mv: by now

so like this election is legit insane but if you’ll do nothing else please register to vote and fucking actually vote? and like, hillary is objectively bad but do nOT vote trump LIKE DO NOT VOTE FOR HIM you know why you shouldn’t just fucking don’t


When I made taichi and chihaya’s video recently , I had mixed feeling for it.

Actually,I deeply felt that it is such a sorrow and  painful love relationship… 


song: by now-marianas trench


By Now To One Love

So I just though of something. Astoria is kind of like a continuation of Ever After. Like, if we were thinking of albums as novels, Astoria would be the sequel to Ever After. I was thinking about the music videos, By Now and One Love. With the exception of Pop 101 and Here’s To The Zeroes, their music video jumps from Josh dying in the desert, to drowning in a flooded house. I don’t know if that’s sort like a big metaphor like “our love has dried up and died but I’m drowning in the pain.” Maybe I’m over thinking this, but I thought that was a cool little thing to point out. 

I used to be somebody else
Until her.
Everything changed.
Whatever she wanted, I wanted.
And nothing else mattered.
Because we were in love.

How long had we been spinning out of control?
You lose yourself to sex and money.
You lose yourself to a dream.
And then one day you cant tell where the dream ends
And real life begins.
But either way you know,
It’s going to end.

when your eyes see something
that your heart cant explain
your mind makes up a new history
to make sense of it all.
You make a new story.
one with a fairytale ending that you deserve.
You sit back,
and you say to yourself:
“Once upon a time,
I awoke.
In a strange place.”


By Now

Marianas Trench