must he ruin me

Berserk {Sentence Starters}
  • "I rather enjoy settling things by force."
  • "Whether it’s good or bad, it’s so unfortunate to wake up during a dream."
  • "I've had enough of this bullshit. You make me SICK!"
  • "I'd rather fight for my life than live it."
  • "Do whatever you want, now. But if you disturb me, I'll kill you."
  • "Shut up! It's because I'm excited, that's all."
  • "For me to call a man my friend, he must be equal to me in all respects."
  • "If you ruin that, I will never forgive you! Do you hear me?"
  • "Will you always be left doubting me when I lay down my life for you?"
  • "In the end, the winner is still the last man standing."
  • "Why you? Why did he choose you of all people? Why you?"
  • "Even if we painstakingly piece together something lost, it doesn't mean things will ever go back to how they were."
  • "I don't want to die; for me, that is the only reason I keep fighting."
  • "Please stop shaking me. It really isn't helping the pain."
  • "I don't have time for miracles. They make me puke."
  • "Are you sure you should drink in your condition?"
  • "You only think about yourself! You don't give a damn whether or not I'm around, do you?!"
  • "Do whatever the hell you want, don't look back!"
  • "You know, I had a feeling it would turn out like this. That something like this might happen."
  • "Is this real, or am I having nightmares?"
“This Is Why Dork!...”

Requested by an anon. Here’s to you babe! Happy New Year everyone!

Originally posted by mykeem

Let’s get one thing straight. It’s not that you didn’t like Sunghwa, it’s just you’ve never clicked. You know? You just had that mutual friend, that friend being Jay Park. You somehow met Jay in a club. You were just a normal person. And somehow Jay came across you. After three failed attempts of flirting with you, he gave up and just offered to be friends. You enjoyed that idea more than dating him. I mean come on, he’s a hoe. (a sexy hoe) 

You would hang out with Jay more and more. He even brought you to AOMG where you met his crew. You got along with everyone. Since you were very kind they all became your friends rather quickly. Well, almost all of them. There’s was one that you just didn’t click to. That one being, the beautiful heartthrob himself, Lee Sunghwa or Gray as the world called him. You just didn’t care for him like you care for everyone else. And he knew it too but didn’t question it. He would give you these looks. Looks that you couldn’t explain. You couldn’t tell if he was giving you a look of disgust or if it was a look of shade. You could never tell with this one, and you of course didn’t like that. 

You’ve even caught him saying stuff about you. Such as “I don’t know why she’s so special.” or “She’s genetic.” Genetic? You? Really? But of course you’ve thrown your shade towards him as well. You weren’t going to let him just call you genetic behind your back like that. You threw your shade in his face. You were hanging out with Loco and Simon, Sunghwa was just on his phone next to Hyukwoo. You could barely focus on your conversation because Sunghwa was mumbling stuff but you seemed to be the only one hearing it. “Y/N!” You slightly shook and looked at Hyukwoo. “What?” “See! She can’t even pay attention.” Sunghwa said. “At least I don’t use my visuals for attention!” You shot back. “DAMN!” Kiseok shouted. “Excuse me?” Sunghwa said. “You heard me! I’m not genetic either. I’m as different as they come. People only know you for producing. Do you call yourself a singer and rapper? Because mostly everyone sees you as Jay’s bitch.” You fired. “Y/N, that’s enough!” Simon yelled at you. You scoffed and walked out of the room. 

It’s been about a month since you’ve seen Sunghwa and you thought it was for the best. You kinda felt bad for what you said. You really didn’t mean it. Jay invited you out to the club. You thought you should at least give a half ass apology for what you said. You put on a short and tight red dress. You slipped on some heels and made your way to the club. When you got there they were already inside. You made your way the VIP area and saw all of them. You looked at Sunghwa and he looked away. You knew it would be a long night. Everything would be good for a minute then it would be silent. Good then silent. It was like a cycle going over and over again. Until no one was left in the VIP area but you and Sunghwa. He was only sitting a few seats away from you. Before you could open your mouth to apologize your favorite song came on. Your face lit up in excitement. But you needed a partner, usually Jay dancing with you but he was with some other girl. You looked at Sunghwa who was looking down at his phone. “Yah! I need a partner. Dance with me.” You demanded not taking no for an answer. You have always been this bold when it came to your love life. It’s why you’re single. (sorry. not sorry) He sighed and stood up. You grabbed his hand and led him to the dance floor. 

