must he ruin me

heavensson  asked:

"You're disgusting," he mutters, eyes narrowed into slits as he presses the smouldering end of his cigarette between the other's pale shoulder blades.

         He makes a noise cross between a whine and a cry as the small flame presses against sensitive skin in a place he knows he can’t reach, unprotected, soft and he jolts in place, but knows better than to try and move. Part way he’s muffled as he bites down upon lip as he hears himself, body tensing, but still reacting. Saving grace being that he was on his chest less he reactions be more visible – or would the humiliation of that be just as exciting as this?

         It hurts the longer it’s there, body trembles with both fear and desire, and exasperated face is hot and flushed against the cold floor, breathing heavy as he tries not to laugh. He’s smiling between winces, it’s painful and even as he pants he can’t help the soft chuckle at the other’s words.

         yes… yes, I am,” he whispers, the pain gone just as quickly as it appeared and the rush was dissipating. Would it be wrong to ask for another? Hands opened, stretched and clenched repeatedly, waiting – excited – how right the man was, more than he knew.  

                          “I am absolutely filthy.”

Berserk {Sentence Starters}
  • "I rather enjoy settling things by force."
  • "Whether it’s good or bad, it’s so unfortunate to wake up during a dream."
  • "I've had enough of this bullshit. You make me SICK!"
  • "I'd rather fight for my life than live it."
  • "Do whatever you want, now. But if you disturb me, I'll kill you."
  • "Shut up! It's because I'm excited, that's all."
  • "For me to call a man my friend, he must be equal to me in all respects."
  • "If you ruin that, I will never forgive you! Do you hear me?"
  • "Will you always be left doubting me when I lay down my life for you?"
  • "In the end, the winner is still the last man standing."
  • "Why you? Why did he choose you of all people? Why you?"
  • "Even if we painstakingly piece together something lost, it doesn't mean things will ever go back to how they were."
  • "I don't want to die; for me, that is the only reason I keep fighting."
  • "Please stop shaking me. It really isn't helping the pain."
  • "I don't have time for miracles. They make me puke."
  • "Are you sure you should drink in your condition?"
  • "You only think about yourself! You don't give a damn whether or not I'm around, do you?!"
  • "Do whatever the hell you want, don't look back!"
  • "You know, I had a feeling it would turn out like this. That something like this might happen."
  • "Is this real, or am I having nightmares?"