my English is terrible sorry


okay this is my two cents about isak’s locker.

1) he has so much to tell that he can’t hold on literally but still pushes all his feelings away and doesn’t allow to himself feel something. he just wants to escape from it.
2) maybe now he’s ready to tell what is in his mind but he had to denied himself for so long and now he don’t even know how to open himself to other people.
3) so there is even and he’s ready to help him, he literally helps him to open himself up but isak still doesn’t ready.
4) isak goes through hard times and he really needs a person to talk to but he’s too afraid of judgment and he still needs some time.
5) he talked with jonas and now he doesn’t need to keep his feelings inside of him. he has at least the one supportive friend who is always be here for him. he doesn’t need to hide anything. but this feeling is still new and he didn’t get used to it yet.
6) he not only accepts himself but also he was able to be strong for the boy who he loves so he never was so open to himself and to others like at this moment. he feels alive. 

I did this painting a few years ago at school, in fact its the first oilpainting I ever did. With this painting I won a competition in our country, and got the possibility to expose a few of my paintings in an art gallery this year.                                                                                                                       The reference photo I found it on we<3it. Oil on canvas; 70x50cm.

the first time sana opens herself up to even it’s late at night and she has been crying for longer than she’d like to admit. she’s had the most awful day and nothing was able to cheer her up, the girls asked if something was wrong because they knew sana was not ok, but she just didn’t feel confortable talking about that with any of them, she never feels like she can talk about her feelings with someone, she has to be strong, has to be tough.

 but tonight sana feels more hopelless than she has felt for a while. even just texted her, with one of his ridiculous memes that he’s always sending everyone and she will never admit that some of them are actually funny. they’ve been best friends for a while now, it’s being so amazing hanging out with even and isak, sana has seen even at his best, but also at some pretty bad moments. she’s always trying to help both even and isak, always trying to be there for them. 

the only thing even did was ask if she was ok, just a simple question and sana doesn’t know why but she has to talk with someone and, for some reason, she feels like she can talk to even about everything so she just started telling him. she tells him about how she feels afraid but will never let it show, how she always feels like an outsider in the country that’s supposed to be her home, how she is always trying to prove herself, prove she’s strong, prove she knows how to deal with everything, prove she does not care about the looks she receives from people on the street, how she’s tired of pretending everything is fine when she actually has a lot of struggles. sana just tells even about everything and when she finishes it, it’s like she can finally breath pure air, like a huge and heavy stone was lifted from her back, and as she awaits for an answer she doesn’t allow herself to feel regret. so even responds. and sana is crying harder now. she’s crying because even is telling her things she didn’t expect to hear from anyone. “You don’t have to be strong all the time” he says, “You are allowed to be weak and you don’t have to hide it. You are allowed to be human.” and sana cries because deeply in herself she knows all that, but no one ever said this to her. “You are the smartest, greatest, strongest girl I’ve ever met and I’m so sorry that you feel like this” even’s words are sweet, sana thinks he’s the sweetest. “I know what it’s like to be in a stereotype, but I’m not gonna pretend I know what you go through, because I don’t.” and then she cries even harder: “But I know what it’s like to feel alone, to feel like you have to deal with everything by yourself because it is your own problem and your own battle, but let me tell you something: you are not alone, Sana. Me and Isak and the girls and all your friends, we care so much about you, we just want to see you happy. And we are here for you, we are by your side, supporting you. Always. You’re only a human ok? And you are never alone. Please, don’t forget that.” and sana is still crying but she feels so much better. you’re not alone. she thinks about even’s words and how nice he is and she feels so much better now. things aren’t always gonna be ok, but she’s not alone –she repeats to herself– she is not alone.

anonymous asked:

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Hi! Thank you so much, I’m happy to hear that. Here is a big list of things you might find helpful:

note-taking programs:

organisation/calendar programs:

productivity programs:

chrome extensions:


Hope this helps x

Lying From You - Stuart Twombly

Author: @mf-despair-queen

Characters: Stuart Twombly/Reader

Word Count: 4,212

Warnings: NSFW, 18+, Oral (female receiving), Public Sex, Car Sex, Mentions of Alcohol

Notes: This was actually a request >.> I hope ya’ll like it.