When you reached the dance floor and looked at Sunghwa. Your world stop. You saw a different person, you were still looking at Sunghwa but he somehow changed you thought. Then you noticed it. He was smiling. You had to admit the man has a beautiful smile. You began to dance with him, a smile being dragged across your face. The song changed into a slow song. Everyone around you two were dancing but they were slow dancing. You’ve never danced like that before. You felt Sunghwa’s hand on yours. “Wanna try it?” He asked. You only nodded. He pulled you close to him and lead the dance teaching you each and every step. You couldn’t stop looking in those eyes of his. They were so beautiful, you got a little lost in them. The song was about to end so he went for it. He moved in close and kissed you. You loved the feeling of his lips on yours. He pulled away and stared into your eyes. 

“You kissed back? You must like me too. Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked basically ruining the moment. “This is why dork! But yes I like you Sunghwa. Don’t tell the guys I said that.” “Oh trust me. We got it all on tape. Even the dance.” You heard Jay’s voice. You turned around and saw him recording you. “JAY!” You and Sunghwa both shouted. “Oh shit!” Jay yelled before running. Let’s just say you chased him down and made him delete the video. But what the two of you didn’t know was, Jay wasn’t the only one recording. 

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anonymous asked:

#96 with Tony Stark x reader. She is a chatterbox when she gets nervous but didn't think he ever paid attention to her till he brought her her favorite ice cream after a bad day.

Prompt:  “It was your favourite, and he knew.”

A/N: Thank you for your request :)

Originally posted by iwantcupcakes

Originally posted by chanel-n-vuitton


Being in love with your boss wasn’t the best situation to get yourself into, especially if your boss was the famous Tony Stark. I knew I had no chance with him but that didn’t stop me from falling head over heels in love with him. It wasn’t the easiest thing, but I tried not to let my feelings intervene with my job.

“Y/n, can you come down here for a minute?” I heard Tony yell from his lab  

“Coming” I replied and made my way there. “Wait, I don’t have to fix any wires in you again, right?” I asked.

“No, don’t worry” he said chuckling “Actually I wanted to ask you something”

“Okay…” I said not sure where this was going.

“So, tomorrow I have to go to a Gala and it’s going to be boring as hell, so I thought it would be nice to have someone with me” he started

“I can find you a date, even though I don’t think you’re going to have any kind of problem finding one” I said

“That’s not what I meant… I want you to be my date, not find me one” he explained. I stared at him shocked.

“Y-your date? But I’m your assistant, isn’t it unprofessional? And even if it wasn’t I have to through some very important files… Plus, I don’t have anything to wear. Not that I don’t want to come but why me? I mean, you can just ask literally any girl you find and she’ll say yes” I started bubbling. It was a bad habit of mine, bubbling when I was nervous and I was nervous most of the time I spent with him.

“Slow down” he told me “I don’t think it is unprofessional, but it doesn’t really matter. I knew you’d be busy so I gave you a day off. As for the dress I’ve already bought you one, I think the size will be okay. And I want someone to talk to, not another girl who wants my money… So what do you say?”

“Okay, I guess…” I replied trying to hide my blush

“Great! Be ready at 7” he said. I heard a phone ring.

“I’m sorry but I have to pick this up” I said and ran upstairs. When I arrived in my room I saw a long red dress left in my bed with a small note. It read “Hope you like it -T” in Tony’s handwriting. I knew I was acting like a schoolgirl with a crush but I was so anxious about our whatever-that-was, I mean you wouldn’t call it a date, right?


When I got ready I went to find Tony. He was on the couch waiting for me.

“Well I must say I have a great taste, that dress looks perfect on you” he said when his eyes first landed on me.

“Thank you” I replied trying to hide my blush. When we entered the room everyone was staring at us and I felt a little self-conscious but Tony put an arm around my waist and made all my thoughts go away. Just the fact that I was this close to him made my heart flutter.

