This past weekend was pretty magical for me; I got to spend it with my best friend @chatoyantquill and then my party swept the Virginia state elections. So I guess the first weekend in November is now my favorite weekend. Day 8 of the November challenge by @journaling-junkie
Tomorrow 6/8 is my birthday. I’m working all day but going out all weekend. And if I get any shit about being “too old” and writing on tumblr, just remember, Jared will be 35 in July. You wouldn’t tell him he was too old to act, would you?
Would y’all get mad at me if I’m unable to do the g/t Halloween collage? I bit a lot more than I can chew, my schedule is filled up a lot. I now work mondays, wednesdays, and fridays 8:45-5 and I’m at school Tuesday’s and Thursday’s from 8-5:30. My weekends are now my rest days but in between I’m packing because I move to my apartment December 9th.
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry I couldn’t draw the collage. But I’m so happy that the event still happened and there were so many beautiful people with wonderful costumes. If you’re mad at me, I really am sorry. I can’t even get time to draw and when I do, I blank out.
Thank you for everyone that participated and just know this was supposed to be a fun and community gathering.
I’m so sorry. I need to make sure I have time for my self now 😞
nickname: valid gender: nonbinary genderfluid star sign: Sagittarius height: 5′2 sexuality: pan-tasticly pansexual hogwarts house: uuummm i think griffen? or was it the raven one? I’m sadly not into Harry potter but my bud is so she’s made me do that test i just don’t recall the actual house tho :’U favorite animal: PIGS I LOVE PIGS I have a cat and a rabbit n guinea pig average hours spent sleeping: varies 5-6 on work days and 8-10 on days i die on my bed aka weekends. dogs or cats: I have a cat but i love both number of blankets I sleep with: I love sleeping with a ton of em. I love having the AC on high in the summer just to sleep with a ton of blankets dream trip: Mexico? tbh idk never really had much of a dream traveling considering i can’t travel cuz im undocumented. dream job: game dev. or concept artist number of followers: 400ish last i checked?
Here’s a treat for everyone; the Christmas card Monpian gave me along with some lovely teas and a bottle of chocolate Bailey’s!
Had a fantastic weekend with @notllorstel, @monpian, @strampunch, and Lily! Could not have wished for a better Christmas weekend before my massive 8-day work string! Thanks so much for the good times and wonderful gifts, guys!
Work calls here, but I’ve got two updates ready to go during the 8 day stint for Seems Very Interesting. Look forward to it!
Exactly four days after my birthday, a weekend we had spent together in a beautiful hotel suite, I began to pull away. I put distance between us because I did not have the magical bifocals needed to see into the future, let alone decipher the cloudy present. We had been “dating” since September 19th of that year. For about 3 months we were inseparable. However, we had no clue what we were, or where this was going. I couldn’t take any more. I needed answers to questions I was too afraid to ask.
So after my birthday, I became noticeably stand offish ( *in Jazz’s voice* all apart my plan). You met me that freezing night, on the 8th day of December, in the parking lot of Meijer. I was so nervous I could barely speak as I fought back tears. It was time for me to tell you exactly how I felt. Consequences unknown, but I couldn’t continue to walk around guessing. Did you want me the way I wanted you? Were our intentions the same? And if not, was I really ready, and strong enough to cut all ties and walk away? Because that was my plan.
The truth came out. To you I confessed the feelings that I had been desperately fighting to supress for the past two (or three) years. Said that if we were only going to continue be friends, then I wasn’t down. You held my frozen fingers and kissed my face. You were in. In it for me, and in it for us. For it was revealed we had wanted the same things, though fear and hesitation silenced the both of us.
We sealed the deal with kisses, and a quote from the movie Casper.
Here we are, one year later. Still laughing, loving. Crying and cracking jokes. Standing together, reminiscing and counting our blessings. Making plans for the future. OUR future. Forever grateful to the friendship that has brought us here this far.