.  As Amber kisses him, Carter can’t seem to think straight, he feels as though his heart might explode*

Amber: I think I’m in love with you Carter McMorris.

Carter: I’m in love with you too, my beautiful rose.

*Amber blushes, her face almost as red as her hair*

Amber: I’m gonna, uh *ahem* go get some…water , don’t go anywhere *wink*

Carter: I’m not leaving this bench until you tell me to

*Amber smiles and gets up, Carter still can’t take his eyes from her, until he hears a voice that nearly makes him jump out of his seat*

Simon: She’s really falling for you now isn’t she?

O   M   G  ヽ((◎д◎ ))ゝ How? What is he going to say? Is he going to ruin everything for Carter? Or is he going to let it go for Amber’s sake? I don’t know guys, this is scary. be good noodles and wait to see what happens next, in the meantime, go read and like my other posts! They’re just as interesting with some humor thrown in too ;D