Form then and on everything went awfully wrong. Firstly I could hear everyone talking about me and Tony. Many people called me a slut for trying to ‘woo’ my employer. Tony must have heard that and he tried to take my mind away but I could see the looks people were giving me.

Then a girl started flirting with Tony. When he said he had come with me she called me a stupid bitch. And as if that wasn’t enough, a random guy spilled his drink on me and ruined the dress Tony had brought me. I ran outside, got to the first taxi I saw and returned to the tower. I knew Tony would be looking for me but I had to leave before I broke down in front of everyone and made a fool of myself.

I sat on the couch, threw my heels away and hugged a pillow. I could feel the negative thoughts and no matter how much I tried to ignore them they were there. Why did I even think I had a chance with Tony? That girl who had flirted with him was like a freaking Victoria Secret model and I was just me… I would never be good enough for him and I was a fool to believe the opposite even for a minute. I was interrupted from my thoughts when I heard Tony calling my name.

“Y/n? What happened? I saw you running away…” he said. When he saw me he sat down next to me. He must have noticed my tear-ruined make up. “What happened?” he asked again.

“Nothing…” I said trying to brush it off.

“You were crying, Y/n, it’s not nothing” he insisted

“I didn’t belong there and it was obvious” I replied. It wasn’t a complete lie but it wasn’t the truth either.

“What are you talking about?” Tony asked “You know what, I brought you some ice cream on the way back. I’ll go get it and we can talk about it, okay?” he said. I nodded and he went to the kitchen. When he returned he held a box of chocolate cookie ice cream and two spoons. It was my favorite and he knew.

“That’s my favorite flavor! How did you know?” I asked him already feeling slightly better.

“You told me one day, I can’t really remember when” he replied. A warm feeling fuzzed in my stomach and I could feel a blush creeping up in my face. I never thought he paid attention to my bubbling but here he was remembering a small detail I had told him probably months ago.

“I didn’t think you really listened to me” I confessed.

“I always listen to you, you’re cute when you’re nervous” he commented and I felt my heart skip a beat. “So, are you going to tell me why you left?” he asked softer this time.

“It’s just… Being the center of the attention isn’t really my thing, especially when people call me a slut” I said.

“Don’t mind them, they were just jealous” he replied

“I know but it looked how it looked” I insisted “Also they had no reason to be. I mean, that girl that came to talk to you, it’s normal to be jealous of her, but me? It doesn’t make sense… I’m nothing special” I said.

“Do you even hear what you’re saying?” Tony exclaimed “That girl was flirting with me because she wanted my money. You’re so much more than her, you’re smart and sweet, not to mention beautiful, and you’re the only person who actually cares for me”

“I’m just… me. Why would you even look at me when every girl in there was so much better?” I asked. I hadn’t talked to anyone that openly but somehow I knew I could trust him.

“Because I’m in love with you! Here, I said it… I’m in love with you, Y/n and I know you’re way too good for me, but seeing you actually believe what you’re saying just frustrates me” he said. I stayed there staring at him trying to figure out if my mind was playing tricks on me.

“I know I just ruined what we have but please say something” he begged me. I snapped out of my thoughts and smiled at him.

“You’re an idiot” I said. I could see his confusion so I continued “for believing you ruined anything. You have no idea how many times I wanted to tell you how I really felt but I was too afraid to do so” I saw realization flash in his eyes and he smiled. It was a real smile, not like the ones he was faking when he had to talk to the press, a real one that made his eyes lit up. Slowly he moved closer to me, so I could feel his breath on my face. His eyes moved from my eyes to my lips and he started leaning in. I closed my eyes and met him halfway in a sweet kiss. It was nothing like I thought it would be but it was so much better. He was hesitant, like he wasn’t sure I wanted this.

“I may be an idiot but I’m your idiot” he said as we pulled apart.

“I didn’t have you for the cheesy type” I replied chuckling.

“You loved it, shut up” he said

“Make me” I challenged him smirking

“Maybe I will” he replied and kissed me again. Damn, I must have bad days more often…