Request: Hi i was just wondering if you maybe could do imagine with stuart where him and reader are working in the google together and they had friends with benefits and reader got pregnant including smut sorry if this is too much and also sorry for my terrible english anyway thank you. :-)

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Ok… Here I go with some silly Servamp AU:
- Bones AU: “ Sleepy Ash, ex sniper known by the code name of Sloth, is the laziest and uncooperative FBI Special Agent who has ever existed and risks dismissal if he won’t be able to resolve at least ten cases until the end of the year. He is barely interested in keeping the job anyway, but his brother Lily disagrees with his decision worried about his future. That’s why he decide to submit one of the case to Shirota Mahiru, a forensic anthropologist who leads a team of researchers in Alicein Institute Medico-Legal Lab, well known for his interest in helping others. Due to the resolution of the case, the two end up in a strong relationship, while Mahiru will give his own self in order to change Kuro’s attitude and help him overcome his despicable and sad past, Ash will try everything in order to protect him and, at the same time, not to fall in love with his first partner. ”

- Reverse AU: “ Sleepy Ash is a normal teenager and loves spending his time playing video games and eating junk food. Everything, unfortunately, changes when he find out that the little black cat he adopted when he was just ten years old, is actually a Vampire. Mahiru, that’s how he called the cat, in fact, is the first Servamp ever created, known as the Commandment of Selflessness, and is actually searching for his eight brothers in order to stop Sakuya, known as the Commandment of Truth, from killing people and starting a war. Despite both of them desire not to involve the human, Kuro, that’s how Mahiru calls him, unavoidably ends up stipulate a contract with the Servamp and help him overcome all his fears and lies, in order to thank him from saving him from his own sins and loneliness. ”

- Roaring 20’s AU: “ While he is coming back home from another hard session of medicine lessons at university, Mahiru Shirota find an injured guy along the streets, who refuses to tell him his name constricting him to call him Kuro, and decides to take him home in order to treat his wounds. The day after, talking with his friend Sakuya, a police officer, he finds out that the guy is actually one of the seven members of the most feared Mafia Family which controls the town, known as Servamp, and that he is known as Sleepy Ash of Sloth, due to his ability to kill people and make them look as they are simply sleeping. Unfortunately, another Mafia Family, ruled by Kuro’s unknown step brother, who calls himself Who Is Coming, aims to control the city and avenge his father, killed by Sleepy Ash several years ago. That’s why Mahiru, targeted by a group of assassins, ends up working for the Servamp’s as family doctor, in order to keep his life safe and take care of Kuro. ”

- Hogwarts AU: “ Mahiru Shirota is a third year Muggle-born student in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, whose parents have been killed by a dark wizard cause of their blood status, and spend his days quietly with his friends Sakuya, Koyuki and Ryusei and his black cat Kuro, which he found the year before sleeping along the corridor and decided to keep him. During their trip to the school, they end up sharing a compartment with a sleepy and mysterious Slytherin student, whose baggage are signed with the name of Sleepy Ash, and Sakuya reveals Mahiru that he is part of one of the most powerful pure blood family in England. The Dementors suddenly attack the Hogwarts Express and Sleepy Ash is constricted to wake up and cast a Patronus Charm in order to save Mahiru’s life, before disappearing in the chaos generated. Unhappy of not being able to follow his friends during their trip in the village of Hogsmead, cause of the absence of his uncle’s written consent, Sakuya gives Mahiru the Servamp Map in order to find a way out of the castle. That same day the Servamp Map, a magical document written by seven anonymous people who referred to themselves as one of the Seven Deadly Sins, reveals Mahiru the presence of a known feared muggle murder around the school. ”

So most of the fans of BATIM have had a crush on this little bastard, of course, me too. And why not? I mean, look at him! He is an angel and has been suffered very much, he changes but remains the same within (even if he can not admit it).

Miss @ the-vampire-inside of me happy birthday. I did it as if he were chillin because he deserved. I would love to see more about him, his everyday life, his house, his hobbits, everithing!

P.D. Sorry for my terrible english 

 Man and the Sea

Free man, you will always cherish the sea!
The sea is your mirror; you contemplate your soul
In the infinite unrolling of its billows;
Your mind is an abyss that is no less bitter.

You like to plunge into the bosom of your image;
You embrace it with eyes and arms, and your heart
Is distracted at times from its own clamoring
By the sound of this plaint, wild and untamable.

Both of you are gloomy and reticent:
Man, no one has sounded the depths of your being;
O Sea, no person knows your most hidden riches,
So zealously do you keep your secrets!

Yet for countless ages you have fought each other
Without pity, without remorse,
So fiercely do you love carnage and death,
O eternal fighters, implacable brothers! 

Charles Baudelaire

One thing (among many) I love about One Piece is how different and interesting most antagonists are. They have deep and rich personalities, sometimes a cool backstory too, great strength, funny laughters (!), great character designs, etc. But there’s one antagonist we scarcely talk about, and in my (humble) opinion it counts as one of the most - if not THE most - important of them all : the Sea.

If you think about it, One Piece is all about crossing the most unpredictable and dangerous oceans in the world to find a treasure. No Sea, no pirates. No pirates, no One Piece. No One Piece, no fun. Isn’t sailing the perilous Grand Line the first real (and expected) challenge to take up in order to become the Pirate King?

The Sea is the first antagonist Luffy ever met. Shanks used to make fun of him as a child for not being able to swim! Then Luffy became a rubberman, thus making the Sea a mortal enemy. Poor boy doesn’t even know how to navigate on his own! With Nami’s help, he could make it so far to the New World with everyone safe, but how many times have they thought they were gonna die in a storm, swallowed by the Sea’s watery mouth, how often have they feared she would steal them all, take them in her furious arms, bring them against her abyssal womb and cradle them goodbye? How many sea creatures have they faced? How many terribly dangerous phenomenons have they witnessed when the Sea got so angry and violent?

“Wild and untamable" The Sea’s unpredictable, destructive, hazardous. The Sea doesn’t care which side you’re in, won’t consider your position, age, rank, sex, family or friends. Not matter how strong you are, if you ate a Devil’s Fruit or can use haki, the Sea does what she wants. The Sea is brutal yet fascinating and mysterious, moody, bitter and cold as death but also full of life; she’s a restless graveyard (Merry *sobs*), infinitely beautiful, forever untamed, eternally FREE.
Luffy once stated: ”I don’t want to conquer anything. I just think the guy with the most freedom in this whole ocean is the Pirate King!“. I also see it that way: you only get freedom if you can, somehow, understand the Sea. Make it your friend, your ally, your family. Sail with it, not against it. Learn to respect it.

O eternal fighters, implacable brothers!“ Because the Sea isn’t just one antagonist. It’s also the path to everyone’s dreams, the salty string that brought the Strawhats together, their everyday home. It’s the nest of the world! Just like our Blue Planet… just look at the maps to see how vast the Sea is in the OP universe. Even the Wold Government’s flag depicts it: the four dots don’t symbolize different countries or organizations, but the four Oceans: North Blue, South Blue, East Blue and West Blue. And we’re not even talking about All Blue! We’re all children of the Sea… as stated by Whitebeard. The Sea carries everyone’s hopes and dreams, but she can also crush them all in a heartbeat.

"The sea is your mirror; you contemplate your soul" And eventually… the Sea’ll be there at the end of the Strawhats’s journey. She’ll be the last obstacle to the One Piece, I’m sure of it. And once Luffy finds it, once he reaches his dream and gets the Great Treasure, he’ll finally be… as free as the Sea itself. Her equal, her brother.

Free man, you will always cherish the Sea.

Did this took more time than necessary? .. Maybe.
Do I hate the lines? .. it’s possible.
Is Jonas touching Mitch’s but?.. fuck yes!..
Do I regret staying awake til around 3 AM drawing Fan Art? … Not even a little~.

Mitch & Joey ( ❤ ) belong to @smokeplanet (Mars) !. They are the protagonists of Long Exposure Comic, please go and read it, you won’t regret it !.

Pd. My English is terrible :’) sorry about that!.